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Current Does this mean we can call you abmin now?
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2 yrs ago
300 word minimum is pretty standard for casual level and up in my experience
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2 yrs ago
Just discovered Dog TV. My pitbull and I have a new shared hobby.
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Barbenheimer 2023
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3 yrs ago
There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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Well, I was almost done, but I have to redo a bunch of work because my professors just changed their minds about what was due (((:
Excuse me while I go scream
On a brighter note, this should hopefully be my last hell week for a while! My online class is wrapping up and after midterm presentations, I should have a break
It's not a problem! I'm too busy with schoolwork to write any posts for a while anyway.

I've been alright but insanely busy. Pretty much doing nothing but writing for school projects for the last week T_T I'm still not caught up with everything my professors want me to do by Wednesday, so it may be a few days or a week before I can write a reply.
In ~Bonsoir~ 6 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
Vail wasn’t sure what he had expected when he’d approached the Crest ladies, but Diana’s nonchalance gave him clearance to relax. She was much more accepting of him than Peter ever had been of Victoria. Despite the fact that he had used her daughter for her blood again and fooled around with her in the bathroom—as was made obvious due to his state of undressed when she’d arrived—the widow was surprisingly calm and didn’t even spare a single comment about their relationship. Her inviting nature was like a breath of fresh air after his own family had reprimanded and ridiculed him for ‘playing with his food’ as his cousins had so tastelessly put it. He liked how much simpler everything felt when he didn’t have to be on a constant defense.

“I’m well aware of that,” he sighed when Diana reminded him about the potential consequences of Peter’s stubbornness. “He’s too set in his ways to believe me either though. I’m doing everything I can, but as long as he’s the patriarch of our clan, my hands are tied.” The most he could get away with was gently nudging his other family members to stay in pique condition without directly telling them that he was pushing back against his father’s wishes. Since word had gotten out about his romance with Lady Crest, he’d lost all credibility among the Hygraces. It was the most frustrating place he could be when a war was looming on the horizon. He just hoped that if or when the time came, he could persuade the rest of the clan to rally so that they wouldn’t be massacred by the Wynters.

As Victoria declared that she wouldn’t allow Lord Spencer to have her, Vail nodded in agreement. He had tiptoed around her fiancé for long enough. Now that he was both certain and confident about his feeling for the Crest heiress, he intended to fight for her. He wouldn’t allow the rival vampire to take advantage of her again. And to his delight, it seemed like the villain was no longer holding all the cards. “You did?” he turned to Victoria with raised brows as she informed him that her engagement was off. The annulment was long overdue, but he was still impressed that she had cut ties with Spencer when the Order had been backing him since the beginning. “Good,” he smiled at her, supportively lacing his fingers with hers. “It’s about time he understood that he’ll never have you, because you’re mine.”

His father was another story. When Victoria mentioned him, Vail said nothing. Unlike Diana, Peter was openly hostile to the idea of his only son getting involved with a mortal. It didn’t matter how much she mattered to him because the clan leader couldn’t see past her human skin. “Thank you,” he inclined his head politely to the widow as she exited the room, appreciative of her acceptance. Between himself and the Crest heiress, he had inarguably gotten the better future in laws—assuming they would be able to get married one day, that was.

Privately, he wondered how furious Peter would be if he requested to move into the Crest manor for the decades that remained of Victoria’s limited life. It was unorthodox, since a bride was usually adopted into her new husband’s family, but nothing else about their relationship was conventional. Besides, he preferred the thought of living with her someplace where they wouldn’t be berated constantly by people who thought they were fools. Her family’s estate would certainly be more peaceful than his in that regard.

Walking alongside her to the door, he considered her question. “My intentions are to keep loving you,” he replied after a pause, glancing at her sideways. “I wish I could tell you that I had some sort of grand plan to win my father over, but I don’t. With everything else that has been going on recently, I haven’t had time to think about it. I’ve made it clear to him that I’m not going to change my mind about you and that he’s going to have to accept it since he can’t pass off my inheritance to anyone else without causing an uproar among our relatives. Anything else I try will have to wait until my family is no longer in danger.”

