Syrenrei

The Betrothed

While Luke was waiting on breakfast and reading his daily itinerary, an email marked 'URGENT AND CONFIDENTIAL' arrived on his personal device from his primary contact in the palace's intelligence division. Attached to the message were transcripts of a flurry of correspondence that had occurred overnight and just been analyzed by the most senior people on the team with the highest level of clearance. The rebellion had internal disagreements over the recent events. An anonymous individual code-named 'Red' was chastising, insulting, and threatening the extremists that had almost taken the prince and princess elect's lives with their SUV tampering. He alluded to being a member of the royal staff and had claimed to hear rumors of what transpired. Red had told them killing Luke would only make them look guilty instead of adhering to their goal of blaming the monarchy. He also insisted that Rhiane was a precious opportunity for them who still had a 'clear chance of being turned to their cause.' No agreement was reached but the other parties in the exchange clearly treated Red with respect despite being belittled and called awful names- they either feared his wrath or he was high enough in their organization they couldn't argue with him freely.

There was a gentle rap on the door. The maid brought in a small cart with two trays and multiple plates with a spread of breakfast items. Tobias was close at her heels with a small cup in his hands. After rolling her cart directly next to the bed she stepped to the side, bowed, and exited to give the others their privacy. Luke's cousin glanced towards Rhiane, who was still asleep and breathing deeply, and explained himself. "The doctors have provided some pain medication in light of your schedule," he said quietly. "I've been instructed to advise you that the capsules can be opened and the powder put into a drink or mixed into a food if necessary." He set the cup down on the cart, directly next to the empty glasses and pitchers of juice, and departed briskly. The sight of the farmer curled up next to her fiance so peacefully had been vexing.

Two trays had been provided that would unfold allow the nation's most famous pair to dine in bed. None of the offerings were foreign but were perhaps less common in the capital. In total there were many types of sliced fruit preserved, pastries filled with cream and jam, granola and cluster grain cereals, a small loaf of barley bread, yogurt, rolls, a small board of sliced cheeses and cold cut meats, and hard-boiled eggs. For beverages there were was apple juice, grape juice, milk, water, and a small teapot still piping hot. Either the kitchen was afraid of underfeeding the guests that had skipped dinner or it was uncertain as to the preferences of their palettes.

The scent of food seemed to make Rhiane begin to rouse. She rolled over from her side onto her back as her body passively recognized that it could only go so far before pinning her broken arm underneath her. Dr. Gulsvig had greatly accelerated its healing but not to the point she should be testing its strength less than a day later. The woman opened her bleary eyes and, deciding against the world of the waking, closed them once again in protest. It was quiet and warm. With her good arm she pulled the sheets most of the way over her head until just the top of it was visible. Much as she'd rather drown in the nothingness of slumber it would be impossible now to fully fall back asleep. She was just being stubborn and, in the face of her trauma, hesitant to embrace the life that led her to the intense feelings of failure.

But it wouldn't be long before Luce was trying to push and pull her charges into the meetings for which she had made arrangements. The afternoon was for what little nobility the vicinity had, as well as people of higher standing than commoners but slightly below the aristocracy, such as rising businessmen and promising innovators. There would be a tour of the town before dinner, at which time they would great the farmers for dinner and discussion, as well as possibly visit the fields once they had been worked for the day. This had been a practical choice; it would be easier to prove the crown was thoughtful, understanding, and empathetic to laborers if they were mindful of their responsibilities before nightfall. Their morning had been made relatively free since Dr. Gulsvig had not been forthcoming about when his patients would be awake.

"Your turn for garden harvest," Rhiane mumbled beneath the blanket to her brother who, in addition to being hundreds of miles away, was not even on speaking terms with her. She shifted her weight on the mattress restlessly, moving her legs to try to make them find a position in which they might relax. "You better not..." she drifted off as she sighed in what sounded like disappointment at the mirage. There was a reason she had become Gerald and her father's manager, and it wasn't because they did spectacularly without her oversight.

The Betrothed

Just as the pleasure of a woman's company was not foreign to Luke, so was a man's company not foreign to Rhiane. She had her own dalliances back in the village though with far less social games than the crown prince obviously enjoyed. Matters there were extraordinarily straight-forward. A drink would be shared, comments would be made about one another's physique, and after a brief period of flirting things would escalate quickly to intercourse. They'd romp one or twice before amicably and unceremoniously parting ways. Truth be told she had never dated or had want to do so. Life on the farm was complicated enough without the worries of a relationship to add another layer of complexity.

For these reasons she didn't need to question a man's intentions with her often. The two she spent the most time with were relatives but many men in the village were married or otherwise attached. Of those she interacted with that were bachelors she was always clear that she was emphatically disinterested in a relationship and they had either respected that or found themselves dealing with her surly brother Gerald instead of her. There had never been anyone like Tobias in her life. Sebastian and she were close but he was not attracted to her gender and in love with her sibling. The next most similar situation was a single farmer named Henry who had sought her advice over the years pursuing ladies with which she was familiar with and he had a difficult time relating to in conversation.

