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There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
Roleplayer Profile

Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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“Damn,” Crow clicked his tongue when Penelope teased him. “I was hoping you’d forgotten about that by now.” Despite the mock disappointment in his voice, he couldn’t help the smile that appeared on his lips. Bantering with her always put him in a good mood. He couldn’t wait for the day when they would be able to be this close in the castle. Spending time with her without pretending to be distant sounded like a dream come true at this point. It was what he had been waiting for since the day he’d made his decision to accept the title his father had offered him. If the party went well, that time could be right around the corner.

As the knight went on to say that she hadn’t gotten into that much trouble, he smirked. “Right,” he drawled in disbelief. Really, he knew she probably hadn’t broken that many rules when she was younger. She’d always struck him as level-headed, and rational people were the least likely to get themselves into deep water—quite the opposite of himself. Hot-tempered even as a child, he had been known for causing mischief in Myrefall and rarely followed the rules. He was pretty sure that no one from his home village had been surprised when he’d grown up to be a criminal, since he couldn’t handle the structure of a real job back then.

He liked to think he had matured at least a little by now though. Even though he still found all the rules and traditions of nobility to be suffocating, he was doing his best not to disregard too many of them.

When Penelope finally fessed up a story for him, Crow listened with interest. From the tales she’d told him so far, it sounded like knights brawled against each other quite often. Offhandedly, he wondered if any of the guards at the castle would try to challenge him when John furthered his training or if they would be deterred by his rank. Either way, he had a feeling he’d made a few enemies at the palace who would love to give him some bruises.

“He was lucky he faced you so early on,” the viceroy shook his head when she finished telling her story. “I’ve seen you in battle recently, and I have to say, it’s frightening.” He gave an exaggerated shudder. “I’m just glad my plan to seduce you before you turned into such a dangerous warrior paid off. Now I’ve got the most talented knight in the kingdom on my side. It was definitely the best investment I’ve ever made.” He shot her a wry wink.
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
It seemed to Vail that his words had gone over well with Victoria. He was pleased that she was joyful about his thoughts toward her, since he’d spoken the truth. From the encounters they’d had thus far, he really did believe she was something special. She showed more courage and wit than most of the women he’d met, and even though he could tell she was feeling cornered, she hadn’t rolled over to her abusers yet. Just the fact that she’d snuck out to meet with him here tonight was proof enough of that. There was a fire in the Crest heiress that was different than most humans. It was part of the reason why he was so entranced by her.

When she brought her hand up to rest against his chest, he felt compelled to draw her closer. Her breath warmed the air around them as she asked what he thought she deserved, and he considered her question. The query she tacked on the end of it nearly made him wrinkle his nose. He considered their relationship more quid pro quo than what Lord Spencer had been after. It was true that he was using her for her blood and had no intention of stopping, but he was also pledging his aid to her in return. He didn’t know of any masters who would be so generous with their servants.

“For a start,” he shrugged in admittance, deciding not to debate over it. In the next moment, a sly smile crossed his lip, and he trailed his hands sensuously up the sides of her torso and around to her shoulder blades. “Although I think you prefer being mine,” he whispered in her ear.

Close enough to her now that he could feel the heat from her body against his skin, Vail found himself tempted yet again to sink his fangs into her warm flesh. She had gone out of her way to give him easy access, and neither one of them knew when they would be able to meet again… He could feel the saliva build up in his mouth. Now that she wasn’t so glum, he saw no reason to put it off any longer.

“In fact, I think I’d like to have you right now, Lady Griffiths,” he teased, recalling what the barmaid had said to him earlier. Reaching for the dainty hand she had placed on his chest, he lifted it to his lips to plant a fleeting kiss before giving her a gentle tug toward the bed.
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
At first, Vail was surprised when Victoria told him that the Order might go after her mother if she ran away. He had thought the Saints had at least something of a moral compass when it came to handling their own kind, since they boasted about being a group comprised of chivalrous gentlemen. It seemed he had been wrong. But, then again, he supposed it made sense that they would stoop to such despicable levels if they were willing to negotiate with the Wynters. The rival clan had never been above using blackmail and threats to get what they wanted. Perhaps their dark ways had rubbed off on the hunters.

As she mentioned the peril of his family again, he shook his head. “If the Order is working with Spencer and the rest of them, they’re going to come after us anyway,” he explained. “The Wynters have always hated us. At this point, I don’t think there’s any way for us to stay out of this mess.” Truthfully, he was glad he’d found out about the collaboration between the other vampires and the hunters before the Hygraces were attacked. After all, he was certain it was only a matter of time now. He would have to warn his father to be on alert for any Saints around the manor, so they wouldn’t be caught off guard if or when the strike happened.

