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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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Oh dang, that's true xD
Also, I have a couple small plans for dialogues between Crow and Hazel before he meets up with Penelope again, so it might be better not to skip ahead this time so I don't have to cram it all in one long post
Mostly because he's going to be trying to convince her that he's feeling well enough that he doesn't need to be confined to the camp anymore
(The only symptoms he still has at this point are coughing and some shortness of breath if he exerts himself, which he just finds out about after running from the knights in the last post I wrote)
As they stood wrapped in each other’s embrace, Crow found himself unable to keep from staring at Penelope. His eyes wandered over her face, taking in every detail of the features he hadn’t seen in nearly three weeks. After so much time had passed, he had nearly forgotten how beautiful she was, or at least, he was starting to think he was exaggerating her image in his mind whenever he’d thought about her when he had been trapped in his bed. Seeing her again in person reminded him that he definitely hadn’t worked her memory up in his head. She was just as breathtaking as he remembered her to be.

He ran his hand slowly down the length of her back as she pressed into his chest, murmuring about how she had thought she was going to lose him. Her words sent a pang of sadness through him. While he had been at his worst, he hadn’t had time to think about how the knight had been taking everything. Looking back on it all now, he realized she must have been worried sick after hearing from Hazel that his illness had progressed, and that he couldn’t see her.

“I made you a promise,” he said, offering her a comforting smile. “It’s going to take a lot more than a simple disease to keep me from breaking my word to you, love.” He held her tightly for a moment, his grin widening slightly as she kissed his cheek. After going for so long without her touch, every small brush of her lips or stroke of her fingers was like lightning to him. He wished they could just stay there forever and forget about their responsibilities and problems.

Unfortunately, her following words forced him to stay grounded. He let out his breath in a soft exhale as he looked over her shoulder at the forest between her camp. As nice as it would be to let go, she was right; they didn’t have the luxury. Still, he was reluctant to part with her just yet. They still had some time left before the knights would show up and he would have to separate from her to go back to his camp. There was no reason to rush.

He looked down to meet her gaze again as she finished by saying that she had spoken to Hazel about meeting with him again in three days. The comment made him quirk a brow in surprise. “She talked to you about that after all, huh?” he mused aloud. After the last medicine had done little to nothing to improve his health, he had thought for sure that the herbalist would refuse to set anything up between them. It was the whole reason why he had snuck out again in the first place. To find out that she had been willing to speak with the knight was good to hear.

Still his trip that night hadn’t been completely pointless.

Crow leaned in and pressed a series of affectionate kisses to Penelope’s skin, working his way from her cheek to her neck as he savored the dwindling time they had left. “I hope we never have to part for so long again,” he breathed, resting his head against hers, cheek to cheek. He remained there for a moment with his eyes closed as he enjoyed being in her presence.

After a short while, he glanced up again as the distant sounds of shouting interrupted the tranquil silence. He clicked his tongue and hesitantly pulled back from the knight. “Sounds like I need to go,” he sighed, meeting her gaze with a smile. “I love you, Penelope, and I’ll see you again in three days.” With no more time to wait around, he touched one last fleeting kiss to her lips and moved quickly to retrieve his dagger from the tree trunk. Once the blade was free, he spun around on his heel and ran back into the forest, disappearing from sight just as the first knights started to arrive.
They're so interesting xD
He even admitted that between the two of us, he's the one with the craziest family

Crow and Penelope finally got to see each other again! cx
He's happy lol
Come on, Penelope, Crow thought desperately, biting his lip as he watched her look around for an attacker. It didn’t seem like she had gotten the message. Turn around, he silently pleaded. Look at it again. You have to get it. Fortunately, after no one jumped out to ambush them, Penelope seemed to second guess her initial assumption and did in fact turn around to look at the dagger again. He watched her rigidly, looking for a sign that she understood what it meant. Still, there was nothing, but she seemed more confused than aggressive now, which he supposed wasn’t quite so bad. All he had to worry about now was the physician.

Staying put in his hiding place, he continued to observe the nobles with unwavering focus as he waited to see if Penelope would remain with the healer or choose to separate. After a moment, he felt a wave of relief as the knight instructed her to go back to the camp. The physician didn’t even bother to question the order as she ran ahead to get away from the potential danger. He smiled to himself. As long as Penelope didn’t attack him now, everything was going according to the plan.

