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300 word minimum is pretty standard for casual level and up in my experience
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There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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Cool cool. Hopefully we can get this story going strong again then cx
I'm also thinking about throwing in that noblewoman soon (the one Crow has a history with)
Crow glanced over his shoulder when Penelope confirmed that she had caught his attention because she had something to talk about. After taking a moment to make sure they were far enough away from the other nobles in the Great Hall to speak freely, he turned back to listen as she began to explain herself. He raised a brow at her words. With everything else that had been going on that day, he’d nearly forgotten that she had been planning to ask around about his nightmares. He wondered if she had pulled him aside because she had actually found something to help. His heart skipped at the thought, but he maintained a bit of wariness despite his blooming hope. It still seemed impossible that anyone in the castle could do something to change the inner workings of his mind.

She probably just wants to update me on the progress of her search, he reasoned, letting the burst of hope simmer back down as he continued to listen to her go on.

Penelope spoke about her meeting with the court physician, and Crow felt more confident that his guess had been correct. He wrinkled his nose at the mention of a medicine that would make him hallucinate. After enduring Hazel’s draught for his pain, he didn’t want to try anything like that ever again. Plus, he couldn’t see how a remedy like that would cure his nightmares. If anything, it sounded like it would only make them more vivid. An image of the slaughter passed through his mind, and he shuddered. No, he definitely didn’t want to risk making the memories any more realistic than they already were.

The viceroy opened his mouth to tell her that he wasn’t going to try Eldon’s solutions, but found that he didn’t need to as she said that she already knew he wasn’t going to like them. He nodded in agreement when she brought up the fact that he had quite a few enemies in and around the castle. It had been bad enough when he’d been under the influence of Hazel’s medicine in the middle of the knights’ camp before. Now, he had much more to lose if someone took advantage of his loose tongue. He had to be careful so he wouldn’t lose his title as his father’s ambassador.

As Penelope went on to say that she might have found something useful, Crow met her gaze in surprise. He had been expecting her to come back with nothing, so even though he was still doubtful that there was a remedy for his nightmares, he listened to her explanation with newfound interest.

“We’ll see,” he shrugged once she finished telling him about her findings and then casted her a fond smile. “Either way, I’m impressed you covered so much ground in just one day. You’re pretty quick, love.”
No prob! I was busy today, but I've got no more big plans for the next two weeks, so I should be around a lot ^^
Crow gave a one-shouldered shrug when Penelope pointed out that she didn’t have guard duty every day. He wondered if his tutors ever planned to give him a day off or if he would be kept busy every afternoon until his training was complete. He hoped they would let him rest sometime. If they expected him to keep up with this rigorous schedule every day for a whole month, they had another thing coming. He needed to recuperate sometime or else his performance was going to wane—and that was only if he didn’t start skipping lessons first.

“I hope so,” he muttered in response to his sister. As things were, it was hard for him to imagine having any sort of a “life” in the castle. Everything nobles seemed to do for fun were uninteresting to him, and he was quite sure that anything he found enjoyable would just get him into trouble with his father. He thoughtfully chewed another bite of food. Well, there were some things he might be able to do if he ever found himself with free time. During his time with the other thieves, he had gotten skilled at hunting. Even though he wouldn’t be able to keep up with the noblemen who hunted on horseback, he felt confident that he could best them with a bow from the ground.

There were also plenty of places around the inner kingdom to explore. The cities around the castle may not have had the same charm as the villages that he had grown up with, but they were still fascinating to him. He would have liked to get to know the area better, especially since he was going to be living here indefinitely.

After a period of silence, Penelope’s voice drew Crow from his thoughts. He looked up with a frown as she announced that she had to go. However, catching her gaze, he caught the look she was casting him. His eyes flicked toward Naida for a moment before he stood up as well. “I should get going too,” he yawned, stretching his arms tiredly. “I need to sleep off this soreness.”

“You’re both leaving me already?” Naida pouted. Crow shrugged, and she let out a sigh. “Fine, but you’d better stick around longer next time! We need to catch up.” She winked at her brother and gestured subtly at Penelope.

