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As long as you don't asspull the ability to shut off magic like ATLA did, then yeah ATLA is peak
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But in a capital-S kinda way.


I invented necromancy and the windmill. I beat the sun in a poker match during the summer of 1273 and God hasn't felt the same since.


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The winter term at the Margaret Carter Institute was about to begin, and with that came an influx of new professors. At a school staffed by superheroes, it wasn’t uncommon for a teacher to need replacement in the middle of the year - in fact, Nimue’s resignation at the end of the fall semester had been somewhat of a blessing. The administration team was used to having to replace their staff in the middle of a term, disrupting grading and lessening the overall quality of the education. And while her departure’s timing had been far from the worst case scenario, the position she vacated was.

Almost every witch, wizard, warlock, sorcerer, and mage with an interest in teaching the youth of today was employed by Strange Academy in New Orleans. Their previous magic instructor, Agatha Harkness, had already been poached by the Sorcerer Supreme to join the ranks of his faculty. Margaret Carter had sent out offers, begging whoever would take their calls - beseeching Brother Voodoo, Zelma Stanton, Max Gray, Amora the Enchantress, Pixie, and more. There had even been a brief discussion of making offers to some of Strange Academy’s senior students, the ones embroiled in its elite coven system.

But in the end, the position had been filled by one of their own - a world renowned Avenger and Nexus being who had possessed Chthon, the Scarlet Witch herself… on a temporary basis. She had only agreed to teach at Margaret Carter for the spring semester, as she didn’t want her son, Billy, to be without a magical practitioner to guide him.

So she had left her shop in the sleepy town of Lotkill, New York behind, entrusting it to her dear friend and protege, Darcy Lewis, and come to the hallowed halls of Avengers Academy. The new term was to begin tomorrow, starting with a school tradition - a festival, celebrating their returning students, and newfound winners of the Contest of Champions. So for the next forty eight hours, her task was not to mold minds, but instead to mold reality - to turn Nimue’s musty, mildewy classroom into something remotely habitable.

Ivy crawled all over the walls, potted plants dangling from iron chains, and numerous candles dripped their wax onto the heavy oak furniture, providing the only light in this witch’s sanctum. Crystal balls glittered in their light, as did bowls carved from bone, filled with crystals and runes and incense. Dusty potion bottles and tools lined the shelves, with careful handwritten labels disclosing their contents. Heavy, ornate rugs covered the floor, matching the tapestries pinned to the walls - but even with their warmth, the room was still frigid and cold. The smell of incense was palpable and strong, the smoke enough to make one’s eyes sting - and in the midst of it all, the Scarlet Witch clicked her tongue, examining her work.

The aesthetic was promising, yes, but not quite yet what she had had in mind. Her eyes glowed a soft red, as she prepared to shift the blocks of reality again and start over, when…

Wanda tilted her head ever so slightly. “Come in,” she called out, her eyes fixed on the classroom door. “Do not be afraid.”

Leah stood in the doorway, towering over the scene. She was wearing her Excelsior jacket that, gods be praised, actually fit. The cold didn’t seem to bother her, but then again, few places were colder than Jotunheim.

Magic was a difficult thing for Leah, despite the luck she had so far, learning it. The candlefire reflected off her eyes, making them glow gently. Despite being much taller, and much more physically imposing, Leah felt somewhat intimidated being here. She made sure it was okay to come before barging in and annoying a professor, who was clearly busy, about this predicament of hers. But still, the not-so-neurotypical part of her brain was voicing an opinion.

”Am I interrupting?” Leah asked. Despite this being her idea.

Wanda’s red glow faded to a dim, almost cosmic sparkle. There was something almost predatory in the way she inclined her head, in the way she smiled sweetly at the young giantess. And yet, she was not dressed in any of the many gowns that adorned the lunchboxes of screaming children - no, instead she wore her signature red tiara, her hair done in voluminous curls that rivaled Leah’s, a pink button up blouse, red slacks, and scarlet heels.

“Oh, yes,” Wanda said. “But please, don’t fret. I love the chaos of an interruption,” she added with a wink.

Leah stepped inside, and closed the door behind her. The room was awfully full for someone such as her to be standing in it. So she kept still and took in her surroundings. Lots of glass and other magical implements she didn’t know the names of.

”I’m Leah. I emailed you yesterday.” About how she had taken up rune magic lately, and hit a metaphorical wall in doing so. She conventionally omitted the part where writing it took a literal hour.

“Ah, yes… Trouble with runes,” Wanda’s smile faded ever so slightly. “It’s a pity you only found this magic now. Runes are Agatha’s specialty. But not to fret, I would be happy to guide you as you walk your path.” She then strode across the room, her heels clicking on the exposed patches of floor not covered by rugs, until she reached a large, ornate mirror obscured by a white cloth. She pulled the cloth down and swept it aside. “How is your control, Leah?”

”I… Don’t really have anything to compare that to. Usually, nothing goes wrong, except for the time I set my hand on fire.” She held it up, and there was a brown patch where her otherwise gray skin had been torched. ”The stuff I’ve used them for so far has been pretty simple, though.”

Wanda raised an eyebrow. She stepped away from the mirror, and moved back to Leah. She held out her hands. “May I?”

”Uh. Sure?” Leah extended her hand to Wanda.

Gently, Wanda took Leah’s hand in one palm. With her other, she traced the boundaries of the scarred tissue, a soft incantation muttered under her breath. And as she did, a soft yellow glow began to form on Leah’s hand, a line dancing around her skin, until the rune’s image was completed. The echo of Leah’s magic pulsed, before it vanished.

“I see. Kenaz,” Wanda mused. “Still hot to the touch, yes?” she added, as her fingers slipped to the gray skin. The temperature gradient was subtle, but present.

”Yeah, kind of. We were on Jotunheim, and had to get warm. Got more than I asked for. That was the only time something backfired on me.”

The Scarlet Witch clicked her tongue slightly. “It will not be the first,” she warned. “Before I teach you, Leah, I need you to understand one of the great truths of witchcraft. You cannot unring a bell. You can destroy the bell, drown out its noise, pretend someone else struck it - but once it has rung, there is nothing you can do to change that. Do you understand?”

She thought about it for a moment. Magic was pretty dangerous, from what little she knew of it. It made sense.

”I do. Actions have consequences, right?”

“Yes,” Wanda nodded, a sad smile gracing her lips. “When we work our magicks, we alter the nature of reality. We court chaos, armed with our hopes and good intentions. But for every great spell that you cast, every life you save, there is a price. Some believe that this price is… energetic in nature. A year off your life. A spiritual debt you must pay. It is both simpler and more complicated than that.”

“For every good you do, for every act of kindness and generosity, you will be punished,” Wanda warned. “A balance will be struck. Perhaps today, perhaps tomorrow, perhaps in a thousand years when you are nothing but dust… To ring the bell is to dance with Death.”

“And to choose this path while knowing its cost is to be a witch,” she paused, her form cast half in shadow from the flickering candle light. “Armed with this knowledge, Leah, do you still wish to walk this road?”

”Yeah, I do. I don’t doubt there’s some cost to this. Stephen Strange told me all magic had a cost to it.” And she wanted to be a hero. Heroes paid costs so others didn’t.

”There’s a piece of me that’s been missing for a long time, and I only just recently learned there was a hole,” Leah explained. ”I want to say I can live with a few sacrifices here and there, even though I don’t know what those will be, yet. I’m not going to use what you teach me for evil, I know that much. So yeah, I’m ready.”

“Your sacrifices will be equal to the works that you perform,” Wanda warned. It was a truth she knew all too well. She could see herself standing where Leah stood, asking these same questions, making these same vows. She had not intended to do evil, and yet, she had caused hurt and suffering all the same. She had warped reality without respect, without care, and it had cost her - and the world - dearly. She had committed sins that could not be forgiven.

“Then follow me,” Wanda requested, as Leah affirmed she was ready. “You will need a safe place to work your spells,” she explained, as she returned to the mirror. She rested her hand on its surface gently, before she pushed and the surface rippled like water. She turned her gaze to look at her pupil, before Wanda stepped through the mirror as if it was a door, and disappeared.

Oh, good. More teleporting. Because Leah loved teleporting.

She walked over to the mirror and pondered it for a moment. Where was she going this time? The Astral Plane? Some weird pocket dimension made out of Dormammu’s left kidney? Fucking Nastrond, maybe? Oh well.

She touched the mirror.

As Leah touched the mirror, its glass surface would ripple once more, as if she had disturbed the surface of a pond. And should she push on through, she would find herself in a near perfect reflection of Wanda’s classroom, the room tinted in a rich swirl of pink, red, and purple light. “Sorcerers are not the only ones who can access the Mirror Dimension,” Wanda greeted.

Her clothing had shifted too - no longer dressed in modern garb, but something far more magical. A dark purple one piece, with a red cloak lined in gold embroidery that began at her waist, its hem sweeping the floor. An ancient artifact was adhered to sheer lilac fabric on her chest, the moon symbol of the triple goddess, where the full moon had been replaced with an eye. Arcane sigils glowed on her palms, stitched into her gloves, and her face was awash with brilliant red light, emanating downwards from an astral tiara. She did not stand on the ground, instead, she floated above it, looking by every measure a goddess of strange arcana.

“When you are ready, Leah… Show me.”

”...Woah.”

Okay. Magic… Magic, magic, magic. Leah reached into her jacket and withdrew a marker. She practiced a few spells and runes in particular lately. She looked around for something glass, picked up a mirrored jar and drew something on it.

”Okay. This is something I’ve been working on the last few days.”

She held it up and showed Wanda the sigil. A combination of the runes Algiz and Tiwaz.

Wanda studied the runes for a moment. “I see,” she mused. “Algiz and Tiwaz. An interesting and potent combination. But as I am certain you do not need me to tell you, runes can mean many things. Without your intent, they lack meaning. For example… this combination could be designed to embolden a somewhat fearful deer to defend itself. Or perhaps it is meant to provide protection to a witness providing testimony against a powerful foe. But I digress. What is your intent with these runes?”

”To protect what it’s written on. Either a person or an object. Like a barrier.” Leah raised the jar up, reared back, and flung it at a wall like it offended her. The jar when thunk against the wall, landed, and looked pretty banged up afterwards.

The jar, somehow, didn’t explode into a million bits. It was technically in one piece, but absolutely riddled with cracks, like someone had been practicing kintsugi without the gold or silver.

”Preferably better than that.”

Wanda nodded. She tapped her finger against her chin a few times as she thought. It was by no means bad for a first attempt - she had seen students struggle for months to get a known enchantment to take effect, and this was a spell Leah had designed herself. “When you cast, where is your mind?” she inquired.

”Usually, I’m thinking of why I’m casting something.” She fidgeted with the marker in her hand. ”Most of what I’ve done so far hasn’t involved mixing runes up. I’ve just stuck with using one for something, but that’s vague. I’ve noticed that having an idea of what it’s supposed to do helps. One time, my friend flooded a hallway by accident. So I stuck an inverted Laguz rune on the wall and got rid of all the water. That could’ve meant a few things, but it worked perfectly when I did it.”

“So with the jar, were your thoughts merely on the demonstration of your magicks?”

”Something like that. Yeah, that might be the problem, actually. Does it work that way when you do your thing?”

Wanda laughed slightly. “Every witch is different,” she acknowledged. “But there are certain aspects in which us and our sisters are similar in our craft. You are working with runes - effectively, with concepts. That is a field that pretends to have rules and structure, yet is more similar to the underpinnings of chaos and wild magic. You have decided the meaning of your spell, you are not following an ancient ritual in a grimoire that calls for extreme precision and dedication. In short, your magic takes shape as you will it to do so.”

“I believe your problem is a lack of faith, of intent,” she analyzed. “Show me again. And this time, mean it.”
Mean it. Okay, then.

Leah picked up another glass jar and drew the symbol on it a second time. Slower.

”Don’t break. Be stronger.”

It went flying again. And this time, it was more like a grenade going off. Her strength, plus fragile glass, plus a failed attempt at casting the spell equaled plenty of broken glass.

And Leah seemed a bit surprised.

”...Damn.”

Wanda clicked her tongue again. “Perhaps the issue is that you do not truly care about this jar,” she mused. “Can you persuade yourself that you do - that you have the same level of care for this job as you do for a friend? Hm. I wonder…”

She snapped her fingers, as the jar repaired itself, reassembling its jagged pieces until its shape was restored. “I want you to hold the image of a loved one in your mind, and convince yourself that the safety of this jar is equivalent to their own safety. And once you have done so, you may try again.”

It was just a jar. A piece of glass in an experimental dimension. It meant nothing, it wouldn’t have mattered, because it was meant to be destroyed over and over again like this.

But if that was April? It’d be ruinous for that to happen. What if she got hurt, and Leah’s spell was all that kept her alive? She picked the jar up and stared into it. Her face reflected off the glass, with her stony expression staring back at her.

If she couldn’t protect a simple piece of glass, she definitely couldn’t protect a person.

She touched the rune, and whispered.

”You’re important. You can’t break. If what I do to protect you isn’t good enough, then I’m not good enough.”

Fling. It shattered.

”Ooookay. I’ll figure it out eventually.”

Wanda’s eyes widened. “Stop,” she requested. “Say what you just said - not about figuring it out eventually, but before.”

”If it’s not good enough, then I’m not,” Leah repeated. ”This is a skill, right? I’ll get better eventually, even if I’m not good now.”