When Victoria said she didn’t have anywhere to run, Vail frowned contemplatively. Unsure how the Order tracked anyone down—since his technique of hunting by scent worked so well, he’d never bothered to investigate how humans accomplished the same thing—he couldn’t tell if she was right that they would find her. She seemed to know what she was talking about though.

He might have offered to help her hide from them, but he knew that would only bring its own problems. If he tried to bring her back to his family’s manor the rest of the Hygraces would know she was there immediately. Even if by some miracle his father allowed her to stay, the Order might send the Wynters to look for the Lady if they were unable to locate her. There was no concealing her scent from Spencer. It was too dangerous to even try, so he didn’t bother bringing up the suggestion.

Suddenly, he was distracted when Victoria asked him about his motives. The bluntness of her question took him by surprise, and he stared at her for a moment before he chuckled, showing the points of his fangs in a grin. “You really want to know?” he asked, studying her amusedly. He’d never met a woman who was unafraid to press him to admit his thoughts to her before. Her directness was refreshing, a pleasant change from the boundaries most people set. Although… His eyes swept over her supple, naked body as she stood in front of him. He supposed any expectation of boundaries between them had gone out the window long ago.

“A little of both but more of the first,” Vail confessed, looking up again to meet her blue eyes. “I would be lying if I said I didn’t care about losing access to your blood. However, I hate seeing you look like this even more.” He traced the curve of her hips with his fingers as he spoke, absentmindedly following her body’s shapely contours. “The Victoria I met was confident and full of life, beautiful in every sense of the word. It would sadden me to see her be turned into a shell of her former self by a group of men who have no right to dictate her fate.”

He simpered at her, “A woman as capable and intelligent as you deserves much more than that, My Lady.”
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
Vail could feel Victoria tremble as he held her in his arms. He was unsure if his effort to comfort her was helping or not, but he remained where he was regardless. Even if she didn’t feel better because of it, he also enjoyed the warmth of her body and the smell of her perfume up close. He leaned a little closer to her involuntarily, drawn by the pleasure she brought to his senses. Though what he wanted most was her blood, these other aspects of their meeting were appealing to him too. Just being around her was satisfying, and her presence was becoming relaxing instead of unpleasant as it had been before.

As Victoria tried to warn him away again, Vail exhaled. She seemed determined to convince him that he was making a mistake by helping her, but in his opinion, it was far too late to change course. He’d already broken the truce between the Crests and the Hygraces by feeding on her the first time. If he was to be killed for anything, that event was already the nail in his coffin. Besides that, he was truly concerned about what the Wynters were doing with the Order. The rival clan had tried to massacre his family once before, and he wouldn’t put it past them to try again. Now that they were collaborating with Saints, he was rather sure that the Hygraces were in danger whether he had ruined the pact or not.

At her following comment that he was only interested in her blood, Vail felt a bit stung. Their deal had started out that way, certainly, but it was becoming more than that to him. The more they met together, the more attracted he was to the thought of being around her—not just as prey, but as someone whose company he genuinely enjoyed. Somehow, knowing that she thought he just saw her as a piece of meat made him upset.

When Victoria pulled away from him, Vail watched her approach the fireplace without moving from where he stood. He could sense her dejection in the way she moved and spoke. She was obviously struggling with the position she had been put in by everyone else around her. It was only natural. From the conversations they’d had, it sounded like she’d had a good life before her father died. Now, she was being pushed and pulled between three warring groups that all wanted her for themselves. It wasn’t an easy position for anyone to be forced into.

He was just considering what to say to her when his thoughts suddenly derailed as she removed her cloak to reveal that she hadn’t been wearing anything underneath. His eyes swept over her bare figure, entranced by the sight. She really was a beautiful woman. He ran his tongue hungrily across his fangs. He was tempted to do as she said and feed on her while he had the chance. Just thinking about being able to have her however he wanted made his mouth water.

With his gaze still fixed on her body, Vail stepped over to the fireplace and circled around to stop in front of her. The faint aroma of her blood from the most recent bite made his heartbeat increase. However, instead of searching her for a fleshy place to feed, he rested his hands softly on her hips, his eyes flicking up to meet hers. “You’re so tormented by them,” he said quietly, observing the anguish in her features. “Why go back at all? What good will come from letting them keep you caged up in your room?”