Crow rolled his eyes, “Only if you don’t mind explaining to Udolf why I’m late for my lesson.”

“Aw, he likes me, so that won’t be a problem,” Naida grinned.

“It’s your funeral,” Crow snorted. He raised his hand in a brief wave as he turned to walk after Penelope. “See you later.”

“Bye, Collin!” Naida returned the gesture.

With that, Crow headed away from the table and trotted to catch up with the knight. He casted her a curious look when he reached her side, “Did you have something you wanted to talk about?”
Yaas xD
Mushu is my favorite
When Naida disagreed with him, Crow opened his mouth to explain just how bad his training session with John had been. However, before he had a chance to speak, Penelope did first. He glanced at her in mild surprise as she confirmed that her father had been just as harsh with her when she had been his student. John was a strict knight, but it was unexpected to the viceroy that he would have been so ruthless with his own daughter. It seemed the older man didn’t play favorites with anyone.

Naida echoed his thoughts, and Crow nodded before turning to watch the small procession of palace servants whom had arrived to bring them all their suppers. His stomach growled in anticipation. After spending the whole afternoon sparring with John, he’d worked up quite an appetite and was eager to sate it.

He impatiently drummed his fingers against his knee below the table as Preston tested his food. As soon as the boy deemed the meal safe to eat, the viceroy dug into it with the zeal of a starving man. To his pleasure, the kitchen was serving smoked venison that evening. He sighed contentedly as the savory flavor of the meat filled his mouth.

Crow’s attention was drawn back to the two noblewomen when Penelope addressed him. “He certainly did not,” he agreed through a mouthful of food, all etiquette forgotten as he strived to fill his empty stomach. “I’m just glad I don’t have to train with him every day.”

“Don’t let Udolf catch you acting like this or he’ll give you a lecture that’s just as painful,” Naida snickered.

Crow rolled his eyes, “I just can’t catch a break from anyone, can I?”

“That’s nobility for you,” his sister shrugged.

“It will get better when I’m done with all this training though, right?”

“Probably,” she mused. “It definitely won’t be as busy.”

“Thank the gods,” he muttered, popping another bite of venison into his mouth and turning to Penelope with a shake of his head. “I don’t know when you all find time to get done the things you aren’t obligated to do around here.”
I'm glad xD
Penelope and Olivia are an interesting pair too, haha. I like it when Olivia tries to pry gossip out of Penelope
Alone at his table, Crow folded his arms on the surface and looked over the crowd of nobles in the Great Hall. He was beginning to recognize a few more faces around the castle. Wayne and Robyn were dining off to his left with a few other men he didn’t know, Percival was seated nearby with a group of knights, and Adam was across the room, casting him infrequent glares as usual. Though not all of them were friendly, he was starting to get used to seeing them in the palace. It was a strange sort of acclimation, but now that some of the unfamiliar faces had names attached, he was beginning to feel a little more at home here.

The viceroy was drawn from his thoughts when he spotted someone approaching his table. Turning to see who it was, he smiled as his eyes fell on Penelope. Though he had spent some time with her earlier at breakfast, his heart still raced with excitement upon seeing her again.

At her comment about his training with her father, Crow snorted and opened his mouth to respond. However, he didn’t get a chance before his gaze landed on a second person walking over to join them. Having been eager to spend a little more time alone with Penelope, he felt a slight twinge of disappointment when Naida sat down next to the knight. He brushed it off quickly though. His sister wasn’t really disrupting anything, since they weren’t talking about anything private, and he did enjoy her company too. There was no reason to push her away.

“Yes, apparently father decided he would be a good teacher for me,” he answered the princess’s question with a shrug. “I’m not so sure I agree.” He made an exaggerated grimace as he rubbed the spot where John had struck him on his left side. “It felt more like he was using me as a training dummy than teaching me to fight. I’m going to be sore for weeks.”
It is. I also love writing Crow and Preston's interactions xD
Preston is the only one who's really good at calling Crow on his bullshit
“So, where did you pick up all those languages without ever having a proper tutor?”