“It is,” Wanda affirmed. “I had thought the issue was that you did not believe in your magicks, Leah. But I think it is something else. You do not believe in yourself. If you are to shape the world through your will, you must have faith that you can. You must have courage and strength and conviction.”

Oh.

”I’m not… I’m not afraid of this. This is just really new to me, I don’t understand a lot of this. I’m trying. Is there more to it than that?”

“This may be a personal question, but magic is personal. How do you view yourself?”

”That’s vague. But, okay, uh…” She looked up at the ceiling instead of at Wanda. ”I like to think I’m tougher than other people. I’m stubborn, I guess. Have to be, and- And I’ve had to make peace with that a lot lately. So, am I cheating if I say that’s a complicated question? There’s at least three answers. I’ve been three different people, kind of.”

Wanda pursed her lips for a moment. “Perhaps I should be more clear. Do you like yourself, Leah?”

”Not completely. I’m not perfect. Trying to be better, but… Not perfect.”

She nodded, smiling somewhat sadly. It was a feeling she could relate to. “Your magic comes from you, Leah. It is as innate to you as any other part of yourself. If you cannot accept yourself - if you cannot love yourself, for good or for ill, then your spells will suffer for it,” Wanda explained. “I want you to look into the surface of the mirror and embrace what you see. And then, one more time if you will humor me… cast.”

”Alright.” She stepped over to the mirror and stared into it. It was a magic mirror, apparently. Leah wondered if it was like her sword, which reflected a lot of different versions of herself back at her.

But it was just herself. No riddles. No convoluted messages. Just to embrace what she saw.

She saw a tough girl who wasn’t afraid to stand between hell and her friends. That’s who she was. Yes, she was imperfect. Yes, she had work to do before she could call herself a proper hero. But what else? She was a great listener at the end of the day, she had more love for the world around her than she knew what to do with. For other people, for the planet she was on. A bit more love for herself wouldn't hurt.

Do better, because you are.

She reached for another glass jar, drew the rune, and gave it some power.

”I will make progress. If not today, then tomorrow. If not tomorrow, then the next day. And the next day after that.”

Fling.

The jar hit the wall with all the destructiveness of a tennis ball. It didn’t even behave like glass.

“Very good, Leah!” Wanda praised. She was beaming at her new student. “When you will it, there is nothing you cannot do. My advice to you then is this - your magic comes from you. Accept yourself and your magic shall follow.” Wanda then paused for a moment. “Now, I expect I shall see you in my class, yes?”

”Yeah… Yeah, I’ll be there.” Holy shit, she actually did it. Her eyes were like floodlights for a moment. ”I need to keep practicing that, but I’m absolutely showing up. I was expecting this to take way longer… Thank you.”

“Oh, you are more than welcome. It is not every day I get to meet such a young and talented witch,” Wanda said warmly. “I will recommend you practice in the mirror dimension as you are learning your control. I will be teaching you how to access it in our first class together.”

”That would be pretty helpful, actually.”

There was a pause.

”...I’m starting to realize there’s a lot of different words for a person who uses magic. Wizard, Sorcerer, Witch, Warlock. Magician.”

Wanda nodded, a playful light dancing in her eyes. “Yes - some of them are helpful distinctions. Others… not so much. Is there one that resonates with you?”

”Not really. I’m not sure what the differences are. But… Someone I’m related to, who I’ve never met, was apparently a witch. Or is, I dunno if she’s alive right now. Maybe that one.”

She regarded her thoughtfully for a moment, before she stepped back through the mirror. Once they returned to the classroom, Wanda’s clothes shifted back to her previous outfit. “Perhaps you should find out,” she suggested. “Not all witches have such a lineage - but your past is as much a part of you as your future. If you are serious about your studies of the occult, it would be good to learn of the witches who came before you. Hm. Yes. And to encourage you, that will be your first project this semester. I would like very much to hear what you discover.”

”Projects, huh. I can do that, I think. I’ll just dress warmer next time I go to Jotunheim. I’m gonna go, I’ve got things to do before tomorrow.”

The Scarlet Witch laughed, shaking her head slightly. “You’re a funny one. I look forward to our next meeting, Leah.”

With everything loaded into the fridge, the camera rigging set, and the dry ingredients covered, the two cooking stations Danni claimed for them were set for the epic shenanigans this collab promised to be. Danni bounced back on his heels and beamed, snapping shots with his phone to send to Dee and Rillie. It was shocking when Leah suggested cooking. He still wasn't certain how Leah felt about him, she was so hard to read, but clearly better than he thought! All his pushy attempts at friendship clearly were working and if she was asking for hang outs, it sounded like she wanted it to continue! Danni laughed to himself.

“I always knew t'ere was a squishy little ‘eart in t'at big, rough exterior! Actually, yeah t'at skin needs a little love next. Our next activity will be spa day!” Danni stated to the empty room. He did a little spin, pirouetting out of the room, and bolted down the hallway to wait for Leah outside. Now he just had to remember not to tell her he was shocked she could cook!

Leah had, admittedly, completely forgotten about most of the clubs that existed at the school. They didn’t really work out for her when she tried them a few months ago. Going “home” for Christmas was a new experience for her. In fact, she was having a lot of those lately. And now Leah wanted to do things differently back at the school.

So she did the unthinkable and made time to hang out with Danni, between studying magic and learning how to properly wield Sjafnamarr.

”Hey.”

[color=E948FC]“‘i, ‘ello, bonjour! ‘ow are ya?! Dee caught me up on your adventures in Asgard and lemme tell you, I was so jelly I tots cried. Where's y'e sword? I want ta see it! So unfair ya didn't send photos ta t'e group chat. And t'e gift shop sounded so fun! I really liked t'e mag t'at Spicy got me and t'e plushes? I lit didn't stop ‘uggin’ t'em for like t'ree ‘ours. T'en Amélie woke up and was ‘ell jelly I was ‘uggin’ t'em and not carryin’ ‘er and who can say no ta t'e princess of t'e ‘ouse? So t'ey ‘ave been sittin’ on t'e shelf in my room.”[/color[ Danni beamed at Leah, talking a mile a minute and gesticulating faster, before he popped open the door to the building with the club room inside. “Okiedokie! Come on down, t'e water's fine! Its a bit o’ a walk but t'ats all fine. Just means I get ta talk more before we reach it! So I got us all set up ta cook somet'in’ t'at's spicy AF! Totally whateves you wanna make but t'en we're swapping plate and tryin’ t'e ot'er person's food! I got us a decent spread o’ stuff, includin’ Carolina Reapers, Dragon's Breath, and some Trinidad Scorpions! I am sooooooooo excited ta try what you're makin’! Not gunna lie wit’ t'e way ya always talked, I kinda sorta maaaaaybe t'ought ya just ate microwave meals or like foraged for food like a squirrel!

Danni paused at the Home Econ door and threw it open, bowing dramatically for Leah. And ‘ere we are! It's not very sexy, but its a solid set up!” The room inside was longer than it was wide, with the front half of the room mostly small tables and a few sewing machines against the wall and the back half with small kitchens set up. Six stations, each with a stove, oven, microwave, sink, and cookware, were available for use and the two closest had cameras rigged around them, a large tablecloth covering the counters and strange shaped objects beneath it. A fridge and freezer combo hummed loudly in the back of the room. “Weeeell, I ‘ope you aren't camera shy, cause we got a lot of them. Don't worry ‘bout bein’ too perfect on camera. Dee'll edit it up and take out the worst of the bumbles and you can see t'e episode before we post it if you want!”

”Why- Who said anything about cameras?” There was a non-zero chance those cameras bugged out and picked her up as a glitchy mess. She didn’t really do social media stuff, even if her friends were all way better at it.

Danni stopped at the threshold and blinked at Leah. “Yeah, duh. I'mma put ya on my channel! You gotta get some good vibes out t'ere silly! Beanie's doin’ all t'is ‘ard work ta cleanse up our images - and no t'rist traps don't count as good - ‘cause we're gettin’ put next ta t'e YA as like t'e face of new ‘eros and stuff and t'ey are not ‘oldin’ back. So, Beanie called me and Dee in ta discuss and ‘ow ta deal wit’ it and she said a lotta big, important, serious t'in's - please don't tell ‘er but I only got like… ‘alf of what she said - but she made it real clear we need ta work on people's fun and friendly stuff soooooo t'en you wanted ta cook, which like yay we're friends!, and t'en I was like, omg, I can show off ‘ow cool Leah is! and bam! ‘ere we are so we can show t'e world ‘ow I see ya instead of uh… ‘ow t'ey saw you at t'e… contest?” Danni offered up hesitantly and then he rushed to explain, waving her into the room. “And its not just you! Its all o’ us. Spicy was not doin’ great eit'er. T'ey're callin’ ‘im a bully and t'ey're wonderin’ if Beanie and Dee can really be ‘eroes when t'eir powers are kinda villiany and t'ey're wonderin’ ‘bout me ‘cause I tried ta burn Tommy alive and they're comparin’ ya ta Eli and Teddy cause t'ey're big brawlers top but ‘ulkin’ is super protective and nice and Eli's whole jam is supportin’ t'e team and you kinda took some cheap shots and said some.. woof, but anyways, t'e whole team's gettin’ put in t'e dirt and we just wanna put out some stuff t'at just kinda reminds everyone we're still just people, ya know? We're still just kids at t'e end o’ t'e day and like, t'e Leah I know is fun and chill and a little confused but t'at makes her cute and yeah, deeeeef a little closed off, but t'ats okay ‘cause we love ya all t'e same!”

”I…” The opinions of most people weren’t that important to her. Leah didn’t see being a hero as someone who just smiled and waved at a camera, she was far more worried about actually fighting people. Maybe she had gotten heated during the Contest, but she was working on being better than that.

Being on camera felt weird. But… If it made Danni happy, then sure.

”Okay, sure. But those cameras are probably going to get finicky when they’re pointed at me.”

Danni gave her a mischievous little grin. “Sounds like a Dee problem really. ‘e edits most of my footage for me so unless ‘e's really busy, t'en its a ‘im problem and not an us problem!” Danni skipped further into the cooking areas all set up. “I didn't really know what ya are comfy cookin’ so I got a bunch o’ stuff for us! Just ignore t'e cameras and ‘angout wit’ me! Anyt'in’ real personal or embaressin’ we'll cut out and you can def look at t'e footage before I post - I don't wanna put anyt'in’ that'll make ya uncomfy! But yeah, we're just gunna vibe, cook some deli deli, and t'en see if what we made is gunna kill us! Sound good?”

”Yeah, that’s fine.” Leah walked over and quickly started perusing the stuff they’d be working with. ”Whenever I make anything, it’s usually something with a lot of heat. I used to go up into the mountains a lot between school periods, and just used a fire to cook. I guess heat doesn’t bother you, does it?”

Danni cheered, flicking on the three cameras, and skipped over to tear off the covering on the dry ingredients. “Nah, t'e ‘eat doesn't bother me anyway!” Danni sing-sang. “Okay, so we ‘ave t'ese peppers: Carolina Reaper, Dragon's Breath, and The Scorpion! T'ey're t'e ‘otest peppers I can get my ‘ands on too! And t'en we ‘ave rice and pasta and couscous, but I'm ‘oppin’ you don't pick it ‘cause it's genuinely t'e worst. T'en we ‘ave all t'e norms in t'e fridge and spices and flour in t'e cabinets and pots and pans and knives. And I t'ink I gotta enough? Pops t'ough I went a little wild. ‘e told me t'at I ‘ad been allowed one grand ta spend from the contest and when I got ‘oke from shoppin’ for t'is, Pops said I ‘ad almost spent all of it! Idk what a grand is t'ough; I t'ought we used dollars but ‘pparently Pops buys stuff with grands and its very confusing, so I just tap t'e magic card and get t'e stuff!”

”This is a lot more than I’m used to working with.” Blank Canvas Syndrome was setting in. Leah often just got her hands on edible plants or cooked something in advance before leaving. ”What sort of things do you usually cook?”

“Oh, ‘onestly whateve's makes me ‘ungry! Chicken korma, marry me gnocchi, beef buorguignon, goulash, picadillo, tonkatsu, pork schnitzel, bulgolgi, gumbo, stir-frys! I really liked makin’ comfy food ya know? A little heavy, a little warm, like a little ‘ug for your mout'!” Danni thought about it. “We can do a noodle fry! It's easy, it's pretty quick, and we can make it pretty complex real easy! Do we ‘ave… Yeah, yeah I got eggs. Whatcha t'ink?”

”Hmm… Yeah, that sounds pretty good, actually. Let’s do that.” Leah reached into the fridge and pulled out some eggs and bell peppers. ”Let’s see. Gonna need a pretty big container. Noodles… Got them here. Okay. What do you want to do first?”

“Okay, okay, okay, I always do noods first and t'en we make a sauce and t'en we do carrots, peppers, mushroom, and t'e cabi. T'ough, I wanna use t'ese peppers ‘cause I want it extra spicy so I guess I can make t'e sauce and add t'e seeds to it so t'e oils are all in it. Are we usin’ rice noods or like, pasta noods?” Danni asked, grabbing the pot and the skillet and popping them on the stove. Danni grabbed a small bowl, a knife, and cutting board and pulled out chili paste, garlic, soy sauce, sugar, ginger, and pulled over the Dragon's Breath peppers. Danni snapped on gloves and cut into the pepper, separating the seeds from flesh and humming a little tune. “Whatcha t'ink? We want it ‘ot as ‘ell or only meh? I'm t'inkin’ ‘ot as ‘ell ‘cause who else can ‘andle t'e ‘eat like us?”

