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4 mos ago
Current I have a lot of unrequited lovers and my violin is one of them
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4 mos ago
I'm going to sue autocorrect one million dollars for every time it changes "in" to "on"
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Calcifer here! Cal or Cas is welcome as well.

I'm a 19-year-old autistic and agender whatchamacallit, working towards a degree in Creative Writing in Fiction. I'm in Eastern Daylight Time, but my sleep schedule is crazy enough that I'll probably answer at ungodly hours. I adore poetry and the grotesque, but am always down for a cozy escape from reality.

Please do not ghost me. I find it disrespectful and prefer to know if someone is not interested in continuing a discussion or roleplay with me. If I don't receive a response, I typically wait a couple of weeks before sending a friendly reminder and welcome the same from others.

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This Is Just To Say

Inspired by William Carlos Williams

I plucked
from you
the kiwi
that you held
against your mouth

You told me
that you are allergic
but you never
mind the burn

Forgive me
I don't want
to see you hurt

A Prosaic Revelation

Do you know how easy it is to be uninspired by your inspiration?
To go back to the roots you once adored and now feel nothing for?
So easy to miss something that was never there
Screaming and thrashing in the open air
Hoping to scratch that invisible line
To finally cross into divine understanding
Of the spiraling world inside the mind
Hello! I go by Calcifer, but you can call me Cal or Cas. I'm an autistic agender whatchamacallit who loves to read, write, and embroider. If you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, ableist, etc., under 18, or support GenAI, please do not interact with me. To everyone else, I'm a bit new to adulthood, so bear with me. If I come off as rude, I apologize. It is not my intent. I've been online roleplaying for about five years. My old site has run down, so I'm out seeking more writing opportunities.

As someone accustomed to the romance genre, I am comfortable with mature themes in roleplay as long as someone is of a similar age and isn't a creep. I'm used to 1x1 and MxM and tend to lean towards the grotesque: tropes with vampirism and lycanthropy or a mafia/crime style and fandoms such as The Last of Us, COD, Interview with the Vampire, and the Marauders era. On the other hand, I'm totally up for a cozy au to escape from reality a little more. I don't work outside of original characters as much as I used to, but I am open to it. I am not, however, open to group roleplays. I find them incredibly stressful and struggle to keep up with them. I'm a relatively private person and would also prefer to only write within the PMs.

I'm a sucker for coffee shop AU's and playing the morally grey character. I'd like to write with someone open to a more literate style who understands when it is best to have multiple paragraphs or just a few sentences. I'm not expecting sentences that run on with no point but to make the response look long. It really is only necessary in the beginning to establish characters and their part in the story.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and let me know if you would like to rp :)
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