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Name: Taylor
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
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Crow's trying hard to warn Gavin without giving anything away ^^;

Also, quick background note: Jaxon never actually travels alone (he's always got bodyguards hidden nearby in case something goes wrong) and one of them noticed Gavin and Crow's conversation, so Jaxon maaay send an assassin a few days later to try and off the knight

Okay! I'll be here xD
Crow cursed silently when Gavin didn’t back down. Of course the knight wouldn’t be deterred by an empty threat; he was far too stubborn for that. He hated the fact that among all the knights who could have caught him with Jaxon, Gavin was the one to have done so. He could have come up with a lie to fool Penelope or even Olivia, both of whom were much more trusting of him. However, the determined man standing before him now would never be so easily deterred. It would have been a waste of time to even bother trying.

He tensed, keeping his gaze fixed on Gavin’s sword as the knight took a step towards him. His following words sent a sharp pang of anger and frustration through the thief. He wanted to scream at the hard-headed man that he hadn’t been the cause of his comrades’ deaths, and he wasn’t using Penelope. While he normally didn’t care what noblemen thought of him, the knight’s repetitive accusations were becoming too much for him to bear. He tightened his grip on the daggers in his hands and took a calming breath to keep himself level headed. If he acted out of anger and attacked Gavin now, he would practically be admitting that he was the enemy here. For the sake of finding some sort of reasonable way out of this mess, he had to keep a handle on his temper.

However, that was much easier said than done as the knight began to question him about his dealings with Jaxon, even going so far as to accuse him of working for pay. You don’t know how wrong you are, Crow gritted his teeth. He would never sink so low as to work for such a vile man for money. Everything he was doing was for Penelope—every last bit of it! But he couldn’t tell Gavin that. Not as long as there was still a chance for him to make it out of this with some secrets intact. If he didn’t admit to anything, Jaxon couldn’t accuse him of fully breaking his promise, and there was still some hope left of keeping Penelope safe.

“You don’t know what you’re getting involved with,” Crow said in a warning tone, taking a subtle step backwards as he began to discreetly look over the area for his exit points. “There’s more to this than you think.” One clear path to the southwest, and another to the north… “If you don’t want to die, just wander on back to your camp and forget you saw anything.” He finally looked back to meet the knight’s gaze with a serious expression. “Trust me. It’s better for everyone if you do.”
@Risendrake Also try posting a request in the 1x1 Interest Check page. Most people don't look here for new partners, because this is where the RPs are posted
Good luck in your search!
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Crow stifled a yawn as he walked, halfheartedly performing a quick sweep of the forest around him, though he didn’t try very hard since there had been no patrols around all night, and he doubted he would run into any now. Instead, his attention was on reviewing how his meeting with Jaxon had gone. He was relieved that the other thief hadn’t asked him to do anything new during the next week, but he was still a little worried about the raid that had been mentioned.

He believed that Jaxon would keep his word about leaving Penelope out of it, but he also didn’t doubt that any of the other knights would be fair game. If the band of thieves killed more of her comrades, it was going to be partly his fault, since he knew what was coming and did nothing to warn them. The thought made his chest feel tight. He hated feeling so trapped. Jaxon’s threats were practically shackles that kept him bound and unable to prevent the destruction that was going to come. Instead, he was forced to stand by and watch everything unfold that he knew was coming like some sort of harbinger. It was sickening.

The thief was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t catch the faint rustle in the bushes ahead of him. What did catch his attention was the man that stepped out of them. He froze, wide eyed, as Gavin stepped into his path with a sword in his hand and a cold look in his eyes. “Well, that sure was interesting,” the knight growled. “Care to explain what it was about, thief?”

At first, Crow just stared at him in response, his mind blank as he floundered to understand what was happening. What was Gavin doing here? Where had he come from? How long had he been there? His eyes darted to the weapon in the other man’s hand as his instincts kicked in and shouted ‘danger.’ Whatever was going on, Gavin wasn’t here to have a peaceful conversation. That much could be determined from the unsheathed blade in his white-knuckled grip.

Not wanting to be caught without a way to defend himself, he drew the daggers he kept at his waist and took a step back in a defensive posture. Now feeling a little more prepared in case Gavin came after him, he began to work on what he was going to say to the knight. His mind raced as he put the pieces together. Somehow, this man had gone out searching for him and managed to find him while he was speaking to Jaxon. How much of the conversation he had overheard was still an unknown though. All he knew for sure was that Gavin had caught him meeting with the thief they were after.

