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“I’m glad to hear it,” was Kay’s response when Enn admitted to lacking experience in hostage situations as well, making no effort – and seeing no need to do so – to hide her true feelings on that subject, which were that it genuinely was a relief. Taking people hostage and such was not something anyone from Eighfour, aside from the odd soon-to-be exiled criminal who was reckless enough to turn to methods like that, so the fact that Enn did not come from a background where taking hostages was something commonplace was a relief.
Beside that, though, Kay was not quite blind enough not to realize the implications of the statement when compared to the things he had already told her, about being a soldier, being in war and doing a lot of fighting, and overall she was not entirely sure whether the lack of hostage-taking was a commentary on Enn as much as it was on his old faction. If they were in war a lot but did not take hostages – that is, they did not take any prisoners – that meant that the people who might under different circumstances have been prisoners would have been killed instead.
These people, Kay thought, her smile fading for a moment as a shadow of fear crept over her face, are the ones who may soon end up attacking Eighfour. They don’t take prisoners and don’t care about the lives of their own soldiers... Enn is lucky to have gotten away from there, but if they catch him, he won’t live long enough to realize that there are other ways to coexist than to destroy one’s competitors.
Not that the fact that Enn and his faction had killed people – Eighfour had taken its share of lives over the years, making no effort to avoid killing would-be thieves and raiders that found their settlement – but... well, at least Eighfour had never been in an actual war before. And Eighfour allowed even their enemies to retrieve their dead and wounded once they had been repelled; somehow, she doubted that the Anderekian or Trenian soldiers would be as merciful.

Kay offered a chuckle when Enn commented on her mechanical glove, allowing herself to be distracted from the business of retrieving her drone to look at the device covering her hand for a moment. The glove did not even offer that much protection, at least not to anything with teeth; the design of the mechanical part of it was actually more akin to an exoskeleton than a piece of armor, with gaps between the metal bars and bands that wrapped around and interconnected with each other, shaped with more of an emphasis on shielding the mechanisms, wires and sensors that tracked the position and movement of the joints more than the hand. The glove-part of it was just cotton that had been dyed black, and was not liable to offer much protection against anything. If someone smashed her hand with a hammer or the like the metal exoskeleton would probably take the brunt of the impact and save her hand from being broken, but against something capable of slipping into the gaps in the metal, like teeth? It would mostly depend on luck at that point.

When the time came for Enn to be introduced to Aitch Cee, Kay could not help it but to burst out laughing at his reaction; her laughter shook her so much that she nearly dropped the little drone, and quickly grabbed it with both hands to avoid actually doing so.
“Don’t worry,” she told him through a wide grin. “The only one in here -” she tapped the spherical drone twice with a fingernail, “- is me. I’m pretty good at building and copying stuff, but I’ve never even seen a thinking machine before, so obviously I can’t make one. Besides, the others don’t say that I shouldn’t go near any advanced AI... that they can apparently get in my head or something, because of this.” She raised her gloved hand to the right side of her face, where she tapped a finger on the little dark-gray metal box that contained her brain-machine interface.
Taking a deep breath, Kay closed her right eye – the cybernetic one – and turned on Aitch Cee, replacing the image in her head from the aforementioned eye with the image recorded by Aitch’s camera. Manipulating the mechanical glove by moving her fingers she sent the little fellow flying skyward – buzzing like a swarm of angry wasps as it went – where it would have the best view of the surrounding area, to allow her to orientate herself properly.
At the same time as she was controlling the drone, Kay went – slowly, as it was quite distracting to almost literally have to be two places at once – to the front of her cart, where she opened a different compartment to retrieve half a dozen scraps of dried mutton and a couple of pieces of crispbread, which she handed to Enn. “It’s probably better if you throw some of that on the ground around here, so that the birds know it’s coming from you; maybe it’ll get them to forgive you. Just eat the rest. Oh, and I have some water if you get thirsty, too.”
Zerul City, the Drunken Dove

