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Miiya Aether
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“A yfretting SACK!? Are yew kidding me!?” Miiya screeched up at the trapdoor through which she had been unceremoniously dumped.
“Who does that; kidnapping someone and putting them in a SACK?!! I’m not a bunch of kittens you need to drown in the river!!” she shouted irately.
“Yfrettin’ FACE me, yew fretting COWARDS!! So saying, she crouched on the spongy floor, then uncoiled and launched, flapping hard to try to reach the dim outline of the door.
Miiya hadn’t been wearing Dauntless when she was kidnapped. Bereft of the prosthesis that replaced four feet of her pinioned left wing, she couldn’t aviate properly--or at all, really. The Aerial woman’s off-kilter flaps sent her into a spin. She managed to tag the trapdoor--high overhead--with a fist, before plunging back to the ground with a thud.
“OOF!!” She rolled to her feet and made another attempt, with the same result.
“YFRETTERS!!” Miiya tried several more leaps, but the door had no handholds on the underside, and it seemed to be barred or locked from above.
”LET ME OUT, yfretting shuheads!!” cursing, eventually she abandoned her frantic attempts at immediate escape. Yes, she was used to crashes much worse than these, but they still hurt--the repeated bruising falls--almost as much as the reminder of her pinioning.
“Frett.” The birdgirl drew her wings in tight as she squatted on the floor.
Dirt. Dirt floor.
And darkness.
Peering into the gloom, Miiya tried to swallow against a nervous lump. Eagle-eyed in daylight, Miya's night vision was next to nonexistent. She could barely see the light filtering in past the edges of the trapdoor, and her eyes darted blindly around the inky blackness that surrounded her.
“I don’t like it in here!” a frightened quaver crept into the rhetorical statement that was supposed to be all steely resolve and irony.
Anything could be lurking down here in the dark.
…
“Or nothing.” Miiya said to herself after gritting her teeth with determination and searching her cell by feel. It was small and deep; probably a cellar of some sort. She’d found four fieldstone walls, tripped over a mercifully-empty chamber pot, and stepped in a puddle that she
hoped was water seepage.
“YOUR PRISON SUCKS!!” she informed anyone listening above. After some consideration, she added, [color=red]“...AND SO DO YOU!!”
It was kinda hard to insult people she hadn’t seen. They’d come into her room in the dead of night and managed to restrain her in darkness. Though she hadn’t been able to get a look at her kidnappers, she’d laid hands on them pretty good--all things considered--and she had the bloody knuckles and bruised elbows to prove it. She had headbutted one of them too. She hoped their headache was worse than hers, and decided to see if she could add to it.
Besides moving vast quantities of oxygen into her blood while aviating, Miiya’s lungs were useful in being loud.
Really loud. Her lifelong hobby (and brief abortive career) as a singer meshed well with her year at sea aboard her Aunt’s brigantine to provide her with both a long creatively descriptive litany of profanely abusive material, and the projection to deliver it at volume to whatever unfortunate jailer was keeping watch over her cell.
Miiya’s captors had not provided her with any other entertainment or diversions, and she decided to make sure they regretted that particular shortcoming.
…
She was somewhere between the fourth and fifth verse of a extemporized ribald off-key ditty about her captor’s inadequacies in bed (with his exceptionally smelly bovine lover), when the trapdoor opened.
“Oh, liked that one, didja?!” Miiya shouted squinted up at the sudden brightness.
“Why don’t ya come down here and I’ll play yew the accompanying percussion?!” she cracked her knuckles meaningfully.
“You’re…
…lively.” Said a voice from a dark figure that leaned over the pit. The face of whomever it was, standing over the trapdoor to Miiya’s cell, was cast into shadow beneath a heavy cowl.
“That…
…will change…”Miiya’s vicious grin glittered in the darkness. She wasn’t going to be cowed by threats, veiled or otherwise.
”HA! BIG WORds From a little maa…” she started to retort, but the words died on her lips as the dark figure overspoke her, waving a hand listlessly over the pit.