"I don't believe you," she said stubbornly. Until she had absolute evidence that Tobias wasn't satisfied with being her friend she was reluctant to refuse his company. Rhiane remained unconvinced that Luke was not just projecting his own bias onto his cousin. The heir to the throne might not be able to keep things platonic with a woman but that did not mean that every other male suffered the same predilection. "Lia and Octavia look down at me because of my birth. I can speak just as well with a man as a woman- either there's no secret language or I lost my chance to learn it growing up when my mother passed away. There's nothing about me they have any desire to understand," she insisted. It wasn't completely wrong. The noblewomen were professional and polite, but none of the staff had forgotten the princess elect was a commoner, and she had not yet built a strong enough rapport with any of them that they could be considered more than slight fond. It was still the queen's palace and so her prejudices trickled down to the lowest servant of the royalty. That Tobias was immune was the exception rather than the rule.

The slowing of his breath indicated that Luke was no longer awake enough to argue. She let out a sigh of relief that she had avoided being drawn into his arms more than their current embrace. As carefully as she was able she laid down with him still holding onto her. Laying on his back would have been the most comfortable position for him, but it was not tenable so long as he kept his grip around her waist, and so she laid on her side with her fiance behind her. Her own ailment meant she had to sleep on her right side instead of her left. Looking back she would laugh at how ridiculous they were; even sleeping had become unnecessarily complicated. Rhaine had thought once they were under the covers with their heads on the pillows he would be less distracting. For nearly half an hour she listened to his rhythmic breathing, felt the warmth of his exhale on her neck, and felt the comforting pressure of his arms on her midsection.

Almost an hour had passed before she succumbed to the land of dreams. During their short time together Luke had come to know that she slept very deeply and was hard to rouse. Unfortunately she did not have this benefit that night. Nightmares plagued her in constant, merciless cycles. Some merely replayed what she had seen while others had changes that made her role in the events more heinous than was the reality. Had it not been for the soothing presence seeping into her unconscious mind she might have awoken a dozen times over. As it was she would twitch or jerk lightly, Luke would instinctively hug her more firmly in response, and the visions would dissipate into nothingness for a time of restful repose.

Four times over the course of the night, however, she did start to emerge from slumber. The first she had murmured the word, 'No' in distress over and over. Luke had mumbled something about it not being morning into her hair, jolting her into the realization it had been a mere nightmare, and helping her quickly fall back to sleep. The second and third times she had made a noise in her throat that sounded like a strangled whimper and squirmed in his grasp, reacting to an advancing assassin of her imagination, but had been coaxed to relax when her betrothed sighed and squeezed her fingers. The last had been only a couple hours before dawn and been the worst, her voice struggling to voice apologies to the phantoms of her mind, but she had calmed when she heard a voice she recognized as Luke's whispering in to her ear. The words had been unintelligible under her distress and exhaustion, not because he had been incoherent, but because she was half under by the third syllable.

As morning finally broke Rhiane was still soundly asleep. Her hair, which had been braided by the nurses the day before, had come completely undone and was loosely tangled. Small bags were under her eyes but they were no worse than what anyone might have expected given the circumstances; make-up would easily cover the discoloration. Yesterday she had spent more of the day in a bed or chair unconscious than any other, but the interruptions caused by nightmares had left her with a lingering fatigue, much like when an ill patient would struggle with a persistent cough in the evening. Dr. Gulsvig and Dr. Romanelli had advised her to take some sort of medication that would guarantee a REM cycle without detrimental disruptions but she had predictably refused. The princess elected was entangled, latched onto Luke as he was her, not releasing her solitary lifeline from the darkness.

The Betrothed

Rhiane's determination to leave the room withered and died the moment he grabbed her wrist. She ought to get away, she chastised herself, but it was impossible to leave Luke now that he was so open, vulnerable, and wanting of her presence. For the past week the princess elect had been trying to get her betrothed to be more forthcoming instead of being swept away by his pride and social bias. Admittedly she was just as guilty for keeping secrets, being unyielding, and refusing to compromise. Their heated arguments had stymied chances to be honest about their relationship, platonic or not, as well as their future. It felt like cheating, however, to have Luke finally reaching out to her emotionally and physically because he had been medically compromised.

Turning with the intention to tell her injured fiance he ought to lay back down, her eyes widened at the sight of him without a shirt. She had seen him in a state of undress before but it was this situation, with him looking at her so desperately, the two of them sharing a bed, that made her heart thunder in her chest. Rhiane had to look away from the tousled hair, the sharp angles of his silhouette, the curvature of his musculature, and the way the soft light made the linens glow. Hopefully he did not interpret this as a dismissal. She was determined not to take advantage no matter how tempting the circumstances might be. Ordinarily men did not evoke this response from her. In the past she would flirt if she felt attraction, get out her urges, and then part ways- but the heir to the throne was nothing if not different.

