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4 yrs ago
Current After nearly three years, I caught covid.
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5 yrs ago
Someone stole a jar of melatonin from the store that I work at. I hope it keeps them up at night.
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8 yrs ago
Being tiny, curious as hell, cute and incredibly clumsy, I find Meltan surprisingly relatable for a lump of metal with a nut for a head.
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8 yrs ago
I didn't know I had a favorite steel-type pokemon until Meltan. Not to be dramatic, but I'd die for that little fella
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8 yrs ago
Everyone wants to be special, yet nobody seems to realise that being special isn't always a good thing.

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Alright, great! In that case I'll make the ooc thread after one more person has shown interest!
Hey beebee, nice to meet you!
Ramblingbard, great! And sure, that's fine, the minimum is five but more people are welcome if they show interest.

Kidd, yes there's more to the plot than what's shown in the explanations, but that's kept between me and CaptnBoobgrab until later on in the rp.








We're hoping for at least five more people before we start the rp.

(Note: please wait with posting your cs until the ooc thread is up and post it there.)
Helena sat there and kept thinking while time passed, eventually they would leave again and she got up and walked back to the car. Sure, the whole happening back there didn't scar her physically. No,.if it only were that much easier.... they left her mentally scarred.

"Uhm, Leo, would you mind if we go to the pharmacy first before heading home? I need to but something there..." Helena asked, soft and shyly. She felt too embarrassed to tell him what she needed, or why she needed it in the first place. With such a test she could at least know for sure, and back then she didn't want it, but still...
Helena stared at the water quietly, lost in her thoughts. Even if she didn't feel sick, her thoughts were keeping her from having fun. She had been thinking about what had happened back then an awful lot lately, even though most of all, she just wanted to forget it, more than she wanted anything else. But how could she? The whole happening had left her scarred and it had kept her thoughts occupied for so long, it still did, had never stopped doing so. It was the reason she now cringed at each single bit of physical contact, why she hated it so much to be touched, why even a tap on her shoulder made her uncomfortable. Not that her father ever noticed anything. He was far too busy. Sometimes she wondered if he actually did remember that she existed before they threatened to kill her.

But with Leo, it was different. He had been the first person she didn't mind touching her since what had happened, actually felt good around him. She had even enjoyed their kiss, it was a gentle and loving one. The way he treated her was just so much different from the rough, violent, painful way they had treated her back then... around him, she finally managed to feel alright again.
Helena looked at him and forced a smile onto her face, but obviously not a genuine one. "It's okay, I'm just a little sick, that's all..." She said, then sighed and looked at the ground. Lying to him just didn't feel right, not even a little lie like that."Look I'll explain it later, okay? Don't worry about me, just go and have fun." She said, looking at him again for a short moment. She wanted to tell him the truth, but she didn't want their friends to hear it too, or at least not until she knew for sure.

She had no idea how he would react, and in all honesty, she was a little scared to find out. After all, what had happened certainly was not nothing, and she hadn't told anyone yet. Maybe not telling anyone had been a stupid decision, but she just never had a clue who to tell and how to tell it, she still didn't know yet.
While usually spoken Helena could've laughed about it, all she did when her friends pushed Leo into the water, was smiling a little, before diving into the water and getting Leo out of the water. "I'm sorry, I just don't feel very well at the moment..." She apologised to him, before heading back to their friends and sitting down on the grass. She had a guess as to why, but regardless, she just felt terrible, while at the same time, she didn't want to ruin the day, now they finally got to see their friends again.

Helena sighed again. Maybe she would have to tell someone about what happened and what she had been suspecting lately, but she had no idea as to who. Her father was never home and although it was quite something that had happened, she was certain that he would either be mad at her, or wouldn't care at all. As for Leo, he had just gotten back. He wasn't there even a day yet, and she wasn't sure if she should tell him. After all it was quite something, and she didn't want to scare or shock him. Not to mention she was embarrassed about it and most of all wanted to forget what had happened. But maybe she should talk about it with someone, and she knew no one else than him who she could tell.
"Oh really, they don't come out at day? Then what about yesterday, back in the forest, when I almost got shot?" She asked, annoyed by how naive he seemed to be thinking. She was glad to see her friends back, but it was just such a reckless, dangerous thing for them to meet Helena and Leo again, and she didn't want them to get hurt. That, and of course, something else...

She took a seat in the truck and wrapped her arms around her stomach for a moment, thinking. Last day and last morning she hadn't felt much, but the past few weeks, something had definitely felt different. She was afraid of telling anyone, embarrassed, and she didn't even know for sure yet, but still, she had been throwing up pretty much every morning, had moodswings like she currently had and more things hinting at it, so even if she didn't know for sure, she had no clue what else it could be. But if it was true, then what? She had no idea with who she could talk about it with. Maybe Leo, but he had enough worries already.
Helena looked at Leo for a moment and sighed. "Didn't you think it would be a better idea to keep them out of this mess? If they get involved, their lives will be at risk too." She said to him. It wasn't that she didn't love him, but what was he thinking, simply telling it like that out in the open? It was reckless, and they could easily get involved, especially if someone was spying on them at the moment. Didn't he think of that? He worked for the FBI, so shouldn't he think of such things?
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