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The Hunter's Dream

As the vision ended Torquil took a step away as well, only to immediately fall into a thoughtful silence that was outwardly no different than his usual taciturn demeanor. His mind wandered to some of the first thoughts he recalled having after awakening as a Hunter, back in the backroom of Rebirth's Rise when he had perused those barrels of weapons. How he had first considered a sword or a spear because he enjoyed the idea of himself as a knight, a symbol of heroism and an object of admiration. How he had later picked his previous garb because it had been the one that resembled the proverbial “shining armor” most out of the options, on top of the protection he had assumed it offered. And now here he was, clad in dark cloth and wearing a mask and hat that mostly hid his face, with an axe on his hip and an oversized hammer in his hands, likely the farthest he could ever come from that initial aspiration of his.
In contrast, the Dietrich he had witnessed in the memory had been everything Torquil had ever wanted to be: handsome, confident, competent, regal, elegant, powerful... Everyone loved Dietrich, and Dietrich appeared quite comfortable in his love for himself, once again contrasting Torquil's irrational self-hatred. And even Torquil, as much as he envied and resented Dietrich for all that he had, even Torquil could not help but admire the First Hunter. Which only made it worse.
Why? he thought grimly, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath of the fresh, cool and faintly floral air of the Hunter's Dream. And right there waiting for him were those brown eyes staring at him, accompanied by that feeling of disgust. It's not fair. Why does he get to be the hero? Why does he get everything, and I get nothing? No, less than nothing; it's not just that I don't love myself, I hate myself, I find myself disgusting, and I don't even know why. Are the gods truly this cruel? Would they deny me everything I want while showing me someone else who has it? If this is what they are... if this is what the world is... He clenched his jaw. No, I have Ophelia and Farren... and Gerlinde, I suppose. I am not alone. They like me, even if they don't admire me the way they do Dietrich. Ophelia is so concerned about the gods and the world, even though life has been cruel to her as well, so there must be some good there. Something worth protecting. There is hope. There must be. And even if there isn't... we will make it. We will be hope. Yes, that sounds nice. I will be a shining symbol. I can still be a hero. They will show me the way.

“He's something all right,” was the sum total of Gerlinde's reaction to the memory. She did not sound particularly impressed; if anything, she sounded a little bored.

Once Ophelia addressed their hosts in the Dream, the Shopkeeper seemed to listen with the same inscrutability as usual, whereas the doll mostly just seemed surprised, her glassy eyes wide open and her hands clasped over her stomach. They waited patiently for Ophelia to finish her report before responding.
“Congratulations on another fruitful expedition, good Hunters,” the doll said with bow. “It is good to hear that Eileen is safe and sound, and though it is very surprising to hear that Gehrman is alive it is still welcome news. The Shopkeeper holds no resentment for him; if anything, they are grateful for the guidance he offered.”
She glanced at the Shopkeeper for a second before turning back to Ophelia. “As for Isz, they do indeed know it mostly as a part of the Old Labyrinth. The Great Isz Chalice – which we have here in the Dream now – was the first to be retrieved from the dungeon, was what allowed Byrgenwerth to reach and have audience with the kin Great One Ebrietas, and which eventually gave rise to the Healing Church.” She paused a second as if listening. “We know little of it besides what the Shopkeeper observed while delving into it, but the Old Labyrinth bearing the aspect of Isz appears to be deeper into the Interstice than any other part of it; further from the Waking World and closer to the Nightmare. It is there most of the slumbering deep Great Ones rest, and most creatures that dwell there are their kin. It is a desperately dangerous place, good Hunter. You should be well-prepared if you intend to venture into those depths.”
The Hunter's Dream

With that the party used the lantern in the garden to return to the Hunter's Dream through the process they were all quite familiar with by now, and were met by the usual scenery and welcomed by the doll and the Shopkeeper. Nothing obvious even seemed to happen on account of Farren and Torquil arriving in the Dream this time, though both of them did feel weirdly sluggish, as if their minds and bodies responded just a little bit slower and with less precision than they had recently. But aside from that they did not have much business in the Dream this time... though it did occur to Ophelia that she could still feel the blood echoes she had saved clinging to her, and that there was still one memory left with the birdbath Messengers to buy.
Thus Ophelia called everyone over to the birdbath once more and, channeling her last blood echoes into allowing the little ones to materialize the skull, absorbed its insight and shared it with the rest of the party.