"You didn't pick me," she corrected gently, genuinely confused by his statement. Her face had flushed as he leaned his head on her shoulder. Rhiane decided to stare at a speck on the distant wall with intense scrutiny in order to center her thoughts and feelings. It wasn't distracting enough to make her forget she was only wearing a nightgown and a handsome man to whom she would be one day wed was giving his version of sweet nothings, but it was better than gazing upon the source of her internal conflict directly. "I won a contest; if anyone chose me it was your mother because I passed her tests with the highest scores." The unbidden image of the reigning monarch filled her mind briefly. Most women dreaded having a mother-in-law, but she doubted any had anyone quite so formidable as hers. Hopefully no other future bride had a relative waiting with great anticipation for reproductive duties to be fulfilled they could dispose of and replace the 'breeder.'

She had always assumed that the late king had a tragic love story. Hearing it explained put everything into more perspective. The uncontested best role model in Luke's life had been selfless, caring, and strong, enduring everything for someone who did not reciprocate the love he gave so freely. No one would blame Luke if was afraid to fall prey to the same tale. All his life he had not seen a healthy marriage flourishing under reciprocation and sharing. Rhiane knew it could exist, had seen it happen, but was instead terrified she'd suffer the same sort of loss that her father had when her mother was ripped from his side by disease.

"Tobias?" she squeaked as he embraced her from behind. Hopefully he was still drugged enough he wouldn't feel the pounding organ in her chest moments from explosion. Rhiane didn't know how to push him away to save herself from doing something foolish and not hurt his tender feelings. Obviously he was oblivious to how this intimacy affected her. The way his arms encircled and hugged her waist, how he was tall enough to rest his head upon hers, how he squeezed tightly made her feel like a precious person both treasured and desired. Her head was spinning. She ought to have taken a sedative to last the entire evening. "Tobias is a friend I can talk to," she remarked. "The rest of the staff are uncomfortable with me, but he will listen- really listen to me without any judgment. I think of him as my best friend at the palace but... I don't... harbor anything for him," she added with embarrassment.

"Luke," she began slowly, "I promise I won't leave but you should lay back down. You can take a nap until it's time for dinner," she suggested, "and I'll watch another another movie but keep it muted so you can rest." Her hands fell to where his were resting, clasping one another and keeping her a willing captive. "We shouldn't do anything you will regret once you're more yourself," Rhiane said more for her own benefit than for his. Already she had a suspicion that the crown prince would be denying this conversation ever took place and that what he had 'allegedly' professed was utter nonsense.

The Betrothed

His apology had given her the slightest hint of hope, but it was quickly washed away the moment he opened his mouth and began to sing. She did not even need to hear the lyrics to confirm the lingering affections Luke held for the actress who had just flown overseas to another country. Rhiane was fairly certain there was no press coverage including the crown prince performing vocally, unless it was to deliver a speech to visiting dignitaries, and that just made it that much more apparent how special the other woman was. This ballad was not crooned for her benefit, but because another had uniquely inspired him, made his heart ache, made him express himself in such a beautiful and private way. If there had ever been a war she had surely lost it before she ever arrived at the castle. The farmer had briefly considered that the starlet was a fling, a relationship of convenience and mutual satisfaction, but now she realized it must have been much more to cause Luke sing.

Inwardly she tried to steady herself. This had been a poor topic of conversation. Now that he had spoken she could clearly recognize that Luke was still under the influence of medication that mitigated his inhibitions. There was no conscious softening of the blow as words flowed from his lips. He was being brutally honest with her and no matter how badly she believed she needed this rejection, that she deserved it, and it would be better for all if they kept an emotional distance, it hurt more than she had expected. Perhaps it was because he had that goofy, charming, captivating smile while his low voice perfectly accentuated the notes. In another life he could have been a musician.

And then came the outright assertion that the kiss they had shared in the SUV had been a method to overcome her stubborn defiance. At this claim she inhaled deeply and closed her eyes to prevent an overt reaction. Though she wished he had stopped there he did not and continued on to allude to the clinic's as one he had only politely humored. Sober Luke might have seen this as an act of kindness. He had been showing her consideration and respect by not pushing her away. Now they knew exactly where they stood with one another so there would be no delusions about the nature of their relationship.

Rhiane yearned for the simple village men of her home. True they were crass, more rugged than handsome, and their etiquette left something to be desired, but they found her attractive. Not once had a unattached man in which she had expressed interest ever criticized her family, her upbringing, how she compared to socialites of New Rome. It was silly to think about how sorely she missed the crude flirting and vulgar praise. There was something to be said for the validation of compliments; it was certainly better than confronting the impossible standards set by the women with which Luke had entanglements previously.

Quietly she listened as he proclaimed love to not be real, to be a distraction, that he missed Sophia and therefore might love her, and what mannerisms she had that he apparently adored. It was torture but she endured the confession silently without interruption. Just as she was planning how to extricate herself from the bedroom, or make Luke suddenly forget she was present, she saw that he had turned to look at her. The question he asked her made her expression turn from that of oppressive melancholy to surprise. Visually she searched his features for any sign this was a joke- but he was serious. Luke sincerely wanted her to tell him what love was.