He leaned down to press a kiss to her temple. “I don’t know what lies ahead, my love, but I promise I’m not done fighting for us yet. I’d like to one day be able to call you my fiancée, and later my wife. For now, though, you’re just going to have to trust me. I’m not going anywhere, even if my father disapproves.”
Thanks! I'm excited to be done with it all soon. Just a little less than three months to go!
And no rush. My online class dumped homework on us last week, and I spent so much time working on that that I'm behind in my other classes now T_T I need to spend the next three days playing catch up
That's exciting! Good luck at the new position ^^

And same! I love all the characters too
For Cas, the rest of the day was spent running around the mansion as he orchestrated the military from afar. The interrogation took a surprising two full hours to complete. He stayed on the line with the guards in the holding cell as they pressured their rebel prisoners to cough up anything they knew about the mastermind behind the Scourge. Even under the influence of Aproveset, the terrorists were difficult to break. They fought against the drug’s painful effects until even the prince could hear their distant screams through his earpiece. The gut-wrenching sound had made him feel ill, and he made up an excuse to sever the line for ten minutes while he composed himself.

Fortunately, the rebels eventually folded under the pressure of the injected solution and answered the interrogators’ questions. They learned that the name of the current Scourge leader was Regis Nox Fleuret and that his base of operations was somewhere in the northeastern district of Aspiria. They also learned that the missing terrorists were two men named Ethan Williams and Thomas Howard. To the disappointment of the soldiers, the prisoners didn’t seem to know much about war strategies though. Nevertheless, the interrogation was deemed as a success because of the useful knowledge they were able to procure, and the rebels were returned to their cell with injections to nullify the lingering effects of the doses of Aproveset they had first received.

After communication was ended between the mansion and the soldiers, Cas had been hoping to fit in at least a half hour of shut-eye. However, he found himself even busier as his private cell phone was inundated with calls from allies and council members of the Maydestone family who demanded updates on the situation. Apparently they had reached out to Atlas first, and the king had redirected them to his heir when he revealed that the crown prince was the one who had actually been heading the recovery from the attack. Cas wished he could just tell them to wait for the public announcement that his father would give before the capital later, but since every person who rang him was counted among the most powerful and influential high borns in the city, he had to explain to each and every one of them that everything was under control and that their assets weren’t at risk because of the Scourge.

The conversations stung. Yesterday, he had been afraid that his only living parent had been killed by terrorists, but all anyone else seemed to care about was their money. As the clock ticked on, he lost track of how many times he had to hear things like: “Are you sure the royal family has contained the threat? My investments will be worthless if your family is removed from power!” or “How do you know those sons of bitches won’t come after my house next? I want proof that your father is doing everything he can to protect us!” By the end of it all, he wanted nothing more than to climb into bed and bury himself underneath the duvet to get away from all the accusations and selfish requests. But that was impossible. Every day, he inched closer to becoming the next king of Aspiria, and once that happened, he would have to put up with the unappealing side effects of power for the rest of his life.

Maybe I can look for a doppelganger who’d like to be king more than I would, he thought wearily as he dragged his feet down the corridor that led to his father’s bedroom. Another three hours had passed, and the time was almost half past three in the afternoon. He’d managed to shovel down a quick lunch and a large mug of coffee in between phone calls, but other than that, he hadn’t been able to address any of his own needs. Operating on just four hours of sleep and skipping breakfast on top of stressing about the attempt on the monarch’s life had taken a noticeable toll. As he lifted his fist to knock on Atlas’s door, he could feel his hand shaking ever so slightly, and he quickly shoved the unsteady limb in his pocket to conceal the tremor from his father.

A few long seconds passed before a servant opened the door from the inside and bowed. “Your Majesty, the prince is here to see you,” he announced, peering back over his shoulder when he righted his posture again.

“Good. Send him in,” Atlas replied. His voice sounded gravelly, as if he had just woken up, and Caspian realized to his dismay that his father had been sleeping while he had been putting out the fires caused by the rebels.

Swallowing his pride, he stepped into the room and approached the bed. For a moment, he said nothing, bothered by the fact that Atlas had let the burden of the terrorists fall on his inexperienced shoulders while he had been slumbering away in the privacy of his own quarters. However, letting reason outweigh his emotions, he guessed that the monarch had been resting because of his recently waning health. He couldn’t blame his father for trying to recover. “The prisoners talked,” he reported mirthlessly. Though he was glad that they had managed to get information out of the two men, he still felt unnerved about the way the soldiers had forced them to open up, and he was also still residually upset about the uncaring words of the high borns he had spoken with over the phone.

“Jacob is composing a formal record of everything they told us for you to review,” he went on. “It should be ready sometime within the next hour. I also spoke with all your council members to assure them that we’ve got the situation under control now. They shouldn’t withdraw their support over the attack.”

