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30something who loves to rp to pass the time and meet new people! When the world is right, I'm a character entertainer for a party business and do fan films. Utter geek who loves gaming and reading and rather addicted to the art therapy colouring books haha!

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Kay gave her a smile and tapped Trish's chin with her thumb. "Any time kiddo" she replied to her. "Just promise me you won't grow up too much faster, you deserve a childhood to remember fondly of when you're older" she told her. She herself didn't much of a childhood, and what she did have, it was tarnished with misery and she hated the idea of Trish going through that same turmoil.

Fia nodded and placed her forehead against his softly. "Good, you know you only have to ask for me to help. You're like my brother, I'll always help you out" she told him, letting herself linger for a moment before sitting back and looking around the room. "You know what's funny Drake? I think compared to how it is in our time, this is the cleanest and emptiest this room has ever been, and that's saying something considering its far from empty now" she chuckled. There was no denying it, Fia saw what an actual hoarder of all things magical her father truly was.

Josh smiled, lifting his hand and stroking her cheek with his thumb. "I'm glad to hear that" he replied to her truthfully. "Now come on, have your bath before the water gets cold" he smiled.
SAM

As he walked with Anya through the corridors of the bunker, he couldn't help but smile again as he noticed how she had a similar, albeit more tactile, reaction to the decor as Lexi had. He knew it was an impressive looking building once someone got down the staircase, but he had gotten so used to it that he didn't see it with fresh eyes...until the girls showed up. He looked down at her when she signed sorry and she was stressed. He shook his head and a smiled, "you're not crazy, I know that much. As for stressed? I'm guessing that's you're saying, that's understandable." He replied to her.

"But know this, whilst you're in this bunker? You can relax and feel safe here. No demon, monster or ghost can get in here without setting off a dozen or more alarms. It's the safest place to be." He explained to her, finding an empty decent sized room with a bed in it for her. Opening the door, he gestured for her to go on ahead into the room. "you can make yourself at home here. The bed might not be the comfiest in the world but they're comfy enough. Not only that, I can say with confidence Lexi is an incredible cook if you ever get hungry" he chuckled.

"As for helping you, you're welcome and I'm sorry for being hesitant about the situation before. I should have gotten more information on it first before dismissing it. I was out of line in that coffee shop and I hope we can make a better first impression of each other from now on." He added, wanting her to know that he wasn't usually that rude.

LEXI

Lexi was glad that Anya appreciated her using very basic ASL before Sam took her down the corridors to find a room for her to relax in. Like Dean, she too was impressed with the amount of information on the paper, not having expected so much to be given to them. It showed her that Anya really did mean business and wasn't going to give up easily until she got answers she so desperately bad clearly needed.

Though when Dean started talking about Sam and the kinda of beings he gravitated to, she quickly shot him a look with a raised eyebrow before lowering it again as he quickly corrected himself. She was honestly thankful he wasn't calling Anya a monster. She smirked and scoffed as he teased her and nudged her in the arm, making her nudge him back. "Uh huh..sure!" She chuckled back.

She let him take the paper and look at it closer, studying it almost. She couldn't imagine what Dean must be thinking in his head when it came to this iconic firearm and honestly she was glad she never got the pressure of knowing she once owned it. She looked up at him as he spoke once more and placed a hand on his back, gently rubbing it in a comforting manner. "as it stands now, you can't think of hat possibility. All we can do think about the facts we got now." She told him.

"But yeah, this isn't going to be a job for sodas and caffeine." She agreed with him.
MIKA AND NATALIA

Natalia had no intention of leaving without Cason. Barely over 24hours ago, she never would have thought she'd been thinking like this but truth of the matter was, now her foggy memories were becoming clearer round him, he was like a security blanket for her sanity. She was starting to understand why Anna had trusted him so easily all those years ago and get close to him. She just wanted to get a head start on grabbing her things, so she didn't even notice how Dean pulled Mika closer to him, the complete opposite to her making Cason let go.

"The very idea of not babysitting or fighting sou ds like a pipe dream that I'm totally down for experiencing" Mika chuckled in reply to Dean as Nat and Cason started walking away from them. Walking back to their own room, she took the lead and opened the door, stepping inside and letting him walk in before closing the door behind them both. "this might sound awful, but it almost feels like I've forgotten how to be a normal person who does normal things" she laughed, "but maybe hit up a bar at some point, because I don't know about you but I think today definitely warrants a damn strong drink" she suggested.