She sighed. "I've never been in love, I only know what my mother and father were like, what Gerald and Sebastian are like," Rhiane explained so that he would not hold it against her later. "It's about knowing someone's flaws, recognizing them, and caring about them anyway, about wanting to tell them amazing thing that happens to you before anyone else, going out of your way to try to make them smile, and thinking about them whenever you're away. It makes you want to be a better person than you already are, sacrifice things just to share with them, and confide your darkest secrets because you trust them completely."

"If you woke up tomorrow and you were old, and you were no longer a prince and she was no longer an actress, and you were poor, and you were both ill, would you still want her with you? If tomorrow you quashed the rebellion, and secured new financing for all your pet projects, and had a new fighter plane to fly, who would you want to tell first? If you were stranded alone on an island and had to pick one person, who would you pick? I can tell you my mother and father would always chose each other, and Gerard and Sebastian always pick each other. It just... feels like you've found someone who understands you, and who compliments you, and who you can't imagine life without," she said with a wistful tone.

Rhiane cleared her throat and sat up, suddenly aware of how the discussion had derailed into dangerous territory, and how badly she didn't want to confirm with Luke whatever he had with Sofia. Life was hard enough for the princess elect without finding new ways in which to be depressed. "I'm sure you'd sleep better without me here," she abruptly stated. "I wouldn't want to force you to be polite when you're trying to rest. This villa must have another bedroom- I'll tell Tobias you need your space for recovery since we're not used to sharing quarters yet."

The Betrothed

In the intervening time between when Rhiane had stirred and when Luke had been transferred to the bedroom she had been re-dressed. Her bodyguards were confident, regardless of what Luce Viscomi had been angling for during the procedures, that the crown prince would not be letting his fiancee leave the premises for any engagement that evening. Her sullied clothing had been stripped off and a nightgown had been pulled out of the salvaged luggage for her to wear. At the time the princess elect had been too drowsy to do anything more than lift her good arm when they pulled it over her head but it had not mattered. This was a simple enough task that the strength and coordination of the two women responsible for tending to her needs easily removed and deposited her back into the bed. Instantly she felt better. There was something soothing about having freshly laundered linens and clean, soft nightwear.

Rhiane was still basking in comfort and silence when the sheets were drawn back, two men placed the heir to the throne onto the other side of the mattress, and then he was covered to rest peacefully while the sedative wore off. Glancing over she idly wondered if this would be the unlikely beginnings of them actually sharing quarters. Before now they had been able to avoid sharing the same bed. Either she dozed off while on a sofa or sitting in a chair reading while he stayed up late. The palace liked to keep up appearances so they did not seem to mind having a suite with more than one bedroom so as to pretend the 'lovebirds' were saving themselves for marriage- despite both having lost their virginity long ago. Eventually they'd have to share a bed more regularly, however. Once the couple were wed there would be new expectations placed upon them, not least of which was children, and that would make it impossible to explain away never sharing a room.

"Not Sofia," she said with more jealousy in her voice than she would have liked. Rhiane tried to force herself to not care about Luke's dalliance with the beautiful, famous, beloved actress that had stolen his heart since before they had met. It was hypocritical of her to have resolved not to be in a romantic relationship with him, to keep things purely physical and professional, and then covet the very feelings she was inwardly rejecting. Taking a deep breath she steadied herself as she stared up at the ceiling. Nothing was as easy as she had anticipated. Every shared moment made it harder to keep the man beside her at arm's length.

"You must really love her," the princess elect remarked in an even tone. "To miss her this much, and be thinking of her, you must really love her. Have you talked to her recently?" Rhiane asked as she kept her eyes trained on the ceiling. It was easier to mentally erect walls between them if she envisioned the other woman entwined with Luke. She could convince herself that he belonged to someone else, that she was unworthy, that she did not want the affections of a man who could not see and appreciate her, that it was better to casually converse than have passionately fueled arguments and kisses in the rain.

But it still felt dangerous to lay where she was. They were a single man and single woman, both incredibly lonely, thrown together by politics, with the freedom and time to do much more than wait for dinner. She chewed on the inside of her cheek as she made a concerted effort not to look at him. Had it been easier to find another place to recover she might have risked the nightmares she knew would haunt her purely to avoid the temptation. Tonight she wasn't as composed as usual. Her willpower had been shredded by guilt, by fear, by trauma, by pain, until there were only thin strands left. In the morning hopefully she would be made better with the distractions of visiting the masses, making speeches, and shaking hands, but right now there was only Luke. Luke with his tousled blonde hair and his sleepy, twinkling blue eyes.

"Is that why you kissed me?" she asked, ever a glutton for punishment, "Because you were remembering her?" It was something she was afraid of him answering. It would probably provoke his anger if not his pride. Were he to respond it would be brutally honest, perhaps unkind, and not what she wanted to hear, but it could help be the final nail in the proverbial coffin of her infatuation. Rhiane couldn't afford an escalation. If Luke so much as maintained this new status quo she was utterly doomed- because she refused to abandon the belief that she was unable of a fairytale like her parents enjoyed and now Gerald and Sebastian destroyed. It was for her own good that she help him annihilate this crush. The fantasy of the media could not become reality.