The intoxicating smell of her close-up pheromones muddled his thoughts, but he still wanted to get his point across. The Order was bullying too many people. Their reign of terror needed to be brought to an end. “I don’t think you should stop fighting just because there are more of them,” he insisted, bringing one hand up to the back of her neck to keep her fixed on him as he spoke. “If they’ll just lock you up until you’re forced to marry Spencer, don’t go.”
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
At least Vail could be certain now that Victoria had had nothing to do with the Saint who had attacked him yesterday. As soon as she responded with his wellbeing at the forefront of her mind, he relaxed. She must have arranged this meeting to clear the air between them. That meant he didn’t have to worry about being ambushed again—well, not as much. There was always still a chance of a hunter tracking them down without her knowledge. He continued to pay subtle attention to the scents in the room, just in case anything changed.

As she went on to explain that the man who’d tried to trap him was the same man she’d been searching for, he raised a brow. He found it strange that a man who was “protective” of her would hit her over the head and then proceed to use her as bait to catch a demon. Personally, he didn’t buy it. Gerald seemed like the type to put his own agenda ahead of everyone else, so there was probably a different reason as to why he’d treated her the way he had.

His suspicion was confirmed when Victoria said the Saint who had helped her escape believed there was something sinister going on between the Order and the Wynters. Now it was all starting to make sense. If Gerald was on their side, then of course he wouldn’t allow another vampire to have his way with the Lady before she married Spencer.

Although he’d figured that much out, he did have to wonder how the rival clan had weaseled their way into an organization that killed their kind for a living. Just the thought of it was bewildering to him. The Hygraces had been cooperating with the Saints for far longer, yet they still conflicted with the hunters often. How had a clan as bloodthirsty as the Wynters been accepted into their ranks? He couldn’t fathom a reason why.

Vail was drawn from his thoughts as Victoria spoke again in a more defeated voice. He studied her quietly when she brought up the fact that his involvement with her had become a risk to his safety. It was true. In the two centuries he’d lived thus far, he’d never found himself in more danger than when he’d begun to associate with the Crest heiress. It was to be expected though. He’d known what he was getting into from the start—maybe not to the full extent, but he’d still had an idea of it. After all, she was Alexander’s daughter and the fiancée of one of his long-time enemies. If they had gone about their business without a single problem, he would have been far more shocked.

Hearing Victoria sniffle, Vail averted his gaze. He knew it was a bad idea to empathize with his prey, but he couldn’t stop the pang of sadness that twisted his stomach upon knowing how upset she was. He didn’t want her to blame herself for everything that had happened. They had both agreed to the deal. It didn’t matter if she was the catalyst. He was just as much at fault for accepting her offer. He opened his mouth to say so, but then closed it again as his father’s words echoed inside his head: You would be wise to guard your heart.

He shifted uncomfortably, suddenly realizing that his attachment to her might have begun to run deeper than his addiction to her blood. Just the fact that he couldn’t bear to see her upset was proof enough of that. He pursed his lips, feeling tugged in two directions. While he knew in his head that it was dangerous for him to get close to her, his heart didn’t want to do anything but. It was too late. He’d already let her in too far.

Abandoning his station by the door, Vail stepped up behind Victoria and wrapped his arms around her middle in an attempt to comfort her. “I know you didn’t mean for any of this to happen,” he murmured, looking away from her as he spoke. He wasn’t used to getting so close to a Lady without the motive of feeding on her. “And I’m not going to end our deal… especially now that I know the Order wants you to marry a Wynter. I don’t know what’s going on, but I don’t like it. We need to get rid of him before whatever they’re planning comes to pass.”
Wow, that thread is so accurate xD
Lots of fear that the government is watching me, but also a vast, almost completely useless bank of knowledge about anything and everything.

On the bright side, I always have talking points at dinner parties

>> "Hey, did you guys know fast food existed in the Middle Ages?"

Okay! I kind of got that vibe from you, actually. It's just more of a habit on my part to let my partners know when to expect me to write back, since I usually post daily ^^ If I know that I might not be able to keep up my typical speed, I always try to warn them in advance and/or give a time that they should expect to hear back from me. It's less of a worry that you'd drop out and more of an integrity thing, I think. Also motivation deadlines help me not to get distracted for too long if I don't have a good reason to be xD
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
Fortunately for Vail, it seemed his guess about his injury had been right. When he woke up the next night, the burns on his shoulder had already healed over with fresh, pink skin, and they no longer pained him enough to be of any concern. He was glad he hadn’t gotten shot again. A graze of silver over his coat had been nothing compared to the ordeal of removing a bullet from his flesh. The recovery was much more bearable too. As long as he didn’t chafe the tender area, he would be able to function normally by tomorrow.

