Pair of Hearts

Thoughts on queer fandom? [MATURE, 18+]

@Cynder
Pewdiepie x Markiplier or something, right? I remember crying outrage to a friend on the phone. Sick. And those RPF (Real People Fanfics). I think my violent reaction (on the inside, compared to my expression) was due to this girl - or dude, idk - who used my selfie and my classmate's as RP face claims. Since then, using real models for photos or stories make me feel queasy.

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@Bishop
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I was thinking of maybe honeypots?

Thoughts on queer fandom? [MATURE, 18+]

@Cynder

Just sayin' your custom title and mine sound good together. That and I adore the vurrent siggy and already miss the IE-chan one.

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Ah, right. But I try to be positive and hope that those fanboys know better than to write about impossible improbable anatomy. It's one thing if it's the premise/plot core, it's another if it's your character in an otherwise VERY, VERY vanilla setting.

Seriously still trying to recover from the baby-through-penis shock here ... a cup of Starbucks on "that's how GIRLS give birth!!! Men and women are EQUAL!!!"

Thoughts on queer fandom? [MATURE, 18+]

@McHaggis

I didn't realise your custom title until I made that post. A bit of a ditz I guess I am.

And ahh. I usually just use "effeminate/feminine vs butchy/masculine", but I've had people snort at me and call me a pansy for "being a scared wuss in case you offend anyone". Idk. Neurotic I am, maybe.

Even now, my anxiety about offending has switched on my Yoda talk.

For me, as an Asian (Chinese by race, not nationality), I've received really unsavoury reactions from my own family. The worst response was from my birth mother, who threatened to shove me into a mental institution. Luckily, I'm adopted and was just visiting her for a week once every few years. For my foster mom, she refuses to hear any of it (denial), and for my foster dad, he just chuckles nervously. Then again, he also chuckled nervously when I said I don't mind if my future spouse is a non-Asian. Maybe it's an Asian thing??

I remember coming out as bisexual in school around eighth grade, and was ostracised. The teacher then had a special request from the principal (sigh) to educate the kids. Basically she used words like "mutation", "Americanised", and "phase". I feel bad for queer kids in my school that may be closeted.

Strangely enough it never depressed me. Just annoyed.

As for your coming out, it always makes me happy to know there are cool parents and that they're not some mythic urban legend.

Thoughts on queer fandom? [MATURE, 18+]

@McHaggis

In roleplaying, particularly WoW RP, I gotta laugh when I can instantly tell that it's a dude playing the female character hitting on my female character.

I always wonder how people can tell the gender behind the screen. It's a "You're cooler than a psychic! You're clairvoyant!" moment for me. //laughs

Yo - I'm a part of it (butch lady who likes both men and women) and in roleplaying I, like you, prefer to roleplay as male characters be they straight, gay, asexual, w/e. I try if I'm writing the hanky-panky erotica of the MxM variety to keep it tasteful and, you know, not fetishized. I'm not really a fan of the yaoi tag as a result – seme and uke stuff ain't my jam, you know? _{also fuck mpreg seriously wtf}

I don't mind if two queer folks DO like the whole daddy/boy dynamics or mistress/pet thing. If it works for them, if it harms nobody, go for it. But the heteronormative application is CELEBRATED and ENCOURAGED, which irritated me.

A lot of them eagerly approached me after I put up my intro and RP criteria thread. Always, first post itself includes: "I'm an uke xD not weak though". Or along the lines.

What. The. Fuck.

Well, I guess people should disclose their sexual preference since it may get steamy. But the "uke" I see ALWAYS get reduced to blushing, blubbering mess. The only denominator here is that they want to get penetrated.

And half of them ooze out weird lubrication from the ass.

I must have missed THAT class in Biology because I don't recall such anatomy before. One girl even said she wants to do omegaverse (fine by me, I'm liberal) and m!preg (which caused me to inhale slowly).

The baby will come out of the genital.



Send help.

Also, as a butch lady, do you get offended if or when people refer to you as a dyke? Genuine curiosity here.

Thoughts on queer fandom? [MATURE, 18+]

I'm pro LGBTQ+. I really don't care if someone is monogamous or polygamous, homosexual or heterosexual (or asexual, demisexual, pansexual, spatulasexual, potatosexual, Hidenorisexual, etc, you get my point). If it matters, I'm a genderfluid bicurious unicorn. Hi.

I balk at discrimination, terrorism and bullying of queer folks. I don't think queerness is a disease or mental illness. I certainly don't think queer rape (or women on men rape) is "fictitious" or "not as damaging" as men on women rape. I'm looking at you with disdain, Doctor Mary Koss.