The Betrothed

Rhiane watched in silent disapproval as Nolan and Luke prepared for the meeting that could only have been delayed or cancelled, according to the guard, if the crown prince was a 'cold corpse.' She knew he was still in pain. No matter how hard he tried to hide it from her she had heard him ask for medication, had watched his stiff posture, witnessed him struggle to find a way to seat himself without exacerbating the injury. The ruthless monarchy continued to make demands upon the heir to the throne but they could not suppress her internal feelings on the matter. She knew the queen cared for her son but it appeared she had conditional consideration. It was not her place to say so, but the farmer believed the philosophies held by the royalty did more harm than good. Not only was it turning the people against them in greater numbers, because they perceived the aristocracy as inhuman, distant, and charlatans as a result of trying to be so perfect, it was unreasonable to not allow Luke a safe space to be vulnerable. Palace staff were masters of scheduling. Surely they could find pockets of time for respite and mental recovery.

"You look handsome," she said honestly when he inquired how he looked. This should have been enough of an answer but Rhiane was not quite herself, thus adhering to the strict rules of etiquette was beyond her capabilities. "You also look like you ought to have on your brace," she added meaningfully. He wouldn't heed her advice of course. Luke wanted to maintain his image and his clothing made it difficult to hide his impairment. Rhiane frowned to herself before turning on her side as he began his meeting. She had supported him returning to his work but now that he did so she felt as if she were an intruder on what ought to have been a confidential exchange. It was not possible for her to leave the room in her state but she could do her best to shut out the lights and sounds.

Her feeble attempts to seclude herself in the bed were stymied by the arrival of lunch. A maid occupied the chair in which Luke had recently sat as it would be inappropriate for her to be any closer. The kitchen had prepared an an appetizing entree with several sides to please the guests. Nothing could entice the princess elect. Out of obligation and an understanding eating was an absolute necessity she humored the maid and ate a few bites of her sandwich before she dismissed the servant. On her own she used a spoon to scoop up a portion of a fruit medley as well as a bread pudding that had been made specifically because of her fondness for the treat. Rhiane set aside the plate having eaten less than half.

The movie was her saving grace in the hours they waited for the palace medical team. All the characters of the lighthearted comedy were equally absurd. She did not laugh aloud but a grin alighted on her features for most of the film. It was impossible to be melancholy and depressed while watching them traipse around so foolishly. It was a trope that was overused but for someone who didn't often have a chance to watch any movies she could enjoy it more thoroughly than another who might have seen all its incantations: two members of law enforcement, one taking everything far too seriously and the other a hopeless mixture of enthusiasm and confusion. By the end of the feature she felt better than when it had started. For a couple hours she wasn't the target of a revolution but just an audience immersed in cinema.

Another had been queued, this time about a group of women who had exaggerated misunderstandings as they tried to work with another, but it didn't hold her attention quite as well. Rhiane began to drift a couple times before being jerked awake by her fears of what sleep might bring. Doctor Gulsvig's knocking interrupted an argument between the female leads about who was to blame for a recent setback on their project.

Just as she was opening her mouth to object to going first, or any treatment whatsoever, she remembered how she had agreed on it being her punishment for causing the collision. Her gaze flitted over to Luke and the place on his torso where she knew he was concealing broken ribs. "The doctor from the clinic," she said as she looked back to the physician. "I want him with me," she stated without any further explanation or demands. Though she had earlier alluded to wanting her fiance with her as well she wouldn't tear him away from his reports. He appeared to prefer them to her company- they did not cry, did not argue, did not frustrate him within an inch of his sanity she wagered.

"I greeted him on my way in- Dr. Ambrose Romanelli," Dr. Gulsvig nodded. It was an unusual request. Ordinarily he might be offended but, given the circumstances and Luke's passive approval by keeping the other doctor in the villa, he would not try dissuade the princess elect. She did not have the same rapport with him as he enjoyed with the rest of the royals. It was clear she did not trust anyone in his field; however, if one of his peers had made some headway in securing her cooperation he would take full advantage. "Very well. I'll have Tobias bring him in while I prepare for Ms. Black." He gave a small bow before excusing himself.

The clinic doctor, now identified as Dr. Romanelli, had showered and changed since they last saw him. "How are you feeling, Miss Black?" he asked congenially after nodding to Luke respectfully. He had been given a button up shirt, the sleeves rolled halfway up his forearms, a pair of grey slacks slightly large in the waist, and a belt. These gifts were not typical but neither was his attendance. There was a pragmatic need for new attire as his own clothing had been stained with blood. When Rhiane didn't give an immediate response Ambrose moved over to the bed and stood next to it as if they were only going to have a pleasant conversation.

"We have a couple options," he intoned softly with endless patience, "If you want to stay awake we can use something to help numb your arm while we inject a serum to help it heal and set it in a brace. If you don't think that's something you want to do we can put you under just long enough to finish the procedure. It's your choice," he emphasized.

