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Name: Taylor
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
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Crow listened quietly as Penelope explained everything that had happened after they had parted two years ago. He was eager to hear her side of the story, since he wanted to know why she had never come to be with him as she had promised. However, the tale she told was quite a bit more than he had been expecting.

When she lifted her shirt to show him the scar on her torso, he frowned. He supposed he hadn’t been that far off in assuming she had died. A wound that severe definitely would have bordered on fatal. She was lucky to have made it out with her life, and he was glad that she did. He felt another short wave of relief as he remembered how distraught he had been when he had initially believed her to have perished. Even though he had been misled for so long, he was glad to know that she was alright now.

He continued to listen as she went on to explain what had happened after the attack, mildly surprised to learn that she had received the scar on her face from an entirely different battle. He was grateful that William had been wise enough to make her turn back after that incident. Who knew what could have happened if they had kept searching for the staff? Even if they had found a lead, they might have ended up walking into a trap. He shuddered at the thought.

As she finished telling her story, he stood in silence and lowered his gaze, taking a moment to process it all. There was a lot to take in, but after a brief pause, he looked up again and shook his head, “Don’t be sorry. What I went through was nothing compared to all of that. I’m honestly just glad you’re still alive.” He shifted his weight. “Until today, I thought you had died. I overheard some knights at the border talking about how the mission had failed, and, well… I guess I just assumed the worst.”

He let out his breath in a sigh and then smiled, “When Olivia told me you were still alive, and in the outer villages, at that… Gods, you have no idea how happy I was.” He flushed slightly, realizing he was starting to ramble. “Look, the point is: The past is in the past. I don’t care that you chose to stay to help your family. In fact, it sounds like that was the more honorable thing to do at that time rather than running off to be with a thief like me.” He reached to take her hands in his, his heart hammering as he worked up the nerve to say what he had come to say to her. “I just wanted to tell you… I still love you, Penelope. I always have. And when this war is said and done, I-I still want to be with you.” He swallowed nervously, holding her gaze as he went on in a hushed voice. “Do you still want that too?”
Even as he held Penelope in his arms, it all seemed like dream to Crow. He felt weak with relief now that he had seen her for himself—had touched her for himself—and knew she wasn’t dead. He squeezed his eyes shut as he held her, relishing the feeling of having her in his embrace again after so long. To make the situation even better, he felt her wrap her arms around him in return after a moment of hesitation. While the gesture wasn’t enough to tell him whether or not she still loved him, at the very least, she seemed glad to see him too.

After a bit, he felt her pull back from his arms. Not wanting to smother her after they had only just met up again, he forced himself to release her and took a small step back as well. Her following words made him frown. She seemed to be upset about something, but he wasn’t quite sure what. “I know, I know,” he said softly with a shrug. “It’s a camp full of knights, and I’m a criminal, right? Well, I don’t care. The risk was nothing if it meant I could see you.”

He moved close to her again and reached to tilt her head up so he could look her in the eye. However, as he did, he faltered slightly, catching sight of something he hadn’t noticed in his initial eagerness to see her. In the darkness it was hard to make out, but now that he was standing next to her, the thief could see a long scar cutting through the side of her face. “What happened?” he murmured, knitting his brow concernedly as he traced the blemish with his hand. “Who did this to you?”
Understandably xD

I just got home from lunch, so I'll get started on my reply now!
For real xD
I love how unnecessarily involved she gets with Penelope's and Crow's lives
Crow hauled the bag of weapons into the ravine, preparing to hide them with the other stolen goods in the thieves’ camp after the female knight had gone. His heart raced with a mixture of nervousness and excitement at the thought of seeing Penelope for the first time in two years. He didn’t know what to expect, but he knew one thing for sure: He had a chance to speak to her one more time.

The wheels of his mind spun eagerly as he thought over his conversation with Olivia…

“Tell me where she is.”

“Very well,” Olivia smirked. “Our camp is located in the woods between two villages to the east of here.”