”All in, I’m thinking. It’s just us eating it, or else I’d use less heat.” Leah grabbed some empty bowls and then a pack of rice noodles. ”Let’s use rice noodles, they should keep it from getting too thin. I’ll cut them up and get them ready.”

“Okie dokie artichokie! I love t'at for us. I wish more of t'em liked t'e spicy stuff ‘cause its soooo goooood, ya know? Is is really good food if it ain't fightin’ your mout’?” Danni laughed, finishing up with the Dragon's Breath and then picking up the Carolina reaper and repeating the process. “Are we doin’ veggies only or we want a protein? Dang, I shoulda soaked t'e stuff in t'e sauce overnight; I didn't t'ink of t'at. Let t'e stuff slinking deep inta t'e meat and get all nice and tasty! Mmmm, tender meat.” Danni drooled a little bit at the thought but shook his head before he messed up his fingers.

“Soooooo, what's goin’ on wit’ you Leah? Update me. I ‘aven't ‘eard from ya in a ‘ot second. What's goin’ on? ‘ows She-’ulk treatin’ ya? She as funny at ‘ome as she is all ‘round? T'ats gotta be a fun time!”

”It’s.. Uh. It’s been a lot of things.” A knife went thunk onto a cutting board, as Leah started chopping up rice noodles. ”She Hulk is fine. She’s way nicer than I’m sure she acts in a courtroom, and I owe her a lot already. Things have been hectic, really damn hectic lately. But it’s fine. “

Danni finished up with the Dragon's Breath and moved onto the Scoripion. “Mhm, mhm, mhm. T'in's ‘ave been ‘hectic. I was involved in two kidnappings! It was wiiiiild. We'll, not really kidnappings, but like friendnappin's ya know? When I was gettin’ stuff for t'is, I went ta my favorite grocery shop right? Not'in’ ever works, t'e place smells liek bags, and t'e food? Def questionable but damn, do t'ey always ‘ave what I need. So I went wanderin’ and when we were in t'e contest, I tots almost ‘xploded inta t'e stands and ‘it a person and I ran inta t'em at t'e shop, so we started talkin’ or rather- Ya know, I t'ink you and Ben would def ‘it it off. ‘e gives t'at I-can-chill-in-silence energy you give off and obvi, I can't so I start talkin’ a mile a minute and it's just so easy ta talk ta ‘im so we wander ‘round until t'e speaker starts talkin’ ‘bout somet'in’ ‘bout an adam and t'at means t'e ‘rent t'inks t'eir kid was kidnapped. ‘is Uncle is pretty cool t'ough. Chilled once I chatted ‘im up!” Danni laughed. “‘e's comin’ ‘ere t'is semester too! I'll introduce ya when everyt'in’ is back in full swing!! ‘e can make bugs do ‘is biddin’! ‘e's t'inkin’ ‘bout openin’ up a et'ical bug control business or whatever ‘e said. It was fancier t'an t'at but its def the gist.”

”Bugs? He mind-controls bugs?” That sounded like a weird superpower. ”No idea who that is. How does that even work, do they have to have six legs? Do spiders or moths count?”

“Oh idk! I know t'at spiders don't count ‘cause they're arcanids or somet'in’ and t'ose aren't bugs. ‘e finds t'em creepy. I didn't know t'at spiders weren't bugs until t'en so idk what counts as a bug any more.” Danni shrugged, continuing to separate seeds. “But, ‘e's fun! He's a little cutie too! Really cares ‘bout ‘is family and loooots of ‘omesickness since ‘e's from overseas and all t'at. I def can relate. If I couldn't see t'e fam for a long time, I'd probably cry all day. And t'en- Wait no, I gotta set t'e scene. I just woke up, it's like 9 am. I ‘ad a lovely shower, still workin’ on a cup o’ coffee, and I'm paintin’ my toes, makin' t'em look all cute. I'm in my HotShot bootie shorts, I'm in pink fuzzy robe, I got t'e music rockin’, sunshine's tricklin’ it, I'm just really feelin’ myself, ya know? And t'en bam.” Danni slammed his hands on the counter for extra effect, diving for the bowl of seeds he'd accidentally jolted off the counter.

“Oop, all good!” Danni cheered, holding up the bowl from the floor. He popped up and cleaned up his mes, measuring out chili paste and soy sauce into a small glass bowl. “It's ‘ella dark, I'm in t'e schooliest bedroom possible - like, I t'ought t'at it was school until I realized t'ere was a bed, right? No decorations, sooooo many books, a desk - okay t'at was kinda a fancy desk - and t'en you'd never guess who kidnapped me. Guess, guess!”

Leah wasn’t getting all of that.

”I don’t know. Ultron.”

“Pssssh, nooo. Ultron isn't real, silly! I didn't know you joked like t'at!” Danni giggled. “No, no, no. It was someone even weirder. Spicy! Like, I t'ought ‘e low-key ‘ated me but t'en turns out, ‘e needed some ‘elp gettin’ ready for a big date so ‘e t'ought of me first and alt'ough I did nearly burn down ‘is ‘ouse, it was all gucci! We went ta France and did some goooood clothes shoppin’. Oh, also, what is a grand? Appa said t'at we could only spend like… 10 of t'em but I don't know ‘ow to get grands. I tried searchin’ it but it said it somet'in ‘bout dollars and stuff and I was real confused so I went a bothered Rillie and Dee until they got annoyed. Do you ‘ave any grands and if so, what country are t'ey for? Oooh, are t'ey like a special money?”

”No, when people say that, they mean a thousand. That’s ten thousand dollars. And-” Leah blinked. ”What the hell are you spending that much on for a date? Was he trying to get Dorian a ring made of vibranium or something?”

“Ooooh! I don't really get money. Seems silly when Pa can just make whatever I ask for!” Danni put down his mixing bowl and whipped out his phone, pulling up the photos of Percy he sent himself. “We'll I t'ink we used more t'an 10 grands tbh, but we got ‘im clothes and shoes and some beauty products! And t'en, I got ‘im to wear t'is piece t'at was def a little outta budget ‘cause when Spicy went ta t'e talk ta Raphie, I t'ought ‘e might faint! But I def added some of t'ese shots ta my portfolio. Like, t'e open back on Spicy looked good and t'at bow style? Excellent. ‘e looks good in t'at soft formal look, ya know? Like, everyone ‘as an aspect t'at you ‘ave ta incorporate inta t'e fit and I can't really t'ink of Spicy not in a shirt wit’ a collar ya know so it was nice t'ey ‘ad somet’in’ like t'is. Tbh, Raphie is kinda spooky for t'e people t'at don't know ‘im so maybe Spicy was just spooked. ‘e's easier ta spooky t'an ya t'ink'

Leah glanced over his shoulder. ”That’s a lot of stuff. I don’t really get money either. There’s math stuff involved and I get that, but the rest is just… Nah, to me. Wait, did he say ten thousand in American money or French money?” She asked, bunching up the noodles and setting them in a bowl.

Danni shrugged, prepping garlic and ginger and measuring out just a touch of sugar. “Idk. Spicy said ‘e'd use ‘is contest winnin's for it. ‘e just wanted me ta give ‘im some direction. Money doesn't make sense ta me. Like, if peeps want peeps ta ‘ave it, just let t'em ‘ave it and if peeps need it, just let t'em ‘ave it, ya know. Makes way more sense.” Danni dropped the ginger and garlic and sugar and whisked it together before grabbing the seeds. Danni could feel his mouth water at the smell of the oils on the seeds.

“And yeah, money doesn't make sense. Pops said I could ‘ave one grand ta spend and t'en t'e rest would go inta somet'in or anot'er. Investors, savin’s? Idk, ‘e sat us down and explained it all and I didn't real get any of it so I'm just lettin’ Pops ‘andle it!” Danni plopped the seeds into the mix, whisking it again, and covering it to place in the fridge. “Okay! Sauce done! Noodles gotta get boilin’ and t'en we can get t'e veggies all set up!”

”Yeah. These are ready.” Leah sat the bowl to the side, and then grabbed a pot. ”What do we want for vegetables?”

“Okay, okay, I recommend carrots, t'e spicy peppers, mushrooms, and t'e cabi!” Danni offered, bringing over the chopped up peppers and putting them next to the stove. “Anyt'in’ else ya like ta eat?”

It sounded pretty damn good already. Leah pondered for a moment. ”Hmm… Oh, I know what else it needs.”

She rummaged around in the stuff they had. And she found some garlic cloves. Then she snatched up a smaller knife and chopped it up, removing the skin and washing the pieces off. Two pieces of garlic chopped into quarters. ”That’ll do. Boiling time.”

Danni snuggled right up next to Leah, letting Leah handle the noodles and getting the skillet all set up for a good old fry. [color=E948FC m] “Yeah, garlic is great! Always gotta use more t'an recommended ot'erwise it's just bland.”[/color] Danni agreed heartily, chopping carrots and mushrooms as the skillet heated up. “Oooookay, just gotta get all t'is fried up and t'en you can plop in t’e noods and t'e sauce and we'll be ready to eat!”

”Alright, good.” She was enjoying this. Leah used to hate being around Danni because of how much energy he had. It was like overstimulation trying to keep up with him. But… He didn’t seem to hate her.

That made this a lot easier.

She slid the noodles over to the skillet, then the garlic and then grabbed the sauce. She was doing her best to not be weird about the way he was up against her like a cat against a radiator.

”Maybe next time, we tone down the spice and make enough for the others.”

Danni nodded even as evil crept into his mind. He rested his head against Leah as he worked and gave her a mischievous little grin, popping carrots into the pan to fry. “Ooooooor, we make two batches - on like t'is and t'en a regular one and we serve everyone t'is first and watch t'em try oir deat’ noods.” Danni giggled at the thought, mushrooms hitting the pan next.

“Spicy ‘as some spice tolerance but this'll probs be a touch too much for ‘im, Rillie and Dee are a coin toss, Beanie would def die - RIP your girlie - and ya know, I t'ink Andy would do t'at reaaaaaaaaal macho t'in’ where its too hot but ya gotta keep up the face, ya know?” Danni tapped a mushroom, nodded, and the rest went into the skillet, garlic and cabbage last so they didn't burn, noodles, sauce, and Danni flipped the mixture a few times on the heat, turning off the burner and putting it to the side. He dished some out - a bigger bowl for Leah than himself - and offered her the food.

“But I'm so down ta cook for everyone! Food's an easy way ta show ya love people. Def one reason why I love cookin’. T’at and food is deli deli!”

”Yeah. Never had a reason to before, but I can imagine it would be.” Leah didn’t usually cook for other people, oddly enough. She cooked at home with She Hulk since that barbarian of a woman seemed to think takeout was acceptable on holidays. Usually, there wasn’t anyone around for it when she cooked.

Leah took the bowl and stuck a fork in it, twisting some of the fry around and taking a bite.

Danni paused while he tried to gauge Leah's reaction and he was a little put off by how stoic she seemed. He thought it was going really well but that must mean it came out like trash. Danni pouted as he stabbed the noodles and shoveled it into his mouth. It was everything he expected from a stirfry, ginger and garlic and veggies and soy sauce and - Danni's eyes started to water as the heat from the three hottest peppers he could get finally scorched his tongue and he laughed through a mouthful of food.

“Omg, its so hot, I love this!”Danni cheered around a mouthful of food, definitely sweating a little bit. It was so good he couldn't help himself. “Imma regret t'is later but t'at's future Danni's problem!”

Leah took another bite, then another, then another. And she nodded along. It was pretty god damn good. Nice and thick, a bit of crunch from the vegetables. ”Oh yeah, this came out great. Should’ve done this with you sooner.” Her eyes weren’t watering. She just enjoyed her bowl and the heat coming off those peppers. It made her feel more than one kind of warmth. She grinned at Danni. This wasn’t so bad after all.

Danni, if his eyes weren't already watering, would have certainly been on the verge of crying. “Omg, I feel like I just got a present. I know we ‘ad our little bondin’ moment after like, we all learned t'at we all died and t'en didn't die, and you did real cool magic stuff wit’ t'e runes and t'e flowers and - good luck, btw, cause I lit never wanna touch magic again in my life, it was rough - but t'en like we didn't really ‘ave anot'er t'in’ or ‘an'out so I was like noooo and t'en stuff got spicy wit’ you know what and t'en trainin’ for t'e contest and winnin’ t'e contest, hehe, and now we're gunna ‘an'out more. I'm so ‘appy!!!” Danni babbled on, through food and tears. “We can do a picnic next time wit’ everyone, yeah! We can do t'e real big sammies and we can make pie - try, I don't bake well tbh - and we can do pot roast and we can do s'mores. Ong, please tell me you've ‘ad a s'mores?! T'ere so good, we gotta do it and we don't even need a bonfire ‘cause I can brin’ t'e fire and ooooooo, I wonder if we can do t'ose real fun cookin’ stuff where we go out campin’ and we still make like nice steaks and veggies and tacos and stuff. T'ough, campin’ is a little ‘it and miss wit’ me if only ‘cause showers and morning/evening routine stuff is ‘ard ta do, ya know? Like, I've always meant ta ask, do you ‘ave a morning or a night routine? What do ya use? I don't think you do but wit’ your skin texture, maybe you ‘ave a really special one? Or, maybe our next ‘an'ou’ can be t'e beach? Idk, its so cold and I kinda want a nice, ‘ot beach wit’ sand and tanning ‘cause I def wanna get a little darker ya know? Opens up a whole different part of my wardrobe, but winter always gets me back to snow white levels again, ya know?”