Climbing down from his bed, he cleaned himself up and got dressed. Now that he’d had some proper sleep, he had to consider what he was going to do about Victoria Crest. Everything was up in the air after what had happened last night, and he was no longer sure if she was worthy of his trust. Seeing her with that Saint had threaded strands of doubt in his perception of her. As much as he wanted to believe she had been innocent in the plot, he couldn’t be too careful. The fact of the matter was that she had been present when two separate members of the Order had attacked him.

But she had helped him escape both times too.

Vail groaned, collapsing on the chaise lounge in his room and throwing his arm over his face in frustration. Distantly, he heard a knock on the front door of the manor, but he didn’t bother getting up to answer it. Considering the late hour, it was probably just another refugee seeking sanctuary from the Order. His father would handle it.

Currently, his thoughts were plagued with unsated questions and decisions about Victoria. Despite what had happened, he couldn’t deny that there was a part of him that wanted to continue their contract. He lusted after the taste of her blood; he craved to hear her the pleasure in her voice; he longed to smell the sweetness of her pheromones. She made him as drunk as fine wine, and he soaked in every second of it. Even if it was risky, he knew he was going to be drawn to seek her out again. The only problem was that he no longer knew how to get ahold of her.

His judgement may have been clouded by addiction, but he wasn’t a fool. He knew the Saint who had attacked him wouldn’t give up after just one failed attempt. He probably had something else planned, another trap baited and set, just lying in wait for the vampire to stumble into its snares. If he wanted to feed on Victoria’s blood again, he was going to have to outfox the cursed man who was guarding her. He sighed. It looked like he was going to have to come up with yet another plan.

Suddenly, another knock interrupted his thoughts. This one was louder, on his own bedroom door. It sounded urgent too.

Vail sat up on the chaise, wondering who needed him this time. “Yes?” he called. Since he hadn’t bothered to light any lanterns tonight, he decided to let the person on the other side know he was already awake.

There wasn’t even a pause before the door opened, and Peter marched inside. His jaw was set in irritation, and he knitted his brows as his gaze fell on his son. He was upset about something, but Vail didn’t need to ponder over what before his father asked him point blank: “What have you been doing with Alexander’s daughter?”

The younger Hygrace bit down on his tongue to keep himself from blanching. “What are you talking about?” he asked, feigning confusion though his mind was reeling. How had Peter found out about them? He wasn’t even going out tonight. There shouldn’t have been anything to tip him off.

His father narrowed his eyes. “Don’t play dumb, Vail,” he growled. To his son’s further bewilderment, he held up an envelope. “A messenger just delivered this for a Lord Griffiths. You told me that was the name you gave Lady Crest when you met her.”

Vail flinched this time, telling Peter everything he needed to know.

“What are you thinking?” the head of the Hygraces raised his voice, struggling to contain his anger. “I warned you about this! You know we aren’t to touch any member or the Crest family. If anyone else in the Order finds out, they’ll kill you.” He stopped abruptly, his glare sharpening as he seemed to make a new connection. “Is this why you were shot before?”

Vail hesitated before he gave a reluctant nod.

“I don’t believe this,” Peter raked his hands through his hair. “You’re supposed to be the next head of this family, Vail, but I’m beginning to wonder if you’re mature enough to handle that responsibility. To do something so… so asinine! What on earth could have possibly possessed you to think this was a good idea?”

“Why are you still so hellbent on complying with the Order at all?” Vail snapped abruptly, standing up from the lounge. “You said it yourself: They haven’t been upholding their end of the deal anymore. Why should they expect us to turn a blind eye to them when they’ll just shoot us in the other?” He averted his gaze. “I know you want to follow in uncle’s footsteps, but I think you’re taking this treaty too far, father.”

Peter fell quiet, seeming to consider his words. However, his glare returned in the next moment. “And how will getting involved with the Crest heiress solve that?” he asked in a dangerously quiet tone.

Vail shifted his weight. “We’ve… formed our own treaty,” he said, picking his words carefully. “Just like you did with her father. She’s been getting more involved with the Order since Alexander’s death, and I believe she’ll be a valuable ally once she rises in their ranks.”

That was complete bullshit. Really, all he wanted was to keep feeding on her blood, but he needed to give a better excuse than that if he wanted to hang onto any sliver of a chance of seeing her again. Luckily, the reason he gave seemed to satisfy his father’s paranoia.

Peter pursed his lips, “Are you sure she’s trustworthy?”