He rose slowly to his feet, lingering behind the tree since he didn’t want to jump out and startle the knight while she was holding a sword in her hands. In the next moment, he blinked in surprise as she tentatively called out his name. She has gotten his message after all. He let out the breath he hadn’t realized he had been holding, glad that the owl feather had worked.

Sheathing his remaining dagger—he had kept it in his hand just in case Penelope had tried to come at him without thinking—Crow stepped out from behind the tree and smiled a bit lopsidedly. “Long time, huh?” he said, lifting his shoulders in a shrug. Suddenly, the weight of seeing her again for the first time in so long struck him at once, and before he had a chance to think, he hurried to close the distance between them. Brushing her sword arm aside to wrap his arms around her body, he pulled her close and leaned in to kiss her passionately.

The thief sighed against her lips, trailing his hands over her shoulders and back as he melted into her touch. It had been far too long. He pressed into her deeply, as if trying to make up for all the time they had been apart in just one moment.

After a while—he lost track of time in his fervor—Crow pulled back just enough to catch his breath. He leaned his forehead against hers and laughed dazedly, “Gods, it’s good to see you again.”
I'm glad you had a good day ^^
I get that actually, because my family isn't too close either. The only time we all get together is for Thanksgiving and Easter. I don't see anyone besides my parents during other parts of the year
My husband's family is super close, on the other hand xD
They're very interesting because his mom's side are all rednecks, and his dad's side are literally Amish
Our wedding photos for his side of the family were like a costume convention of men in ten gallon hats and women in prairie dresses and bonnets
I had friends asking me why there were people in costume at our reception, and I had to explain 'no, those are my in-laws' xD

Sounds like fun! Hope you have a good friendsgiving ^^

Crow may have gotten a little carried away lol
“Mhm,” Hazel grunted with a curt nod as Penelope thanked her for setting up a meeting between her and Crow. She hadn’t really done so out of the goodness of her heart, since she knew the thief would most likely just continue to sneak out on his own if she refused to arrange something for them. This way was simply the safer option. He wouldn’t risk wandering all the way to the knights’ camp to find her, and he would stay close enough that if something went wrong, she and his other friends would all be close enough to help if he needed them.

With her meeting with the nobles finally reaching its close, the herbalist got up from the table and followed Penelope to the door of the tavern. She stepped out onto the street but hesitated for a moment instead of going back to her camp right away. She followed the two noblewomen with her eyes, waiting until they were far enough away before she circled around the side of the Ivory Hatchet to check if Crow had followed her again and was lingering nearby.

Since she had called out to him the last time, and she knew he wouldn’t fall for the same trick twice, she decided to try sneaking up on him if he was in fact behind the building. However, as she completed her circuit, she found no one. Letting out a quiet huff, she propped her hands on her hips and glanced over the other buildings in the village and then up at the roof of the tavern. He wasn’t there either.

Guess he didn’t follow me after all, she thought with a satisfied smirk, turning to head back to the hideout to get some sleep for the night.

--

Crow traveled cautiously through the forest north of Myrefall with his hood drawn over his head and one hand resting loosely on the hilt of his dagger. His eyes flickered over the shadows of the trees around him in search of movement. With his illness sticking around like a stubborn tick, he wanted to make sure there weren’t any patrols nearby that might spot him out by himself. It had been a while since the last time he’d had a fainting spell, but he wasn’t about to take any chances that another one could still happen. That meant making sure he didn’t run into any trouble that would force him to strain himself in a fight.

Fortunately, the forest remained quiet, and the only movement he saw was a small herd of deer slightly south of where he was headed. It seemed like there were no patrols nearby, so he was able to relax a bit as he continued weaving through the trees of a dense area in the woods. When he did, his mind naturally wandered to Penelope, and his heart beat excitedly at the thought of seeing her again. It had been so long. Even if he was only able to talk to her for a moment, he looked forward to having at least some time with her again. It was better than waiting for gods knew how long until his illness was cured.

He climbed nimbly over a fallen tree as he continued to the northernmost side of the village. Despite the occasional coughing episodes that didn’t seem to fade, he felt almost as good as he had before he’d caught the disease to begin with. Hazel had to reason to be so protective of him. As long as he was careful to take care of himself, making a short trip like this was nothing, and he could easily do it again once he made plans to meet up with Penelope later on.