There was an apparent lack of enthusiasm from Rhiane. Instead of answering with her preference she did something Luke would possibly find infuriating, the the doctor found shocking, but was predictable for those intimately familiar with her aberrant personality. "I'm sorry they hurt you," she murmured.

Ambrose Romanelli was quiet a moment before he knelt down and patted her hand reassuringly. "It is not your fault, Miss Black. I was just as surprised as you were that they broke into my practice with such ill intent. Most of the villagers adore you and two days ago I had a little girl announce she was going to be just like you when she got bigger. It is I who should be apologizing to you for failing to keep them from getting inside." His words were honest and seemed to placate the distraught woman. The doctor knew what she wanted to hear- perhaps needed to her- and was attending to not just her physical needs but the emotional ones as well. His bedside manner had been curated over years of attending to people going through the worst experiences of their lives. "What can I do to help you get better?"

"If... if you use the anesthesia, will you stay there the entire time?" she asked anxiously.

He nodded. "Yes, if you want me to. Do you want the prince there too?" he suggested carefully, "Maybe to hold your hand until you're under? Or when you wake up?"

"He's busy," Rhiane countered quickly, though Ambrose surmised by her choice of words was not that she didn't want Luke to be there, but rather she was afraid to ask. The brunette felt terrible that she was taking her turn first, that events under her control had left him with a backlog of responsibilities, that he had a limp caused by her actions, and she had convinced herself for these reasons she was unworthy of imposing her wishes. Besides, it was her that had drawn death to his doorstep, and now she was irrationally paranoid she might somehow infect him with the darkness that had targeted her earlier in the day.

Star Crossed: The Duke's Rebellion

"And I'd be obligated to impose myself to keep him from stealing my fiance," Solae replied calmly. It wasn't quite that easy. The marines did not answer to the aristocracy directly; this had been one of the primary reasons why Duke Tan had disposed of the camp in his initial strike on New Concordia. Even if they were not beholden to the nobles that did not mean they could disrespect someone of the marquise's standing. They would almost certainly deny her request to have Rene as a personal bodyguard for example, but they would have to be careful in their refusal, as a breach of etiquette could be reported up their chain of command and gain unwanted attention. At the very least Solae could frustrate a lance corporal sufficiently he would regret ever crossing paths with her.

She reached forward and took his hand in her own as he had done earlier. Quietly she ran her thumb over his knuckles and felt the callouses of his palm on her fingers. Her determination to clear his name was in part so that he could be free of his obligations to the marines. It was selfish of her she knew, but building a life after this war did not seem so wonderful or grand if he'd be torn from her side and thrown back onto some backwater world to finish out a sentence he did not deserve. The years apart would be absolute agony. No one would be able to understand what they had been through- not her cousins, not the court, not even the friends they had made along the way on their journey.

"If you think I'm giving you up easily without a fight you're sorely mistaken," she said with a smile. It was a vast understatement. Solae was stubborn enough to withhold her assistance, blackmail, or threaten anyone foolish enough to get in her way. There was not much that could make her compromise her values but the risk of losing her last lifeline in this sea of chaos would be all the motivation she would need.

"You should eat more," she teased, shoveling some portions of her meat onto his plate. As famished as she was there was a dessert that she had ordered coming. Fortunately for them both she had ordered the largest item on their menu; a large cut of an exotic animal's muscle tissue marinated in a liquor before being roasted. Solae had been worried that her visit to the vault would force her to skip a meal later. It was better to overindulge now than be distracted by hunger later. "Think of it as an order from your commanding officer," she joked.

"When I'm down there you should think about trying to see if Ten can coordinate some supplies for us," she ventured. "We don't need anything quite as expensive as this so I doubt he will refuse securing us more rations. I have it on good authority you know quite a good deal more about that sort of thing than I do," Solae said with a grin and raised brow.

There was a prolonged pause as she settled back into her seat and mused silently over their predicament. "We're also not going to be able to get to the PEA without a fight," she whispered. The servant wasn't in sight and there was no one close enough to overhear. The drop in her voice was only because she hated to admit aloud the imminent danger to their persons that would result in a firefight in their near future. "I'm sure Ten will get you anything within reason you think would help us defend ourselves. We might not have another chance to shop for weapons rather than use only what we can find."

Truth be told she ought to have a sidearm too. Solae had to use the one Rene gave her exactly once but it had terrified her how easily she wielded an object of death. It made her blood turn to ice contemplating using one again but it would undoubtedly be necessary. They didn't have the luxury of her cowardice.

The Betrothed

"I trust him," Rhiane insisted. There was an uncharacteristic waiver in her voice, as if she wasn't quite ready to assert herself as aggressively as usual, but there also a the hint of the stubborn streak he had become all too familiar with over the course of the last week. "The rebellion..." she chewed on the inside of her cheek thoughtfully, trying to reason out the best way to approach the explanation. "In villages everyone knows someone who at least sympathizes with their views. You can't just avoid people because they don't like the monarchy- they are the grocer, the teachers, the nurses, the factory owners, the seed suppliers, people you interact with every day, and it's not like everyone who supports the rebellion is violent. I'm sure if the people that attacked lived nearby they knew the doctor and he might have known them, or their loved ones, and that makes it harder," she said a little more quietly. "It's harder to have a face to put to evil intentions."