”Uh. I guess?” She scarfed down another mouthful of the food. ”I just… Wake up, sort out my hair, hit something heavy, and do whatever I’m doing that day. I don’t do anything like all of that.” It’s not like she usually needed to. She was in the sun a lot, even when she looked human. And she was scarred all to hell and back, it wasn’t like that needed to be fixed.

“Well, you lemme know and we'll knock out a skin routine for ya. I got Spicy on one last week too. Beanie's got good skin, Dee ‘as ‘is own stuff, I got Rillie some stuff for Christmas, and idk what Andy does but Imma get my ‘ands on ‘er sooner or later. She's my neighbor now so she can't run away from me forever.” Danni cackled evilly, a manic look in his eyes. “Everyone's look perfect. T'ough, t'e growt’ spurt looks good on ya. You're rockin’ - hehe get it? - it so far! Love t'e real confidence you've been showin’ ‘bout it!”

Confidence? Her?

”I don’t really have a choice. This was an accident. My dad did something to me before I was old enough to start remembering things. Made me look like a human. Apparently, I was born like this. Weird stony skin and all.” She took another bite of the wonderful fry they’d cooked up. It was great, really great.

”I can be an ass, sometimes. But you’re pretty okay to be around, you know.”

It felt like little bubbles in his stomach, thousands and thousands and thousands threatening to bubble up and spill over if he didn't get some sort of physical affection in right now. And this time, there wasn't even a shower to jump in! He jumped out his chair, almost running in place. “Pleaaaaasaase let me ‘ug you. I ‘ave so many big feelings, I gotta let t'em out!”

It was funny how she used to be pretty untouchable.

”Sure.” She moved her bowl to one hand and carefully put an arm around the tiny spiced up golden retriever boy.

Danni wrapped himself around Leah like a koala, uncaring of the scrapes her skin left him. Danni started sniffling and his voice was watery. “T'at's t'e nicest t'in’ t'at you've ever said to me! You're normally real gruff and t'ats okay ‘cause I love ya but its so nice to ‘ear it Imma cry!” Danni blubbering. “I love ‘an'in’ out wit’ you and I wanna do t'is more wit’ you! You ‘ave ta come iver ta t'e ‘ouse next break too and we gotta get you somet'in’ ta text wit’ t'at won't break in like five seconds so I can send ya photos and memes or I can like get ya scrapbooks with a buncha stuff and I can just talk you t'rough t'em and… and… and… T'ank you for bein’ my friend!” /color]

She couldn’t keep the smile from creeping up on her face. Her chest was fluttering. She hugged him a bit tighter. This was nice.

She felt like a dumbass for not letting this happen the last two years or so.

”Th-Thanks for being mine. I didn’t know you were.”

Danni gasped. No. We've been friends for years! Our friendiversary is in 6 months, 16 days, and…” Danni checked his phone. “8 hours! I just t'ought you didn't celebrate friendversaries! Wanna celebrate t'is year? We're do ya wanna go? We can go anywhere in t'e world! ‘ow ‘bout Cancun? It's ‘ot, it's fun. Or we can go ta Peru! Machu Pichu is kinda borin’ but t'e mountains trek up is ta die for!”

”That sounds fun, actually.” Did people actually celebrate that kind of thing? Curious indeed. ”Speaking of things that sound fun, you still hungry? Gonna grab some more of this fry.”

“Oh, yeah, go ‘head!” Danni waved Leah off, using a napkin to scrub the tears off his face. “Nah, I'm good wit’ what I go. I ‘ave ta work on flyin’ later so I don't wanna overfill or Imma get queasy AF!” Danni laughed, shoveling a nother fork full in his mouth.

Leah wasted no time in swiping up another bowl-full. Then she stopped. ”…Weren’t we supposed to record this?”

The fork fell out of Danni's hand.

“Fuck!”
The golden book fluttered open before Annika’s eyes. The pages were pristine white with words written by hand. It wasn’t the same writing as Jack’s, neither in handwriting nor word choice. There were diagrams on some pages, lightweight in line-work, gracefully demonstrating complicated spells. The book stopped one of them. A circular pattern with triangles radiating outwards, containing symbols and glyphs that called on powers one might invoke for gateways and passages into other places. A crescent moon was arranged in the very center.

There were three paragraphs of words written beneath it. Some of the words glowed with golden light.

-his realm of autumnal shade.

Alone in there-

-not another soul to-

-see.

-us.

How, when-

-describes a kind of poison-


And the glowing words went dim. Then the pages shuffled once more, dozens going by until it settled onto a blank section. No words were on the page, but there were photographs instead glued in and arranged meticulously by some means. They showed Jack when he wasn’t much older than Annika, with that same strange individual from the visions. They looked happy.

The book was questioning her. Like it had a mind of its own.
Leah wasn’t a big fan of CAGE on principle. People went here for bad reasons, even if it was good they had the opportunity. The place reminded her of the lab underneath her “home” back in the day, and April came here after she damn near killed herself. Several of her friends came here for their problems, and psych wards always struck her as a fundamentally negative and dreary thing. And, honestly, who named such a place CAGE? Even though, of course, CAGE was vibrant and nowhere near what one expected if they had her impressions.

A lot changed in a short time since she was all but forced into a chat with Maeve Whitehall. The contest, the sudden illusion she was ever born on earth being shattered, the trip to Asgard… There would be a lot to go through. Leah was here of her own free will, this time. The contest made her face a few ugly things. So she scheduled a visit at the building itself, and hoped it wouldn’t be too awkward that she was suddenly bigger and taller. If need be, she’d just stand the whole time.

She found the right door, and knocked.

Dr. Whitehall was pleasantly surprised to hear that Leah wanted to engage in counseling. She had watched the contest, of course, and knew there were underlying concerns that occurred during it. She confirmed the appointment and was getting ready when she heard the knock on the door. Maeve’s office would look different than last time. A couch and two arm chairs were in the center with a coffee table. On it were some magazines and a self-help book. A bookshelf was along the far wall filled with non-fiction and fiction books, some diagnostic manuals, and other psychological texts.

”Come in,” she called out. Once Leah entered, she continued. ”Hello Leah, it’s nice to see you again. Please, have a seat wherever you would like. Can I get you any coffee, tea, or water?”

”I’ll just have water, thanks.” She sat down directly across from her, and leaned forward. ”I said I wasn’t coming back, but… I lied.”

Maeve smiled warmly as she got a pitcher of water and poured some in a glass for Leah. ”I wouldn’t call it a lie. It’s all right if you believed you would never return, but you did and I am thankful. Now, you called for this session so what it is you would like to address?”

”Uh. When the contest was nearly over, I almost snapped America Chavez in half, and that was after both teams were pretty much done fighting. Because of the incident with the weird cosmic ghost thing. I was pretty damn pissed off at them, not for anything in particular. There’s stuff wrong with me and I’m not sure what.”

”So you were angry, but didn’t quite know what about. I watched the contest and saw that entity appear. I imagine the situation was confusing, stressful, and more. Your team and the Young Avengers were, probably, very scared and concerned. One of each of your team members was in potential peril. And another stepped up to help. The anger of it had to go somewhere and you decided it needed to be America. Correct me if I am wrong, but is it possible there were also outside conflicts from the contest itself that might have contributed to it?”

She shrugged. ”I’ve got a pretty good idea about why I felt that way. We literally died to train for fighting them and they were goofing off like it was a game. That wasn’t fair to them, though. I made up for it with them, but I think I’m just… Not okay. I genuinely expected them to try something stupid, and I think that’s a me thing, not them.”

”I imagine the experience of dying and coming back was not pleasant. I can see how it would then become important to fight for the win. Your team came far, experienced great loss, and still came together for the contest. You wanted to help them, be there for them. But you say you went too far. Is this the first time you’ve felt you weren’t okay?”

”Like this? I think so. When you have to watch your back as much as I have, you can’t ever be too careful. At least, that’s what I used to think.” And that was the problem. She was too damn paranoid, and now didn’t know how to stop being that way.

”I can’t fix it myself. Or move on, or whatever the actual therapy thing is. My head’s pretty fucked up.”

”Admitting you cannot do something on your own is a strength. You’ve had a life growing up where you had to and that wasn’t fair to you. Now you have others you care for and care for you, but even then sometimes it is hard to overcome that original programming of relying on yourself only. Using the supports you have is a great first step towards progress. And the fact you are here shows me you are willing to make those changes. You also made amends with those you hurt, accidentally. So you have taken the first steps, but now it sounds like you want to focus more on the internal struggles, the feelings, the emotions attached to what drives you to do these actions.”

”Yeah. I don’t want to keep being like this.” She took a sip from her cup. ”Didn’t always see it as a problem, now I do, and I want to change it. I’ll take as long as I need.”

”Well the good news and bad news of it is that the process takes as long as it needs to, but that also means it never quite ends. Therapy can and will, of course, but it is up to you to continue to put in the work outside of sessions. And the door to services doesn’t close ever. You can always come back.”

“But let’s start with something simple. I want you to think of the earliest memory you can from your childhood. What is it and what feelings does remembering it bring up?”


”Hmm… Sitting on a couch with my mom- Human mom- and not much is happening. It’s peaceful, she’s staring off into space the way she always did. Pretty normal, for where we lived anyway.”

”This is the first time you’ve brought up your mother. To me at least. What can you tell me about her?”

”Ah, she was a lot nicer than her husband. Wasn’t easy for her to get up, get around and do things like us, there was always something kind of wrong with her. She loved to paint and read, I picked that up from her.” Leah leaned back against the couch, it wasn’t real anyway. Probably. ”Very gentle with everything, when she was able. She had no idea she married a terrorist.”

”She sounds like a great mother. I can imagine how tough the situation was with who she married. I’m glad an early memory you have is one of peace though. Tell me Leah, and I apologize if this question seems abrupt but go with me on this, but with all you have done so far, with school, with your relationships, with the contest, and everything in between, do you think your mother would be proud of you?”

”Not completely. She’d… Well, she’d probably be unhappy with the way I’ve been a massive bitch the last couple of years, but I know she’d like my friends. It’d probably be a lot for her to meet them, if she were still alive, because she wasn’t really all there mentally, but we wouldn’t be fighting. We never did.”

”I think she would be despite all of that. And I hope you are proud of yourself too. You’ve accomplished a lot. There’s room for growth, which you recognize. There’s plenty of people out there who refuse to grow and remain stuck in outdated ways, causing more harm to themselves. Speaking of your friends, how are they all doing? Have you spent much time with them outside of training for the contest?”

That got a laugh out of her. ”A lot more than I used to. Me, Percy and Dorian went to Asgard, I have a huge magic sword that my… I guess birth mother left for me, it’s complicated. I’ve gotten along with people a lot better now than half a year ago. And I want it to stay that way.”

”That’s amazing to hear. A support network like that helps tremendously with mental health. I’ve been to Asgard a few times, actually. Amazing place. I’d love to hear more about this sword though. How did you come across it?”

”We went to Asgard, then some prophetic shenanigan nonsense happened, turns out theres- This sounds weird thinking about it now, but someone wrote a whole damn book about me called A Rose in Midgard, and Dorian didn’t believe me when I pointed out that Rose is the middle name I gave myself after my dad shot my mom. So then we followed that, wound up in Jotunheim. Chasing a riddle that I’m still puzzling out.”
”That’s incredible. It sounds like quite the journey you made in discovering something about yourself. And you had friends with you. Sometimes having things about ourselves we don’t fully understand can make us feel incomplete. Like how people want to find out where they came from or who is in their family lineage. These uncertainties, what does it inspire in you?”

”A lot. I spent years burying a past I was convinced wouldn’t let me off so easily. Now I’ve got more than one. It happens over and over, and the only way to break it is to accept it, so I’ve learned. All this stuff I haven’t gotten answers for, I don’t hate that. But it means I’ve got pieces of me I need to uncover. Get to know, figure out what to do with. That kind of thing.”

She had another name before she was Leah. Another name before she was Mayra, too. Another past that wasn’t meant to be, until long after.

”I’ll find it eventually. Don’t know what I’ll find, but I want to find it.”

”The journey will be hard, as most journeys are. You have support behind you, which will help, but I imagine you will come face-to-face with some truths that could be harmful, potentially life changing, on top of the issues surrounding things like your father. Are you prepared to handle that?”

”Yeah.” Leah nodded. ”Speaking of him, I’m starting to think I actually did kill him. I ran into an illusion of him, not the real him. But it won’t be the same this time either way. I used to think I had to do everything alone. Now, I know why that’s not okay or even true.”

”It sounds like you’re better equipped this time around to handle him then. Should it come to pass that he isn’t dead, relying on those who want to help will be good for you. I want to go back to the moment during the contest where you reacted strongly, lashing out unintentionally or not. Sometimes when we are experiencing a heightened state and a rush of strong emotions we do things that we regret. Like someone who gets angry and punches a wall. I might suggest learning how to manage those emotions in the moment, provided you are willing to give it a try”

That did sound like a good idea. It helped her after she abstained from the fight.