The thief kept walking until he reached a midway point between Myrefall and the knights’ camp to the north. Here, he stopped to contemplate the trickier part of this trip: separating Penelope from that physician she was with. He already had a nearly complete plan in mind.

Knowing that noble healers didn’t specialize in fighting, he guessed that part of the reason why Penelope continued to accompany this physician to Myrefall every time she met with Hazel was for her protection. If he could give them a reason to think they were under attack, he might be able to coax the knight into parting with the physician for her own safety. However, while the plan was good, it wasn’t enough by itself.

For one thing, Penelope might stay even closer to the other woman in order to keep her safe if she thought whoever was attacking them was after the healer. For another, the plan could go terribly wrong if she went after him before she realized who he was. He had to find a way to trick the physician into thinking she was in danger while also sending the knight a sign, so she would know it was him. It was the only way his plan would work.

Lost in thought as he tried to come up with a way to solve his dilemma, Crow flinched at the sound of an owl’s loud hoot overhead. He craned his neck to peer up into the branches of the tree where the bird was perched and shot it a glare, annoyed that the animal had managed to catch him off guard. The owl just stared back at him with wide, unblinking eyes and then spread its large wings to take off into the night sky. The thief scoffed and shook his head, still feeling slightly embarrassed at having been so startled by a bird.

Suddenly, he blinked as a small flash of motion caught his eye. A feather was fluttering down from where the owl had been perched just a moment ago, landing softly at his feet. He looked down at it, a smile slowly spreading across his lips as an idea formed in his head.

--

Once he was ready, Crow took up a position behind a wide tree near the route he suspected Penelope and the physician would take to get back to their camp. With his dagger in his hand, he leaned just far enough around the trunk to watch the trodden path without being in sight, himself. His heart skipped nervously in his chest as he waited for the two nobles to appear. Even though he had refined his plan, he still didn’t know if it would be enough. It all depended on whether or not Penelope noticed the sign.

His eyes flicked towards the southern side of the path as he caught sight of two figures making their way towards him from Myrefall. He held his breath as his gaze landed on Penelope’s face for the first time in almost three weeks, and he had to force himself not to lose focus. Gripping his weapon tightly in his right hand, he edged a bit farther behind the tree as the women passed his hiding spot, so they wouldn’t be able to see him.

As soon as their backs were turned to him, the thief cocked back his dagger, his green eyes fixed on the healer, and threw the blade at her head. It cut seamlessly through the air and embedded itself deep in the trunk of a tree just in front of her face. The dagger’s silver blade glinted sinisterly in the moonlight, a stark contrast with its dark leather hilt and the gray-and-black speckled owl feather haphazardly tied to it.

Crow swallowed nervously and crouched behind the tree, his eyes locked on Penelope as he hoped to catch a glimpse of recognition in her gaze. It had been two years since he had told her the story behind his name, and the feather he had attached to the weapon didn’t belong to a crow, but he hoped it was enough for her to remember what it meant.
Yeah, it was great! ^^
Some of my extended family came over, and some of my husband's family drove into town too. I wasn't sure what to expect, since I've heard stereotypes about in-laws not getting along at holidays, but everyone actually had a great time together cx
It was super cool to see both sides of our family enjoying each other's company so much

How about you?

Little does Hazel know, Crow is already scheming to see Penelope after their meeting xD
As the meeting came to an end, Hazel moved to collect her things and get up from the table. As always, she was tired because of how late it was, and the thought of her warm bed back in the thieves’ camp sounded heavenly. Simon had also pulled his mat up next to hers since they had slept together five days ago, and she was eager to fall asleep in his embrace again. It would be nice to do so every night now that she didn’t have to worry about meeting with the nobles anymore. She appreciated their help, but she much preferred to have nowhere to go after the sun went down each day.

She was just about to stand up from her chair, when Penelope spoke up and told Jane to go on ahead of her. The herbalist eyed her curiously, wondering what she was so eager to talk about that it couldn’t wait. Whatever it was, she hoped the knight would make it quick, so she could get going back to her own camp.

Hazel tapped her foot impatiently beneath the table as Penelope waited for the physician to leave before launching into her question about seeing Crow again. She frowned and shook her head. “Gods, what is it with you two?” she grumbled. First Crow and now Penelope were begging her to mediate a time for them to see each other again. Didn’t they understand that he needed to put his health before their little romance? It was much more important that he finished healing before they started meeting up again in the dead of night when he was supposed to be resting.