The way in which she spoke suggested that it was not just the doctor that might be struggling with reconciling an individual, one that could be an unassuming neighbor or friendly passerby on the street, could be a cold-blooded goal assassin. For Luke supporters of the revolution were strangers. Dismissing an enemy combatant with which one had no association or similarities was infinitely easier than if they personally recognized or related to them. "And besides, I know the royal doctors treat me because they are ordered to, because I'm the princess elect. The doctor from the clinic would treat me even if I was still a farmer. That makes him more tolerable," she confirmed.

"You don't need to stay," she deflected, though Rhiane did cherish his comforting. It felt greedy to ask him to hold her hand through a procedure right after he had to endure his own. "I know you'll be tired," the prince elect said, ever the self-sacrificial martyr, "and I don't know long it will take them to fix my arm." She couldn't hide how much she dreaded the medical team arriving and being left a victim of their devices. It amazed her that Luke didn't seem bothered by the prospect of being poked and prodded.

Typically the brunette was a bottomless pit but she had no appetite. Her stomach was empty, she hadn't eaten in hours, and she knew she needed food to recover, but recent events had robbed her of the desire. It was bound to also be struggle to do basic things like cut her food, hold a sandwich, or lift a cup as these things required two hands. Though she quietly refused to acknowledge it the pain in her left arm was substantial. Rhiane couldn't even pretend she'd be able to defiantly utilize it to get through lunch or dinner, whatever the hour of the day it was now. She had lost track of time completely.

"You can lay here on the bed as well if it's more comfortable," she offered though it might seem slightly scandalous to a royal's sense of propriety. To emphasize her point she tried to shuffle herself to the side to create a vacancy. Beds in the palace were larger but this one could fit three large adults comfortably; they did, after all, have the most lavishly decorated villa as their accommodations for this leg of the trip.

"We can watch a movie," she suggested more thoughtfully, "if you don't need to caught up with work..." Luke seemed determined to stay by her side, which made her feel guilty, but not enough to ask him to leave. She worried for when she would fall asleep, as no matter how long she had been sedated and already slept, she knew she would grow tired more quickly with toll the trauma and injury put on her. Rhiane did not want to admit her weakness aloud but she felt safer knowing his presence might dispel nightmares if she succumbed.

The Betrothed

Rhiane didn't elaborate when Luke queried her on how she had failed. Acknowledging it alone was painful; speaking of it aloud would be more torturous than she could currently endure. It had been clear from when they first met that the crown prince cared little to nothing when the general public thought of him. The frequent arguments that were had over whether the commoners were of any consequence had revealed his bias and outright dismissal of the peasantry; such bickering had even occurred earlier that same day. Despite all of this, Luke was an intelligent and perceptive man, and they both knew the only reason she had ever set foot in the palace was as a way to bolster the royal family's reputation among the populace. He had seen how much she cared about every 'beggar' and 'whiner' she came across. More than once he had tried to convince her that she was above associating with them now she was a princess elect. He had to know how the woman whose worth was coupled with the strength of her reception, who was an incessant bleeding heart that shared a meal with her maids, might internalize the rebellion's assault.

Silence fell between them as he squeezed her hand for reassurance and she turned her face away to try to hide her feelings. Rhiane hadn't expected him to understand how the assassination attempt rocked to her to very core of her being. It was the only thing she had left- her confidence in earning the lower class. The wealth, the stature, even her fiance were not hers, but trappings bestowed upon her by the monarchy so long as she perform for them, none of them permanent nor truly owned. Both her father and Gerard were obstinate enough to remain estranged indefinitely. Children were a hope for the future but not a reality. Her health had been heavily impacted such the night of the engagement ball. None of her endeavors were close to bearing the fruits of success so early in her political career. The smiles of the public had bolstered her, though, when the aristocracy scorned her. Now she was uncertain how pervasive this wish for her death was among those of her socioeconomic background.

The princess elect was visibly swallowing down the grief on her face when Luke made his commentary about her driving instructor. It was such a wild departure from the seriousness of their previous topic it jolted her out of her wallowing. There was a hint of a smile on her features at the playful accusation. It was perhaps her favorite part of Luke; his sense of humor, even when it was buried beneath a layer of cynicism and sarcasm. Idly she wondered if this was what had made Sofia attracted to him. A more petty part of her thought the actress craved the prince title more than the person, and that she was superior in the way she cared not an ounce about such things, but it was entirely possible his mischievous streak was what the other sex found so charming.

Amusement danced in her eyes as well as admiration for Luke. Rhiane did not know she had confessed her feelings to him when she was succumbing to sedation and she did not clearly recall the kiss they had shared at the clinic because it was sandwiched between the horror of being told she was a target and then being discovered moments later. She was ignorant to how well he could now interpret the subtleties of her countenance. Though she was not staring at him like a love-sick admirer, utterly starstruck by his presence, it was undeniable she gazed upon him more fondly than Tobias, than Nolan, than the doctor, or anyone else with whom she had regular contact.