“...now.”The breath of defiance left Miiya’s body in an instant. Her insults were stilled in her throat, and a sense of crushing gravity drove her to the floor. Her limbs hung like leaden weights, and her wings drooped like trees born to the ground in an ice storm, each feather as heavy as a millstone.
Yfretting magic frett! For a brief moment, Miiya’s anger at her captor sparked and she tried to rally against the crushing malaise, but her internal struggle lasted only an instant before the flame of defiance was quenched. The curse she’d wanted to spit never made it to her lips as she laid her head down upon the cold dirt floor.
Even just drawing breath was a labor--
why bother? Why live at all? Why struggle and fight? There was nothing worth fighting for. Miiya’s mouth opened as she panted into the dirt like a stricken animal, unable even to pillow head upon arm.
“Now…” repeated the dark figure.
“...you understand…”Tears tried to well in Miiya’s eyes, but they dried before they could fall. It was so fast; the collapse of her facade; the liberating of the despair and hopeless malaise that she papered over with frenetic energy.
Every day.
Until now.
“...your place.”Why protest? It was easier to just agree.
“...yes…” came the ghost of a whisper. She was trash. Lowborn daughter of a flightless *****, never to rise above her station despite her every effort. Pinioned, herself; the embodiment of loss.
Stop. Flying only makes you miss the sky. What had all her efforts gained her? She was literally lower than dirt now, alone in a dark hole and missed by no one.
It hurt. Years of blood and sweat and tears and yet nothing
no place
no one.
“Now…” The shadowy figure stretched out a hand, holding something over the pit. The points of the talisman’s star glittered as it fell to the dirt beside Miiya.
“...take it.” Dry dirt ground against her palm as Miiya stretched out a hand and grasped the talisman. A sigh of relief escaped her as the crushing weight lifted. She was no lighter. She was unchanged, her circumstances just as they had been before she took the talisman.
But she didn’t
care. He had taken that from her. She did not have to do anything, think anything, try anything. Just…
“...follow.” Miiya stirred. As if of their own accord, her spread wings folded, her arms and legs gathering themselves under her and pushing her to her feet even as a ladder descended into the pit with a wooden clatter.
Miiya closed her eyes and reveled in the sensation; it was like flying, but without the straining muscles, without the burn of icy breaths, without the nagging pain of the hopefully-named, but accursed, Dauntless. Flying free of care, thought, effort.
Sen hadn’t wanted her to fly. Oh, she said differently; said she was protecting Miiya from harm, keeping her daughter’s wings whole, where her own had been shorn. Pushing Miiya so that she knew enough, achieved enough, worked enough, to eventually spread her wings and fly free. But Miiya had known differently; that a little--not all--but a little, of the cruelty behind the switch, of the meanness behind the cutting words, of the judgement in the harsh glares--had been jealousy.
Because Ma missed the sky too. No matter what Miiya did, she couldn’t give
that back to her mother. And it felt so good not to have to carry that guilt anymore; to just let everything go to the freedom of Sloth.
Giving that feeling up was one of the hardest, most painful things Miiya had ever done.
Sen would be proud.
“frett yew.” Miiya had an arm like a sling, not only could she throw hard, she was deadly accurate. Even with only a dark outline of a head-ish shape looking down at her, odds were good she could take out an eye with something as small as a flung talisman.
Well, she could have if the arfline leaning over her pit wasn’t a magic frett-tard. The talisman went maybe a foot higher than it would have had Miiya foregone the effort of throwing it. It hit the floor shortly after Miiya’s face.
“You will…
…change.” the ladder was pulled up and light winked out as the trapdoor slammed shut.
It was all back; the crushing weight, the pain, the sorrow. And Miiya was
pretty sure her hair had fallen in, and was now wicking up, that might-not-be-water-actually.
“Thanks, ma.” she whispered into the dirt, at that inescapable eternally nagging voice in the back of her mind, at the root of many of her
best painful decisions..
“Thanks a lot.”