In Natalia's room, she was already grabbing the few clothes that were out of her bag and shoving them haphazardly. She just wanted gone from this room as it all gave her was the overwhelming feeling of all the truths that were said inside the four walls. She paused her actions however when Cason asked her where she wanted to go. Mentioning all kinds of countries off the top of his head. "Honestly? I wouldn't know where to start deciding. As you know, I've spent all my teenage life in that hellhole, so I've never been anywhere." She began saying, "I wanna experience something away from this big upcoming war or whatever it will be, I wanna experience actual fun" she told him. "Somewhere that will make me not think of a hunter life" she added, looking him straight in the eye after zipping her duffel bag closed.

Seeing his smirk, she couldn't stop the left corner of her lips tilting upwards ever so slightly before they lowered again. "I wanna be harm free reckless, I just wanna be happy again" she sighed, grabbing her bag and stepping over to him.

SAM

The sound of voices coming from inside the apartment have Sam even more butterflies as he tried to remember exactly what he was going to say and how he was going to say it. He barely got time to figure it all out in his head when Max opened the door and looked utterly confused. He looked down at Max, finding his face looking familiar properly all over again, but did his best to not let it show on his face.

He was about to introduce himself when Anna showed up to the door and cursed Cason for ratting her out. "..hi. I came here for you" he told her. "Can we...talk in private?" He asked of her politely. "it's just I could let you leave without hearing me out a d I know you're pissed at Cason, but I didn't give him much of a choice to tell me where you are. so don't be too hard on him" he explained, deciding that if Cason was going to keep Nat safe, the least he could do is make Cason out to be more of a victim in this escapade of his, than Cason actually was.

He just wanted to engulf Anna in his arms, beg her on his hands and knees to some extent, but he didn't want to do it in front of Max. So he hoped that Anna would at least hear him out and let him say his peace. If she still insisted on leaving him after he said what he did, then he would try and learn to live with it. However he was going to fight hard to keep her and he was willing to do anything to win her back round to his side.
NATALIA AND MIKA

Mika was thankful that Natalia was agreeing to some time away. She knew deep down that it was her best option but she wanted Nat to decide for herself so she didn't make the girl feel like she was being forced into a particular decision. She listened to everyone talk, even watched as Cason had turned Natalia round to make her look at them as they talked with each other. She absolutely hated it, but she was thankful for Cason's help right now. She was even more surprised that Dean was agreeing with Cason.

"Then it's decided, we'll all take a rest day, or two and we'll reunite when we're ready to. Nat you know to call us if you need us okay?" she said, sliding her arm that was through Dean's, now round his waist, glad to be standing so close to him once more.

Natalia nodded in agreement, instinctively grabbing Cason's arms whilst he had a grip on her. "I know, and I will, I promise" she replied to Mika before patting Cason's arms to signal letting go of her, then when she was free of his hold she went to her room to grab her belongings. Unlike Esme, she had her car and knew she could just go whenever she was ready. She also realised this would be the first time she'd let Cason in the front seat after swearing the night before there would be no way a demon would sit shotgun in her car....

SAM

It took him most of the day by the time he said his goodbyes to everyone in the group, packed his stuff and got a seat booked on a plane, but he managed to get to California and head to the old stomping ground that Anna used to live with Max. He used the paper of instructions and directions from Cason to get there and by the time the evening came round, he was knocking on the door of Max's apartment.

It had taken him in truth a few minutes to even gain the courage to knock, all kinds of paranoid worries swirling round in his head. What if he was too late and this Max guy had convinced Anna that a normal relationship with a normal life was the way she wanted to live? What if Max could give her a safer and calmer life than he could? What if she really was done with him?

Shaking those thoughts out of his head, he managed to knock on the door and awaited for someone to answer, praying that Anna wouldn't kill him for going against her wishes and follow her to her location to bring her home. Yet he knew deep down he wouldn't be able to live without having at least answers for her leaving in the middle of the night.
NATALIA, MIKA AND SAM

Sam watched Dean's facial expressions the entire time Cason backed up his ideas about him going alone to bring Anna back. He knew Dean probably would want Anna back just as much as himself, and he certainly knew that his brother wouldn't like him going alone anywhere to bring her back, but truth was in the last four months, he had to do a lot of things alone whilst Dean was in Hell and thus that meant he was a lot more capable than his brother could ever know. "I know you don't like it, but trust me when I say I can do this on my own and I'll keep in touch the entire time. I will bring her back Dean" he tried to reassure him.

He then looked over at Cason as he nodded to keep Natalia safe from herself and from Dean whilst he was gone. If he was going to be worried about any of them when he wasn't around it was Nat. With his wish agreed to, he nodded a single firm nod to Cason before looking back at Dean and seeing him visibly amused at the request, which made him just subtly just shake his head slowly at his brother. It wasn't the time to show anything that could Nat could deem as an attack on her. It was now clear to him that she was still learning, even after all this time, how to react to human people again.