“Absolutely,” Vail nodded again. Another bullshit lie. He was less certain about Victoria’s loyalties than ever before after she’d nearly gotten him killed in the Saint’s trap last night. However, the thought of never seeing her again was enough for the deceit to flow off his tongue like honey.

His father paused again, considering. “Alright,” he finally sighed. “I don’t like it, but you’re right. The Order isn’t what it used to be. If you’re certain the Crest girl can help us, then I won’t stop you.” He held out the letter. “Here. I believe she wants you to meet with her.”

Vail felt his shoulders fall with relief. Though he was a little guilt-ridden for lying to Peter’s face so easily, he was glad he would be able to keep meeting with Victoria. He reached out to take the envelope, but his father pulled it out of reach.

“Just one more word of advice,” the older Hygrace said slowly. “I’ve heard that Alexander’s daughter is quite an attractive woman… Don’t let yourself be charmed by her beauty.” He held out the letter again. “Falling for a human is a dangerous game, Vail. You would be wise to guard your heart.”

Vail bit his lip. “I know,” he murmured, taking the envelope from his father’s hand. It was the same warning he’d been repeating to himself since the day he made his pact with her. “Our relationship is strictly business.”

Another lie? He wasn’t sure this time.

“Good,” Peter stepped back over to the door. “Just make sure it stays that way.” With that, he turned and walked out of the room, leaving his son to prepare for the walk alone.

--

A couple hours after their conversation, Vail found himself heading through the dark streets of London once again. He adjusted his coat to better warm him against the chill wind, curious to find out what would happen when he faced Victoria tonight. His guard was raised higher than usual as he traveled to The Shire—the inn that had been outlined in the letter his father had given to him—and he frequently glanced over his shoulder to make sure he wasn’t being followed.

Despite the confidence he’d portrayed to Peter, he had no idea if it was a good idea for him to follow these instructions or not. The fact that he’d been addressed as Griffiths meant the message had come from Lady Crest in some fashion, but he still didn’t know if she was on his side or the Order’s. There was a chance she was trying to lead him into another trap, and for that reason, he would not let her catch him unawares. He’d brought his pistol. If he arrived in another room with a Saint, he knew he had the faster draw.

After a while of walking, Vail arrived at the inn. From the outside, it looked harmless enough, and he couldn’t smell silver in the air. If there was any, it had to have been a small amount. He stepped inside, relieved to escape the cold.

Right away, the barmaid picked him out. “Lord Griffiths?” she queried, looking him over as he closed the door. It was a reasonable enough assumption that no one else would have stopped by this late aside from the man she’d been told to wait for.

“That’s right,” Vail confirmed, striding over to the bar. Even from the front of the building, he could detect a trace of Victoria’s pheromones. She was nearby. “I take it you were expecting me?”

“Yes,” the barmaid’s eyes swept down and up as she ogled him rather indiscreetly. He could tell his pheromones were affecting her in their close proximity. If he had been hunting, she would have been easy prey. She went on, “Your wife told me you were coming. She’s waiting just upstairs in room two.”

Wife? Vail blinked.

“Thank you,” he dipped his head to her politely, deciding it was safer not to question it. With a location now, he made his way up to the designated room and stopped outside the door. From what he could sense, it seemed Victoria was alone on the other side. However, she’d been alone when he’d found her in the basement of the Saint’s house too. He proceeded cautiously.

Not bothering to knock, he stepped into the room, his light eyes roving over the small space in a thorough check for anything that could be part of a trap. It appeared innocent enough. He closed the door, but continued to linger by the exit, just in case he needed to make a quick escape.

“Care to explain what happened last night?” he asked with a hint of dryness as his gaze landed on Victoria. At the very least, he wanted answers from her. How she responded would tell him quite a bit about her involvement in the Saint’s plan too. If she was dodgy, he would know for sure that she was on the Order’s side. He remained quiet as he awaited her reply.
Your post was great as it was! :)
Also love all the gifs, haha. Super creative.

I like the way you described the logo! You don't need to change anything.

Thanks xD and oh geez, same here. Especially because I've had to research weapons, drugs, poisons, and all sorts of sketchy material for other RPs.

I also might take a little bit longer to get a post up, just so you know. I've had a busy day today, and I've got a couple plans tomorrow too. I can get started on my reply later this evening, but it miiiight take until Tuesday to finish if I don't have enough time to work on it before then.
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
Okay, thanks!

I’ve also got a busy day today, so it’ll be a while before I can get a post back to you. My guess is at least 6-7 hours if not longer. Hopefully I’ll be able to write something at some point this afternoon though!
Crow may be starting to appreciate one more thing about being a noble xD
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