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Name: Taylor
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Age: Mid 20s
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
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Crow really doesn't want John to find out they're together ^^;
He even gave her permission to get a little touchy with Gavin so her father won't realize they're not courting anymore lol
“Huh,” Crow grunted absently when Penelope said she didn’t know how John would have figured out how they were related to each other either. He hadn’t thought that she’d told him they were father and son, since he knew she wouldn’t share his past with anyone else, but it was curious to him that her father hadn’t said anything about it to her. After all, it was a rather large secret that the king of Brerra had sired the most infamous thief in the kingdom. Maybe John had only recently learned of their blood ties? That seemed to make sense, but even then, he wondered where the information had been sourced from. Surely Albin wouldn’t have told anyone else the truth, right? If word got out that they were related, the king would suffer much more than the criminal.

At Penelope’s theory that her father had simply put two and two together to figure it out, Crow nodded contemplatively. The more he thought about it, the more likely it seemed to be. Of course John would have found it strange that the king would send him to personally track down a thief for the purpose of bringing him back to talk. He must have been trying to figure out the reason for himself and made the connection when they came face to face.

While he’d never seen his father up close before—he’d only caught one glimpse of the man in passing during a day raid on the castle many years ago—Crow knew that he bore a close resemblance to the man based on what his mother had told him. She had even gone so far as to say that he looked like a younger version of Albin when he’d been about nine or ten years old. He knew that she’d meant it as a compliment at the time, since his father had apparently been quite attractive in his youth, but it was always something the thief had resented about himself, and he knew it had made his mother uncomfortable in spite of what she claimed. His mother had been a beautiful woman too. He wished he had taken after her instead.

As Penelope went on to bring up the unfortunate irony that her father was the one Albin had sent to find him, Crow shook his head in agreement. “I know,” he sighed. “We just never get it easy, do we?” With all the complexity surrounding the news of his own father, he hadn’t thought much about what John’s presence in the camp would mean for him and Penelope. Now that he had time to think straight, it worried him to know that the strict man would be lingering around until he was healed enough to travel. Along with that, he really didn’t want her father to find out that they were together. If John learned she had broken off her courtship for a thief, he might decide to turn him over to the barons regardless of whether he agreed to meet with the king. The thought made him shudder.

Letting out a quiet exhale, Crow brought Penelope’s hand to his lips and kissed the back of it. “If it will help, you and Gavin should act like you two are still courting,” he said softly without looking up to meet her gaze. The idea of her going back to her ex suitor, even if it was just a rouse, was off-putting to him, but he knew he had to push his own feelings aside for the sake of keeping their secret. “Spend your time with him, hold his hand… even kiss him if you have to. Whatever it takes to keep your father from finding out you broke off your courtship.” He glanced up at her, giving her hand a gentle, yet reassuring squeeze. “As long as he doesn’t learn we’re together, I can handle it.”
Crow's probably going to be super back and forth about accepting Albin's invitation for a while xD
He'll cave to his own curiosity eventually though lol
Crow looked up at Penelope as she kissed him on the cheek and said that he should accept the offer his father had proposed. He was a little surprised by how quickly she came to that conclusion, but as she went on to explain her reasoning, it made sense to him. If he told John that he would do it, then the knights would have to give him enough time to heal, otherwise he wouldn’t be able to make the trek to the inner kingdom. By then, he and Penelope would hopefully have had enough time to think of a way out of this whole disaster of a situation if he chose to run too.

The thought of escaping before John forced him to see his father sounded quite appealing to the thief, but somehow, he still wasn’t certain it was what he wanted to do. As much as he hated to admit it, he was curious why Albin was suddenly trying to reach out to him after over two decades of silence. The man had worked his way through the ranks of nobility to become the king of Brerra. Crow had even heard wind that he’d married, since it was well known even in the outer villages that there was a queen of Brerra too.

His father had everything he could ever want as a member of royalty, so what could he possibly want with his half-peasant, bastard son? It didn’t make any sense to Crow. The only thing he could do for the man was cause him more trouble. Perhaps, like the last king, Albin wanted him to use his thievery skills for his own benefit, and believed he would be willing to do so because of their familial ties? He wanted to snort at the ridiculousness of the thought. If the king thought he would do anything to help him, he had another thing coming.

As Penelope promised that she would help him no matter what he chose, Crow smiled up at her gratefully. “Thank you,” he exhaled, tracing his thumb over the back of her hand in a thoughtful gesture. “To be completely honest, I’m not even sure what to think about all of this. I never thought I’d ever hear from my father unless he was standing over the gallows at my execution.” He shook his head. “It’s strange that he’s been trying to reach me now.”