Secluded cabin, below the southern mountains, southeast of Yharnam

Ophelia turned to Moira at the Crow Hunter's words, expectantly looking at her as though she would have something to say. Laconic though Moira was, it seemed to Ophelia that the introductions should be served by her. If Moira had no inclination to do so Ophelia would make them herself, but she let her gaze linger on Moira for a long couple of seconds first.

Noticing Farren looking at Ophelia and Ophelia looking at her, Torquil staring fixedly at Crowmother as if scared to look away and Gerlinde being busy looking at everything but the Crow Hunter, with none of them seeming particularly inclined to speak first, Moira readily took the word. “Several reasons,” she told her, “but most of those are my own. The others are here mostly because I led them here. I thought they needed to meet you two.”
“Oh?” the Crow Hunter slowly walked toward them, navigating the dirt pathways between the gardens. “And what could a pack of hardy Hunters need from an old woman and a giant beast?”
“I didn't expect Crowmother to talk,” Moira corrected. “I meant you and the other Hunter living here.”
The Crow Hunter stopped walking instantly. “You're a sneaky one, aint ya? Not only did ya know where we were to lead everyone here, but ya must realize people aren't supposed to know there's two people here, let alone two Hunters. So...” With swift, fluid motion the Crow Hunter drew the shortsword at her side, which appeared to be a quite ordinary double-edged blade... only for her to grab the handle with both hands and, in a manipulation that would be very familiar to Farren, seemed to twist the weapon apart, splitting it into two single-edged shortswords, one in each hand. “...are we gonna have a problem?”
“I'd presume not,” Moira retorted, sounding completely calm and not at all intimidated. “These four are all Paleblood Hunters. I used to be one, too.”
Again the Crow Hunter stopped, having now crossed most of the way toward them. She turned her head, and though they could not see her face past her mask, it was probably safe to assume by the way she was facing that she was glancing at the little patch of flowers from the Dream. She looked back to them. “Four of them... who all still dream?”
Secluded cabin, below the southern mountains, southeast of Yharnam

Crowmother's attention shifted swiftly to Ophelia when she spoke, and the great beast seemed to listen with rapt attention, its head tilting first one way then the other as it leaned onto its hands. The rocks groaned audibly under its sheer mass as it shifted forward, stretching its neck to get an even just slightly closer look.
A deep, warbling noise emanated from Crowmother's throat, and it seemed to take a moment for it to manage to find the words to speak: “I require no offerings. I am no lord, nor guardian deity. I am a beast. I smell you. Hunters. But different.” It warbled again. “Come! You have visitors!”
“I hear ya, I hear ya,” a woman's voice called from within the cabin. “Should've known something'd happen tonight. Felt it in my bones.”

There was a stirring of motion in the doorway, and a figure emerged with a visage that would be quite familiar to them: a female Hunter with the billowing feathered cloak and the plaguedoctor's mask being the most immediately recognizable elements of the Crowfeather set, though she did in fact wear it all. It was difficult to determine much about the appearance of the woman inside the uniform, but both her voice and the way she moved suggested that she was likely getting on in years, yet she also maintained a certain grace and strength that witnessed of a vitality that defied her age. While her hands were empty, it was clear once she stopped just outside the door and shook off her cape that she carried a shortsword on her left hip and a pistol on her right.
“Well now, hello there,” she called out to them from across the open space, past the little gardens. Several Messengers looked up and toward her curiously. “It's the first time we've gotten this many visitors since we settled here, eh? What madness brought you here on a Night of the Hunt, even with Crowmother keeping watch?”
Below the southern mountains, southeast of Yharnam

