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Name: Taylor
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
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For Crow, the net two weeks were excruciatingly dull. With John taking over almost all the guard shifts to keep a close watch of him, he and Penelope hardly ever got any time alone. He hated being trapped around another knight he didn’t know or like, but there was nothing he could do to get the man to leave his side. As long as John saw him as his ward, the knight wasn’t going to go anywhere. So, since there was nothing else for him to do, the thief ended up sleeping through most of the following days to make the time go by more quickly. The only good that came out of it was that because of all the extra rest he was getting, his recovery went by much faster than he’d been expecting.

After about five days, he was finally able to both sit up on his own and stomach real food again, which was a huge step forward for Crow. He’d lost quite a bit of weight during the week and half when he couldn’t eat, and his energy level wasn’t anywhere near what it had been before. To make up for it, he ended up eating quite a bit of food at each meal—John made sure he was provided with large portions to aid in his recovery—and practicing some simple stretches to loosen the muscles that had grown stiff from disuse. After all, no matter what his decision ended up being, he wanted to be in good enough condition to carry it out. Fortunately for him, the knight never protested his efforts to regain his fitness since he seemed to still believe that the thief had come to terms with visiting the king. He would just cast him occasional glances to make sure he wasn’t causing trouble and otherwise ignore him.

If that had been the only content of his days, it wouldn’t have been completely unbearable. However, what made the already bad situation worse was the fact that John spent a portion of his time every day speaking with Penelope and Gavin about their ‘upcoming wedding’ in the tent with him. Watching them talk together was difficult for Crow for a number of reasons. One of which was that their discussions of the ceremony drew up a bit of envy in him. He didn’t often care what anyone thought about him, but if he was honest, there was a small part of him that wished he was someone a father would give his blessing to. Perhaps it was because of the traditions of Brerratic society that had been pounded into him as a child—it certainly wasn’t because of the dowry. He didn’t care about getting anything out of a marriage besides the woman he loved—but knowing that no man would ever permit a thief like him to take his daughter’s hand in marriage made him strangely melancholic.

Unfortunately, though it was difficult to accept, the opinion of Penelope’s father was the least of his worries. Every time they all gathered together, Penelope and Gavin had to pretend like they were still courting, which meant that Crow had to watch them get friendlier with each other than he was comfortable with. Most of the time, he tried to ignore them or even look away, so he wouldn’t have to watch her with another man, but he couldn’t keep himself from looking at them from the corner of his eye. It was like a bad accident he could turn away from. He didn’t want to watch, but he simply couldn’t help himself.

Most of the time, the knights weren’t too physical with each other, but there was one time when he had seen Penelope kiss Gavin that had nearly made him leap up from his bed to stop them. It had taken all of his resolve to stay still, and he had forced himself to turn away, reminding himself that he was the one who had given her permission to go that far with her former suitor. She wasn’t being unfaithful to him. It was all for the sake of fooling her father. Still, though he would never admit it to her, seeing her kiss another man left him with a bitter taste in his mouth that took quite a while for him to shake off.

During the hours when he was awake and not distracted by watching Gavin and Penelope, Crow often mulled over the dilemma of whether he was going to see his father or escape when he was healed enough to walk. It was a hard choice to make—much harder than he had expected. Initially, he’d thought the decision was obvious: He should run. He’d been dodging his father’s attempts to reach out to him for the past year now, so surely he could do it again. After all, why should he accept an invitation sent by the man who had abandoned him and his mother? But he couldn’t bring himself to let it go.

Despite everything he told himself, there was a flame of curiosity inside of the thief that refused to die. He wanted to know why Albin was trying to contact him after twenty-three years of silence. The more he pondered over it, the more tempting it became to go to the castle, if only to hear the reason from the man, himself. He couldn’t believe he was really considering it, but as the days went on, he began to feel more swayed to take the offer.

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At the end of the two weeks, John had Jane unbind Crow from his bed to see if he was well enough to walk on his own. The physician was clearly uncomfortable with the idea of letting the thief go while she was standing next to him, but the knight eased her fears by keeping his sword drawn, so he could intervene if Crow tried anything funny.