He did however sigh with relief when Dean said he was done fighting with Natalia, even though he knew his brother better than that statement. "Okay, I'm gonna grab my stuff, book a flight to where she is and get moving" he explained to everyone.

As the discussion went on, Natalia focused on the soothing slow movements of Cason's thumb running on the back of her hand to continue keeping her calm which luckily for him, it was working. "I really hope you get her back Sam" she told him, talking to him in a much kinder tone than she was previously talking to Mika and especially Dean. "So do I Nat, and stay out of trouble for me yeah?" he replied, giving her a very small genuine smile. Part of her wanted to say 'well that's asking a bit much isn't it?' but instead she decided to not say it, and just nod instead. "good enough for me" Sam smiled at her.

"Good luck baby bro" Mika spoke up before letting Sam finally walk back to his room to gather whatever he may need for the long trip to getting Anna back to him. She looped one arm through Dean's now they were alone with Cason and Natalia and wondered how this was going to go. "Can we continue this civil conversation or no?" she asked the group, looking between the three of them, seeing Nat simply half shrug. She wanted to remain civil, she truly did but Dean just had that knack of getting on her nerves so easily.

"Seeing as you're refusing to say much else Nat I'm gonna simply say this. You and Dean need to get passed this conflict at some point, even if you remain away from each other for a while. Find a hunt to do go your own way for a while or just swallow your emotions and actually spend some time with Dean. I don't care which route you decide to take, but you gotta decide. We all love you dearly and like Dean said earlier, he gets like this because he cares about you. You're literally the baby sister he never knew he'd need in his life and because of that things get heated. None of us are perfect, but he just wants you safe" she said to her calmly and softly.

Natalia listened to Mika talk, taking in her words and eventually sighing deeply. She honestly didn't know what else she could possibly say, the options she was being given weren't all that appealing either way. "I love you all too...it's why your words hurt Dean" she calmly told him, still refusing to let go of Cason. She knew this wouldn't be easy on her brother, but she hoped in time it would become easier. "I guess...I guess I need time away to clear my head. Just don't give up on me....please. I don't wanna be that sister you disown. I've lost one family, I can't lose another" she admitted to both Mika and Dean.

That was the closest she was going to get to saying 'I need you Dean', at least for now.
SAM AND LEXI

Sam continued to smile when Anya smiled back at him. "this is a good start" he thought to himself, but did notice out the corner of his eyes how Dean was smirking at the sight before him.

Lexi nodded, glad that Dean was in agreement with her even if Sam wasn't at first. It just seemed the most logical thing to do and she also had a habit of the moment a job dropped in her lap, she had to focus on it straight away. So when Sam wanted to give Anya a break first, she felt a bit surprised, especially as they usually were on the same wave length on the odd times they've worked together before she met Dean.

Both her and Sam looked at Anya when she shook her head and atepped up to the table. Lexi felt she understood Anya without her even needing to attempt to communicate with words. She looked down at the paper that Anya unfolded with one hand and pushed toward them after turning it over to the other side. She couldn't help herself by pulling it closer to her and looking at the information written on it.

"This really isn't your first rodeo...this is a great start. Thank you" she said to her before signing 'thank you' to her as she said it. Another bit of ASL she always remembered, even if she didn't know much else. Which she decided, if Anya was going to stick around she definitely wanted to change that. She felt like she just wanted Anya to feel like she was an equal despite not being a hunter and they were willing to try and communicate with her in any way possible.

Sam found it endearing that Lexi knew what thank you was in ASL, a tidbit of information he never knew about her. Another reason in his eyes for Dean to keep Lexi around. So much so he glanced at Dean with a 'shes a keeper' smile on his face.

Lexi was oblivious to the signal Sam gave his brother as she was reading the information that was on the paper, whilst Sam then looked back down at Anya and smiled again. "Let's get you a room" he said, escorting her casually to where all the spare rooms were, letting her know where the bathrooms were and such as they walked.

"He's being so good with her" Lexi commented when Sam was out of earshot, looking up at Dean. "She also seems like a real firecracker" she chuckled softly, lifting her coffee cup to her lips and sipping it, before lowering it again onto the table.
NATALIA

She knew she had overstepped yet again with her words about Mika, but she was still so tired of Dean assuming things about her because he wasn't trusting in anyone other than Sam and Mika. Out of the two brothers, she always felt like she wasn't good enough in Dean's eyes and in the early days she even wondered about just leaving them all together but Sam always managed to keep her staying. She didn't WANT to fight with Dean every damn day, but she felt like her temper had been squashed down for so long, she didn't know how to control it when Dean said something that she perceived as being out of line.

