The more Zel-Ghin talked, the more infuriating he got. Being confident was one thing, but this guy was so arrogant and full of himself that he started looking down on Rhylaen simply for having helped with taking him out of the fight. Rhylaen, who Serah had the utmost respect for as she'd felt firsthand just how disruptive the Electric Dragonfly could be when piloted by skilled hands. The tevrainian defended herself, of course, and Serah had half a mind to share a piece of her own mind, but then Zel-Ghin brought Atty into the fold. He implied that she was leaning entirely too much on him, that squid was a failure in comparison. The girl only barely held herself back as her fist curled up into a ball and she started baring her teeth, wanting to snap at his attitude.
"Why you-!!”
Unfortunately for her, the lieutenant had decided to insert herself into the altercation. She ordered the pilots to spectate in silence, that further disruption would not be tolerated, so all Serah could do was grit her teeth in frustration and swallow the vitriol she'd been on the verge of spewing. Between Griff and Zel-Ghin, and even Bug's pre-fight banter, Serah was starting to wonder if all the guys in this squad were massive jerks. With a deep breath she turned her face away from Zel-Ghin, thoroughly regretting having invited him to come over and watch.
The battlefield, meanwhile, waited for nobody. As Serah turned her attention back, she'd been just in time to see Stella ripping Angel Zero to shreds, wincing as she saw Jake's VR helmet come off in the corner of her vision. If the feedback he received was anything like hers, then that looked like it could've really hurt. Stella and Goose just continued their charge unabated, a fierce battle unfolding between them and the team of Aurora and Sleepy. Aurora was pushing Sleepy's systems to the limit, though Serah had no way to tell how far- the only thing that truly betrayed it was Sleepy's systems failing one after the other. Black smoke oozed out of Sleepy and if Serah wasn't still seething with anger from Zel-Ghin, then she might have felt a twinge of pain in her heart from seeing the humongous beast being pushed so far. Right now, though, she was too distracted by her own fuming.
Still, it didn't take long for Stella and Aurora to exit the simulation in tandem, having taken each-other out. Serah briefly looked their way, but when her gaze fell upon Stella, a sudden pang of guilt mixed into her emotionally riled-up state. Stella wasn't like the rest of them, Serah had gotten that much from their brief time together so far. Stella really cared for everyone in her own way and, thinking about it, the simulation must have felt the most real to her out of anyone. The lilim had been adamant in not throwing Serah right into the lion's den and she'd dismissed that. Even if she had no intention of going out the way she did, the fact remains Serah lied to Stella, telling the lilim that she'd be okay in the end.
It all added to the distress Serah was feeling in the moment, a complex wave of emotions. She'd been feeling good just moments earlier, having had a blast with going all out- but now it dawned on her she really didn't like fighting her friends like this. She didn't like seeing Aurora push Sleepy so far, she didn't like the distress she caused Stella, she didn't even like how brutally she'd killed Rhylaen. Serah looked down at her own hand, palm open, and winced. Though it was clean, in her mind it was smeared red- like she'd rammed a sword right through Rhylaen's gut and had her blood splash all over her. As if she'd done this before, remembering Atty's blade cutting right through the armor of one of her allies. A numb feeling crept up along her arm, followed by a stinging pain- or the memory of one, at least. A feeling like her arm was being crushed by something heavy. Atty had gone berserk, he'd dashed at Logic Diver and he... he...
Serah shook those thoughts. 'Zel-Ghin just riled you up. Don't let it get to you,' she thought to herself in the hope to suppress those intrusive, uncomfortable images. She took a deep breath to steel and calm herself. The simulation must have taken more out of her than she thought if she'd start to daydream about a nightmare like that.
"Why you-!!”
Unfortunately for her, the lieutenant had decided to insert herself into the altercation. She ordered the pilots to spectate in silence, that further disruption would not be tolerated, so all Serah could do was grit her teeth in frustration and swallow the vitriol she'd been on the verge of spewing. Between Griff and Zel-Ghin, and even Bug's pre-fight banter, Serah was starting to wonder if all the guys in this squad were massive jerks. With a deep breath she turned her face away from Zel-Ghin, thoroughly regretting having invited him to come over and watch.
The battlefield, meanwhile, waited for nobody. As Serah turned her attention back, she'd been just in time to see Stella ripping Angel Zero to shreds, wincing as she saw Jake's VR helmet come off in the corner of her vision. If the feedback he received was anything like hers, then that looked like it could've really hurt. Stella and Goose just continued their charge unabated, a fierce battle unfolding between them and the team of Aurora and Sleepy. Aurora was pushing Sleepy's systems to the limit, though Serah had no way to tell how far- the only thing that truly betrayed it was Sleepy's systems failing one after the other. Black smoke oozed out of Sleepy and if Serah wasn't still seething with anger from Zel-Ghin, then she might have felt a twinge of pain in her heart from seeing the humongous beast being pushed so far. Right now, though, she was too distracted by her own fuming.
Still, it didn't take long for Stella and Aurora to exit the simulation in tandem, having taken each-other out. Serah briefly looked their way, but when her gaze fell upon Stella, a sudden pang of guilt mixed into her emotionally riled-up state. Stella wasn't like the rest of them, Serah had gotten that much from their brief time together so far. Stella really cared for everyone in her own way and, thinking about it, the simulation must have felt the most real to her out of anyone. The lilim had been adamant in not throwing Serah right into the lion's den and she'd dismissed that. Even if she had no intention of going out the way she did, the fact remains Serah lied to Stella, telling the lilim that she'd be okay in the end.
It all added to the distress Serah was feeling in the moment, a complex wave of emotions. She'd been feeling good just moments earlier, having had a blast with going all out- but now it dawned on her she really didn't like fighting her friends like this. She didn't like seeing Aurora push Sleepy so far, she didn't like the distress she caused Stella, she didn't even like how brutally she'd killed Rhylaen. Serah looked down at her own hand, palm open, and winced. Though it was clean, in her mind it was smeared red- like she'd rammed a sword right through Rhylaen's gut and had her blood splash all over her. As if she'd done this before, remembering Atty's blade cutting right through the armor of one of her allies. A numb feeling crept up along her arm, followed by a stinging pain- or the memory of one, at least. A feeling like her arm was being crushed by something heavy. Atty had gone berserk, he'd dashed at Logic Diver and he... he...
Serah shook those thoughts. 'Zel-Ghin just riled you up. Don't let it get to you,' she thought to herself in the hope to suppress those intrusive, uncomfortable images. She took a deep breath to steel and calm herself. The simulation must have taken more out of her than she thought if she'd start to daydream about a nightmare like that.