The Hunters moved on in tight formation, darting from cover to cover and keeping as much to the shadows as possible as they crossed a relatively open expanse forward. Moira seemed to be leading them directly toward the spot where the great form of Crowmother loomed, its pale head occasionally sweeping from side to side as if gazing out over the landscape and scanning for threats. Their movements were made up of brief, desperate sprints interspersed with periods of patient sitting in place and waiting for the opportunity to move – when Crowmother looked away or a cloud passed in front of the moon – , which made progress quite slow. It took them nearly twenty minutes to cross just a little over a hundred meters to reach the foot of the mountain, where they finally arrived at what had appeared from a distance to be a simple large cluster of trees. As they reached the treeline, however, they soon discovered that to be something of an illusion.
In truth, what they had reached was a wide semicircle of tightly grouped hardwood trees, just two or three trees thick, beyond which it almost seemed that they stepped into another world entirely. Here in this isolated little space behind the thick trunks and dense canopies of the trees, nestled into a subtle recess into the foot of the mountain, it was actually easy to forget that they were only a matter of hundreds of meters from the city of Yharnam.
It looked almost downright idyllic: a dozen or so small gardens separated by narrow dirt paths, each growing its own kind of vegetable, fruit or berry. A small enclosure with a single cow, sleeping soundly. Another enclosure with a henhouse. And furthest back, past all these little domesticated bits of nature, sat a cozy little log cabin with a single shuttered window and an open door facing them, past which they could see the faint flicker of candlelight. And all of it was bathed in pure, peaceful moonlight... and not a single censer in sight, even on a Night of the Hunt.

What was perhaps particularly interesting to the Paleblood Hunters was one specific circular garden out of all them others, taking up a central place of pride in the clearing that happened to be almost directly between the Hunters and the cabin, was not growing anything of practical worth, but purely aesthetic flowers white flowers. But not just any flowers: the exact same kind they had seen several times before, as they were all over the Hunter's Dream. And standing perfectly in the middle of this little patch of flowers was the equally familiar sight of a post with an unlit lantern.
They would also unavoidably notice that scattered across the area, sitting among crops, flowers and weeds, crowding around the cow and peeking out of the henhouse, were Messengers. Little ones were all over this place just lounging around lazily... yet seemingly being aware enough to notice and watch their group's arrival.

But before any of them had much of a chance to react to this deeply unusual scene in any meaningful way, they would almost certainly be distracted by first a faint thud, then a louder one followed by a crashing boom as something huge bounded down the mountainside and directly toward them, only to suddenly come to a halt in the rocks directly above the cabin. Because here, finally, a mere forty meters or so away, the party got their first good look at Crowmother.
Though the creature staring at them from the rocks was huge – its posture was hunched over, but it looked to like it would be at least eighteen meters tall if it stood up straight – they realized up close that its body and limbs were actually quite long and thin. Rather than the birdlike wings it appeared to have had from a distance, they would realize that it was almost just long arms with enormous wing-like feathers growing from them; they were structured more like the wings of a bat than those of a bird, with bestial fingers adorned with long, murderous claws. These arms and its torso were both clad mostly in black feathers in varying sizes, though among the feathers they would also see fur, which became the dominant growth on its belly and legs. The legs were also disproportionally short for a creature of its size, and looked more like they belonged on a lycanthrope than any kind of avian.
By far the most shocking part of its appearance, however, was definitely its head. The front of its chest, its neck and its entire head lacked fur and feathers alike, being entirely bald, and was wrinkled and scarred. Dark, sunken eyes glared at them from above the monster's maw... for it was a maw, not a beak. Though it had looked like it from a distance and it did have a shape reminiscent of a beak, it had opened to reveal that that protrusion was merely a small adornment on its upper and lower lip, respectively. Its lower jaw looked to be unhinged like a snakes and opened impossibly wide to reveal jaws full of huge teeth like daggers, clearly meant only for killing.
Crowmother glared at them from its perch for a second... then it spoke, its voice harsh and loud, as inhuman vocal organs strained to form human speech:
“You have visitors.”