Atlas was quiet, thoughtful, as he propped himself upright on the plush mattress. “Are you sure?”

Of course that was all the king would say. Cas deflated slightly, spurned by his father’s lack of approval. “I’m sure,” he muttered. “They’re still not happy that anyone from the rebellion got inside the capital, but I made sure they understood that it won’t happen again and that we’ve got all our best men searching for the two still on the loose.”

“Good,” Atlas sighed. “We need their funding for the war. Is there anything left?”

Cas shifted his weight, “Just one thing… You need to decide what to do with the prisoners.”

“That is already settled,” the king waved his hand dismissively. “They’ll be publicly executed for high treason.”

Caspian nodded wordlessly. It was a harsh punishment, but he couldn’t say that it was undeserved. He just hoped the Scourge didn’t turn the two prisoners into martyrs and rally behind them on the battlefield. “Your address to the capital is scheduled at seven,” he said, intentionally choosing a lighter topic. “That’s in a little over three hours. Will you be ready to go to the center square by then?”

“Unfortunately, no,” Atlas exhaled in obvious frustration. “I don’t have the energy to write a speech nor stand in front of a crowd for that long. I’m afraid I’m going to have to ask you to take my place this time, Caspian.”

Me?” Cas squawked, wide-eyed. “I’ve never done anything like this before! I don’t know what to say or do.”

“I do hope you aren’t being serious,” Atlas pinched the bridge of his nose. “For god’s sake, you’ve been tutored for years in oratory, Caspian. Have you not retained anything your instructors have taught you?”

“It’s not that…” Cas started and then bit his lip, nervously rubbing the back of his neck. “I-I know how, but there’s a big difference between understanding something in my head and actually going out and doing it. I don’t have any experience to fall back on, and this is an address the people have been anticipating since the media leaked the attack this morning. It’s a huge deal.”

“You’re overthinking it,” his father chided. “Just tell them what they want to hear and carry yourself with confidence. That’s all there is to it.”

Easy for you to say, the prince thought bitterly, but he didn’t argue. “I guess so,” he relented quietly.

“Don’t forget that you’re representing the crown,” Atlas narrowed his eyes. “Now get going. You have a speech to prepare.”

“Yes, father…”
In ~Bonsoir~ 6 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
That's a lot all at once! Hopefully things will calm down for you eventually.
Take your time! ^^ I'm rushing to finish up my online class right now, so I've been fairly busy with that
It was good! We ended up going to a murder mystery dinner ^^ It was a lot of fun, and we made a couple of friends who ended up paying our tab at the bar!

And no worries. I had a lot of catching up to do with my other RPs and my classes last week.
“I’d like to see you do better,” Caspian rolled his eyes when Iris continued to tease him about being squeamish. Having never been part of the military—his father had been far too protective to allow his only son to risk his life, even if he’d wanted to join the ranks—he wasn’t used to seeing gory scenes outside of horror movies. It was easier to detach from films too, since he knew the actors and actresses weren’t actually bleeding all over themselves. To actually see someone with an injury as severe as hers had been shocking, and he was rather proud of himself for handling it by himself. Of course, in hindsight he supposed he should have called an ambulance to pick her up instead of carried her to the hospital alone. They were lucky her condition had been stable when she’d arrived. If she had gone into shock, his impulsive response might have hurt her more than it had helped. Regardless, she was doing fine now, so he felt like he had done a good job of taking care of her overall.

“I know, but that’s what the brain scan is for,” he reminded her gently when she said she wanted to prove to his father that she wasn’t a threat. Good idea or not, they couldn’t change the fact that they were confined to the mansion until the rebels had all been brought back into custody. It was too dangerous to go out while the terrorists were loose somewhere in the capital. After an attempt had just been made on his father’s life, he wasn’t eager to leave the safety of the security team either. They would just have to hope that seeing proof that her memories were still gone would be enough for the king to stop accusing her of siding with the Scourge.

As she added that he should get some rest too, Cas nodded in agreement. If he found time to take a nap, he would seize the opportunity in a heartbeat. Unfortunately, he doubted he was going to be able to fit in more than an hour’s worth of sleep on top of everything else he had to do. There was still the interrogation to oversee, and then he would probably have to reconvene with the counsel alongside Atlas, since he had been the one handling the situation thus far. If they came to any decisions about what to do next, his father might include him in those plans as well. He hoped not, but since the monarch’s health had been at a low point recently, it was something he had to be prepared for in spite of his own exhaustion.