“Myrefall and Norcrest?” Crow said in surprise.

“I don’t know the area, but I’d assume so,” Olivia shrugged, quirking a brow in amusement. “Do you know the place I’m speaking of?”

“I’ve passed through before,” Crow answered with an air of nonchalance. He bit his tongue to keep from giving away his shock that Penelope had been at the camp that he and his companions had just raided that day. They had been so close.

“Funny,” Olivia’s smirk widened into a grin as she put the pieces together. “Our camp was just raided by some bandits earlier. You wouldn’t happen to know anything about that, would you?”

“Sounds like an unfortunate coincidence to me,” Crow winked at her, confirming the knight’s suspicions.

Olivia laughed, “In any case, you know where to find her now. What’s your plan, thief?”

“Honestly? I don’t know,” Crow sighed. “I guess I’ll just try to catch her while she’s alone.”

“Hmm… I might be able to help with that,” Olivia purred.

“How so?”

“You’ll see,” she winked at him mischievously, turning to leave. “Just come to the camp after nightfall.” Raising a hand in a wave goodbye, she smiled at him once more. “It was good to see you, Crow. I hope we cross paths again soon.”

“Same to you,” Crow nodded, watching as the knight began to walk away. He shifted his weight as another thought came to him, and then took a step after her. “Oh, and one more thing—”

“Don’t worry,” Olivia glanced back at him over her shoulder. “I won’t tell anyone about your little hideout.”

“Thanks,” Crow said, visibly relaxing. “See you around, love.”


The thief climbed back down from the tree he had just hung the bag of weapons from, glancing up at the darkening sky. If he left now, he would arrive at the knights’ camp just after nightfall, as Olivia had told him to. He lowered his gaze to look towards Myrefall, where the Rikki and the others were waiting for him at the tavern. There wasn’t time to stop by and tell them where he was going. He just hoped they would forgive him for ditching them this once.

He grabbed a cloak and threw it across his shoulders, drawing the hood over his head. He was about to walk right back into the camp of a group of knights he had just raided, so he wanted to be able to conceal his identity if any of them happened to see him. As an added measure of protection, he grabbed a couple more weapons from their stash—a sling for ranged attacks and a short sword in case he found himself in a fight with an opponent armed with a longer blade than a dagger.

Feeling content with his protection, Crow turned and headed out to return to the knights’ camp, his heart fluttering at the thought that he was about to see the woman he loved again after so long.

--

Crow crouched in the bushes just outside of the clearing, his green eyes sweeping cautiously over the area. He had arrived just as the knights were beginning to settle down for the night, it seemed. There wasn’t much activity, but there were still a few men standing around by their tents speaking in hushed voices. However, they were of no interest to the thief. He was careful to look out for anyone who might spot him, but the majority of his attention was focused on locating Penelope amongst all of the people.

After a while of searching, he spotted her emerging from a tent. His breath caught in his throat as he got his first look at the woman he had thought was dead for the last two years. She was far enough away that he couldn’t see her very well in the darkness, but he could recognize her anywhere. It was really Penelope. She was alive, and she was standing right in front of him. He had to fight the temptation to run to her, tugging nervously at the grass beneath his feet as he forced himself to stay still.

Patience, he reminded himself. Wait until she’s alone.

Crow circled the clearing quietly, keeping his eyes fixed on Penelope as he tried to figure out where she was going. He noticed she seemed to be heading towards another female knight that was standing guard near the edge of the camp, and he felt excitement rise up in his chest. If his assumption was correct, she was about to take over the night watch. It would give him the perfect opportunity to approach her without being seen by anyone else. This must have been what Olivia had been talking about when she said she would help. The knight must have convinced her comrade to take the guard duty somehow. He smiled to himself, Looks like I owe her one.

