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LegendBegins said
You want to know? I contacted your best friend through Hamachi, and told him to call the police. That's how.

That's about what I figured. Thank you for telling me.

Myriad Reality

LegendBegins said
A coherent presentation of the facts will allow for no logical denial. Sorry if I sound cold today. MPD.

Oh good my message didn't go through. I can reword it without the trouble.

The entire world is on very fucking thin ice with me right now. Trying to keep something from me is an incredibly bad idea, because I promise you that next time I'll be in the middle of a field, long dead and burnt to ash before the police even get to my grandpa's house. All that anger I've kept to myself for the last lifetime is coming up in droves, so kindly don't push me.

And no, unfortunately I only got four pills down before the bathroom issue, and then talking to my grandpa stopped me from taking any more.

Myriad Reality

LegendBegins said
I'm aware of the police part. Seriously though, don't ever do that again.

How. And no promises. My connection is slightly more stable but not much.

Myriad Reality

LegendBegins said
Dark is alive.

Yeah. at a mcdonalds for wifi while I download password finding stuff.
Current status: Had taken 4 times my diagnosed amount of one of 4 medicines. Had to take a bathroom break ASAP and during that my offline best friend ended up calling the police so my grandpa found out about my to be continued attempt, we talked a lot and I currently have no idea what I'll be doing in the future, but I'm definitely out of my house, and without a phone until I manage to somehow get a new one. Will give more info when these programs are used.
Note: Don't say goodbye if you're serious about doing it, because someone might actually want to stop you and that's a problem.

Myriad Reality

LegendBegins said
Seriously, take a moment and stop. Things will be okay in the end, but ending it solves literally nothing. Take some time, take a deep breath, take a nap. Do something other than hurt or kill yourself.

You really don't get it. Imagine that your father left at a young age, imagine that you hated yourself, that your own mother just destroyed any possibility of you ever having any comfort again, that you've lost all of the people you care about, that you are very near homeless. Can you imagine that? Of course not.

So for now, I'll say this:

Goodbye everyone. I wish I could stay around to help you all write this grand story, but I can't. So, hopefully this'll work and I won't have to suffer more through failure as well. Farewell, everyone. You'll see, you won't even notice that I'm gone. I promise.
So... goodnight everyone, and may your tommorow be a nice day as well.

Myriad Reality

Araby264 said
Listen, I can understand things are bad for you, but killing yourself won't solve anything. It's not worth it. You have Two months, right? Two months, that's no time at all. You can last that long. Just live. Just survive, you can do that.

Araby264 said
Listen, I can understand things are bad for you, but killing yourself won't solve anything. It's not worth it. You have Two months, right? Two months, that's no time at all. You can last that long. Just live. Just survive, you can do that.

No, you really don't get it. You don't have two things keeping you alive, a mental condition that requires everything to be a certain way in order to feel any comfort at all, a mother who doesn't give a shit about you, a grandfather who doesn't comprehend the gravity of situations, and you haven't lost one and a half of those two lifelines, permanently lost what allows you to feel any comfort at all, you aren't on the verge of being homeless, you aren't hated by all but two people you know, you aren't already dead in a body that keeps functioning, you haven't been given countless reasons to give up on everything and let it rot. You haven't fucking lost everything you cared about. So yes, killing myself will solve quite a few things. Fuck, tonight I'm trying ODing, so I've got 29 minutes of communication left IF this fucking connection holds up during that.

Myriad Reality

Araby264 said
Are you okay? What's going on?

No. No I'm fucking not okay. I have no phone, no home, no mother, -48 minutes of power, a connection that's as up and down as the tower of babel, and am most likely going to kill myself before I turn 18 in two months.
So you tell me if I'm okay.

Myriad Reality

I no longer have a phone as it is most likely destroyed by now so kik is unfortunately not an option.

Myriad Reality

So I'm not going to make it to 18.

Myriad Reality

Galaxy Raider said
Dark, I always liked you. Your ideas and plots were always phenomenal. Never perfect, but always extraordinary. Just beautiful. They remind me of mine. You always turned those parts of this thing that I loved into parts that I just cherished and will always cherish.Blitz, you were a good friend. Maybe a bit shy, even over the internet, but always a good friend. You were awesome from the first picture on iFunny, and you're still awesome now. Keep being awesome, my friend.Tox, you're amazing. I loved everything you ever did. You were good at sacrificing characters you loved for the good of story. Although you lied to us, and abandoned us for a while, you came back, and I forgive you. I'm glad I was here long enough to see that. It makes me happy.Pinkie... You were there from the start, and here every single moment I can remember from the olden days. Though you may never read this, I still want to say this as a token of my gratitude. Amazing stuff. I hope you get through the things you're struggling with.Whizz, you may not ever read this either. I want to be honest here though. I didn't like you when you first joined. Between grammar and overall comprehension of everything, I didn't think you belonged here. But look who proved who wrong in the end, hm? Hehe. Yeah, I missed you from the moment you left. And though I didn't honesty appreciate or understand your anger with us when you left, I thank you for being here and for praying for us. I can tell that you're a good guy. Stay that way, Jonny.David, the Legend. That's kinda what you are here. You're a legend. You kept it going. Anywhere there was a key role, you were right there, working to keep this thing going. None of this would be here, we wouldn't have such close ties, such a deep history, without you. I know it's harder for you to keep this chugging now than ever, but you have to keep this alive. Keep going, if not for you, then for me. And if this thing does ultimately die before I return, promise me you'll check back every so often to see if I've returned. It would mean so much to me.I already miss you all, and can't wait to see you again. If not here, then by God's side. It's been a bumpy road, and all of you have aggravated me to no end multiple times before. But in the end, now, that makes me even prouder of the fact that I had the privilege of being here and meeting all you wonderful people.It's been a rough couple o' years, a great tale, and a fantastic ride. I love you all, from the bottom of my heart... Stay fantastic, gang.-The Galaxy Raider. March 13, 2014.This date will be marked on my calendar as the day I left you guys. That way, every year I will think back to this day and remember all of my amazing friends.

Thanks, man. I'm gonna miss you. And may your tomorrow bE a nICE daY As wEll.