“Look,” she exhaled, meeting Penelope’s gaze across the table. “I understand that you’re frustrated, but I can’t give a sick man permission to venture out by himself, no matter how well he thinks he’s feeling. It’s dangerous and unwise. Until I start getting some definitive results, he needs to stay close to the camp, where he can recover, and I can keep an eye on him.” She paused, pursing her lips slightly before going on through her teeth. “Although, if you two insist on being reckless and finding a way to meet up anyways, I suppose I can arrange something.”

She paused for a moment to think. “There’s a clearing in the woods to the north of our camp. If you follow the river from the waterfall, you’ll run right into it. I’ll tell him to find you there in three days on the condition that you will take him no further from that point, and he won’t stay out late enough to compromise his sleep.” With her arms still folded over her chest, she drummed her fingers irritably against her bicep. “Is that good enough for you, rat?”
My family is all gone or in a food coma now, so I'm free for the rest of the night xD
As Hazel made her way to Myrefall, she frequently glanced back over her shoulder to check for movement in the trees. Even though Crow had told her that he wouldn’t follow her to the meeting, she was skeptical. In all the years she had known him, she had learned that the thief had a surprising amount of integrity for a criminal. Whenever he made a promise, he always tried his hardest to stay true to his word. However, she also knew that he could be quite the fox when he wanted to be. If there was a way for him to get what he wanted without breaking their deal, he would find it.

She narrowed her eyes as she caught a flicker of movement in the shadow of a tree behind her. In the next moment, a deer stepped into view, craned its neck to look at her, and then bounded away. She let out her breath in a quiet sigh, turning around to keep walking. Even if he was tailing her to the village, she didn’t know why she was even bothering to try to catch him. The thief knew how to slip past bounty hunters who based their livelihood on capturing criminals like him, so she, an herbalist with no training in hunting anyone, had no chance at even catching a glimpse of him.

After a while, she decided it wasn’t worth the effort to keep trying, so she gave up and hastened her pace to reach Myrefall faster.

When she finally arrived at the tavern, she was quick to spot the two noblewomen at a table near the back of the room. She weaved between the other tables and chairs until she reached the two and then sat down in an open seat across from them. Like the last time, Jane got right down to business by asking how the medicine was working now that they had adjusted it. The herbalist shook her head as she responded, “I’m honestly not sure. There hasn’t been as much of a change as I was expecting. My patient’s symptoms seem to have stagnated. He’s still coughing blood every other day, even after taking the improved poultice for almost a week. There’s slightly less blood than before, but other than that, nothing has changed.”

“That’s not too surprising,” Jane said with a faint smile, as if she was amused by something. “It will probably take longer than a week for you to see any real changes this time. The herbs you’ve been giving your patient are blood thinners. They don’t work overnight. If they’re doing their job, the results will come gradually as the blood clots are removed.”

“How long does that take?” Hazel frowned, leaning back in her chair and crossing her arms.

“It depends on the person,” Jane shrugged. “Sometimes the symptom is more severe and takes longer to heal from, and sometimes a patient’s blood is just slow to thin. It’s impossible to give an exact range of time for you to expect to see any difference.”

“I see,” Hazel said thoughtfully. “But there will be a difference eventually?”

“Even that is hard to say,” the physician shook her head. “Sometimes the herbs don’t cure the disease; they simply prevent it from getting worse. Since you said you’ve seen no change in your patient for better or for worse, it is also possible that he won’t ever fully heal, but as long as he continues to take the remedy, he won’t die either.”

Crow won’t be happy to hear that, Hazel thought with a grimace as she imagined the thief’s reaction to learning he might stay sickly for the rest of his life. “So how should I approach it from here?” she asked, taking out her journal. “Just keep doing the same thing until something happens?”

“Pretty much,” Jane nodded. “You can experiment with how much of the blood thinning herbs you add to the medicine too, but aside from that, the best you can do is keep trying and pray that your patient improves.”

“Alright then,” Hazel said, jotting down a couple of quick notes and putting her book and quill away. She pursed her lips in thought for a moment as she held the physician’s gaze across the table. “It seems like we’ve reached the closest thing to a cure for this illness as we can get from our shared knowledge. I suppose this means we no longer need to meet, does it not?”
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