Dean holding Mika back was probably a good call as she could have easily slapped the woman for sticking her nose in and she knew if she did, she would have instantly regretted it and no doubt got a lot more from Dean than just words thrown at him. She flinched slightly when Dean yelled at her to just stop as Sam jumped in to be that calming source for everyone. Seeing her brother visibly hurting was starting to break through her anger to rid her of the emotion, but then Cason also jumped in and wrapped his arms round her, making her flinch initially yet again.

Hearing him agree with Sam made her take a few deep slow breaths to try and calm down, as well as reminding her she didn't need to fight her way out of every confrontation. It wasn't the asylum anymore, she had family, a home of sorts at Bobby's and in her car and in her family. Part of her wanted to shrug out of his grip and it felt like he must have sensed it as his grip tightened around her waist as he agreed Dean was an idiot but this wasn't the time for a busy up with him.

She stared forward at Dean as she forced herself to calm down and eventually she nodded and gave into Cason and Sam's pleas to calm down. She even dropped the clenched fist she didn't even realise she was holding. "....fine" she replied as Cason let go of her. "But if he so much as accuses me of sleeping with you out of some kind rebellion again, I'm having him" she told Cason, looking at him in the eyes, the hurt in her eyes being evident.

MIKA AND SAM

Mika could see just how wired yet again Nat was and it was honestly starting to truly concern her just how easily Nat was losing her temper all of a sudden. It had been months since she last saw her this bad, and even then the anger was directed at demons they tried to use to get Dean home. This was on a whole new level in her eyes and it quite frankly scared her slightly.

She placed a hand on Dean's shoulder to let him know she wasn't planning on stepping any more forward than where she was. She also didn't want Dean storming up to Nat and doing something he'd regret.

With everyone agreeing things needed to calm down before someone called the police or something for the disturbance, she felt calmed herself. She then looked at how Cason and Sam were able to calm Natalia down, glancing at the clenched fist softening of Natalia's. She was surprised that the brothers and Cason were agreeing with each other, as she was completely expecting one of them to tell Cason to stay out of it, so when neither did she felt she just witnessed a monumental moment. "Okay, now we're all calm, Sam you know where Anna is?" She asked, cautiously staying behind Dean still.

"Yeah, california" Sam replied, seeing the shocked face on Mika's face he just gave a sad nod. "I know...so much for not getting far" he told her, just knowing what she was thinking without her saying a single word.

"So what's the plan?" Mika asked him, wondering what he was going to do. "the only thing I can do...get to her location and bring her home...somehow" he shrugged.

He looked at Dean, knowing his distaste for flying, he wasn't going ask him to go with him. Sure he could drive, but that would take so much longer bad he was convinced if Anna was with Max, then he didn't have time to drive there. "I think I gotta go alone...and take a flight there. If we all go get her she'll refuse to come back." He told his brother, though he also knew it was risky leaving Dean and Natalia alone for a while. Which brought him to look at Cason.

"Can I trust you to keep her safe and stop any busy ups with Dean?"
NATALIA AND MIKA

Nat just about heard Dean make the snarky remark about Cason agreeing to let her deal with Dean on her own. To her it came across as respect for her wishes, which for a demon was an incredibly rare trait, if not non existent. Yet Cason somehow had that respect for her, he didn't even try anything with her in her room so Dean unable to hold his tongue for five minutes really got under her skin. She glared at Dean when he gave her a cheeky smile to show him she was in no entertaining mood.

She dropped the glare when he spoke to her and asking her why Cason would listen to her. "Because Dean" she started speaking, putting emphasis on his name, "as hard as it is to comprehend, and believe me, I still finding it difficult to comprehend as well, but he respects me and my wishes. He has sworn that no more hurt will come to me as long as he's breathing and doesn't want my PTSD from that as- that place acting up anymore than it already is. If it wasn't for him you and Sam wouldn't have even found me!" She scolded him.

"I know you don't trust him, and hells, not long ago I was hesitant about him being around too but I know what I remember to be true! Everything is familiar to me, my memories are finally being unfogged! Why can't you actually for once in your life be happy for me?! And for your previous questions, no I'm not just some hussy who sleeps with demons coz he's a "bad boy" or out of manipulated revenge!" She told him, her words coming out way quicker than her mind can stop her.

"Now hold on a damn minute Natalia!" Mika couldn't help but step in and speak up when she got brought into Nat's counter at Dean. She walked to between Natalia and Dean, deliberately using Nat's full name to make a point she was NOT happy with her. "I have done nothing but be devil's advocate and be on your side over this, don't go bringing me up like that!" She complained.

