Definitely! And it would be a local anesthetic, so it shouldn't impair my thinking. At least I hope not xD I have to try to get my presentation recorded later too, so I need my brain to work
Trash Panda Member
STATUS: Does this mean we can call you abmin now? 2 yrs ago
- Last Seen: 8 mos ago
- Old Guild Username: Lokki
- Joined: 12 yrs ago
- Posts: 6374 (1.46 / day)
- VMs: 9
-
Username history
- Trash Panda 1 yr ago
- ███████████ 3 yrs ago
- ██████ 6 yrs ago
- ██████ 12 yrs ago
-
Latest 10 profile visitors:
-
Most recent →
Vaunivor,
Tlazolteotl,
Syrenrei,
AHeartlessNobody,
nachonacho,
Vampiretwilight
Status
Recent Statuses
2 yrs ago
Current
Does this mean we can call you abmin now?
9
likes
2 yrs ago
300 word minimum is pretty standard for casual level and up in my experience
4
likes
2 yrs ago
Just discovered Dog TV. My pitbull and I have a new shared hobby.
6
likes
3 yrs ago
Barbenheimer 2023
6
likes
3 yrs ago
There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
2
likes
Bio
Personal Profile
Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
Roleplayer Profile
Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters
Most Recent Posts
Yeah, I hope so! Today's been the worst day so far. I'm pretty much confined to my bed because moving at all hurts ^^;
If my doctor can take care of it when I go in later, I might write some posts while the anesthesia is still in effect though haha
If my doctor can take care of it when I go in later, I might write some posts while the anesthesia is still in effect though haha
Yeah, I should be. I just have an infection that got out of control, so I have to have it drained. I might have to have follow up surgery later if it comes back, but I'm hoping this will take care of it. At the very least, I hope it'll take away the stabbing pain. It hurts like hell T_T
Sorry it's taking me a while to post! I have a health thing going on that I need minor surgery for (really really hoping I can get it done today), and I've just been in too much pain to focus on anything lately ^^;
That's good! And I've been seeing a lot about gardening everywhere recently. Is this the time of year when people normally garden? I grew up in a family that didn't garden at all, and I've never tried taking it up, so I'm clueless, haha
He's innocent, but he's still a guy xD
Hm we could skip ahead to nightfall if they don't move on to another place. It's still afternoon though, so it's a little ways off. Whether or not they try to keep moving would depend on how quickly Iris gets over her fever, so it could go either way
I'm trying to wrap up the last of my project by tomorrow, so I won't get a post up until sometime tomorrow too, just fyi!
Hm we could skip ahead to nightfall if they don't move on to another place. It's still afternoon though, so it's a little ways off. Whether or not they try to keep moving would depend on how quickly Iris gets over her fever, so it could go either way
I'm trying to wrap up the last of my project by tomorrow, so I won't get a post up until sometime tomorrow too, just fyi!
I figured XD that was just how he interpreted it hahaha. His thoughts did a nosedive straight into the gutter
Iris may not have meant to, but she definitely made Cas squirm xD He's so inexperienced with anything more than kissing, haha
When Iris admitted that she had experience with nightmares, Cas frowned. The way she spoke made it seem like it had been a common occurrence for her. He’d only had one bad dream, and he didn’t want to go through it again, so he couldn’t imagine what it would be like to suffer from them regularly. If she did, he wondered if there was a way to treat it. He didn’t want her to be plagued with nightmares regularly if they could avoid it. If they did end up going to the capital, he made a mental note to look into possible therapists that might be able to help her with the issue, so she wouldn’t have to suffer unnecessarily for years.
“I guess,” he acknowledged, leaning back on one hand while he left the other resting on her leg. “I just realized I’d rather fight for us, so we have a chance rather than give up without even trying.” As the saying went, it was better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. However, it was definitely too soon to drop the “L” word when they had just gotten back together about an hour ago, so he kept that part to himself. While his feelings for her were stronger than anything he’d felt for another woman, he wanted time to thoroughly sort out what they were before he threw out any labels. Besides, he had no idea if she felt connected to him the same way he did to her. He didn’t want to catch her off guard. They already had enough to worry about without any rifts forming between each other.