On the walk to the Great Hall, Crow and John had kept up their idle conversation as a means to pass the time. The talk had slowly turned from a casual exchange into what felt to the viceroy like an interrogation. John had begun to ask him more personal questions in the stead of discussing what his lessons were going to look like or what he should expect if his father ended up sending him on the trip to Gorm. He wondered where the sudden interest had come from, but knowing there was a chance he might pop the fragile bubble of the knight’s newfound trust, he didn’t ask. Whatever it was, he finally had an opportunity to get a little closer with Penelope’s father, and he wasn’t going to pass it up.

“The travelers in the outer villages,” Crow answered with a proud grin. “I used to converse with them as a child, and I just picked up their tongues as I gained experience.”

John grunted. Crow was learning that he did that a lot when he was thinking.

“You managed all that on your own?” the knight queried, to which the viceroy nodded. Another grunt, “I suppose I can see why the king spent so much time trying to track you down.”

Crow shrugged, “He could have been training another apprentice all this time though. I may be quick, but he had no way of knowing whether I would agree to his proposition. To be honest, I’m a little surprised he put so much effort into finding me.”

“It’s hard to say,” John admitted. “But knowing the king, I’m sure he had a reason for it.”

“He did,” Crow frowned, mentally reviewing the talk he’d had with his father upon his arrival at the castle. He casted a short look around before explaining in a low voice, “He said he wanted to make up for the past—to reconnect.” His light green eyes studied John’s deep jade, suddenly uncertain. “You were there. Do you think there was more to it than that?”

The knight pursed his lips, pausing for a moment before he replied, “I would be cautious.”

Crow’s shoulders fell slightly. Though he wasn’t close to his father—he’d used to hate the man—he had recently been starting to hope his preconceptions about him had been wrong. He’d gone for so long without a family. The thought of finally having one again was exciting. However, John knew Albin far better than he did. Perhaps there was more going on than he knew about.

Penelope’s father seemed to sense the viceroy squirm. “Now is not the time to discuss this,” he uttered quietly, his eyes flicking to a guard up ahead. “The Great Hall is around the corner.”

Crow nodded, biting back the questions that had begun to bubble up inside him. He knew the knight was right. With so many unfriendly ears around, any negative talk of the king of Brerra would likely come off as treasonous. So, despite his reservations, he followed wordlessly along until they arrived at the Great Hall for supper.

Right away, the viceroy’s gaze swept over the room in search of Penelope, but he didn’t see her. Supposing he must have arrived first, he bid John a curt goodbye—the older man was already eyeing a table where a few other knights were seated—and made his way over to an empty seat, sliding onto the bench and resting his forearms on the wooden surface. Stifling a yawn, he glanced over the Great Hall once more as he suddenly realized Penelope wasn’t the only one missing. He hadn’t seen Preston since breakfast.

Crow was just about to stand up to get his own supper from the kitchen when, as if on cue, a familiar voice spoke up from behind him.

“There you are,” Preston’s tone nearly sounded scolding. He walked up to the table and crossed his arms. “I was waiting for you in your chamber all evening to walk you to the Great Hall. Surely your lesson didn’t take that—” Abruptly, he halted, his dark eyes roving down and up the viceroy’s frame. “Did you fall in the river?”

Crow snorted at the absurd accusation, “I took a bath.”

“Willingly?”

“Yes,” the former thief rolled his eyes. “That knight had me rolling in the dirt, so I decided to clean myself up.”

Preston studied him closely, “He told you to, didn’t he?”

Crow flushed at the attendant’s surprisingly accurate statement. “Alright, fine,” he grumbled irritably. “But he didn’t make me do anything. It was still my decision.”

Preston shrugged.

The viceroy shook his head, “Why don’t you just cut the accusations and bring me my supper?”

“Alright,” the attendant dipped his head and walked off, leaving Crow behind to wait for his evening meal.
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