He continued to wait a while longer, his gaze roving over the knights’ camp as he watched the others start to head to their tents to turn in for the night. Once it looked like they were all gone, he swallowed anxiously, turning his attention towards Penelope once again. Now closer to her, he was reminded just how beautiful she was. Even when she was back in her armor, he found her alluring. He felt a sudden wave of nervousness at the thought of revealing himself to her. What if she didn’t want to see him? What if she turned on him and handed him over to the knights?

I’m being ridiculous, he chided himself silently. This is Penelope. She would never do something like that. He closed his eyes, taking a steeling breath, and stood up from his hiding place. It was now or never.

“Penelope,” he hissed, breaking the silence. He took a tentative step into the open, bringing his hands up to lower the hood of his cloak so that his face was visible. He wavered at the edge of the clearing, momentarily unsure of what to do. However, in the next instant, he was overcome with a pang of joy that caught him by surprise, and before he knew what he was doing, he ran over to wrap her up in an embrace. His voice trembled slightly with strong emotions that he fought to keep quiet, “I can’t believe it’s you. I thought I was never going to see you again.”
Man, that ended up being a lot longer than I was expecting xD

Penelope's CS looks really good!
I'll update Crow's in a bit
The following two months were a low point in Crow’s life. Unable and unwilling to deal with the complex emotions that came from losing Penelope, he spent most of his time in and out of the tavern in Silverpool, getting drunk to cope with the pain. Evelyn continued to take care of him during this time, making sure he didn’t cause trouble enough to draw the attention of the local knights, who, by this point, were on the lookout for the runaway thief. Even though she didn’t know why he was so distraught—he refused to tell anyone what had happened—she made it her goal to help him move forward and remember who he was.

Eventually, her efforts paid off. After he had grieved for two months, the pain Crow felt faded into a tolerable numbness. He finally came to terms with the fact that he was never going to see Penelope again and thus attempted to take the first steps towards moving on: He sobered up and went back to stealing from the knights in the outer villages. In returning to his old life, he found solace and began to come back to who he had been before.

However, as winter approached, he started to realize that he wasn’t quite the same as he had been a year ago. He missed having company and found it lonely to be traveling alone. So, when he encountered a rogue band of thieves in the inner kingdom, he was quick to accept the leader’s invitation to join. He spent the following two seasons with them, until he had a fallout with the leader that made him realize how degraded the other thieves were and that they were not the kind of people he wanted to associate with.

Fortunately for Crow, he wasn’t the only one in the group who disliked the decisions made by the other thieves. Three other members went with him when he left: Simon, Alistair, and Rikki. They abandoned the thieves with him in the hopes that he would be a better leader, and over the course of their following travels around the inner kingdom, became close companions of Crow.

After spending such a long time away from the outer villages, Crow and the others return to see what had happened to the peasants in their absence, only to discover that the war with Younis had begun. They choose to stay in the hopes that they would be able to do something to help the villagers who were getting caught up in the battles. During this time, Crow wrestles with his trauma from his childhood until he manages to overcome it for the most part. Able to fight without freezing up for the first time, he masters duel wielding daggers and starts to defend himself along with the peasants in the village with the new weapons. It is also during this time that his hatred for knights grows. He becomes unafraid to kill in self-defense, no matter which kingdom the attacking knights come from.

As the war becomes more intense, the thieves come to admit that there is nothing they can do to save the villagers from the war, so they leave. For a short time, they take refuge with Evelyn and Hazel Ansgot before they move on to Crow’s home village, Myrefall. This is where they remain for the following two seasons, including one especially brutal winter in which Crow contracts a chronic cough that he keeps secret from the others. As the battles rage on between Brerra and Younis, the thieves continue to do their best to help the villagers survive the onslaught.

--

“Did you see the looks on their faces?” Alistair snickered. “Absolute horror.”