As she joked about his arms being comfortable, he returned her bright smile with one of his own. “To be honest, it’s surprising to me just how comfortable I am with you,” he confessed, idly trailing his fingers down her thigh. “We barely know anything about each other, but I feel like I’ve known you for years. I don’t know; I guess you just have a way of making me feel relaxed whenever we’re together. It’s something I’ve liked about you since the day we met.” It was also one of the reasons why he didn’t want to let her go. The ease with which they got along wasn’t easily recreated, and he couldn’t picture himself doing it again with any other person. Although he would never admit it out loud—his friends would have never let him hear the end of it—there had always been a part of him that had wondered if he had a soulmate. If he did, Iris was the closest match he’d found so far.
At her question, he shook his head, “I don’t think I’ll be sleeping again for a while. You should go ahead. I’ll stay up so you can get some rest this time.” If her fever broke while she did, it would be all the better. He wasn’t in a rush to get home anymore, but he still hoped her sickness was just a twenty-four-hour thing that would pass soon. Since they didn’t have any medicine to dull the symptoms, he was sure she was probably uncomfortable.
Her mention of a bed, singular, didn’t slip past him either, and he reddened slightly as he imagined sharing one with her. That was something he’d never done before. His past relationships hadn’t lasted long enough, and he’d never had the privacy to get away with it at the mansion. However, although the thought made his heart race, he couldn’t deny that it was something he wanted to do. He may have been inexperienced in the realm of romance, but he was still a red-blooded male. If the opportunity came up, he wouldn’t turn it down.
“R-Right,” he stammered, unable to hide the effect that her insinuation had on him. Awkwardly, he coughed into his elbow and smiled at her again, trying to recover from the initial shock. “Well, if your fever does break, by all means, we can look for a better place to spend the night. Either way though, I think a nap will be good for you.”
“I guess,” he acknowledged, leaning back on one hand while he left the other resting on her leg. “I just realized I’d rather fight for us, so we have a chance rather than give up without even trying.” As the saying went, it was better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. However, it was definitely too soon to drop the “L” word when they had just gotten back together about an hour ago, so he kept that part to himself. While his feelings for her were stronger than anything he’d felt for another woman, he wanted time to thoroughly sort out what they were before he threw out any labels. Besides, he had no idea if she felt connected to him the same way he did to her. He didn’t want to catch her off guard. They already had enough to worry about without any rifts forming between each other.
As she joked about his arms being comfortable, he returned her bright smile with one of his own. “To be honest, it’s surprising to me just how comfortable I am with you,” he confessed, idly trailing his fingers down her thigh. “We barely know anything about each other, but I feel like I’ve known you for years. I don’t know; I guess you just have a way of making me feel relaxed whenever we’re together. It’s something I’ve liked about you since the day we met.” It was also one of the reasons why he didn’t want to let her go. The ease with which they got along wasn’t easily recreated, and he couldn’t picture himself doing it again with any other person. Although he would never admit it out loud—his friends would have never let him hear the end of it—there had always been a part of him that had wondered if he had a soulmate. If he did, Iris was the closest match he’d found so far.
At her question, he shook his head, “I don’t think I’ll be sleeping again for a while. You should go ahead. I’ll stay up so you can get some rest this time.” If her fever broke while she did, it would be all the better. He wasn’t in a rush to get home anymore, but he still hoped her sickness was just a twenty-four-hour thing that would pass soon. Since they didn’t have any medicine to dull the symptoms, he was sure she was probably uncomfortable.
Her mention of a bed, singular, didn’t slip past him either, and he reddened slightly as he imagined sharing one with her. That was something he’d never done before. His past relationships hadn’t lasted long enough, and he’d never had the privacy to get away with it at the mansion. However, although the thought made his heart race, he couldn’t deny that it was something he wanted to do. He may have been inexperienced in the realm of romance, but he was still a red-blooded male. If the opportunity came up, he wouldn’t turn it down.
“R-Right,” he stammered, unable to hide the effect that her insinuation had on him. Awkwardly, he coughed into his elbow and smiled at her again, trying to recover from the initial shock. “Well, if your fever does break, by all means, we can look for a better place to spend the night. Either way though, I think a nap will be good for you.”
I could also see that happening, but it'll probably depend on how their reunion goes. Either Atlas will realize that Cas was a whole lot more capable than he ever gave him credit for and loosen his leash, or he'll claim that Cas is only in love with Iris because he has Stockholm Syndrome and needs to stay away from her to undo the brainwashing. I'll decide later after we see more of how he behaves while he still thinks his son is dead
© 2007-2026