Jet hauled the heavy crate up behind him, the muscles in his arm straining under its weight. His grip was firm but trembling, every sinew in his body screaming at him to stop. He kept his stance wide and low, grounding himself to maintain balance as the crate threatened to topple. The exertion was beginning to wear him down, his reservoir of strength dwindling like sand slipping through an hourglass. He had abandoned his jacket earlier in the slog; it now lay crumpled over the edge of the crate. Beads of sweat glistened on his skin, catching the dim light like morning dew shimmering on blades of grass. The sweat had seeped through his battered top, forming dark, uneven patches that clung to his body.
He paused briefly, gasping for air as he raised the ramp, the sound of the hydraulics echoing in the bay. The final piece of gear was loaded. Relief flickered across his face, but it was short-lived. Jet turned to the others who were beginning to trickle into the bay. "That's the last of it," he announced, his voice hoarse and edged with fatigue. He let the cable of the crate slip from his hand, guiding it carefully onto the bay floor before stepping back. With a weary swipe of his forearm, he cleared the sweat dripping into his eyes.
"It's gunna take a bit to get these injectors installed," he muttered, nudging them with the toe of his boot as if sizing them up. "But first, I need to patch up that arm." He inhaled sharply, leaning against the workbench for support, nodding gently to it. "And," he added after a pause, his voice quieter now, almost to himself, "a spot of rest wouldn't go amiss, neither."
Fel was inscrutable as he helped set down the last bit of gear, not far from Jet. He was oddly angry at the mechanic, as if his injuries were in any way his own fault. (they weren’t, and Fel knew it…) He also understood how ridiculous his feelings were at that moment, but feelings and logic were seldom good bedfellows. He wanted to punch Jet in the shoulder, hard, and tell him if he had got himself killed out there, Fel would kill him! …but that was stupid, and even he was aware that it would do no good. Still, he was concerned for his friend, and stepped close to him, resting a hand on his shoulder and speaking low, quiet enough that it would be difficult to hear. “I can’t help you keep your word, if you go getting yourself killed on some rock. What the hell would Nova say? …go, get some rack. You need it. The engines will wait.” He spoke not from a perspective of actual mechanical knowledge, but as a pilot, who knew his ship as much by feel and sound, as by torque wrench and diagnostic – an esoteric connection that had served him well over the years. Now, his assertions about the condition of the UA had been met with raised eyebrows from Jet many times before. The same could be true now. But if Jet had rolled an insight check, he’d see that Fel was telling the truth. At least, the pilot fully believed what he had said. “You know you’ll do better work once you’ve had some rest, and with both arms, dammit. I need to talk to the crew, but what I have to say can wait till you’re upright, without fear of keeling over. You did good, partner. Real good. But you’re more important than any karking injectors.”
Jet opened his mouth to reply, but the words caught in his throat like gravel. His jaw tensed as silence filled the space where a response should have been. Nothing came out. He shut his mouth with a quiet exhale, the breath slipping past clenched teeth. Kark it all to hell. Fel was right, and the truth of it settled like a stone in his chest.
Nova’s name hit him low, twisting his gut without warning. If he had died here, alone and broken in the dirt... he shut the thought out before it could dig in. That road didn’t lead anywhere good.
And if she saw him like this? She’d come at him, flailing and furious, fire and panic spilling out in every direction. It wouldn’t be about the wounds or the blood or the close call, it would be about what he had nearly left behind. Fel would be standing beside her, arms crossed, saying nothing. He wouldn’t need to. That look of his would be enough to bury Jet in guilt deeper than any grave.
The two of them could make his life hell. Loud, relentless, impossible to ignore. But through all the noise and frustration, there was something steady in it. Something that held him up even when he tried to fall. Hell, maybe that was what home looked like for him. Maybe that was the point.
He gave a slow nod, shoulders heavy beneath the weight of everything left unsaid. “Yeah.” His voice barely made it out. “It can wait.”
He stood there beside the workbench a moment longer, shoulders hunched, sweat drying on his neck. His breathing had slowed, but only just. His prosthetic was gone, and the weight of that absence tugged harder than it should now. Fel’s words still echoed behind him, quiet but solid, the kind that didn’t need repeating.
As he passed Fel, he reached out and let his hand land on the pilot’s shoulder. Not a pat. Not a clap. Just firm enough to be felt, just long enough to say what needed saying. ‘Thanks. I hear you. You were right.’ He didn’t trust himself to put it into words, not with the burn in his throat and the ache behind his eyes. He gave the faintest nod as he moved past, then he left the hangar.
The jacket slung over his shoulder now felt like a wet tarp, every step down the corridor pulling harder at his bones. His boots thudded against the steel floor, rhythm slow and uneven. He didn’t limp, not exactly, but his body moved like a machine that had skipped too many maintenance cycles. Every joint felt like it needed oil. Every muscle told a story he didn’t want to hear. He had forgotten, for a little while, how old he really was. Fifty-four wasn’t ancient, not by spacer standards, but he used to feel younger. Moved younger. Thought younger. Today? Today had reminded him.
The corridor lights buzzed overhead, flickering in time with his steps. He didn’t bother going to the medbay. Not yet, That could wait. Everything could wait. He reached his quarters, the door slid open with a soft hiss. Inside, everything was still and quiet, the familiar room greeted him without judgment. He let the jacket fall where he stood, then toed off his boots, one at a time. Each motion sent a fresh jolt through his ribs, but he was beyond wincing.