The band of thieves made their way through the woods as they headed back to Myrefall after a successful day of raiding Brerratic knights. They had just stolen a sack full of weapons that the new king had delivered to reinforce the frontline. Of course, their goal wasn’t to sabotage the forces of their kingdom, so they would return the weapons… for a price. Simon, the only semi-literate one of the bunch, had left a small, empty satchel along with a hastily scrawled note attached to a tree in the knights’ camp: IF YOU WANT YOR SORDS BACK, BREENG THIS TO THE TAVERN IN NORCREST VILLAJ FILD WITH GOLD. All they had to do now was sit back and wait for the knights to get desperate enough to comply with their demands. As previous experience had proven, it was only a matter of time.

“What did you expect?” Simon rolled his eyes. “They just lost a third of all their new weaponry in the middle of a war. Of course they’re going to be frightened.”

“You have no sense of fun,” Alistair snorted and then turned towards the others. “We should celebrate! These weapons are going to make us rich when the knights pay our ransom. Let’s go to the Ivory Hatchet tavern tonight.”

“A mug of ale does sound good right about now,” Rikki grinned, turning to the fourth thief in the group with a playful nudge. “What do you say, boss?”

Crow adjusted his hold on the bag of weapons he had slung over his shoulder and returned the female thief’s look with a smirk of his own, “Sounds great to me. You three go on ahead. I’ll drop these off at the camp and meet up with you later.”

“Alright!” Alistair pumped his fist in the air excitedly and slung an arm over Simon’s shoulder. “Come on, you big grump. We’re going to get wasted.”

“Please don’t,” Simon groaned as the energetic thief led him forcefully towards the village, leaving the others behind.

Rikki didn’t follow after them right away. Now alone with Crow, she looked up at him with a mischievous glint in her dark eyes and then flung her arms around his neck, leaning up on her toes to press a kiss to his lips. He met her sudden advance with equal enthusiasm, slipping his arms around the small of her back. After a moment, he pulled back and laughed, “What was that for?”

“Nothing,” Rikki shrugged, breaking away from his grasp and casting him a flirtatious wink. “Just felt like it. That’s all.” With that, she turned and trotted after the other two thieves, leaving Crow to watch her saunter off from behind.

He shook his head at her blatant teasing and kept walking through the trees to drop off the stolen weapons at their hideout. Even though he didn’t intend to get drunk with Alistair and Rikki—he knew Simon wasn’t going to get intoxicated either, since the other thief was too uptight to let himself go—a mug of ale at the Ivory Hatchet did sound good to him. It would be nice to celebrate the successful raid with his companions, so he wanted to catch up with them as soon as he could.

It didn’t take long before he arrived at the edge of the camp, but when he got there, something felt off. It had been faint, but he could have sworn he heard the snap of a twig coming from the small ravine that he and the others had made into their home. He frowned, setting down the sack of weapons behind a tree and drawing his daggers from a belt around his waist. He crouched down and moved silently towards the source of the noise, moving with precision that he had remastered since his escape two years prior.

Once he was close enough to see who or what was in their hideout, he stopped behind another tree and peered out to take a look. To his annoyance, there was, in fact, a person invading his home—and not just any person: A knight, wearing the colors of Brerra. They had been discovered.

Crow tightened his grip on his weapons, narrowing his eyes coldly at the knight as he tried to decide what to do. There was only one intruder, so easiest course of action would be to simply kill him before he could spread word to his comrades. However, the thief was hesitant to do that. The knight wasn’t directly threatening anyone, so to take his life felt wrong. No, he couldn’t just kill him in cold blood. He had to think of something else.

Having decided on a plan, Crow slowly and quietly rose to stand up straight. He cocked back the dagger in his right hand, took aim, and then hurled it towards the knight. The blade flew through the air and embedded itself in a tree just next to the intruder’s head. The knight let out a startled yelp and spun around to defend himself. However, the thief was faster. Before the intruder had a chance to draw his own weapon, Crow slammed him back against the tree and held his second dagger up to his throat, glaring icily as he held him pinned.

Now up close and personal with the knight, two things made the thief falter. The first was that the knight wasn’t a man at all: it was a woman. The second was that this woman was someone he knew.

“Olivia?” Crow said, wide eyed with surprise.