Once she had removed the chains from his wrist and ankle, Crow felt his heartbeat quicken in anticipation. Sitting upright, he swung his legs over the edge of the mattress and slid off the bed to stand on the ground. As he expected, the motion felt almost unnatural after he’d laid on his back for nearly three weeks, but it was exhilarating to know that he’d healed enough to move again. John seemed pleased as well.

“It appears I’ll finally be able to bring you back to the king,” he mused, watching from across the room as Crow paced to exercise his legs a bit.

“Seems so,” Crow shrugged noncommittally without looking at the knight. He bent down to stretch some more, taking advantage of the fact that he was free from his restraints and could fully loosen his muscles.

“I’m just glad he’s finally going to be out of my hands,” Jane muttered, crossing her arms over her chest as she eyed the thief with a disgusted expression.

Crow rolled his eyes at her gibe but said nothing as continued to stretch. He didn’t care what some arrogant noblewoman thought of him. Even if she had been reluctant, she had still treated his wounds, and that was good enough for him.

After a bit of time had passed, John spoke up again, “Alright, Lockton. That’s enough.” He stepped over to retrieve one of the chain cuffs and fastened one end around the bedpost. “Come here,” he ordered. “I need to speak with the barons about our departure, and I can’t have you wandering about unsupervised.”

Crow frowned, studying the metal restraint with a disappointed expression, “I’ve already agreed to come with you though. Is there really any need to keep me locked up?”

“Of course there is!” Jane scoffed, turning to John. “I refuse to let a criminal have free reign in my tent. Please don’t leave until he’s in chains again.”

“You may have said that,” John said, ignoring the physician’s outburst. “But I’m not so foolish as to believe the word of a thief. Now then, I would advise you not to waste any more of my time and come here.”

Crow hesitated for a moment longer before he let out an irritable huff. “Fine,” he growled, stepped over to the knight and offering his wrist. He averted his gaze obstinately as he felt John fasten the chain around it once more.

“There,” the knight nodded in satisfaction and stepped away from the thief, who stood at the side of the bed staring down at his bound hand with an annoyed look. “He’s not going anywhere.” He sheathed his sword and made his way to the entrance of the tent with Jane following closely at his heels. It was obvious that the physician was eager to get away from her criminal patient as fast as she could.

Crow watched them both until they disappeared from the tent and then sighed, leaning back against the edge of the bed as he gazed boredly over the tent. He supposed he should have been grateful that John had left him with a wide enough range of motion to choose whether he would stand or lay down, but he still wished the knight wouldn’t have chained him up at all.

With nothing else to do, he toyed absently with the metal around his wrist as he thought again about whether he would accept the king’s invitation or escape back to his hideout. After taking two weeks to weigh his options—he still couldn’t believe he had even come to this conclusion—he was starting to think he should actually take the offer and go to the castle. Even though the thought of facing Albin turned his stomach, he had to find out why his estranged father was trying to reach out to him after all this time. If he didn’t, it was just going to eat at him forever. For his own peace of mind, he had to know the answer.

I guess I’m going to the inner kingdom after all, he thought, staring thoughtfully at the chain on his wrist with an amused smile.
Oh geez, yeah xD This is like her birthday

If we throw in a timeskip here, I'm guessing it'll be about two or two and a half weeks? I think that'll be enough time for Crow to have recovered enough to eat and walk again, since Layth can't mess with his injury anymore lol

Feel free to do one in your post if you want. I'll be writing a summary for Crow's perspective in mine either way
As Gavin said that he could pretend to keep courting Penelope, Crow nodded, feeling a mixture of relief and distaste at the thought of watching another man get close to her. Knowing that it was all for the sake of keeping their relationship a secret, he found the knowledge to be a little more bearable, but it still wasn’t pleasant. He glanced at Penelope as she gave her former suitor further advice on how to act when John was around. Part of him wished they would wait until he wasn’t around, since hearing them talk about such things made him feel uncomfortable, but with her father on his way to the tent as they spoke, it wasn’t like they had time to find a private place to discuss their plans. Apparently, they barely had time to talk about it now too, as the sound of approaching footsteps could be heard outside the tent.