Industrial Ward, Southeastern Yharnam

Guided by Moira, the group turned south and began delving into the smog-filled darkness of the Industrial Ward once more. Mercifully remaining unseen was a simple matter for the most part, as the obscuring mist and gloom filling the air did most of the work and all they had to do was avoid making loud noises or literally glowing. The fact that Dietrich had been attacked by Crowmother when he had, Moira pointed out in a hushed voice as they walked along, was likely due to his insistence on being brightly clad in white and silver and arriving on horseback; on foot, their little group could escape notice of the bestial guardian without too much trouble.

Aside from Crowmother herself, whom they saw nothing of for a time, the Industrial Ward was well-known to be free of beasts... and even if beasts had emerged, they would have been unlikely to pose much of a threat. With a band made up of four Paleblood Hunters and the two Hunters that were regarded as the most dangerous in Yharnam, very little in the world could pose much of a threat to them in a fair fight. Right now, they might realize, this little party of theirs might represent the single greatest concentration of power in the city... though with Ego watching, gaining these allies might also have made them a fearsome enemy.
How badly would the kin Great One take the loss of one of his most valuable pawns? How far would he go to exact his revenge? To punish them? To alleviate the threat they posed? The Paleblood Hunters were immortal, so surely all he could do to them would be to slow them down... but Dietrich and Moira were mortal, as were others they had met. Victor, last seen at the White Church Workshop. Seven, busily conducting his business in the Black Church Workshop. The lightbeast, creeping away to hide herself in Old Yharnam. Each of them were surely valuable allies in their own right, but how much did Ego know... and how willing was he to use those allies against them?
And all of that was without considering Vicar Harold's role in all of this, and ignoring the other threats hanging over Yharnam. The Followers in Yahar'gul, supposedly preparing some profane ritual; the Harrow somewhere unknown, who had tried to kidnap them when they had first awoken; the Fire Dancers, who were stifling the resources of the Healing Church and their ability to deal with the surge of beasts that came with the Night of the Hunt. Yharnam was in grave danger, and the Hunters had to ask themselves if it was truly wise to provoke other powerful forces while such abundant dangers still loomed? Especially if they still desired to explore other avenues to potentially learn more of the eldritch and grow their power, like exploring the Nightmare, going to Hemwick to find the shrine to their patron guardian, and seeking out the Cainhurst to gain access to the Old Labyrinth and search for the so-called other half of the Holy Moonlight Sword.
If it was not too late already, how much further could they push before they forced Ego's hand? They had started down a dangerous path, walking blindly toward a perilous abyss that might leave them no choice but to confront the Golden One himself.

After about fifteen minutes of lurking through the murk they would find that structures started getting more sparse, and as Moira had them turn eastward along a dirt path that could hardly be called a road, the smog began to abate as well. Creeping through the shadows cast by buildings, rocks and – for the first time on this night – trees. They had reached the outer limits of Yharnam and found that as they left the artifice of the city behind, they entered the domain of nature that had been all but subdued or erased in there. And before them, in a chain stretching from the west to the east, curving northward as it went, were the southern rocky mountains they had previously seen from a distance, now much closer. They loomed over them, bathed in the pale light of the full moon...
And there, just in the direction they were sneaking under Moira's guidance, they would see something halfway up the nearest mountain, still hundreds of meters away but visible due to its altitude and the moonlight: a figure whose shape looked entirely inhuman. A huddled mostly black shape among the gray rocks with a pale head that appeared to have a beak. It was difficult to tell details at this distance, let alone estimate the distance itself, but for them to be able to see as much as they could from this far away, it had to be huge.
Pausing their behind an outcropping of rock, Moira pointed the figure out for anyone who had not noticed it. “That is Crowmother,” she told them. “As far as I can tell, that is her roost. We have to be very careful from here onward.”
Industrial Ward, Southeastern Yharnam