”I am.”

”So in those moments I would suggest, and I recognize the irony here, grounding. Grounding is a way of centering yourself to calm those racing thoughts and out-of-control feelings. It utilizes the senses to do it. You start with 5 things you can see, then four things you can touch, three things you can hear, two things you smell, and one thing you can taste. That helps control the part of your brain that’s reacting so strongly”

”I did something like that after the fight. Sorta panicked, so I tried to get control of it. It worked, I got that from one of those books you gave me.”

Dr. Whitehall let it slide that Leah used one of the books she gave her. ”That’s great! It’s perfect in those situations. You can also do some mindfulness walks or keep a journal. If that doesn’t work I often suggest creative hobbies like art or poetry or theater. Or crafting in general. Never underestimate the power of a coloring book. Above all, be open to receiving help when it’s offered.”

”I’ll try that.” Knowing her, she’d get plenty of opportunities to. ”I’m not used to having to regulate, I always just ignored it. Feels a little embarrassing to say that out loud, but… Yeah.”

”It’s not something to be embarrassed about. Given your situation, it sounds like a defense mechanism. There were more important things to focus on. Eventuall,y it became your standard, but even then, you can recognize the unhealthy patterns and take steps to fix them, which is commendable.”

Ouch.

”Jeez. Are you a therapist or a telepath?” That was a joke. ”Yeah, no, that’s accurate. Survival was more important. Speaking of books, if you have more of those like the ones you gave me last time I was here, I’ll take them and read them all.”

Dr. Whitehall stood up and walked over to her bookshelf. She scanned some of the titles, grabbing two, before she returned. ”Here, I think these will help. One is about the binds of family and learning to overcome expectations placed on us from those who raised us. The other is about emotional regulation and steps to checking in on yourself and your emotional needs.”

Leah took them and read the covers. ”At this rate I’m going to need to get a bookshelf. Or maybe I’ll learn to make a pocket dimension with magic or something. I don’t really have anything else to talk about, but I do want to come back and actually commit to this.”

”I am happy to hear that. We can set up a regular day and time to meet if you would like. And we can meet at school if that’s easier. I know some have a hard time being in or around CAGE, so I get it.”

”This place freaks me the hell out, yeah. Reminds me of the basement back home. But I can get over that. School’s starting back soon, so I can come on weekends. Saturdays okay?”
”Saturdays are just fine. Shall we set it up for this coming Saturday or would you like some time in-between?”

”This Saturday. I’ll come here if you’re here, or be there at the school if you’re there.” She stood up, and held the books close to her.

”Let’s meet at the school. I’m there nearly as often anyway. Keep the books as long as you’d like. And Leah, I am very proud of you for admitting you need help and taking that first step. I bet your mother would be proud too.”

”I’d hope so, yeah.” She smiled. ”I’ll be back.”

And then, she left.







Three days ago, the new champions of Margaret Carter flew home, along with everyone else who had gone to watch them. Marlena was one such person. It was fun, for more than a few reasons. Among those reasons was the one where she immediately, without any preamble, snagged the number of a pretty blonde thing who just recently hit galaxy-wide fame. One April Kingston-Gray. The Waterbending hottie who seemed like her type from their brief interactions a few days ago.

Marlena was sitting in her dorm, having just sat a few tasks aside. There was this really cool top she’d been stitching together by hand since before her move across the country. She brought it and her DIY stuff with her, so she could finish it. It was noon, and she figured April would probably be up and about over in New Orleans by now, right? So she texted the girl.



April was indeed up. She was a relatively early riser among her family, and she was currently taking advantage of the quiet house to work on Christmas presents for everyone. She liked to make something for everyone, and this year she’d had the idea to make everyone stockings… a task she was horribly behind on. She was in her room on the bed, surrounded by yarn as her phone vibrated with a text - from Marlena.

She screeched.

She’d been beginning to think Marlena would never text her. And while she had been riding the high of victory after the contest, she’d come off of that emotional rush since then. She’d never gotten a you up? text before. She set her project aside, and stared at the phone screen, typing and deleting a series of messages before she settled on -



Marlena smirked.



April screamed and threw her phone across the room.

Marlena was asking her out?!

She had meant what she said to Leah and Sabine - that she wasn’t really ready to date anyone right now. She was still figuring things out after her visit to C.A.G.E., still working through the feelings that had landed her there in the first place. But the past few days, she’d felt so good. The rush of endorphins had quieted down from the contest victory, yes, but she hadn’t cried her eyes out or fallen apart in days! It felt like she’d been reborn - that she was a brand new person - and yes, she knew it could be a spot of mania, but at least mania felt fun if that was the case. She was tired of being sad and gloomy all the time.

April leapt up off the bed, kicking the yarn projects aside, and she retrieved her phone. Her thumbs twitched thoughtfully, before she shot back a reply.





She bit her lip, scrunching up her face as she stared at the message. Should she play it cutesy and tell Marlena that she needed to treat her like a princess? No, princess felt… felt gross. Prince maybe? A little bubble of excitement shot through her, one that she didn’t entirely know how to explain. Or maybe did she need to play things a little more hard to get, really let Marlena chase her, pursue her? She’d skipped through most of this stage with Leah and with Sabine, she’d put her foot in her mouth at the carnival in the worst possible way. Did she make Marlena work for it?

She groaned slightly, flopping on the floor of her room and staring up at the ceiling.

This wasn’t going to really go anywhere, though, so… maybe it was safe to play a little - to try out some new things.





Was it too much to immediately tell a hot girl she’d been in the psych ward and thus was relieved that she also didn’t want something permanent right now? Of course… she’d never been with anyone before. The idea of having casual sex was as scary as it was exciting. Ordinarily the idea of being present in her own body was disgusting, but the past few days… Things had changed following that conversation with Sabine. And an image had begun to take shape in her mind, one that she would need her brother’s help with, but one that she was becoming increasingly certain she wanted.



Marlena could work with that.



April frowned slightly as she read the message. Something about the treating pretty girls part of it bothered her - like an itchy, ill fitting sweater. The rest of it was fine - more than fine, really. No strings attached, no need to worry about being expected to put out. Just something fun and casual. She set the misgivings aside, and refocused on the buoyant feeling. This could be something good - something that she didn’t need to stress about, didn’t need to overanalyze. Just a person she could go and make out with, no feelings attached. And maybe do something more, if it felt right.









Would her dads let her pop on over to Margaret Carter over the break and get pizza with Marlena? Maybe if Dorian and Danni had been going too, but… She bit her lip, thinking back to the conversation she’d had with her Pops earlier. It’d been less than a month since the suicide attempt that had landed her in C.A.G.E. She wasn’t grounded, strictly speaking, but she wasn’t not grounded, either.



Marlena grinned. First weekend, no classes, and by then, she’d surely have a few more ideas for where they could go.





And then, April screamed. If the project needed to be finished in time for this date… was the project… for her??? It couldn’t be… right? Right???



A moment later, the unfinished fashion piece floated over to her as she hit the button to video call the girl. Her phone floated up and in front of her, as she used her powers to straighten it out.

”Sup. Take a look.”

It looked pretty simple. Solid black fabric sewn up in the shape of a shirt, with the front made in a wrapped pattern, coming up into a voluminous hood. It was pretty simple right now, no details worked into it yet.

April frantically threw a beanie onto her head to hide her hair as quickly as she could - she hadn’t been anticipating a video call, she wasn’t dressed particularly cute or anything, just wearing some jeans, a tank top, and a blue flannel. “Oh woah - you made that?? That’s so sick!!” April’s eyes were wide. She could crochet - but she was hopeless when it came to sewing and constructing clothes. The best she could do was make a pair of gloves or some socks - maaaybe a vest if she really pushed herself and stuck to a simple granny square design. “Is it going to be your hero costume?”

Marlena chuckled. ”Don’t think so. I didn’t know I’d need one by the time I started this. I’m from Brooklyn, and it gets a lot colder there than it does here in the winter. I was thinking I’d wear this when it snowed, to keep the wind and weather out while I’m skating. I had to put it on hold, so I’m picking it back up.”

April nodded. “Oh, Brooklyn - that’s so cool! Do you miss it? I bet New York is beautiful this time of year, with all the snow and all - I’ve been meaning to go ice skating, I need to find where I put my skates last…”

”I do miss it…” Being forced out of her home, sent all this way, and being told she had to flip her life upside down because she could move things with her mind sucked. She was meeting new people, sure, and that was always fun. But… It was rough.

”I think you’d like it there, though. Maybe one day you’ll be there, and I’ll show you around.” She smiled.

April’s heart fluttered. A trip to New York together? It sounded so romantic - and even though she wasn’t ready for a serious relationship, she still craved a pretty girl showing her around a big city, doting on her and acting like they were the last two people on Earth. “I’d love that! What are your favorite things to do there? Besides skating, obvi. I’ve always wanted to go in winter - maybe see the Thanksgiving parade or there’s the big tree, right? I think the last time I got to go was when Pa took us there for fashion week.”

”There’s an arcade still running, a few blocks from where I live. Or lived. I always did love going there and wasting a few hours on the games there. It’s a big tourist destination, but you can still find plenty of places to eat there that aren’t packed. Lots of hidden places where you’d have to know someone to even find them.”

Her smile faltered slightly as Marlena mentioned an arcade. “They don’t do any, like, virtual reality games, right?” she laughed somewhat nervously. “No Mario Party or Legend of Zelda stuff that’s bizarrely immersive?”

”They’ve got a few, but it’s the kinda place where you go for normal stuff. Like what you’d see at a carnival. Did those once or twice, but they’re not my thing.”

“Yeah I don’t - I’m not really into those things!” She tugged a bit on her hair. Carnival games seemed interesting, though. She wasn’t fully sure how that worked in an arcade. “Like the game with the rope ladder where it twists as you try to climb up it?”

”Yeah, it’s a big place. Lots of physical stuff too, there’s even a dodgeball area, you’d think they’d call it something other than an arcade. But nope.” Marlena shook her head. ”They insist it’s an arcade, because of all the old games there. They’ve got the original Mortal Kombat, Street Fighter… It’s fun.”

“People love calling weird things Arcade,” she agreed, before shifting again. A dodgeball arena? Old games? Dori would’ve loved it - he probably could’ve filmed hours of content there. “So, um, new topic,” she said abruptly. “Do you know what sort of classes you want to take at AA?”

Marlena made a pff sound. ”You know, that’s been rough. If I can get away with it, I definitely don’t want to take a bunch of fighting classes. I know I gotta pick something though. I’m gonna see what they’ll let me get away with, as soon as someone’s available.”

April tilted her head, a little curious. Marlena didn’t want to take fighting classes? She’d assumed that the other girl would be excited to train in her powers, to grow stronger and be able to protect people, to save lives. It occurred to her then that she’d never asked Marlena why she’d decided to come to Margaret Carter. Everyone had a different reason, and while most people wanted to be heroes, others wanted to be something hero-adjacent. “Do you not like fighting?” she asked. “Or are you wanting to be more a girl-in-the-chair sort of hero?”

”Don’t really want to be a hero. My old man found out I’m a mutant, I told him I didn’t want to be on the news for it. Rather just keep my life the way it was going, he felt different.”

Granted, it was working out so far. Marlena liked making friends and seeing new places. But she was dreading the whole… Vibe that came with places like this.

”Not a fan of having to rough people up, never been in that situation.”

April frowned, not really sure what to say to that. There were people at Margaret Carter who actively didn’t want to be a hero, but they usually had a horrible time. Some of the freshmen on the outskirts of her social circle had really struggled with it last semester, and none of them were coming back to school. “Well… It’s not all about beating people up, being a hero,” she ventured. “It’s about saving them, too - whether it’s from a Big Bad or a natural disaster. You don’t even have to be on the news - like, maybe you use your powers on a small scale, helping people in your community. Those people are heroes, too. My family’s Genosha diaspora and like… I dunno. I’d feel so shitty if I knew I could do something, even something small, to make someone’s life better and I didn’t do it. It becomes my fault then that people are hurting.”

Marlena leaned back while her phone stayed floating. Sure, she could save lives. But that mindset was the problem. Why did she have to be blamed for letting people get hurt, just because she was a mutant? Why did she have to be called a bad person for choosing not to get involved in disasters?

”Who said it’s your fault?” Marlena asked her. ”Sounds a little harsh, putting that on someone just because of their powers.”

April scrunched up her face, trying to think about how to explain this. She had a feeling referencing Spider-Man’s famous line wasn’t going to be super helpful here. And even if she were to answer that with great power came great responsibility, Marlena would still ask why - still ask why that had to be the case. “Maybe fault’s not the best word. But like… imagine your neighbor is starving, and you have extra food. If you don’t give them some of your food, you’re making a choice - and maybe you wanted to save that extra food for a rainy day, maybe it’s your favorite and you want to gorge a little bit on it, maybe you were starving two days ago and just got a stable supply of food, but… You’re still making a choice to not help your neighbor. You’re choosing to let them starve - and maybe someone else comes to help them, maybe your other neighbor brings them groceries, but if they don’t and you could have done something… I’d feel horrible. I’d feel shitty. Being a bystander is just siding with the bad guys.”

Marlena wanted to tell her why there were problems with that. Like the fact that doing those things she was describing had no bearing on superpowers. Anyone could share food, but did being a mutant, a sorcerer, inhuman or mutate mean they had to?