Suddenly, he blinked as he remembered something else that he’d left out. “Speaking of which,” he looked up at her with a curious expression. “Your father knows that we’re related. He told me I should accept the invitation because the king is my father. I don’t suppose you happen to know how he found that out, would you?”
Crow's focused, but confused ^^;
Now alone in the tent, Crow didn’t know what to think. That morning, he had been fretting about whether or not he was going to have his hands cut off by the knights. He hadn’t been at all prepared to find out that his father was still looking for him and that he had sent John of all people to come find him. There was just so much going on all at once, he couldn’t wrap his head around it.

He closed his eyes and rested his forearm across his face, feeling overwhelmed by the turbulent emotions inside of him. There was lingering fear about the barons, since, if he denied the invitation to have an audience with the king, they could still choose to cripple him. But now, in addition to that, there was also a roiling tangle of anger, hurt, and disgust that resurfaced within him towards the man who had abandoned his family. He didn’t care what status his father held. The bastard had ruined his mother’s reputation and left them both to fend for themselves in the outer villages. He had never wanted anything to do with Albin before, and he certainly didn’t now. Just the thought of standing face to face with the man made him taste bile. He wasn’t sure if he could bring himself to do it.

Crow’s thoughts were interrupted when the flap of the tent shifted again. He glanced at it halfheartedly, expecting that Gavin had returned to continue guarding him now that John had left. However, instead of the knight, he was both surprised and relieved to see that it was Penelope who had come to see him. As she approached his bed, he opened his mouth to greet her but was cut off when she spoke up first in a voice that was laced with confusion and worry.

At her question, he shifted uncomfortably, unsure what to say. Part of him was hesitant to tell her what was going on, since he didn’t like to discuss anything relating to his father, but he knew he couldn’t keep it from her forever. Even if he chose not to say anything, surely John would explain to her that the king had invited him to come to the castle. If she was going to know what was happening, she deserved to hear it from him first. He had to tell her.

“Well,” Crow started tentatively, looking up to meet her gaze. “There’s… something else I haven’t told you—but in my defense, it’s only because I forgot about it, myself.” He added the second part quickly, not wanting her to think that he had been lying to her again. Clearing his throat awkwardly, he went on to explain: “Last year, I received a letter from the king of Brerra. One of his couriers came to the outer villages looking for me, but of course, he never found out where I was, so he gave it to Evelyn to hand over in his stead.”

He lowered his gaze, “She offered to read it to me, since I’m illiterate, but I didn’t want her to… I didn’t want to know what it said. At the time, I had just been hoping my father would see by my silence that I didn’t want anything to do with him and give up, but apparently, that was too much to ask for.” He sighed, reaching out to take her hand as he sought comfort in her touch. “He sent your father here to carry out his message in person. That’s why he wanted to talk to me… He said the king invited me to come to the castle for a private audience of some sort.”

Crow bit his lip and glanced up at her face again, trying to read how she was reacting to the news. “I… I’m not sure what to do,” he admitted softly. “I told him that I need time to think about it, and he gave me until the end of the day, but…” He trailed off, shaking his head helplessly. “Accepting the offer sounds better than losing my hands, but I don’t know if I can face my father after everything he’s done.”
Crow is too xD
The rest of the morning was practically torture to Crow. He itched to get up from his bed to pace in the tent, wanting to burn off the nervous energy that was building up inside of him. As time dragged on and there was still no sign of Penelope, he was starting to feel more and more convinced that something had gone wrong. Why else would it take her this long to return to him? The other barons must have been arguing against Mia’s alternative suggestion to work with him instead of punishing him. He remembered that she had said she wanted to come to a decision today, so if her comrades fought with her long enough, there was no doubt in his mind that she would cave.

He closed his eyes, swallowing the lump in his throat as his fear grew stronger. He wished someone would come to the tent to tell him what was going on. It was unbearable to wait with no clue if he was to be set free or crippled for his crimes.

Almost as if on cue, the flap of the tent rustled as someone appeared from outside. The thief’s heart leapt into his throat, and he turned to see who had come. Was it Penelope, here to tell him that his voice had been heard; or was it one of the other knights, come to cut off his hands? He held his breath, impatient to find out the answer. However, as the figure stepped inside, his eyes widened slightly in surprise. It wasn’t any knight from the camp; it was Penelope’s father, John. He stared at the man in confusion. It had been over two years since the last time they had crossed paths, but he recognized the broad scar on that man’s face anywhere. It was definitely him, but why was he here?