With Ophelia taking the lead and Farren, Gerlinde and Torquil following close behind, the party of Hunters sped up their pace and charged along the street into the obscuring, polluted streets of the Industrial Ward. The street was predictably empty just as it had been during their first visit there, and passed the lantern they had already lit there shortly before they reached the square that had been their end of their first excursion into the area without incident. They found this place mostly unchanged, too, with the carcasses of both the lesser scourge beasts and the cleric beast right where they had left them. The only real change, if they even noticed, seemed to be that their eyes had been removed, the cause of which was not at all hard to determine as they could plainly hear the sound of fleeing corvids partaking of the carrion as they approached.
As they passed the square they were met by the only other living creature they had seen since entering the Industrial Ward: a beautiful, graceful pure-white horse, galloping past them to escape northward, its eyes wild with fear. Not only were its hooves clad in horseshoes and its mane long and well-groomed, but the creature was also saddled and bridled and was clearly meant for being ridden.
Farren stopped just long enough to check the horse for anything useful, but would swiftly determine that it had no bags and nothing notable on it besides its saddle and bridle. That being said, it was a quite impressive saddle; pale, bleached leather stitched and decorated with silver, with marked with the two Caryll Runes that Ophelia would remember having seen on the banners in Dietrich's office.

They ran past this abandoned battlefield just as they heard another harrowing shriek, even louder than the first; so loud, in fact, that they would only hear the first couple of seconds of the cry before the sound of it faded... along with that of everything else, replaced by a single high-pitched tone. It only took their enhanced Hunter-bodies a second or so to regenerate their eardrums and restore their hearing, barely impacting their regenerative potential. But the fact that the beast's cries were this loud when they were still this far away would likely be quite alarming, given that it was not hard for most people to determine that sound decreased exponentially in volume over distance. They could only imagine how destructive these cries would be in close vicinity to the source.
They only had to run for about thirty seconds or so further south past the square with the cleric beast before they came upon a part of the street that bore the same marks of a battlefield... only even worse. Huge swathes of cobblestone had been torn up and scattered, enormous clawmarks were carved into the ground and the sides of buildings alike, and one of the structures at the side of the road even appeared to be partially collapsed, as if something colossal and extremely heavy had crashed into it. And all around among the destruction were spatters of blood and massive black feathers.

A little further, and came upon a haggard figure half-sitting on a large piece of rubble and half-leaning on his bloodstained unique, slender two-handed sword, its tip plunged into the ground, his left hand on its crossguard and his right on its pommel. He would be far from regal under all the gore and with how thoroughly his once-impressive garb had been shredded, but even so Ophelia in particular would certainly be able to easily recognize Dietrich of the Shining Wing.
Though he was practically covered in blood from head to toe, the man himself appeared to be unhurt at the moment, likely due to the pair of empty blood vials at his feet.
He looked up as they approached, his movements exhausted but wary, and cracked a smile as soon as he spotted Ophelia's easily recognizable form.
Eastern Central Yharnam - Collab

"Alone? No, love, I was planning to go with Gerlinde. If you'd rather come with instead I don't mind, but... something is going on with you, isn't it? You're... considering things, and something is haunting you. I see it in your eyes. Don't keep it to yourself--that's how it eats at you until nothing is left." Ophelia responded, casting the slightest of sidelong glances towards Farren as she finished before focusing on Torquil again.

Vigilant as ever, Farren caught her glance, but rather than protest or show any sign of irritation, Farren nodded. “She's right,” he said, glancing Torquil's way. “Believe me, suffering that sort of thing alone...it ruins you.” There was a haunted cast to his eyes and a warning in his voice as he said the words. It lasted for a few moments then faded as his attention shifted away. He was glad that Torquil had offered, for while he didn't want to go, he'd not have Ophelia go alone and while Gerlinde was certainly a companion...she wasn't exactly much of a grounding influence.

Torquil shrugged. "There's nothing much to tell, it's just... vague feelings and flashes of stuff I don't remember, and it got worse after that Frenzy-thing. Being all alone in a shack in the woods. Being scared and angry and hateful and disgusted at myself. Little pieces. I don't think the old me liked himself very much."