Marlena didn’t like that distinction. It just felt forced, being shoved into a box that was right for so many people her age, but not all of them.

”We’re gonna have to talk about this some other time,” Marlena decided. ”I need to get a few things done, didn’t mean to keep you for so long.”

“... Yeah, me too,” April agreed, a sudden pang of anxiety shooting through her. She’d definitely messed this conversation up. She liked Marlena, she did. They didn’t have to agree on everything. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to push you or make you uncomfortable. We don’t have to feel the same way about this. I just… never mind.” It would have sounded cheesy, saying that she’d hate to see Marlena leave Margaret Carter, when the two of them barely knew each other. Marlena was hot as shit, yes, but that was as deep as their connection had gone so far. “Um, text me whenever, yeah?”

”Sure will, still owe you a date.” She was smiling when her phone floated back into her hands. ”Soon, don’t you worry.”

She closed out the call, sat her phone back down and sighed. Yeah, that was gonna be rough to get into one of these days. Maybe she could get away with just one, possibly two classes that involved fighting. They’d definitely want her learning how to properly throw things at people with her powers.

The year hadn’t even properly started, though. Either it would be a good one or she’d make it one.

Leah was staring at her phone, with an incomplete message waiting to be sent.

She went out, did the basic motions of the days before the break began, and made sure she wasn’t forgetting some big and important assignment that had to be sorted out before January. Next, she went back to her dorm and read a book. She meant to before the break started, since it was one she’d taken from the school’s library. And just when she had time to schedule that talk with Whitehall, she contemplated finally looking into the SuperLink stuff April was telling her about. She didn’t.

She was procrastinating. Leah wanted to do it, but her heart and mind were on two different pages. She wasn’t quite sure why, and thinking about it wasn’t doing much. So she just sat at her desk, with various things strewn about, staring down at her phone. With a message she really, really needed to send.

She felt tempted to organize her rock collection, suddenly.

”Ughhhhhhhhhhh.”

Sabine had gotten to work a bit on managing the social media for the team. It was hard given that some of them had never used it before, some had but to varying levels, or the ones who had were not equipped to bear the brunt of the impact of their win. She had also managed things with April and the Hex Girls and she felt she was in a better spot.

But she had still not spoken much with Leah after the party. And there was definitely still some awkwardness there. A hole that needed to be filled or it would give people twisted ankles until filled.

She had situated herself with school stuff, booked an appointment with Dr. Whitehall, and made her way back to her room to drop off some stuff before she went to go get some coffee when he heard the telltale groan of her girlfriend.

She swung into the room, setting her bag down on her bed. ”I recognize that groan. I’ve let off a few myself since our win. Want to talk about it?”

”Huh-” Leah whipped her head around and visibly relaxed a bit when she saw her girlfriend. ”Hey… Do you ever feel like you’re beating your head against a brick wall just to get yourself to do something you really should do?”

Did Leah read minds now? ”Every day since I started my period. Probably even a bit before. Comes with being a woman on Earth. Possible even outside of Earth. I’m sure Asgardians and the Kree and all of them deal with it too. Why, what shouldn’t you do?”

”I should be talking to Whitehall. I shouldn’t be dreading it. But I am. No idea why, even though this was my idea.” It felt like she was just being lazy, and she recognized that, and yet was still too lazy to stop being lazy.

”I’m, uh, apparently not nearly as fine as I think I am. Sort of had a moment when we were in New Orleans where I almost couldn’t breathe, and… Yeah. Dumped a lot of shit on She Hulk about it.”

Sabine had known something was up, but perhaps she was too focused on other matters. ”I mean, therapy isn’t for everyone, but if it helps, why not?” Leah had been dealing with things and rather than be there for her she went off and did her own thing, focused on her own matters, and took on things for the team overall. She hadn’t thought to check.

”I’m glad She-Hulk was there for you. I know a lot happened after the contest, but I don’t know what happened during. I was sort of being worked on and comforting Danni. I should have checked in on you. But I am here now if you want to share.”

She did.

”When I stormed out, before they won the Contest, I ran into the locker room. And I guess that was a panic attack or something like it, because I was just really tempted to dig a hole in the ground and not come back up.” Leah may have had them before, and she wouldn’t have known. That sort of thing was new to her. ”I genuinely, seriously expected the Young Avengers to make a move, and after Dorian gave his little speech… It felt like I just fucked up really bad. I get paranoid too easily.”

”For what it’s worth, I shouldn’t have gotten angry. I cared about the contest, but not like Dorian or April or Danni did. I haven’t been training for this for years. Hell, I spent many years hating the idea of being a hero because no one ever saw me as one. So when all that happened I felt it wasn’t the right moment to hit them when they were down. But that was my decision, not yours. I can’t imagine what you were dealing with and I should have been there for you. I know what panic attacks are like and they are scary, but they don’t make you a failure. I know I sound like Whitehall, but it’s valid to have those feelings.”

“Plus it sounds like there’s no hard feelings with the Young Avengers. And at the end of the day, we won, in large part due to you. So feel your feels, but also enjoy your victory.”


”Doesn’t really feel like mine,” Leah admitted. ”The only reason I was there at all is because you guys deserved to win. It wasn’t personal for me. You were right, though. They were in pretty bad shape, there wasn’t any reason for me to keep pushing. That’s why I left before they finished.”

”Leah, it is just as much yours as everyone else’s. Regardless of what happened after, you fought hard against the Hex Girls and the Young Avengers. We would be in worse shape if you hadn’t been there.”

“But you are right. This fight wasn’t for me either. I was there for the team, but I was going to be okay whether we won or lost, and I definitely didn’t expect to win. That just means you need to find something you want. What is it that you want Leah and I don’t mean for others. What do you want for yourself?”


Leah didn’t have anything immediate to say to that. She spent most of her life just making compromises and pushing people away, hoping things would work out.

”I… Don’t know, I guess. You guys are happy, aren’t you? That means I am too.”

Sabine shook her head. ”I am glad you want what’s best for us, but it is okay to want things for yourself that are outside of what others want. I know this is new territory for you with your dad and the school, but seriously you have to start thinking about what it is you ultimately want for yourself and your future. It isn’t healthy to put all that on someone else’s shoulders because that’s when you start chucking rocks at people accidentally. You also don’t need to decide now, but at some point I want to hear what it is you want for yourself Leah. Outside of me, outside of April, outside of the others. It’s not selfish to put yourself first sometimes.”

April?

”Well, uh. Hmmm.” There were things Leah liked to do. She wanted to learn more about magic and about where she came from. Did those count? Probably, but those things were a bit harder than winning a contest. Magic was complicated, and she hadn’t found a damn thing about Jotunheim that wasn’t told in three different versions.

Yeah, maybe she did need a life.

”I’ll think about it. Is it cheating if I say I want to be a hero with the rest of you one day?”

”I’ll allow it, but was that decision made because you want to be a hero or you want to be there when everyone else becomes one? And maybe not everyone wants to be a hero. Or perhaps what a hero looks like is different for everyone. I mean gods, I’m starting to think what that looks like for me is vastly different than everyone else.”

But that was her own mess, this was Leah’s time. ”We have plenty of time to figure that out for you also. I’m there for you. You have a lot of people there for you and I know you are there for them. But allow yourself moments to be selfish and do what you want to do, not because someone else wants it, but because you want it.”

”Fuck, now you’re a therapist.” Leah sounded amused. ”I’ll try. But I do want to actually be a hero. That’s what brought me here. Came for that, stayed for other things.” Like her friends. Her new life was built here. She cared about these people, and it was starting to dawn on Leah that, yes actually, she should take more time for herself. Therapy was one way she was trying.

”What can I say? Whitehall knows her shit. As long as you try, that’s what matters most to me.” She walked over and hugged her girlfriend. ”I am sorry I got so angry at you. I think part of it was anger at myself. I biffed it during the contest. I wasn’t at my best and there was so much going on. But I think I found my groove. Max helped me, April helped me, and weirdly enough, the Hex Girls helped me too. So onward and upward.”

Leah squinted. And wrapped arms around Sabine. ”The Hex Girls helped you? Those assholes? Didn’t they cheat?”

Sabine debated on telling Leah everything, but she also felt like it wasn’t her secret to share. ”Yeah, they did, but it was for a good reason. Reasonable. They admitted it and admitted they do it every year, but I think part of it is the pressure they get from their teachers. Apparently one of them called the entire team a bunch of pathetic losers and I don’t know about you, but they fought hard. Also, they weren’t the ones that pretended to be your dad. I am 100% positive about that.” She knew Leah had the means to find out who and she didn’t want to admit she knew who it was. Let Leah determine that for herself.

”Well, I trust you. So if I ever see them again, I won’t kick their asses.”

Leah spun around in her chair to face Sabine, and pulled her into her lap. ”They did fight pretty hard. That girl with the hands almost got me as hard as America did. They had a decent chance of winning, you’d think being wizards would mean they had a bit more imagination though. I’m surprised they didn’t summon demons or zombies or something.”

Sabine had to laugh, Leah was closer to the truth than she realized. ”I think we dealt with enough summons to last us a bit. That reminds me, I know you don’t really use social media, but there’s going to be some blowback for our win so I want to prepare you. Do not let it get to you, I will handle it. I need to get with Danni and Dorian to figure some things out.”

”Hey, I’m not scared of some nameless armchair superheroes.” She was smiling. ”Fuck them, if they ask, I’ll tell them they’d lose too. Wasn’t one of the Hex Girls hitting on you in the fight? I’ll be surprised if no one asks about that.”

”Yeah, Thuy. I am sure there’s a bunch of theories going rampant on those sites about it, but as you said, fuck them. There’s no one else that compares to you.”

”They were… Okay. Hot, kind of.” Leah felt a bit warmer admitting something like that. ”But yeah, you’re way hotter.”

She hugged Sabine a little tighter.

”I know. They asked about you also. I told them you satisfy all my needs and then some. Could tell they were a little jealous.” She leaned into Leah more, embracing the warmth she felt. ”The holidays are coming up. We should do something festive. Watch a bunch of cheesy holiday movies and eat tons of ice cream and popcorn. Make it a tradition. What do you think?”

”I think that would be fun. Would you believe me if I told you I’ve never done Christmas before?”

Sabine mocked a shocked face. ”What? No way! You mean to tell me daddy dearest never dressed up as Santa Clause with a bag full of gifts? Well, that just means we have to make up for lost time. I want hot chocolate, I want presents, I want mistletoe. The whole nine yards!”

”You’re too short to hang that over my head. I might do it for you if you ask me nicely, though.”

”I could tell you where to put it if that’s how you want to be,” she said, sticking her tongue out. ”We can even do something with She-Hulk if you want. I’m not about to spend my holiday with my own family.”

”I bet she’d love that, actually. I know she’s gonna want to do something for Christmas. I’m not sure what, though. I bet Murdock might show up, at some point.”

Leah paused, then continued. ”That would be fun. She’d like you.”

”Well, I think your heart just grew three sizes this day!” She chuckled. ”Oh, that’s a holiday movie reference. We’ll add it to the list. But yes! I would love to do something with her. I still need to shop for presents! I’ve been so busy, but I have gotten some good promotional stuff from businesses working with me after the contest win, so that makes it easier.”

”I haven’t given any businesses or corporate rats the time of day, really.” That was Jen’s field of expertise, not hers. ”We’re all pretty much rich now, I can go shopping with you if you want.”

”You want to go shopping with me? It’s a Christmas miracle!” She kissed Leah, savoring the moment. ”I’ll even treat you to some hot chocolate. Or maybe some egg nog. Have you ever had it? It sounds gross, but it is actually delicious.”

”I don’t think so. You’re spoiling me, really. I’m being treated right now-“ She leaned up and returned the kiss. With interest.

”Well, Santa is going to have to avert his eyes because I think we’re about to be put on the naughty list.” Sabine waited a minute. ”Are you getting these references? Whatever, kiss me again.”

She did. For numerous slow seconds.

”…I am so fucking glad you’re my girlfriend, you know that?” She pulled Sabine closer, until there was no space between them. ”Everything been so stressful and crazy lately, and I’m learning a lot of things thanks to that- You and April and Andy and- And everyone makes me want to be a better person. Fuck. I love you so fucking much.”

Sabine nuzzled into Leah’s neck, letting everything else outside this moment fall. Forget it, this is what mattered. ”I am so happy I have you. I love you too.” The contest didn’t matter, the problems didn’t matter. Right here and now, the moments of joy, is what mattered most. Sabine forgot it, but was happy to be reminded.

Sabine made Leah’s heart thud in her chest like a hammer against an anvil. It always did, and she was a bit more aware of that given the closeness they had at the moment.

”…You know how we were just talking about me speaking up when I wanted something?”

Leah stood up out of her chair, and lifted Sabine up with her. She was suddenly carrying the shorter girl like a small dog.

”About time. Get what’s yours!” Sabine may have been a little off-put by the princess comment the Hex Girls leveled at her, but she had to admit, it was nice to be taken care of.

She walked over, hot blonde girlfriend in her arms, and swung the door shut. And then she locked it.

Click.







Back at Margaret Carter, Leah sat in her dorm. Everyone was winding down from the contest, the general chaos of the aftermath, and the sudden buzz about them. Leah didn’t care much for it, being around that many people and the center of attention. She had more important things to worry about. Like, for example, the mental well-being of her ex and childhood friend.

She texted April.