Rose looked at her sister, who shrugged at her unspoken question. “It’s not like their existence is a secret,” Violet pointed out with an uncertain smile, “and it’s not official yet anyway. We could be wrong; we probably aren’t, but we could be.”
The masked sister nodded, then turned to look at Morgan with an ominous intensity in her eyes. “From what we’ve heard from the Nemhimian refugees, it’s very likely that another unnatural harvester has appeared. You’ve probably never heard of harvesters – few have – because they are rare and usually not dangerous, but...” She shook her head. “I’d rather fight a demon lord than I would a harvester. They are the most dangerous thing you could ever come across in Reniam; even the power of all deo’iel combined probably won’t be enough to stop it.”
“There is a small chance that it’s just a very powerful summoner on a rampage, though,” Violet pointed out with a sigh. “That’s what we think, and we’re pretty sure that the leaders of our order will think the same. They won’t want to go to the extreme lengths it would take to bring down a harvester without being absolutely sure... but on the other hand, they can’t delay dealing with something this conspicuous for too long, or they would lose support.”
“So rather than deploying -” Rose began, but received a shove from her sister and a shake of her head before she could finish. “What I mean is, they are going to send a force of deo’iel that will be overkill for a summoner – a veritable army, probably, along with several of us sixth circle-agents, possibly even Lord Nightmare himself – but it will only be a distraction for a harvester. Only then, when they have confirmed that it’s a harvester, will they accept what needs to be done.”
“We could be wrong,” Violet reminded them with a cautioning finger in the air. “It could be that the leaders think otherwise or will learn more than we have before making their decision... but from what we have heard, it’s a harvester.” She bit her lip. “Another one like Sineater... which is why we are going to keep a low profile until the order ascertains what it is, one way or another.”
So, shall I post or do you want to go first, Merc?
The inn is indeed deserted by now, leaving only Morgan, Ixion, I'on and the sisters; everyone else fled once they started fighting. Finding the innkeeper would probably be unlikely, and for that matter I don't think he would be all that interested in taking Morgan's money... well, not in exchange for a room, anyway.
Huh... you learn something new every day, I guess.

As for diagnosing people as pedants, I don't know how accurate it would be to say that it is it so "now"; I think I was five or six years old when I was diagnosed (in other words around twenty years ago), so it may very well not be the case anymore... or it may just be the case in Denmark, or even just that one doctor being peculiar.
Regardless, practically everyone who knows be today usually laugh at the thought that I have such a diagnose. Yes, I have a pretty much automatic response built into my brain that makes me correct people around me if I hear them saying something that I know is incorrect, or mispronounce something (a response which has made people very angry with me on numerous occasions), and I've been known so speak very oddly because my speech tends to be unusually correct and includes the usage of words most people don't even know what mean... Eh, and I do feel a fairly strong urge to wash my hands whenever I think I've touched something I suspect may previously have been in contact with something I find undesirable... Though I think the latter trait isn't as much pedantic as it is an obsessive compulsion...
What was the point I was getting at again? Oh, right...
But I'm anything but arrogant (actually I go in the opposite direction and am usually very insecure, polite and cautious) and... *looks up what actually defines a pedant* Oh, it's pretty much just that. So... uh... well...
...
I was sure there was a part of the trait of being pedantic that related to order and keeping things systematized or something... whatever. Anyone who has seen my desk (with sheets of paper in various formats scattered everywhere, each covered in scribbles on both sides), my notes (just normal sheets of paper, really, but covered in notes... written in fairly small writing (to the point where most have trouble reading them), arranged so that every square centimeter of it is used up, on both sides) or my "wardrobe" (a couch with a heap of clothes on it) tends to find it hilarious that I should be particularly systematic or orderly. Eh, which apparently isn't even relevant... maybe I am a pedant? Eh... (Interestingly, even though people are usually appalled at how chaotic and disorderly those three previously mentioned things are, I know where everything is. I know exactly where in that heap a particular article of clothing is, I know exactly on which sheet of notes a particular piece of information is, and I know in which order the notes are meant to be read, and I know where on my desk a particular scribble can be found. If someone comes in and touches my stuff, moving them around even slightly, I notice it immediately. I just don't feel the need enforce obvious order when I thrive just fine in a more organic order.) (I do have a closet for my finest clothes, though; my suit, my black leather coat, that kind of things... stuff that is ridiculously expensive. I don't leave all my clothes on the couch, just what I use in everyday life.)

And I don't know what "too much Portal" would be, honestly... Enough so that, as I mentioned not too long ago, the lyrics of GLaDOS' songs for each game are pretty much the only lyrics I know by heart, and can recite flawlessly.
Heh, and yeah, Cave Johnson... That's the name. He does have some nice quotes. He can't even hold a candle to GLaDOS, though. GLaDOS is Portal.
I think it was what's-his-name from Portal 2, the CEO of Aperture Science, who (among a bunch of other outrageous and funny, yet profoundly relevant, things) said: "I'll be honest: we're throwing science at the wall here to see what sticks. No idea what it'll do. Probably nothing. Best-case scenario, you might get some superpowers. Worst case, some tumors, which we'll cut out."
I've played Portal way too much...