Suddenly, the prince was torn from his thoughts when Iris took him by the hand and planted a soft kiss on his cheek. The feeling of her lips against his skin made him feel warm, and butterflies tickled his stomach. Even though pushing past a platonic friendship had been natural, every touch was still so new that the effects felt magnified to him. He casted her a fond smile, slightly red-faced. “I’ll try my best,” he promised, giving her hand a squeeze before he let go of it. “See you later, Iris.”

Turning for the door, he waited until he’d passed into the hallway before he accessed the security team’s frequency again on his com device. “I’m on the line,” he announced into the receiver, making his way toward the in-house bar. If he was going to sit through an entire interrogation, he was going to need a stiff drink. “Are the prisoners talking now?”
In ~Bonsoir~ 6 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
“Really,” Vail blinked when Victoria said he was welcome in her home. The maid had granted him entrance once that night, but he hadn’t assumed that he would be permitted to come and go as he pleased when it became apparent that he was the Crest heiress’s forbidden lover. As far as he was aware, she was still technically engaged to Lord Spencer, and the Saints had been firm in their decision to uphold their union. By getting involved, he was directly hindering their plans. He also wasn’t used to their unusual relationship being tolerated by others. His father had been adamant that they were fools for trying to be together, and on some level, he had assumed that anyone else who found out about them would agree with the Hygrace leader. It surprised him that she was so confident that her family and their servants would be comfortable with letting him in through the front door every few days to see her.

As Victoria went on to say that he should make himself decent for her mother, his eyes widened slightly. He had heard Diana enter the manor, but he’d assumed she would retire to her own quarters without stopping by to check on them. Now that she mentioned it, though, he perceived the distant sound of footsteps approaching her bedroom. The thought of facing the widow in her own home unsettled him. When he had confronted her on the doorstep of the Hygrace estate, he had been in his family’s territory and he hadn’t just been intimate with her daughter. They had only spoken about serious matters as well. During that short period of time, they hadn’t truly been introduced to one another, and he found the current situation—scrambling to dress himself after fooling around with Lady Crest in her bathtub—a less than ideal way to meet for a second time.

Despite his qualms, there wasn’t time to protest before Victoria proceeded to pin her hair up and head for the door, so he pushed down his unease and quickly slipped his clothes back on. From behind the dividing wall of the bathroom, he could hear their conversation plainly. Unsurprisingly, Peter had disregarded Diana’s advice about the Wynters. He had expected nothing more, since his father refused to see that the tactic that had kept the Hygraces safe for decades had an expiration date. It was still discouraging to hear that the stubborn patriarch hadn’t even taken her warning into consideration though. He sighed to himself, leaning his shoulders against the wall and folding his arms over his chest while he continued to listen to the two Crest women talk.

The next subject to arise was the bite mark he had left on Victoria’s neck, of course. Vail remained planted out of sight in the bathroom, fully dressed but reluctant to make an appearance just yet. He ruminated on Diana’s words. The widow was understandably concerned about the fact that he was still feeding on her daughter’s sweet blood, but it wasn’t like he was trying to put her at risk of infection. Every time he bit her, he took every precaution to minimize her pain and keep the wound clean. Short of giving up access to her veins completely, there was nothing else he could do to protect her, and he was too addicted to the vitalizing effects to do that.

My intentions, the thought resonated in his head. Truth be told, even he wasn’t entirely sure what his intentions were in the long term. If it had been solely up to him, he would have whisked her away in an instant and made her his wife, but everything was much too complicated for that. All he could do for now was love her in the present and hope that they would find a way to be together in spite of the barriers between them. It wasn’t ideal, but it was better than nothing.

The subject changed again, and this time Vail knitted his brows skeptically. His ears were keen enough to detect the subtle palpitation of Diana’s heartbeat when she said that she knew someone whom had been impregnated by a vampire before. She was lying to Victoria. Privately, he wondered why she would be dishonest with her daughter about such a thing, but seeing as it wasn’t his place to get in the middle of it, he said nothing as he finally stepped out from behind the wall. His hazel gaze traveled over the older woman with a reticent but knowing look, the only giveaway that he was aware of what she had done.

Still unsure how to approach the widow when he wasn’t as familiar with her as he was with his human lover, he merely came to a stop at Victoria’s side and acknowledged Diana with an incline of his head, “Lady Crest.”
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