As he said her name, Olivia stopped struggling against his grip and looked up to meet his gaze. She stared at him for a moment before her own eyes widened with recognition. “Wait… Crow? Is that you?”

Crow nodded wordlessly, still reeling from the unexpected encounter. He hesitated for a moment and then released the female knight, retrieving his dagger from the tree as he stepped back from her. “What are you doing here?”

“I could ask you the same question,” she said, her brown eyes sweeping slowly over him. “You do know there’s a war going on here, don’t you?”

“No,” Crow drawled with a sarcastic roll of his eyes. “I just thought everyone was dropping dead of their own accord.”

“Hm,” Olivia smirked. “I missed that feisty attitude of yours.” Her eyes swept over him once more. “And my, my... You’ve changed quite a bit, haven’t you? I almost didn’t recognize you.”

“I should hope so,” Crow grinned, crossing his arms over his muscular chest. “The last time you saw me, I had just gotten out of prison.”

“I see,” Olivia licked her lips and met his gaze again. “Well, you look good, Crow.”

“Thanks,” he took a step closer to the knight, deciding to test her a bit as he recalled how she had been interested in him before. “You look pretty good, yourself, love,” he said in a murmur, lowering his gaze to her lips. “You know… I think I owe you for last time, wouldn’t you say?”

“Tempting,” the knight smiled coyly. “But are you really willing to do that to Penelope?”

At the mention of her name, Crow’s gaze darkened and he recoiled from the knight. “That isn’t funny,” he curled his lip at her scathingly.

“What are you talking about?” Olivia blinked, seeming confused by his reaction.

Crow wavered, caught off guard by her casual behavior. He would have expected Olivia to be more serious when speaking about her dead comrade, even if they had been rivals. Recovering quickly, he went on, “You know what I’m talking about. It’s true that I loved her long ago, but she’s gone now. I heard the news from the knights in the outer villages.”

“What news?” Olivia’s innocent tone was beginning to annoy him.

“The news that she and William got attacked,” he spat. “Don’t play dumb with me. I know that she’s dead.”

Olivia stared at him for a moment before a bemused smirk crossed her lips, “Oh, Crow… You poor, misinformed thing.” She stepped closer to him and went on in a whisper: “Penelope isn’t dead.”

Crow felt his heart skip a beat. “W-what?” he leaned against a nearby tree, suddenly dizzy.

“That’s right,” Olivia continued cheerily. “Penelope’s alive. In fact, she’s in the outer villages right now. We’re part of the same battalion…”

Crow missed the rest of Olivia’s words as she chatted carelessly on. He couldn’t believe it. For the last two years, he had believed Penelope was gone, but she wasn’t. She was alive—and she was nearby. His heart pounded excitedly in his chest. He had to go find her. He needed to see her again. It had been so long…

But what if she doesn’t want to see me? The thought appeared in his mind, casting a shadow of doubt over his excitement. If she hadn’t been killed, then why didn’t she come to be with him in the outer villages? He felt a pang of sadness. She must have changed her mind about being with him after all.

“Crow.”

The thief snapped back to attention as he felt Olivia prod him, “Sorry. What?”

“I said,” the knight smirked. “What do you say? Do you want me to tell you where she is?”

Crow hesitated at the question. His heart screamed at him to say yes. He missed her so much. However, his head told him no. She had chosen her life, and it wasn’t with him. He didn’t know if he could handle running back to her, only to be rejected and sent away. But at least I would know for sure, he argued with himself. Even if it hurt, he had to talk to her one more time. He had to find out why she had left him. He needed the closure.

“Yes,” he said after a long pause, meeting Olivia’s gaze determinedly. “Tell me where she is.”
Looking forward to it!
I think I'm going to do the same thing. I was gonna do a super brief, overarching summary and then transition into when Crow runs into Olivia in the outer villages
For sure! It'll be interesting

Sorry that took a while. My friends and I are watching impractical jokers now, and it's super distracting xD
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