John came to a halt near the entrance of the tent, examining the thief for a moment before he turned to Gavin, who was gawking at him with just as much shock as Crow. As the older knight’s gaze fell on him, Penelope’s former suitor rose hurriedly to his feet and lowered his head in a respectful bow, “It’s an honor to see you again, sir,” he greeted John in a formal manner as he straightened his posture again. For a moment, he hesitated before adding tentatively, “May I ask why you’ve come?”

“It’s good to see you too, Gavin” John said. There was a faint fondness in his eyes as he gazed upon the younger knight, which made Crow shift nervously on his bed. The thief was well aware that Penelope’s father had chosen Gavin to court his daughter. If he found out that her heart had been stolen by a criminal, he wasn’t going to be happy.

What if he already knows? The thought made him blanch. Oh gods, what if that’s why he’s here? What if he found out about us and came to kill me, himself? His heart pounded anxiously in his chest as he waited for the man to respond to Gavin’s question.

Strangely enough, John’s answer wasn’t what he had been expecting at all.

“I’m here on assignment from the king,” the knight said curtly, his cold eyes wandering back to the thief as he spoke. “He sent me to find this one… If you don’t mind, please step outside, Gavin. I’d like a word with him alone.”

Gavin blinked in surprise, his eyes flicking to Crow as well before he dipped his head once more. “O-Of course,” he complied. “Take all the time you need.” With that, he stepped out of the tent, leaving the other two men alone.

At first, neither said anything. Crow was still too astounded by Penelope’s father’s sudden appearance to find his voice, and John was busy studying him with an expression that was impossible to read. The intensity of his gaze made the thief want to back away from him. Crow didn’t like how long this knight was looking at him. It was as if there was something the other man could see that was invisible to him. The thought was unnerving, and it was enough to help him find his words.

“What do you want with me?” he asked in a blunt tone, narrowing his eyes in a defensive manner.

I don’t want anything,” John replied, moving to stand closer to the thief’s bed. “I was sent by the king to speak with you.”

At the mention of his father, Crow bristled and averted his gaze. He didn’t like knowing that Albin had sent someone to find him. While there had been a bounty on his head for quite a few years now, neither the past nor present kings had ever done something like this. It seemed excessive. “Has he grown so desperate to imprison me again that he’s stooped to sending men like you to catch me?” he muttered bitterly without looking up. “I would have thought the king of Brerra had better things to do than chase a lowly thief.”

“That’s not it at all,” John responded plainly. “But I’m sure you already know that.”

Crow casted him a sideways glance, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“It means that this isn’t the first time the king has tried to contact you, and I believe you already know he’s been looking for you.”

Crow froze at that. He had nearly forgotten about the letter Evelyn had given him that had been delivered by one of Albin’s couriers about a year ago. At the time, she had offered to read it to him, but, not wanting anything to do with the man, he had refused to let her. Despite his hatred of the king, he could never bring himself to get rid of the letter though, entranced by a morbid curiosity to find out what his estranged father wanted with him after all these years of silence. He eyed John warily. Even if Albin had tried to reach out to him one time, it didn’t make sense to him that the man would grow so impatient as to handpick a knight to come after him.

“Alright, fine,” the thief admitted, curling his lip. “I know he’s been looking for me, but you can tell him that whatever he wants from me, he isn’t going to get it.”

“Are you sure about that?” there was an undertone to John’s voice that made Crow feel like he was warning him. “Do you not even want to know why he sent me to find you?”

“Not even a little,” Crow lied, looking away again. “Sorry you had to come all this way just to be sent back, but I’m not going to bow to him like the rest of you pushovers.”

“That’s unfortunate,” John exhaled. “Well then, I suppose I’ll just have to turn you back over to the custody of the barons of this camp. I believe I overheard them saying something about cutting off your hands? It’s a fitting end to a thief, if I do say so, myself.”

Crow paled. So, his guess had been right. The reason why the meeting had been taking so long was because they were going to choose their original plan. He swallowed frightfully, feeling like he was trapped between a rock and a hard place. If he denied to hear John out, he would be sentenced to lose his hands, but if he listened, it would mean complying with whatever demands his father had sent to him one year ago. He didn’t like either option, but there was a clear and obvious choice to make.

“Alright, alright, you win,” he groaned, turning back to Penelope’s father with a glare. “I’m still not promising I’ll do anything, but… just tell me what he wants.”