“And do you?” Farren asked idly, his gaze not even turning as he asked the question.

"We all have a shadow, dear. A version of ourselves that's all the worst parts, all the things we hate about ourselves... Mine is small and stupid and powerless, a lost and sickly orphan with neither wits or love. I love her now, though, because that's all she ever really wanted. The only antidote to hate is love." She added after Farren said his little piece. Hers was a more roundabout way of making it to the point, and perhaps simpler was better when dealing with Torquil, but she couldn't help her lack of brevity--it was just who she was.

Torquil just stared at the two of them while Ophelia spoke, all the while considering Farren's question. Thinking about his feelings. About those brown eyes.
"I don't think I like the old me very much either," he declared dispassionately. "But I like the new me. I'd rather not remember the old me and just keep doing what I've been doing."

"Clearly your old self isn't so easily forgotten, love. Ignoring the problem will only hurt you." Ophelia countered, giving Torquil's shoulder a gentle squeeze and offering him a smile.

Again he shrugged. "Can't forget what I've remembered, can't remember what I've forgotten. Not much I can do except ignore it."

“That sort of things has a way of coming back to bite you in the ass,” Farren said gruffly and though he only remembered fragments of his own past, the way he said it made it clear he spoke from experience.

"I could brew you a mushroom tea to induce visions for you to examine, but... perhaps leaving it for now is the best idea. Did you want to come and see Ego, Gerlinde? I assume so--and would appreciate your discerning eye. I miss things you don't, you miss things I don't. Together we should be able to make the visit count as much as possible so we don't have to go back."

"I would love to go see the golden boy himself," Gerlinde giggled. "That way I can finally skip the middle man and mock the god himself to his face."

"Hah, he's not prepared for you! That's two of us--it's up to you whether you'd rather come with or stay with Farren, Torquil."

"We'll see," Torquil sighed noncommittally. "First I guess we should keep going."

Farren grunted his agreement, clearly ready to get moving once more.

Traversing Eastern Yharnam

And so the party continued their journey southward and eastward, toward the oft-forgotten Industrial Ward in search of the First Hunter of the White Healing Church. They traversed the remainder of Central Yharnam, with its varied homes and storefronts in many shapes and sizes, each unique in its own way and all characterized by Gothic and Victorian architecture. Nearly every shutterless window was lit from the inside with the occasional shadow passing by and the sounds of life and even occasional festivities going on inside, past the safety of metal bars and lit censers. It was a reminder of another world, where the wealthier citizens of Yharnam could rest secure in the knowledge that the Healing Church and its hundreds of Hunters would preserve the city through the Night of the Hunt; a world where this was but another full moon, twenty-eight days after the last one and twenty-eight days before the next one. Where beasts, Hunters, battle and death belonged to a different world far removed from their own.
They jogged by in the sparse glow of lampposts that were being far outshined by the light of the pale full moon that crawled ever-higher into the sky, bathing the city in its luminescence. They passed over a dozen Hunters during their long trek, mostly clad in white but several also clad in black, most of which were patrolling the streets alone or in pairs accompanied by small groups of huntsmen. Though many of them seemed taken aback by the sight of Ophelia in her garb and with her obviously unusual weapon, none of them made any move to stop the travelers. They had other things to do.
For the Hunters and huntsmen that were not currently patrolling were busy building pyres and dragging the bodies of great furred beasts toward them to dispose of their remains. They passed dozens of such pyres, many lit and casting their ominous light onto the streets, and several already burned out; each adorned with the charred remains of at least one scourge beast, and many with more. Some beasts were simply tossed onto the fire to lay in the flames, while others – particularly larger beasts – were hoisted above the fire and tied to wooden crosses, their bloody carcasses filling the air with the smell of roasted flesh and burnt hair. During the entire journey, the party did not encounter a single living beast; for all the faults of the new Healing Church, it appeared that they were brutally effective at keeping the scourge at bay even on a Night of the Hunt.