Crow swallowed nervously, his heartbeat beginning to quicken as he realized the consequences of what had just happened. If Jaxon discovered that his cover had been blown, he would send some of his men to have the knight killed. That alone was bad enough, but to make matters worse, he had technically broken his end of the deal by being careless enough to let Gavin tail him. There was nothing left to keep Penelope safe. He felt the blood drain from his face as the image of the murderous thief killing her flashed through his mind.

Why did he have to go looking for me tonight of all nights? He groaned inwardly.

“If you know what’s good for you, you’ll put your head down and keep walking,” Crow said, trying to hide his fear from the other man with a cold tone of voice. He would have preferred to lie his way out of the situation, but he knew Gavin would never believe anything he said. Besides, there was a chance that the knight had heard his entire conversation with Jaxon, in which case, there was no way he could convince him that he was mistaken. The next best thing was to try and scare him off and pray to the gods that Gavin wouldn’t call his bluff.
Crow's going to panic for sure xD

Okay! Get some sleep for your early shift, haha
I'm still kinda sick, so I'm gonna sign off for bed too actually. I'll get my reply up in the morning! cx
I'll also have all day to write, because I'm trying to recover at home, so I'm not going to go out again with friends until I'm feeling better

Night~ ^^
I'm good with however you want to play it out ^^
He could definitely overhear some stuff
THE MOMENT IS HERE

Nice! I felt that way when I was writing for Hazel too xD
It's pretty fun to write for the minor characters on occasion
Crow set the freshly washed dishes aside and sat back on the river bank, unrolling his shirt sleeves that he had hiked up to keep from getting wet. He brushed his hands off on his pant legs to dry them and then leaned back on his palms, looking up at the night sky. The time was now close when he was supposed to meet with Jaxon, but he was more reluctant to go than ever. After seeing the recently widowed Hazel again, he was reminded of just how cruel of a man the other thief could be.

He despised the fact that he had gotten roped into working for someone so merciless, and he wished he could think of a way to get out of it before someone else got hurt. Unfortunately, no ideas came to mind. Anything he tried would ultimately just get shut down by the other man, and he would just end up getting Penelope killed in the process. The only way to keep her safe was to continue complying with the thief leader’s demands and hope he didn’t ask him to do anything that went against his morals.

Having come to reluctant terms with the meeting, he climbed slowly to his feet and picked up the drying dishes. After taking a brief detour to drop them off in the hideout behind the waterfall, he headed eastward to Myrefall, where Jaxon was likely waiting for him by now.

--

The trip there was uneventful of course. Like before, there were no patrols in the area, so Crow was able to walk without keeping his guard raised excessively high. He glanced around occasionally for signs of movement, but there never was any, so instead of focusing on his surroundings, he let his mind wander as he tried to predict what Jaxon might ask him to do this time. He hoped there would be no new demands—he didn’t know if he could bring himself to do it if the other thief told him to take any innocent lives—but having worked beneath the ruthless criminal before, he knew better than to expect that.

As he approached the small clearing on the western side of the village, he caught sight of a lone figure standing with his back resting leisurely against a tree. He took a steeling breath, quickly recognizing the man to be Jaxon, and stopped on the other side of the space to put as much distance between them as possible.

“Just as I was starting to think you wouldn’t show up,” Jaxon smiled at him in a chillingly unemotional manner. He studied Crow for a moment before gesturing with one hand. “Come closer. I won’t bite.”

“Maybe not, but you certainly aren’t afraid to cut,” Crow retorted dryly, lifting the sleeve of his shirt to reveal the bandages around his forearm.

“That wasn’t my fault,” Jaxon shrugged apathetically. “That was merely a punishment for a disobedient pet. Speaking of which…” His smile was replaced with a look of concern that disgusted Crow in its fakeness. “Are you feeling any better? I do hope you’re healing properly.”

“Save it,” Crow scoffed, letting his sleeve fall down over the bandages again. “I know you couldn’t care less if I lose this arm.”

Suddenly, Jaxon’s soft expression was replaced with a flash of annoyance. “You would do well to watch that sharp tongue of yours,” he warned in a threateningly quiet voice. “Otherwise you may just find that you will lose that arm.”

Crow shifted his weight, feeling like he was staring down a venomous snake that was poised to strike at any moment. He wasn’t sure what to say in response to the threat, so instead, he chose to keep his mouth shut so as not to prod at the other man any further. Fortunately, his lack of response seemed to have been deemed acceptable by the other thief, whose fake smile had appeared once again.