April was currently splayed out on her bed in New Orleans, tossing a small ball of water up and down, up and down, up and down, as she stared up at the ceiling. Her phone buzzed and she rolled over, grabbing it and squinting to see who the SuperLink message was from. Leah. She still got butterflies whenever she texted. And a little bit of dread. They hadn’t really talked since… well, since the contest. And even then, they hadn’t gotten to spend any time alone. She regretted that. She missed the way things had been, before they’d gotten so complicated and messy and real. She missed her friend.





Hands? April tilted her head, trying to decipher the meaning - and then it hit her smack in the face. Hands. Leah’s hands were too big for her phone’s keyboard. She felt like such an idiot. She quickly sat up in her bed, running a quick hand through her hair to make sure it wasn’t too scruffy, and she grabbed one of her pillows to hug to her chest as they talked. And then, she opened up her phone camera, quickly ensured she had nothing in her teeth, and hit the holo call option.

Leah did look a bit scruffy. But she always did. The little hologram of Leah appeared on her phone in brassy orange, slightly buggy from the way cameras didn’t seem to like her.

”Hey. Been a minute, hasn’t it?”

April couldn’t help but grin like a fool as Leah came into view. They used to holo more often during breaks - and text, too, back when that hadn’t been an issue. She’d missed this. “I know, it’s fucking wild, right? I feel like we just started our junior year and it’s winter break already?? Absolutely insane.”

”Yeah. Yeah. It feels like just a few days ago, I met Andy and tried to pick up Mjolnir. Now we’re basically real superheroes, almost. What the hell happened, right?”

It really did feel like a blur with all that training to beat the Young Avengers.

“Exactly! Gods, I’d forgotten about that at the carnival - Dorian’s birthday was good but yikes… I was such a mess,” she grimaced slightly. She’d spent so much of the fall semester being unhappy, letting her misery eat her alive rather than doing anything about it until she couldn’t take it anymore and she exploded. “And not only are we kinda superheroes, but we’re famous too? I had to private all of my accounts, the attention was too much. I don’t get how Danni and Dori and Sabine manage it all.”

”Well… I don’t even have accounts.” She sat up, balancing her phone in her lap. ”Used to be scared to death my dad could use that to find me. And now no one’s blowing my phone up for autographs and brand deals. Not being plugged in is good, you should try it, sometime.”

April raised an eyebrow. “Do you want me to try it now by hanging up on you?” she teased.

”Would you?”

She twirled her finger around in the air, and slowly moved it towards her phone, ensuring that Leah could see her approaching the end call button.

”Okay, okay, point taken. You got me. I’m just saying, though… I’d go crazy having that many people pay attention to me.”

“You used to like it,” April poked.

”What, having everyone on the planet know me?”

April rolled her eyes. “Uh huh.”

[color=ffcb00]”...Since when? Wait, you’re joking. [i]Wait a minute.[i] Hey! What do you mean I used to?!”[/color] Now she understood. ”I still like talking to you!”

A wild grin went on her face, and April started cackling. She loved Leah. But she loved teasing her playfully even more. “Suuure you do, that’s why I haven’t had a holo call from you in aaaages.” She stuck out her tongue.

”Yeah, well…” Her face felt warm. ”Everything happened. And we’ve been busy and we had the Contest and… And you had CAGE and they didn’t let you have your phone. And then- Yeah.”

There just wasn’t much time for them to sit down and talk, lately.

”You didn’t call me either.”

The smile vanished from April’s face, as the mood suddenly shifted. A blur of images flashed through her head - of that night at the pool, when she’d considered ending it all - the ambulance ride to CAGE - crashing out in front of Dr. Whitehall - breaking up with her girlfriends. The shame sat heavy in her chest. She opened her mouth for a second, wanting to excuse herself from this, to say that she hadn’t thought Leah would want her to call, but it would have been a lie. The truth was harder to face.

She looked down at her hands. “I thought you’d be upset with me,” April admitted. “Or maybe I was just upset with myself. And the longer it got to be… the worse I felt about not reaching out.”

Oh.

”I… Thought you were upset with me.”

“... What? Why… why would I be upset with you?”

”Because you were in a bad place, and we were dating and I still had no idea. I didn’t know you were in that much pain, and you’re my best friend. I thought I was the problem.”

April blinked, and swallowed. Somehow, this conversation was always the hardest one - even harder than admitting to Dr. Whitehall that she needed help. Telling people why she had hidden it all from them, it hurt. She hated it. She hated confronting the ramifications of her choice - and hated herself even more for knowing how much worse it would have been if she had died. That night, she thought everyone would have been better off without her around. But all she had really done was make things worse.

“No, no, no - you weren’t the problem. No one was but… well, me,” she paused, and took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. “I - I thought everyone would be better off without me. I hated myself so much that I thought everyone else did too… I think I still hate myself, sometimes.”
Leah could’ve been fine with April telling her that she was just so emotionally inept that it hurt being around her. But what she actually said was worse.

”I’d never hate you, April. Ever, okay?” And she meant that. ”You can say a lot of dumb things, do something really stupid, and it wouldn’t be enough to make me hate you.”

She blinked again. Took another deep breath. Shifted so she was sitting on the palms of her hands. Anything she could do to try to keep herself from shattering, from falling to pieces in front of her ex-girlfriend - in front of her friend. “I - I… I was a fucking terrible girlfriend to you. I’m not - I’m not as compassionate as Sabine, or as comfortable with my body, or as attentive. And I’m not - I’m not even a good friend to you now, you said it yourself, I didn’t call you,” she shut her eyes tightly. “I kissed Sabine twice after the breakup and I don’t even know why. I’m a mess. If you don’t hate me, then you should. You have every right to. I’m… I’m a monster, Leah. I’m a fuck up. The literal crazy ex-girlfriend.”

”Hey, no!” She leaned forward, and the hologram of her flickered. ”That- No, April. No! You’re not…” God, she couldn’t even articulate how that made her feel. She noticed she was stammering a lot, lately.

”Damnit, April fucking Kingston fucking Gray. You are not, never have been, and never will be a fuckup!” She shouted. ”You’re the nicest person I’ve ever met, I don’t remember a time when I didn’t have crazy, dumb, messy, complicated feelings about you, okay? You’re- If you were here, right in front of me, I’d hold onto you and not let you go for hours! I would’ve flown off back into the desert by now if it weren’t for you.”

Her chest and face felt hot. Her hands were jittery.

”I still love you, and I always did.”

April’s entire body shook, and she couldn’t stop the tears from falling. She wished that Leah was here - that she wasn’t on the other side of the country right now. She wanted to curl up into her and be the little spoon, just like they used to. Hearing that Leah wanted to hold her, that she was the nicest person she knew, that she still loved her… It hurt. It hurt so much. ”Really? A-after… after everything, you still love me?” she sobbed. ”I - I never stopped loving you. Even. Even when I was in CAGE and I - I broke up with you - I - I still loved you. That’s… that’s why I had to stop. Because I - because I wasn’t good for you.”

”Who cares? We don’t have to be girlfriends. That’s okay, you know that, right? I’m- This is gonna sound a bit weird, so you can laugh if you want, but sometimes I feel like I love all my friends. Not always the way I want to date and kiss them, but…” She shrugged. ”Maybe we’re both just people who aren’t always perfect, you think?”

“Why would - why would I laugh at that?” April sniffled, before nodding. She did understand that. She really understood that. If she were to be honest with herself, it was part of why she had jumped into a relationship with Leah before she’d been ready. She loved her friend. She’d thought that love would be romantic, too. “Y-yeah. Maybe. We’re just both a little fucked.”

”Yeah…” She almost laughed. ”I don’t know, there’s something wrong with my head and the way I handle that stuff. She Hulk thinks I’m autistic but I really wouldn’t know. Whitehall would, and when I can, I’ll ask her.”

April couldn’t help but giggle slightly. “I don’t think there’s anything wrong with your head. I love your head.”

”I do. I think there is, I feel like there is. And it turns out that pretending there isn’t doesn’t do me a lot of favors.” Leah fidgeted with her hair. ”I’m pretty sure I’m not going to CAGE, unless that’s where Whitehall does her thing now. But- But I should go back and talk to her. Like when Arcade happened.”

“Pretending is how I got into this mess,” April admitted. “CAGE isn’t… it’s not that bad. I didn’t - I didn’t like that they neutralize your powers, I hated feeling like I was trapped in a cage, no pun intended. I really thought it was the kind of place where they’d take mutants to be experimented on and tortured. But… they helped me a lot. I’m sure Dr. Whitehall can help you too, if you give her a chance.”

Leah winced.

”I’ll let her try. But, uh, the powers thing is freaky, yeah. I may or may not have thought she was secretly a terrorist or something.” She said something to that effect when April broke up with them in CAGE. ”Places like that always rubbed me the wrong way. Didn’t they take away your phone, too?”

April nodded. “Yeah, I mean… I think they wanted me to focus on getting better, so… no phone. But, um, it doesn’t have to be Dr. Whitehall, you know. You can find a different therapist. I used to see one when I was younger who I really liked - my dads are getting me set up with them again.”

”Nah. Whitehall. I already told her a bunch of stuff already. She’s nowhere near as bad as I made her out to be.”

Leah stood up, and carried her phone over to her desk. ”How’s things over there after the Contest?”

“Mm, not too bad! It’s been good to be with the dads - I think it kinda stressed them out that I went back to school after CAGE, so being around now I hope is helpful. It’s kinda weird though… We spent so much time working and training for the contest and now it’s like… what do I fill my free time with? If I’m not obsessing over it, do I just… vibe?” April bit her lip, trying to reason out how to communicate this without sounding ungrateful - or incredibly privileged. “It’s kinda like we reached the top of the mountain on a hike, and I don’t know what hike we’re supposed to do next. Is that silly?”

”I don’t know, maybe. The Contest was pretty dumb, but look at it this way. You won, and now you’ve got the time to sit around and wonder what’s next. You can afford to not worry about what happens tomorrow, or next week. That’s not a bad thing.”

She nodded. “I do have some ideas about what might be next… but they’re a secret! If I do it, you’ll find out when we’re back from break,” April said enthusiastically, a grin on her face. It wasn’t anything as grand or world renowned as the contest, but it was something important, and something she really wanted to do.

”That sounds like you’re going to announce you’re a supervillain, or something,” Leah commented. ”You’re not secretly a bloodbender from that old TV show with the flying thing, are you?”

April shook her head. “Nah, I’d be too worried about accidentally exploding people like a water balloon.”

”That’s not a no.” Was Leah joking? She was probably joking. Besides, April just couldn’t bloodbend, right?

Right?

”What about before then? She Hulk probably wants to do something for Christmas, and I have no idea what that actually involves.”

“Oh, yeah! My family does a bit of a big thing at Christmas. Pa enchants the house and everything to have snow and stuff, Danni makes a fuss about getting the perfect pic so we usually go to some fun location for it, and then they invite over a lot of the extended family and friends over for a huge meal. The presents are also pretty killer - Santa gives amazing gifts, he’s a mutant, which is wild, right? I hadn’t really believed in Santa when I was adopted - but he’s real! So he should bring you something!”

”He’s- What. You mean he’s not actually Odin just on eight reindeer instead of one horse?” Leah had been reading about Norse myth a lot lately, given her whole situation. And she came across a few things that suggested they were the same person.

Now it was April’s turn to be confused. Her parents had told her that Santa was an omega level mutant. And here was Leah, saying that Santa was… Odin? “I have never heard this before in my life and I need you to explain immediately, because that’s absolutely bonkers if true… If Odin delivered me my PS-14… Do I need to pray to him to say thank you? Am I a bad person because I haven’t been thanking Odin?!”

”Eight reindeer, horse with eight legs. Old guy who flies over the world in December, when people leave things for him and get something back?” It wasn’t confirmed. And it wasn’t like anyone could just ask him. ”The Wild Hunt is a thing. And he’s never alone, and elves are real…”

Leah shrugged.

April was quiet for a moment, sitting back in her bed as she processed this information. Maybe it wasn’t actually the craziest thing she’d ever heard. Tons of mythological beings were proven to be real, Odin was real. And while she trusted her parents when they told her that Santa was a mutant… her jaw dropped and she gasped. If both things were true, then… “Is Odin a mutant? Is he even Asgardian at all?!”

”Actually…” She pulled the chair out and sat down in it. The poor thing whined against the weight of a giant who used to be smaller. ”Depending on who you ask, he made Asgard. He might be a mutant and just a really old human, instead of an Aesir. I dunno. He lives in Asgard, close enough, I think?”

“... Okay, crazy idea, but hear me out. We do a stakeout at our separate homes and try to get proof that Odin is Santa. If we both do it, we have double the chances to catch him. Photographs are weird on you though so… we can use you as our test subject, see what conditions you show up under, and then apply those to Odin/Santa.”

”You want to kidnap a god of war and knowledge?” It didn’t pick up on the glitchy hologram, but Leah was cracking up. ”I dunno, he’d see that coming.”

“Not kidnap, just get proof that Odin is Santa!” April reiterated. “I’m not going to kidnap Santa and ruin Christmas for everyone - besides, we’re too young to play out the plot of a bad Hallmark movie. And if he sees it coming… hmm… Maybe we just need some sort of protection from his sight? I could see if we have anything around the house that would work, Pa’s got loads of random stuff.”

”Heimdall sees almost everything in the universe. He knows we’re talking about this right now.”

