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Current "An apology is a promise to do things differently next time, and to keep the promise." - Ging Freecss
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6 yrs ago
“If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.” ― Nikola Tesla
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“I think and think for months and years. Ninety-nine times, the conclusion is false. The hundredth time I am right.” – Albert Einstein
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“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.” ― Rumi
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“Stand in the ashes of a trillion dead souls, and asks the ghosts if honor matters. The silence is your answer.” ― Javik
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@Kouki That's not even funny. Not even!
@AHeartlessNobody Me too. I think for now we should move on the next day. Ben's had a big breakthrough, a giant leap thanks to Odette.
Ben Solo


The Jedi Code... What did that mean to a unshackled man?

Ben let hers and his forehead stay so intimately pressed together. If he had pulled away he would had been going back on his resolve. He couldn't do that, he had to take the steps he wanted to take. So he cuffed her face in his hands softly and looked into her eyes. Not soon afterwards he felt the robust tinge of nervousness fill him and darted his gaze to the ground.

"If the code tells me not to love you, than to hell with it. I can be a Jedi and love you too. Obi-Wan did it, how do you think you got here," he muttered, mindful of the padawans and Luke. "You basically told me to take control of my destiny. Well I'm telling you now, this... You. Its what I want."

He finally found her eyes again, a rare instance of his boyish charms shining through in the moment. "We should stop... kissing," he specified. "I'm not strong enough to resist you anymore but if we continue, I'm afraid this feeling in my chest might burst open."

Ben pulled away from her slowly and leaned back against the cold steel again. A powerful breath exhaled from him as he relieved the moment over and over, incessantly on repeat. He had enjoyed it immensely and that was but a small fraction of the emotions he felt. Anger, frustration, love, happiness, disappointment. From here on out he would let every single one of them loose when he felt them. And he'd do what he wanted when he wanted.

Without looking towards her he raised his head towards the dully lit ceiling of the starship. "Thank you, Odd. You've freed me."

@AHeartlessNobody it's to be expected. Han and Leia are some pretty ppl, though we're not really talking about it... Both of our characters are really attractive. Not to mention that chemistry <3
Ben Solo


Silence.

It permeated the room as Odette spoke, her words were like silk on his heart. It made him want more, to crave the sensation of knowing that: no matter what happened she would be there for him. The Young Solo found his pale countenance taunt and gently twisted. The Jedi were taught to refrain from emotions, so said Luke. But what if they couldn't? What if the pull was too strong, something godly like the Force.

He hid his blushed face by turning even more towards the viewport.

I can't! he reminded himself vehemently. I won't... Though she's right, its up to me to decide what I want to do. I've been so concerned with the past and the secrets that I never considered it. The thought that I may have the pleasure of choosing my own destiny was ludicrous. If I really have the options, then I'll take my first step now.

Ben looked towards Odette, the real Odette; he saw through her beauty, through her heart, through her soul... all that was left in his sights was the greatly enlarge mote of Force energy that he had witnessed the first time he laid eyes on her. It reverberated, pulsed with a steady but reliable color. It was and always had been his guiding light.

Without really thinking it through, he reached over towards her with his nearby hand and touched the side of her face. His resolved eyes were firm in his wants, so he was quick to move gently towards the back of her head; he thumbed the front of ear kindly. Ben fell towards her slowly, his lips somewhat parted in hesitance though he knew he wouldn't stop. The look on her face was near priceless, it sparked a friendly smirk on his face.

"If I go too far you can shoot me later," he whispered, leaning ever closer till their lips were but inches from one another. "Odd, you are my light. If you was ever to leave I'm sure the Dark Side would take me. To keep that from happening, I'll make you mines. Right here," he uttered even quieter. "Right now."

His lips fell on hers not a second after, the warmth between them kindeled something inside of him. Flourished a new feeling of freedom as his chains were broken.
@AHeartlessNobody Agreed.

Sorry If I never have much to say or add. It just that a lot of the time, I've felt I've said all I need to. I'm not all that good at drawing out dialogue, which is sometime I need to work on.

Anyway, I think Ben and Odette is about to see a jump in their relationship ;)
@Charnobylisk Ms. Ruth is so savage lmao.
@AHeartlessNobody That's a good question. I'm more for the whole secret Relationship thing but that's sorta following the line of Anakin and Padame. Not that I have a problem with that. Which do you prefer?
Ben Solo


The night sky was veiled in shades of smoke, the pollution from the metal planet must had completely destroyed its atmosphere. He looked outside the small viewing port with disinterest; his mind, partly enveloped in the Force and partly shying from it. If he had to describe the contradicting feeling, he'd call it misery. A calm and reclusive misery but misery nonetheless.

He let his bent knee stretch further out. Propped up against the wall, he could feel the cold steel of the hull through his robes and surmised that it had to be cool, if not windy outside.

There's too much Vader in him...


The alien, persistent, thought made him clench his fist. Out of all the sweet and loving things, his mother had ever said to him; why had that one stuck so closely. He felt barred because of it but felt he didn't have the right to bring it up. Maybe he couldn't bring it up but what did that really say about him? The Force left only a slight image in remark; a still vision of the dark warrior from before, the column of silver from above the throne lined down his menacing helmet like starlight.

The hollow sound of a respirator echoed before it ended.

It wasn't long until the Force had nudged him from his shaded view and guided him towards Odette nearing him. He glanced towards her with a obvious precognition before scooting shortly to make room for her. He knew she'd sit next to him. Though, if it was out of want or need, he'd never know.

Ben chuckled softly as she mentioned being incapable of sleeping. "Truth is me neither," he mumbled, turning away to the viewport. "The Master thinks we'll be okay for tonight. He searched the perimeter earlier and didn't feel any disturbances, I scooped it out with the Force myself. I didn't find anything at all... I've been thinking, what if they were drawn to... to me."

He let that sink in for a moment before quickly continuing. "Not that it bothers me or anything, I won't fall because of it but... well, if that's the case... maybe its better if I go off on my own. At least until I get all of this figured out."

The first one is my favorite too. Ben and Odette, fighting each other out of moral obligations is far more suspenseful than the latter. haha.

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