“That’s better,” Jaxon purred, stepping away from the tree to stand upright. “Now then, enough with the formalities. Tell me what you’ve learned since our last meeting.”

Crow hesitated briefly, hating how easily the murderous thief could control him, before he finally forced himself to reply. “The patrol that went to Wheldrake never found out where you are,” he reported, feeling sick with his own compliance. “My plan to throw them off didn’t go exactly as I’d hoped, but it still worked well enough to keep them from finding any real leads. I’d estimate that I bought you at least a week before they try to continue the search.”

“Good news indeed,” Jaxon’s smile widened into a grin. “And they still don’t know that you’re working for me, I hope?”

Crow wavered for a moment before nodding, “They don’t.”

“What was that?” Jaxon narrowed his eyes slightly.

“What do you mean?” Crow shifted his weight again.

“You hesitated,” Jaxon’s voice was edged with impatience. “Do they or do they not know that you are working for me?” He rested a hand on the hilt of his sword. “I’m sure you haven’t forgotten what’s going to happen if you let the knights find out.”

Crow’s eyes flickered cautiously to the weapon before returning to the thief’s face. “They really don’t know,” he answered quickly. “I swear to you, I haven’t told anyone, and no one has found out to my knowledge. It’s just…” He trailed off, reluctant to tell Jaxon the truth.

“It’s just what?” the thief prompted.

“Well… there’s one knight who’s suspicious,” he admitted slowly. “But he already had preconceptions about me. He has no proof that I’m working for you, and I intend to keep it that way.”

“Hm,” Jaxon grunted, folding his arms loosely over his chest. “If this knight becomes a problem, I can always take care of him for you. That’s part of the benefit of being part of my group.” He shot Crow a friendly simper. “I always protect my own. Just say the word, and he’s gone.”

“No,” Crow shook his head. “I don’t want any more killing. I’ve got the situation under control, so there’s no need for such measures.”

“If you insist,” Jaxon shrugged. “But if anything changes or if this knight becomes too much for you to handle alone, I will take matters into my own hands. Do you understand that?”

Crow nodded wordlessly, feeling a lump form in his throat at the thought of Jaxon sending one of his killers to dispatch Gavin. He may not have liked the knight, but he didn’t want to see the man die.

“Good,” Jaxon said curtly. “If that’s all you have for me, then I’ll be going.” He took a step to leave, but then stopped as Crow interrupted.

“Wait,” he said quickly. “I just have one more subject I’d like to discuss.”

“And what might that be?” Jaxon frowned, studying him closely.

“The upcoming raid,” Crow lowered his gaze uncomfortably. “I remember you mentioned it the last time we spoke. When it happens… I need you to promise me that you won’t hurt Penelope.” He looked up again to meet Jaxon’s dark eyes with new determination. “I don’t care what happens to anyone else as long as you can guarantee that she’ll be safe. Can you do that?”

Jaxon stared at him for a moment before a low chuckle escaped his lips. “I hardly think you’re in any position to be making demands of me, stray,” he laughed with a shake of his head. “But alright. For the sake of our alliance, I suppose I can tell my men to leave her out of it if they see her during the raid. Are you happy now?”

“Yes,” Crow let out his breath in relief.

“Good,” Jaxon’s Cheshire smile returned once more. “I will meet with you here again in one week’s time. Goodbye, Crow.” With that, he disappeared from the clearing, leaving the other thief behind.

As soon as he had gone, Crow felt his shoulders relax as his tension lifted. The situation certainly wasn’t ideal, but at least it hadn’t gone as badly as he had been expecting. Jaxon hadn’t made any absurd demands of him, and he had even promised not to hurt Penelope during their next raid. As far as meetings with killers could go, this was one of the best outcome he could have hoped for. Feeling slightly reassured, he turned to head back to his own camp, ready to settle down and get some sleep for the night as his weariness began to weigh down on him.
Oh geez xD
I can see either or both of them making bad decisions when the fight happens

Crow has no idea just how terrible this night is going to be for him
Crow nodded halfheartedly when Penelope said they would catch Jaxon eventually, knowing fully well that wasn’t going to happen as long as he was working to throw them off the other thief’s trail. He wished it was as simple as she made it sound, but unfortunately, Jaxon, as always, was three steps ahead of them. At the current rate they were moving, they would never even come close to catching the murderer. Jaxon and his band of criminals would continue sabotaging the Brerratic knights for the Younisians, and the war would swing in their enemies’ favor. He just hoped the other kingdom would be merciful if they ended up conquering Brerra.