Did you know that you can use a regular graphics card for deep learning neural network processing?
Shienvien

I... don't think I knew that? But then again I'm not entire sure what neural network processing describes, actually. Maybe I know, but by a different name.

EDIT: Come to think of it, I'm probably lucky they didn't try to throw drugs at me when they diagnosed me with misophonia... or as a child, when they diagnosed me as being pedantic. Not sure what they would give me or why, but, yeah... "Throwing science at the wall" seems fitting.

EDIT2: I'm pretty sure his last name was Johnson...
I suspect that my having trouble with reading this particular person is partially exactly because she tends to be... I don't even know how to describe her. Overly genuine? For whatever reason, I - at least during times when she's not withdrawn and doesn't really pay attention to anything going on outside her own head - just have to consciously observe her to notify myself how she's feeling/what she's thinking... I guess her expression/tone tends to come off in a way that I instinctively interpret as exaggerated and therefore tend to think means the opposite; that she's being sarcastic, in other words, or trying to hide how she really feels. I have learned to read her, but somehow it just isn't as intuitive for me to read her.
Another possible reason that I find her hard to read - and that she tends to miss hints at what others feel - is that she often forgets to actually look at the person she's talking to. It's not that she's disinterested - definitely not indifferent! - just that she tends to get deeply absorbed in whatever she's doing at the time. Even then she will pick up on how one sounds, if one's voice betrays emotion of some kind... eh, I didn't mean to say that she can't read people, nor that she doesn't want to, just that she often, eh... forgets.
A autistic sociopath, though... hmm. I wonder if such would have more of a tendency towards indifference towards other people than those who possess just one of the traits?

The trend in modern society to want to "fix" people like that is worrying though, I'll say that. Even people with relatively minor "disorders" gets handed psychiatric drugs as though it was candy. And while that is worrying in and by itself - especially considering the catastrophic side-effects some of those drugs can have, and just generally have effects more disruptive than the disorders themselves - I'm also pretty concerned with how eager doctors and psychologists are to diagnose people with all kinds of things. I don't know if that's a general trend or specific to Denmark, to be fair, but I know that here doctors have become especially keen on diagnosing everyone they can get away with doing so with ADHD.
Eh... yeah. Some things are just better left alone, and many things pushed aside and forgotten through the use of drugs are things that would be far healthier to work through without them. I could go on about painkillers too, but I'd doubtlessly be unusually biased about those considering my own insistence on not using them despite, you know, being in constant pain and all that.
...How did we get here?
I'm guessing that it was a matter of availability that it was specifically an eelpout (especially since the specimen was still alive when the slap occurred), but beyond that... heh. The weird things that happen in life.

And I guess that makes sense about the sociopathy. And I certainly know that certain conditions can make it extremely difficult for people to read emotions in others; I know a person with Aspergers in real life, and on top of being extraordinarily hard to read herself (as I've mentioned before I pride myself in my ability to intuitively read people) she also tends to be somewhat oblivious to how others feel, unless they're extremely obvious about it. And just as you say, she definitely isn't a bad person because of it. So, yeah.

But before we forget among the indulgence in randomness: Drunken Dove - who's next?
See, now I'm just left wondering why someone slapped you with an eelpout (looked it up and realized it was actually a fish I was familiar with... and in my experience a rather unpleasant creature). I do agree that they're easier to get a good grip on than a flounder. Typically weigh more, too, if I recall correctly. I imagine that if one used both hands with a flounder... Nah, it's still too slippery. You can't get a good grip without being able to get your fingers all the way around it. Hmm...

I'm not entirely sure what sparked the mention of the mental/emotional workings of sociopathy, but I, for one, know how it works.
Just to be clear so that we don't end up in the by-now cliché situation where everyone is waiting for someone else, who's next in the Drunken Dove?

Curiously, I've also caught myself pondering just what kind of fish would be suitable for slapping a person with... and quite frankly where the expression comes from; I've used it in several different variations myself over the years, but never realized it was something other people actually used as well.
A flounder, probably... seems suitable for slapping with. Like a flyswatter in fish-form, minus the handle.
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