I also admit that I like yaoi. I like the bromance, the lacey beans (les yay) as much as I like the canonical verse, if not more.

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

I recently joined a site for yaoi roleplay because I didn't want to weird my "strictly straight and traditional" friends out in case they see. (Wait, do I have people like this in my circle? Maybe I should remove them? No, that's heterosexual bashing.) Plus, I really like men (more often, in my encounters), and being a genderfluid lets me feel "safe" and "honest" when I roleplay as a dude at times.

After a whole month of being part of this (yaoi) community on that forum, I can say that the majority of the fanGIRLS (WHY are they always girls??) HORRIFY me.

Since when was rape "an expression of love"? _{surprise buttsecks is sooo hawt amirite?!} Since when do butts excrete sex juices? _{look at you, you want this right, you're all wet down here... *pokes backdoor*} Since when do gay men have supernatural psychic powers of knowing who's seme/top/dom or uke/bottom/sub?

Since when do men have OVARIES??

Back to my most passionate objection: Since when was objectifying queer people okay?

"It's not meant for your demographic!!" is ... a disappointing answer, fellow fans of yaoi/yuri.

I don't even know why I'm stressed out by this. Ah, right, I hadn't realised half the roleplayers there sound homophobic once no sexy beautiful men sex is occurring, and so agreed to GM a group that I refuse to abandon "just because". Stupid. Am I a bad GM if I secretly don't respect my players outside of writing skills? Am I ... a bad person for being judgemental?

Maybe this is why I feel oddly ashamed to say, "Hey, I ship those two dudes/girls together!" because others will assume I want the canon female/male love interest to die 23 terribad ways for being in the way of TWU WUV. Damn it.

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

@The Harbinger of Ferocity

While I believe you may have posted in the wrong bitchfest thread, I do have to say:

After seeing the news of a guy in Japan killing 19 elderly people in an old folks' home, and GIGGLING SHYLY as he was escorted away by police in a van, it is beyond me how anyone can proudly say "I'm totally crazy!" as an excuse when they behave offensively - like cracking a senseless joke during a solemn discussion. (Try tentative humour, you git.)

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GODZILLA ROAR -
Someone just PM'd me this 3 posts in after asking to RP with me, after sending me a RPFC (real people face claim) of a shy face:

By the way, which one of us will be playing the character who's leading everything?

some plebian on another forum I'm on

As my boyfriend suggested, I really should have just said, "I was thinking you."

Testing, Testing, 1, 2, 3

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Testing, Testing, 1, 2, 3

_{^{─── Name ───}}

Sheridan

_{^{─── Age ───}}

25

_{^{─── Alias ───}}

Orient

_{^{─── Appearance ───}}

-

_{^{─── Occupation ───}}

N/A

_{^{─── Reputation ───}}

"He is not a man, but a force."

the West

"A gift sent from God to purge this evil land, that lad."

a passerby townsfolk

"He's a nightmare that haunts you, awake or otherwise. Doesn't need a bounty to hunt down a name."

the outlaws

_{^{─── Early Life ───}}

Once just another Chinese labourer among thousands working on the trans-continental railways, Orient grew up never knowing his own parentage, and knowing only endless work.

Twelve hours a day, he would shift wooden sleepers, iron rails and sacks of gravel regardless of the weather.

_{^{─── Army Service ───}}

OPEN

At the age of fifteen, he escaped into the West, and instead of being chewed up and spat back out, he survived long enough to join the Federal Army once he turned eighteen.

As a soldier, he was part of the cavalry which patrolled untamed lands, fighting both Native tribes and outlaw bands. During his service, Orient distinguished himself as an excellent shot and a good soldier, one who followed orders without question and carried out his duties to the best of his abilities.

He was discharged dishonourably at twenty-two for interfering with an operation.

_{^{─── Current Day ───}}

He wanders the lawless West, using the only skills he has to do whatever good he can do. Redemption is a long and arduous road, and Orient will either find his peace, or die trying.

_{^{─── Personality ───}}

OPEN

_^[x] Quiet
Having a poor command of English, he would rather remain silent than feel embarrassed when he makes mistakes.

_^[x] Concise
He speaks in short and direct sentences.

_^[x] Straightforward
He is not one to beat about the bush when it comes to matters of any sort.

_^[x] Harsh
You will get nothing but the truth from Orient, no matter how brutal it may be, and sometimes even in two languages.

_^[x] Lonesome
He rarely stays in the same settlement long enough to form any sort of meaningful relationships.

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

@NuttsnBolts
Hmm, maybe they missed it? Did you try bumping your PM?