“A wise decision,” John nodded, seeming pleased that his words had gotten through to the stubborn thief. “The king wishes to invite you into a private audience in his court at the royal castle. I don’t know what he wants to speak to you about, but he’s obviously deemed it important enough to meet with you in person.” His eyes swept over Crow again in a scrutinizing fashion, as if he was trying to solve that piece of the puzzle just by looking at him.

“If you accept this invitation, I will give you escort to the inner kingdom. If not…” he shrugged. “I’m sure you already know that too.”

Crow didn’t respond right away, chewing on the inside of his lip in thought as he mulled over his options. While he disliked the idea of accepting something his father tried to offer him, anything would be better than being crippled by the knights. He cursed inwardly as he realized that John had caught him at just the opportune moment to force him to take the invitation.

It’s just an audience, he thought, trying to reassure himself. It’s not like I have to go along with anything else. I can just hear him out and leave. Still, his pride wouldn’t allow him to accept the offer outright.

“I want to think about it,” he murmured, keeping his gaze fixed on the side of the tent as he avoided John’s eyes.

The knight eyed him for a moment longer before he nodded, “I’ll give you until the end of the day. You’ll have your answer ready for me then, or I’ll assume it’s a no and hand you over to the barons here.” He stepped back to head for the entrance of the tent. However, just before he left, he glanced back once more over his shoulder. “I urge you to consider it, Lockton. He is your father, after all.” With that, the knight exited the room, leaving Crow to stare dumbfoundedly at the ghost of where he’d just been.
Same cx
Release the plot twist~
Despite his stress about what the following day would bring, Crow slept unusually soundly through the night. He didn’t even wake when Gavin arrived in the early morning to change shifts with Penelope. Perhaps it was also due to the fact that his wound had been strained again during Layth’s last visit, but even then, it was out of character for him. So, when he eventually rose the next morning from his slumber, he was startled to see that there was a different knight in the tent with him.

Unprepared for the change, the thief flinched as his eyes fell on Gavin and moved to sit up without thinking, only to immediately regret the action when it sent a sharp burst of pain through his middle. He quickly laid back down on the bed and groaned through gritted teeth, squeezing his eyes shut and pressing a hand to his torso as the ache took its course.

Of course, the sudden flurry of movement drew Gavin’s attention. The other man shifted to the edge of his chair and studied him with a frown, “What wrong?”

It took Crow a moment before the pain subsided enough for him to answer. “Nothing,” he panted, shaking his head. “It was my fault… tried to move too quickly… I’m fine.” He fell silent for another long moment, waiting for the wound to return to its usual level of soreness, and then let out his breath in a slow exhale. “Where is Penelope?” he asked, turning to meet the knight’s gaze across the room.

“She went to a meeting with the barons,” Gavin replied, leaning back in his chair now that he knew the thief was fine.

“Oh,” Crow felt a flash of worry as he remembered that this was the meeting where the knights’ leaders would determine what they were going to do with him. The thought made him shudder. He hoped Mia and Penelope would be able to convince the others to have mercy and accept his offer rather than elect to cripple him for his crimes. If the two of them couldn’t persuade their comrades, he was going to have a bleak and excruciating future ahead of him.

From across the tent, Gavin observed him with an unreadable expression. It was hard to tell what was on his mind, but Crow knew it wasn’t unlikely that word had spread to other knights in the camp about the purpose of this meeting. After all, it was already big news that the most infamous thief in the kingdom was being held prisoner in their midst. He was sure all the nobles would be eager to find out what his fate was to be. In fact, he wouldn’t have been surprised if they even chose to make a spectacle of cutting off his hands, if that was the route they chose to go with. He grimaced at the mental image of Layth or some other cruel knight mutilating his body in front of an audience.

“I’m sure you’ll be fine.” Crow blinked as Gavin’s low voice drew him from his thoughts, and he looked up to meet the other man’s gaze with mild surprise.

“Penelope cares about you too much to let them do anything too terrible,” the knight muttered. “I’m sure that if there’s a way for her to convince them to let you off easy, she’ll find it.” His face looked strange to the thief. There was a mixture of melancholy as well as respect in his dark eyes that made Crow wonder if he was thinking about his past with the female knight.

“Thanks” Crow offered him a half-smile. Hearing someone else speak confidently about the meeting made him relax slightly, but his lingering fears weren’t so easy disbanded. He sighed and gazed up at the canopy of the tent with a solemn expression as he added in a murmur, “I just hope you’re right about that.”
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