“What if Heimdall wants this to happen?”

”What makes you think he does?”

“What makes you think he doesn’t?”

Leah stared down at the little hologram. ”...I’m pretty sure they’ve got more important things to do. Like waiting for a ship made of nails to come flying across the universe or for the sun to go out. The stuff that Ragnarok happens after.”

“Maybe that’s what we’ll do next,” April said, almost wistfully. “Ending the apocalypse sounds fun. Or preventing it might be a little bit better. Help more people than just kicking the shit out of other kids does, y’know?”

”Sure. But it’s not gonna happen any time soon. There’s supposed to be a five year winter before it… I’ve been reading a lot of stuff lately.”

April nodded, shifting her position entirely - so that way she was laying on her stomach, holding her phone out in front of her, and her face was propped up on a pillow. “Mostly stuff about Asgard?” she asked, curious. “Anything exciting so far that you’ve found?”

”They had a war with the Vanir, there’s at least three different interpretations of everything, and apparently there isn’t a lot about me in there.” It was mostly Thor’s fanservice and the occasional embellished retelling of the “real” myths. ”There’s some magic stuff in there, too. But… Yeah, it’s all mostly just Asgard. Which is fine for now, but I’ve been trying to learn stuff about things other than Asgard.”

“Oh? Like what? Maybe we could do a book club or something - it’d be a fun way to do stuff when we’re not at school, could call and talk about what we’ve read?” April suggested. She hadn’t really read books that weren’t for school in a while. She liked to think of herself as the kind of person who could get really into them, instead of just doomscrolling on social media in her free time… so maybe this would be a good place to start. And doing anything with Leah would be fun.

”That’d be nice. I’m trying to find stuff about Jotunheim. That’s apparently where I’m from, instead of Earth. It's not going great so far.” It would be great to do stuff with April again. The thought made her smile.

“That’s the one Loki’s from, right?” April hadn’t taken any Asgardian study courses. She knew that they had some offered at Margaret Carter though - they even had a former Valkyrie on staff. “You could try taking, like, Asgardian studies maybe? They might cover giants and stuff? I need to fulfill some GenEds, I could message my counselor and switch into it with you?”

”You know, that sounds like a good idea, actually. I’ll look at it. The library here really doesn’t have a lot for Jotunheim, but I guess a Valkyrie would know more, right?”

April nodded. “They might even know some giants that you could talk to - or even bring in some as guest speakers. That’d be pretty cool - I don’t know where on campus they’d do it, because they are kinda gigantic, no pun intended… Or maybe there’s other giant kids here on Earth that we just haven’t met yet?”

Were there? She never thought of that.

Other giants who’d been taken from there for reasons that, like her, weren’t clear? Or maybe they just came here for some reason or another and actually remembered being there?

”Maybe there are. I’m not sure where they’d be, though. Never met anyone like that here or over in any other country I’ve been to.”

“Hmm. What if we try looking through SuperLink? Oh! We could ask Sabine maybe, if she’ll post on her socials that she’s looking for giants, maybe some other kids will come forward and you all could be, like, pen pals or something. Maybe you even have siblings!”

”SuperLink? Oh good lord. I’ve, uh, never messed with that before. I got asked about that a lot when we won the Contest. Do people seriously use it that much?”

April nodded. “Yeah - it’s how most people that are, like, street level and all get started. There’s even a jobs board on it for things that are suspicious going down in your areas, it uses the same map location tech as GrindHer, believe it or not,” she added, giggling a bit. They had the same parent company. “But you probably don’t need to use it - you’ve got connections now, Leah. You’re famous, your mom is one of the most popular Avengers… if you want to go help people, I think people are going to bring their problems to you. You won’t need to go hunting for it.”

Why did that make Leah nervous? Lots of people showing up to her metaphorical doorstep for things they used to go to Captain America or Iron Man for, needing her help? She was supposed to be a hero, but people were complicated.

”I thought it was just something people used to post weird hot takes about superheroes. Or post pictures of them they took when no one was looking. I didn’t know people got work from it.”

“I mean, they do that too,” April agreed. “If you want, when we’re back at school, I can help you set up your profile on it? Mine needs a lot of work - it’s super outdated. I think it still says my superhero name is Princess Cascade - from before I shortened it down. We can take new photos - see what settings look nice for one of you - and put stuff in your bio, like what your interests are and everything. And I’ll show you how to lock it down so you don’t get any creeps or randos involved.”

”Please. I’ve got no idea how to work that stuff. I pretty much swore it off thinking my dad could find me more easily that way. You think there are fake celebrity accounts pretending to be us?”

April blew out a bit of air, vibrating her lips as she did so. “One hundred fucking percent there are,” she confirmed. “In fact, lemme look right now…” She then switched to a new tab in her phone, pulling up SuperLink, and she typed in Leah’s name. “There are… two accounts pretending to be you, and at least eight that are dedicated fan accounts. Your fans are calling themselves the Earth Kingdom. Kinda lit, not gonna lie, I like it. Very Avatar.”

”Earth Kingdom… Okay, now I’m curious. What are they posting?”

“Hmm. Good question. Let’s see!” April clicked on one of the first fan accounts. “Ooo, love this. This one posted what looks like a Filterella board all about your biceps - just a bunch of different blurry photos and screenshots from the contest. Ooo and they also made a video compilation of your best attacks - followed by one that seems to be just your facial expressions as you react to the stuff happening.” She then clicked out and went to the next account. “This one seems to be all thirst traps - and fanfic about you? Like, I dunno how much you know fanfic tropes, but there’s one common trope where the reader is sold to someone famous to, like… honestly it’s super unclear. But they’re posting I was sold to Jotunn fanfics.”

It wasn’t easy to tell through the bugged-out hologram, but there were several emotions rapidly swapping places on her face.

”What… I- What the fuck does- April. April. What the fuck. Thirst traps? I’m fucking seventeen,” She groaned, indignant. ”Joder, jódeme, Internet fue un error.”

April hit follow on the thirst trap account on her fake SuperLink. “You look good in them,” she offered with a shrug. “Oo, this one seems to be doing Just Girly Things but it’s Just Jotunn Things - so like there’s an aesthetic photo of someone balancing on top of some rocks and it has that text on it. There’s another one that’s photoshopped you into the Rosie the Riveter pose. Honestly, it’s really well done, too. Might save that.”

Leah sputtered. April was being unusually thirsty about her right now.

”I’m beginning to think that maybe, just maybe, all this celebrity stuff was a bad idea. Maybe I would’ve been better off living underground, away from the terrors of civilization.”

“But then you wouldn’t get to hang out with me,” April countered, sticking out her tongue at Leah. “I think you’d miss me.”

”Yeah… Yeah, I would. I’d be a different person without you, you know that? I do miss you. And- I’m glad you’re still here. After everything. I’m glad we both are.”

April beamed at Leah. “I feel the same way about you,” she admitted. “I love you, Leah. Always have. And I always will.”

There was a pause. Leah looked out the window, not really sure what to say next.

”…I should call Whitehall. Wanna talk again tomorrow?”

April nodded. “Yeah! Definitely. I’ll be around, so give me a call whenever, okay?”

”Will do. Bye for now.”

She hung up, stared down at her phone, and sighed.

”…Why are so many of my friends so damn hot?”



With help from a teammate who knew more about being a tough mercenary with a haunting reputation, Cora put together an aesthetic that would easily deter any suspicions that she was actually a superhero. Using the tools in the lab, she was able to quickly construct a new set of armor. Black fabric with gold highlights, covered by angular plates of aircraft-grade titanium, which she electroplated with graphene. Her blue and white helmet was replaced with a much denser one in her new color scheme, and sported a visor that looked to be a lot more sophisticated than it actually was.

Over her shoulders was a cloak, hanging halfway off her body. And in her arms was a rifle. But not just any rifle, a very high-tech one that she built herself along with Viktor. She didn’t get a lot of use out of it, since it was far too loud, but the point was to look like a menace. Because Stormcaller didn’t use futuristic firearms. But Fulgora, the mercenary bodyguard assigned to work security for the Gala, had no trouble blasting people. Was it necessary to ham it up that much? Probably not, but that wasn’t stopping her. She even stuck a cheap radio speaker in her helmet to make her voice sound more intimidating.

When they all got to the hangar, Cora immediately understood why Batman wanted them to be cautious about this Origami girl. A background like hers, with a smile like that? It had to be an act, and if they didn’t prep for this, Cora definitely would have been more friendly right now.

”You’re Origami?” The radio in her helmet crackled faintly. ”Thought you’d be taller.” Being friendly with her would only be a risk right now. Not until the League was absolutely certain she was actually going through with this change of heart.


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Rohan elected to just ignore those two. He only fought if something endangered his life. And he didn’t feel threatened by those two. He withdrew a few tools from his toolbox. Chisels, a ruler, wood glue, and a needle rasp. Next, he began to scribe out dimensions based on the safe and the others were working out. A great deal of carpentry work was just numbers and angles, geometry and measurements. Once he did this, he could work on the actual magic of the piece.

Annika needed help getting some blood, so he sat his tools down. ”Sure, hold still. He took the knife and made sure the blade wasn’t grimy. Then he held Annika’s arm of a glass container and pressed the blade into the skin. It wasn’t a very long wound, that’d be harder to heal. But it was enough for blood to drip into a vessel. He held her there for a few moments, until the blood ceased to flow on its own.

”Put something over that.” And back to the project. He settled on thin pieces of Blackthorn, it made the most sense.

Rohan grabbed a hand planer from his tools, ensured the surfaces of his piece were squared up, then divided it into quarters. And then, he began to work his magic into the material.

"Mukō-gawa kara kita kurozunda ki, mae ni te o nobashi tari, ushiro ni te o nobashi tari."

He placed only a few drops of wood glue on the pieces, and their surfaces started to weep. It looked like the lignin and water was being dragged out, but it was something entirely different. He pressed them together with his hands, and they clung to one another for dear life.

"Matte, hanasanaide..."

He held the chunk of thin, squirming wood in one hand and raised a rasp to it in the other. He began to shear off certain points of it, and it didn't look like the most precise work. But there was a method to it. Gouges became smooth indents, reminiscent of veins, more black fluid foamed up insides the grooves.

Then he flipped it over, and grabbed a chisel. Rohan used it to carve out channels, small and fine. The sympathic connections would be able to flow in, the blood would have no trouble or chance of warping the interior.

"Watashi o eda ni tojikomete, watashi o toge ni tojikomete kudasai."

A green tint could be seen on the incomplete piece where the light hit it. Rohan's fingers looked like they were stained with the sap blood he just offered up to the others. And just for good measure, he reached under his shirt and got a small drop of it on his other hand. He pressed it against his project, and shut his eyes.

"Nigasanaide ne."

Root stared a hole into Rohan's head, he knew what his master was up to. He wasn't quite the same, but the shell he inhabited made the soul itch. Somewhere, out beyond the perimeter of this pocket realm they lived in, where concrete and steel ceded ground to soil and lichen, where the gods and laws of modern mankind carried no weight, something smiled.

Thump.

He opened his eyes again, and the newly carved quarter of a heart was already writhing in his hands. He was content with it. "Okay, that'll work. Not the best I've done, but nothing beats my familiar. Okay, anyone need some extra tools? I'm finished."



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Sexy? Sexy? Leah Rose Jordan, daughter of Luz Pavon and Earthbending, Asskicking Badass? Sexy?

She could get used to Sabine calling her that.

Leah caught Sabine as she stumbled into her. Chase had some moves, that much was certain. She let her girlfriend lead the dance, and quickly picked up on the pattern. It was like boxing, insofar as the placement of feet were critical. This was nice, this whole aftermath of the biggest fight of their lives was something to behold. Barriers she had for years were now gates now wide open. She had a family again, she had friends. There was a weight hanging off her shoulders for so long, she had feared allowing this to happen.

There was a time when nothing made her smile. And standing her, kissing Sabine, made her forget those times existed. She leaned forward, grabbed her girlfriend by the waste and did not let the kiss break for several seconds. Onlookers be damned.

”We’re going to be good heroes, Sabine.” There was nothing but light in her eyes. ”I know it. The best damn ones to ever put on a cape, one of these days… I love you so much.”

And Leah kissed her again.





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Marlena let herself get dragged along. This place had a great vibe with the fairy lights, the sexy ladies and zero gravity. She rocked forward on her feet, and let the momentum carry her upwards with April. By no means was she a dancer, but if there was ever a time to try a few moves, it’d be now. When would she ever have this kind of opportunity again, dancing on air at a party of this nature? Maybe they had them pretty often at Margaret Carter, maybe they didn’t. She’d worry about that tomorrow.

She rocked her hips left and right, swaying in the air like a balloon. It felt natural to her. She swept her arm over April to twirl her and hold her close. There was a smile plastered over her face. Marlena loved to meet people and have a good time. The thrill of seeing a new place, a new friend, or having a new experience meant a lot to her. She wanted to fucking live.

”I can get used to this,” She commented, sweeping her arms down and curling into a ball to start spinning. ”If you ask me, Miss America, whoever had the coolest moves wins the dance battle. And I think that, because I’m winning!”

In zero gravity, she was just rolling and rolling like a tire. Then, after about ten loops, she spread her arms wide and let drag stop her. Her puffy hair looked a mess, suddenly.

”Come on, Cascade,” Marlena teased, taking April’s hand again. ”Time to win another battle today.”
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