He sat on the edge of the cot, the frame creaking in protest, then let gravity pull him the rest of the way down. His body settled into the thin mattress like it had found something close to peace. He stared at the ceiling for a long moment, watching nothing, and then he closed his eyes. The ship kept humming outside his door, the noise distant and soft, and Jet finally let it go.
He paused briefly, gasping for air as he raised the ramp, the sound of the hydraulics echoing in the bay. The final piece of gear was loaded. Relief flickered across his face, but it was short-lived. Jet turned to the others who were beginning to trickle into the bay. "That's the last of it," he announced, his voice hoarse and edged with fatigue. He let the cable of the crate slip from his hand, guiding it carefully onto the bay floor before stepping back. With a weary swipe of his forearm, he cleared the sweat dripping into his eyes.
"It's gunna take a bit to get these injectors installed," he muttered, nudging them with the toe of his boot as if sizing them up. "But first, I need to patch up that arm." He inhaled sharply, leaning against the workbench for support, nodding gently to it. "And," he added after a pause, his voice quieter now, almost to himself, "a spot of rest wouldn't go amiss, neither."
Fel was inscrutable as he helped set down the last bit of gear, not far from Jet. He was oddly angry at the mechanic, as if his injuries were in any way his own fault. (they weren’t, and Fel knew it…) He also understood how ridiculous his feelings were at that moment, but feelings and logic were seldom good bedfellows. He wanted to punch Jet in the shoulder, hard, and tell him if he had got himself killed out there, Fel would kill him! …but that was stupid, and even he was aware that it would do no good. Still, he was concerned for his friend, and stepped close to him, resting a hand on his shoulder and speaking low, quiet enough that it would be difficult to hear. “I can’t help you keep your word, if you go getting yourself killed on some rock. What the hell would Nova say? …go, get some rack. You need it. The engines will wait.” He spoke not from a perspective of actual mechanical knowledge, but as a pilot, who knew his ship as much by feel and sound, as by torque wrench and diagnostic – an esoteric connection that had served him well over the years. Now, his assertions about the condition of the UA had been met with raised eyebrows from Jet many times before. The same could be true now. But if Jet had rolled an insight check, he’d see that Fel was telling the truth. At least, the pilot fully believed what he had said. “You know you’ll do better work once you’ve had some rest, and with both arms, dammit. I need to talk to the crew, but what I have to say can wait till you’re upright, without fear of keeling over. You did good, partner. Real good. But you’re more important than any karking injectors.”
Jet opened his mouth to reply, but the words caught in his throat like gravel. His jaw tensed as silence filled the space where a response should have been. Nothing came out. He shut his mouth with a quiet exhale, the breath slipping past clenched teeth. Kark it all to hell. Fel was right, and the truth of it settled like a stone in his chest.
Nova’s name hit him low, twisting his gut without warning. If he had died here, alone and broken in the dirt... he shut the thought out before it could dig in. That road didn’t lead anywhere good.
And if she saw him like this? She’d come at him, flailing and furious, fire and panic spilling out in every direction. It wouldn’t be about the wounds or the blood or the close call, it would be about what he had nearly left behind. Fel would be standing beside her, arms crossed, saying nothing. He wouldn’t need to. That look of his would be enough to bury Jet in guilt deeper than any grave.
The two of them could make his life hell. Loud, relentless, impossible to ignore. But through all the noise and frustration, there was something steady in it. Something that held him up even when he tried to fall. Hell, maybe that was what home looked like for him. Maybe that was the point.
He gave a slow nod, shoulders heavy beneath the weight of everything left unsaid. “Yeah.” His voice barely made it out. “It can wait.”
He stood there beside the workbench a moment longer, shoulders hunched, sweat drying on his neck. His breathing had slowed, but only just. His prosthetic was gone, and the weight of that absence tugged harder than it should now. Fel’s words still echoed behind him, quiet but solid, the kind that didn’t need repeating.
As he passed Fel, he reached out and let his hand land on the pilot’s shoulder. Not a pat. Not a clap. Just firm enough to be felt, just long enough to say what needed saying. ‘Thanks. I hear you. You were right.’ He didn’t trust himself to put it into words, not with the burn in his throat and the ache behind his eyes. He gave the faintest nod as he moved past, then he left the hangar.
The jacket slung over his shoulder now felt like a wet tarp, every step down the corridor pulling harder at his bones. His boots thudded against the steel floor, rhythm slow and uneven. He didn’t limp, not exactly, but his body moved like a machine that had skipped too many maintenance cycles. Every joint felt like it needed oil. Every muscle told a story he didn’t want to hear. He had forgotten, for a little while, how old he really was. Fifty-four wasn’t ancient, not by spacer standards, but he used to feel younger. Moved younger. Thought younger. Today? Today had reminded him.
The corridor lights buzzed overhead, flickering in time with his steps. He didn’t bother going to the medbay. Not yet, That could wait. Everything could wait. He reached his quarters, the door slid open with a soft hiss. Inside, everything was still and quiet, the familiar room greeted him without judgment. He let the jacket fall where he stood, then toed off his boots, one at a time. Each motion sent a fresh jolt through his ribs, but he was beyond wincing.
He sat on the edge of the cot, the frame creaking in protest, then let gravity pull him the rest of the way down. His body settled into the thin mattress like it had found something close to peace. He stared at the ceiling for a long moment, watching nothing, and then he closed his eyes. The ship kept humming outside his door, the noise distant and soft, and Jet finally let it go.