He looked up as he heard Gavin call Penelope’s name to hurry her along. The knight was watching them with a cold gaze, clearly disliking the sight of his comrade in the arms of the thief whom he believed had sabotaged their battalion. Crow sighed. He wished he could have more time with her, but he supposed he should get going soon too. With nightfall fast approaching, his next meeting with Jaxon was just around the corner. He needed to get back to his camp with his companions, so they could all go to sleep, and he could slip away again for the scheduled rendezvous.

“See you then,” Crow said with a faint smile as Penelope spoke again. He leaned in to meet her halfway as she kissed him, savoring the feeling of her lips before she pulled back again. He took a step back from her to let her return to the other knights. “I love you too,” his smile wavered slightly as the memory of Jaxon’s threats resurfaced one more time, and he added: “You be safe too. There’s no telling if or when those thieves will attack your camp again. Please remember not to go after them without me if you do see them.”

With nothing left to say between them, he gestured for his companions to join him and turned to head back to their own camp, leaving the knights behind.

--

The walk back from Myrefall was also uneventful, without a single patrol to be seen. Despite this, none of the thieves spoke much to each other along the way. Alistair questioned Crow a little about when they would be able to meet up with the knights again—it was obvious that he was only asking out of an eagerness to reunite with Olivia—but he dropped the subject when his leader made it clear that he didn’t know if or when they would all be working together again.

On the other hand, Rikki didn’t talk at all. Crow could tell that she was treading carefully around him after all of her attempts to get between him and Penelope had fallen flat. Although he wasn’t sure if she was silent out of a nervousness to speak to him or if she was just busy working on another angle to approach him from. No matter what it was, he kept his guard up around her in case she decided to try anything funny before they got back to the waterfall.

When they eventually arrived at the hideout, Crow was greeted with the scent of freshly cooked supper. He looked around the cavern to see that Hazel was sitting by the hearth, stirring a pot of what smelled like stew. The other thieves were quick to notice her as well.

“You’re up,” Alistair noted obviously, staring at the herbalist in unbridled surprise.

Hazel just glanced at them and shrugged one shoulder in response, “I got tired of laying around.”

The thieves made their way over to join her. Crow followed after a moment of hesitation, still on edge around Hazel after she had snapped at him a few days ago. He made sure to sit far away from her when they all settled down around the fire and avoided looking in her direction out of fear that his presence would just make her upset again.

Unfortunately, the herbalist noticed his standoffish attitude. She eyed him for a moment with pursed lips and then looked away to fill a bowl with stew. “Crow,” she said in a soft voice that was edged with hesitation.

He flinched slightly and forced himself to look up.

She met his gaze and held out the dish she had filled. “Here,” she went on gruffly. “Take it.”

Crow blinked in surprise. After taking a moment to recover from the unexpectedness of the gesture, he reached out to take the bowl from her hand, “Thanks.”

Hazel nodded, lowering her gaze. “I’m… sorry about what I said to you before,” she murmured. “It wasn’t right of me to blame you for what happened. I know you were close to Simon too. I shouldn’t have said those things when you were also grieving, so… no hard feelings?”

Crow stared at her for a moment before averting his gaze as well. He wished she had been wrong before, but he knew the truth. It had been his lies that got Simon killed. It was his fault. She had been right to blame him in the first place. “No hard feelings,” he said quietly, deciding it was better to just let the subject go rather than argue with the others about it.

At his words, the herbalist visibly relaxed. “Thanks,” she smiled faintly as she lifted a spoonful of her own food to her mouth.

The group spent the rest of the evening filling Hazel in on what she had missed—she was frustrated to know that there was no news about the man who had killed her husband—and discussing other options about what to do next. They strategized about how to better defend their hideout, since, as far as any of the others knew, Jaxon had never found Crow and could come back again at any time, and discussed other places to search in the outer villagers on their own while they waited to hear back from the knights. Fortunately for Crow, none of the others suggested to look anywhere near Aramoor or Wheldrake, since they had already thoroughly investigated those villages, so he didn’t have to intervene to throw them off at all.

Eventually, everyone grew tired from the long day and they headed to the sleeping area to get some rest. Seeing an opportunity, Crow offered to stay up to wash the dishes for them while they went to bed. The rest of his companions agreed without question, too tired to find his offer suspicious as they settled down for the night. So, he collected the pot and bowls that had been used and slipped out of the cavern, making his way over to the shallow part of the river to clean everything off while he waited for the time to come when he was supposed to meet up with Jaxon again.
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