They traveled onward, first passing into the eastern outskirts of Yharnam near where they had first awakened in Rebirth's Rise, where the individual and aesthetically pleasing style of Central Yharnam gave way to rows upon rows of nigh-identical residences, most of which stood dark and empty. They passed the spot where they had all first encountered Mother Moira, and this time both Ophelia and Farren were capable of seeing for themselves what had been pointed out to them by her: the Amygdala clinging to the cliff-face above them. It was no different than the ones Ophelia had seen entire swarms of in Yahar-gul, but this would be the first time Farren saw one properly. The abominable creature seemed to turn its head to watch them as they passed, but otherwise did nothing to help, hinder or commune with them; it simply sat there, spectating.

They continued south and encountered fewer and fewer Hunters and pyres alike, and eventually reached the smog-filled streets of the Industrial Ward. But soon before they would begin to enter the mist, the relative silence that dominated this part of the city was shattered by a shrill, deafeningly loud and utterly fearsome inhuman shriek from further south. Even at this distance the sound was enough to be physically painful to all of them, prompting Torquil to reflexively cover his ears, and it was quite obviously different from anything any of them had ever heard before; a wail that was much louder than that of the cleric beast they had heard shortly after awakening. A beast letting out all of its rage... and desperation.
Eastern Central Yharnam

"I'll put my faith in the Mask rune and let that be enough. You shouldn't come, dear, not until we have a plan. You seem shaken enough by what that horrid wraith did to you," Ophelia said.

Torquil listened to Ophelia and Farren, and his expression gradually turned to a frown as he weighed their words and tried to reconcile the conflicting sentiments in his heart. On one hand he really detested the idea of them splitting up again, which seemed to keep happening even though they had decided not to do that anymore... but on the other hand, it seemed that Farren was very determined in not wanting anything to do with Ego.
Part of him wanted to claim that he understood how Farren felt, but another part pointed out that he understood Farren's feelings even less than he did so many other things. Torquil had none of the traumas Farren seemed to have; all that haunted him about his past were some vague sourceless emotions, visions of a hovel in the forest and brown eyes. When he had come into contact with Vicar Harold he had barely felt anything at all, and when he donned the Mask Rune the only thing that changed was that he no longer thought of the vicar as a nice old man that he could trust. Unlike especially Farren, but to an extent Ophelia and Gerlinde as well, Torquil suspected that he was the one who feared the vicar and Ego the least. To him they were just powerful entities; anything about the nature of a Great One and the Nightmare and all that stuff went way over his head. God or not, if someone came at him Torquil would just start hitting it until it died... and if it came back like the Paleblood Hunters did, he would kill it again. He would put his hands around their throat and –
A brief wince passed over his face as those brown eyes flashed before his mind's eye again, as clear as if they were physically right in front of him. The rage, hatred and disgust filled his stomach again, so strong it almost made him nauseous.

“I don't like us splitting up,” he said after a brief few seconds of consideration, “and I like the idea of you going alone even less. Farren shouldn't need to go, but at least take Gerlinde or me.” He paused for just a second before adding: “Probably me.”
Eastern Central Yharnam

“Yeah, I've been rampaging through Yharnam and the Nightmare for a week now and I never got a personal invitation from any god, let alone a golden Lord of Providence,” Gerlinde giggled, making it unclear whether she was truly offended or genuinely found the prospect amusing. “The Grand Cathedral, it says... that's where Harry-poo wanted us to go for 'all the truths' or whatever it was he said, so I guess both the master and minion want us to go there.”

Torquil just stared and listened for a while, frowning and squinting while clutching the firm handle of Fulmen tightly in his hands as he tried to wrap his mind around what was going on. All the talk about ascension and gods made him uncomfortable, and it did not make it any better that there was apparently an actual god talking to them. It felt too big, too complicated... way too much for him, or possibly any of them, to get involved with.
When Gerlinde had finished speaking, he pointed to the message from the Shopkeeper. “Maybe we should wait until we have a way to kill him? Just in case.”
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