Her progress away from crushing guilt was undone the instant Luke, albeit not with sincerity, concluded perhaps it was all her fault. Her betrothed's tone was too light to be truly damning but still dealt an invisible blow. If she hadn't taken the keys the men could still be alive. If she hadn't let the excitement go to her head and had instead been cautious with her driving the rebels the doctor might not have been assaulted. If she hadn't frozen at the sight of the deer they might not have gone careening off the road and left Luke with a sizeable gash and broken ribs. Her face became more pale under the lights of the bedroom and she briefly looked as if she might be violently ill. On another person his strategy might have worked- but as much as she was resistant to his stance she was not at fault, sharing her irrational views seemed to grow the negativity.

Rhiane did not return his grin as he announced his punishment. She was quiet, obviously wrestling with the rational request made, leveraging her self-inflicted shame against her distrust of medical professionals. The princess elect was wildly uncomfortable with the proposition but didn't feel she had the ability to reject him outright. She had to take responsibility for her sins and, even if he was teasing her, this might be the only way she could do her penance. After a prolonged pause she finally relented in an unusual way. "I want the doctor from the clinic," she insisted softly as if this were of dire importance. "I still don't like doctors, but I trust him. If others have to do the treatments I want to stay with me, and I'll only do it if you both insist I have to," she finally said.

It was the closest she had ever been to agreeable on the topic. "The ones at the palace are polite but.." she struggled for a second to articulate her thoughts clearly, "I feel like when he looks at me he sees me as a person and doesn't judge me for having poor parents. He understands why I dislike his profession." It was almost certainly true. The doctor might have been born in a major city, but Rhiane was not his first patient who had lost loved ones to disease, illness, or lack of proper care because laborers worked themselves to the bone before seeking medical attention. He had purposefully chosen the village as his assignment. The man had no airs and, arguably, more experience and empathy about her discomfort than the royal attendants who worked exclusively with people of privilege. It was still a concession Luke would have to make; however, were he to be agreeable, he might be able to utilize this doctor she slightly favored to inch her closer to cooperation without coercion.

A Woman Named Luther (18+, Mature Themes)

Hey there!

Since I've been on the site I've started a few role-plays with sci-fi settings, medieval settings, and fantasy settings, but I've yet to find a partner for anything of the superhero genre. Admittedly things with a superhero genre can quickly get out of control as I saw on the previous RP forum I frequented; however, I made a character I've been dying to use and I think I've finally developed a plot hook that could make a really amazing 1x1 (I hope)!

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Luther's mother was a woman who believed she could spiritually sense the gender of her child and predicted, with absolute conviction, she would have a son. She had a daughter. Not one to let this deter her from the name she had chosen she named her daughter Luther. This seemed to be an omen for how strange the girl would find her life to be.

In a world of superheroes, Luther is not quite one. She graduated high school but never excelled in academics. After graduation she applied to be in the military and was in the army for some time before her powers got exposed: she has the unique ability to access an extra-dimension space through her skin. Her flesh acts a sort of gateway or portal to space- so long as it can fit the dimensions and her powers are consciously activated she can allow non-living matter to go into the extra-dimensional space. Likewise she can let that same matter leave in the same state it entered. A bullet can exit at the same velocity it entered, a cup of coffee remains just as hot, a package of ice cream just as cool. Since her gifts was discovered she has been jumping from job to job, working whatever gig pays her reasonably well.

But at night she has been moonlighting as vigilante. Without much of a costume (she covers her face with whatever mask/item is convenient) or desire to be in a leotard, the news has dubbed her 'The Void.' And it's earned her attention from the worst of places. Villains see the potential she has to be used to transport weapons, stolen goods, drugs, and all sorts of contraband discreetly. Luther can't run from them forever- though she has absolutely no desire to join their ranks.
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So there is a lot of potential I think! I am flexible on how characters meet- whether my partner plays as a villain that captured her, someone that simply crosses paths with her happenstance, a superhero of greater moral fiber than she is who stumbles across her during an altercation, or someone with an axe to grind against whatever villain(s) we create. I don't have a villain pre-made nor do I have any ideas beyond here what I've presented. Ideally a partner would have ideas of things they want to do as well!

Disclaimer

Luther is a bit of a mess. She is a woman who embraces escapism with her vices: she's promiscuous, she drinks to excess, and engages in a lot of risky behavior. That being said she is assertive, she doesn't back down from conflict, she tries to do the right thing, and has strong convictions. Please understand she's a heavily flawed character, not some vision of perfection when people imagine a female lead in a superhero plot.

What I am looking for:
1. Someone who is 18+ since this will, very certainly, have mature themes.
2. Someone willing to make a male character, with the intention of playing an unusual romance/relationship.
3. Someone who is happy to write this story without fading to black.
4. Someone who can write at least 3 paragraphs once a week.
5. Someone who is happy to share in creating the world and antagonists.

Please PM me if interested!