"No! He brought you into it first! I'm sick of staying quiet and Dean seeming to not trust my instincts to be valid! I get it, I'm the "baby Winchester" but my opinions and gut instincts are just as valid as yours, Sam's, Esme's or anyone else! It's not fair he treats me like a kid!" Nat spat back, trying her hardest to not cry out of frustration. "You know Dean...I really thought you cared about me for a moment when you hugged me, I guess I was wrong" she said, her voice trying to crack.

"He does care Nat" Mika tried to Eastside, looking at Dean and holding her hand out toward to Nat to say 'tell her!'. She didn't want to lose anymore family members or see family breaking apart yet again.

SAM

Seeing Dean unable to not make a remark about Cason listening to Natalia, he knew a verbal bomb was going to happen. So as much as he wanted to side with Dean on this one, he had to focus on what Cason had about Anna's location.

He looked down at Cason and listened to what he was saying as he took the paper from him when it was handed to him. He unfolded the paper to look at the location and he knew instantly where it was. He looked up again at Cason as he began talking about Max. The old college friend who always had a thing for Anna. "I briefly remember him" he replied, taking note of what he was warning him. He wouldn't hurt anyone Anna was with unless there was justifiable cause to.

The last thing he wanted was to push Anna further away from him than he accidentally already had done. "I won't hurt him, I won't hurt anyone unless it's justified" he replied as he let Cason walk away from the other drama that was unfolding in front of him. Shoving the paper in his jeans pocket, he walked closer to the others, standing beside Nat but he wasn't siding with her in the slightest, even though he understood where she was coming from.

"I think we need to all calm down" he said calmly.
That question made Kay's heart ache for the kid. "Oh kiddo no. Josh could never hate you for anything, of that I know for certain" she told her, sweeping some hair behind her ear for Trish and giving her a reassuring smile. "He'd never hate you" she told her, "so wipe those eyes and no more tears" she added, hugging her one more time.

"Hmm... quite possibly" Fia replied to Drake, before putting the book down and placing her hands on Drake's head, she focused on her healing ability to give him some sort of pain relief, at least for a temporary moment. "Has that helped?" she asked him, hating seeing him in pain in any manner.

Josh couldn't help but smile at her next question before shaking his head. "No, it's not because we just met our future son. I'm not gonna lie, that is a little unnerving to see because well...it's our kid. But I liked you before he came appearing in our lives mysteriously" he explained, placing his hand ontop of hers. "I've been falling for you from the moment you help to save Trish in that hospital, showing how strong you are despite you thinking otherwise no doubt. Not only that, you're beautiful inside and out" he smiled at her.
LEXI AND SAM

Still clutching her takeout coffee, something she was very much grateful for from Dean, she re-entered the bunker with the others, the size of the place still amazing her even now. So to see Anya do a 360 degree circle as she gazed around the place, she could fully understand how and what she must be thinking. She also understood why Dean told Anya about not touching anything that wasn't labelled, something she really didn't want to witness if something went drastically wrong.

She did however roll her eyes at Dean saying about getting her a whiteboard, guessing that Anya would have that covered as it wouldn't be her first rodeo staying somewhere and needed a form of communication. Anya snapping her fingers at Dean and pointing at her bags did make Lexi smirk and stifle a chuckle, already deciding that she was liking this girl.

Sam too found Anya's snapping her fingers at Dean rather amusing, just he was better at hiding it than Lexi was. "I will, don't worry" he said back to his brother, then turning to Anya he gave a warm smile. "Let me show you to a room where you can put your bags down. Then I can give you a tour of the place if you want before we decide on where to go with helping you?" he suggested, hoping it would be a start at least in making up for his earlier blunder with her.

"Dean why don't we start doing some kind of research or call around to see if anybody knows what happened to the colt?" Lexi then suggested, not really know where to start other than figuring out some kind of timeline. Then she remembered, she didn't know Anya's father's name. "Oh! Before you two go, Anya, what was your dad's name and when was he killed over the colt? Me and Dean can start from there to create a timeline to help us all out" she explained to her. In her eyes, she didn't see any other way to start on this situation. She was tired of people having loved ones dying because of this job or world. If her dad wasn't a hunter, then why did he even have a hold of the gun? Was he a collector of antiques or firearms? She just didn't understand any of it.

Sam thought it could all wait, but it seemed Lexi had other ideas. "At least let her put her bags down somewhere first" he countered, wanting to show he was somewhat on Anya's side. Lexi sighed and nodded, "Okay..sorry Anya. Sam's right, if you wanna put your bags down first by all means do." she apologised.
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