Crow turned to see who was coming, trying to ignore the irrational pang of jealousy he felt at the sight of Penelope taking Gavin’s hand. It had only been one small gesture, yet he already wished they didn’t have to go to such lengths to fool the other man. If John stuck around for a while, he had a feeling the rest of his recovery was going to go by quite slowly, especially since the knight seemed intent on staying by his side at all times. He sighed despondently. At the rate things were going now, his hope of finding any more time alone with Penelope was looking grim.

He watched quietly as John stepped inside the tent and addressed Gavin and Penelope, rolling his eyes at the older knight’s comment about keeping him ‘locked up and supervised.’ Any measures the nobles took to keep him restrained were redundant at this point. His wound was enough to keep him immobilized by itself, so they didn’t need to keep him chained up and surveilled on top of it. But of course, there was no getting through to the irrational minds of the knights, so he knew that arguing over about their extra measures would have been useless.

As John went on to speak with Gavin and Penelope about their courtship, the thief bit his lip to suppress an amused smirk. If only you knew how wrong you are, he thought smugly, averting his gaze to look up at the canopy of the tent as if it was suddenly interesting. Even though he was well aware that they were treading on dangerous ground while Penelope’s father was in the camp, there was a small part of him that was entertained by the fact that the man had no clue his daughter was romantically involved with a criminal—and the most infamous one in the kingdom, at that.

However, his amusement quickly fled when John brought up the mention of discussing wedding plans for the two knights. Surprise and worry flashed across his face for a brief second before he recovered his neutral expression, and he was grateful that no one seemed to be looking at him at that moment. Why was Penelope’s father pushing to marry them now? When she had told him about their marriage plans before, she had made it sound like they were still in the far distant future. He didn’t understand why there was a sudden rush for the two to get married when the war was still raging strong.

As John announced that he expected to set the ceremony one year from now despite the outcome of the war, Crow felt the color drain from his face. If the fighting wasn’t over before then, it was going to be quite a mess for him and Penelope to get out of. He hoped the war came to a conclusion before that time, so they wouldn’t have to deal with that, otherwise they just might end up being forced to run from the frontlines together much earlier than they had planned.

When John dismissed the two knights to leave the tent, Crow had to fight to keep an uninterested expression on his face as Gavin kissed Penelope on the cheek. Even though he knew it was all for the sake of the act, he hated having to watch her ex suitor get so friendly with her right in front of him. Taking a calming breath, he offered Penelope a halfhearted smile as she caught his gaze on her way out of the room, hoping to reassure her that he was still supportive of their plan.

Once they were alone, John wasted no time in addressing the thief.

“So,” he said, stepping over to sit in Jane’s chair on the other side of the tent. It seemed that despite what he’d said about guarding him earlier, the knight didn’t really view him as a threat. “Have you made your decision yet, or would you still like to have until the end of the day?”

Crow hesitated for a long moment before he answered in a low voice, “No, I’ve made up my mind.”

“Is that so?” John mused, folding his arms over his muscular chest. “What have you decided, thief?”

Again, Crow wavered before replying. “I’ll accept the invitation,” he muttered. “As soon as I’m healed enough to get out of here, I’ll go with you to the castle.”

“Good choice,” John nodded sagely.

Crow just grunted in response and turned his head to face the wall of the tent, closing his eyes and settling down a little more comfortably on his bed. It wasn’t dark outside yet—he had seen low daylight when the flap of the tent had lifted earlier—but without Penelope around and with nothing else to do, he supposed he might as well get some rest. After all, it looked like he was going to need it since he would either be escaping from the knights’ camp or traveling to the inner kingdom soon. Either way, he needed to restore his energy to make the trip he chose.

With that thought in mind, the thief slowly drifted off into a light and dreamless sleep.
I honestly love how everyone is pretty much just like ohshitohshitohshit right now
Crow shook his head in agreement and closed his eyes, letting out his breath in a slow exhale when Penelope said the situation was a mess. Everything seemed to be crumbling around them. First, Jaxon had appeared to sabotage the knights’ camp, throwing the results of the war into question; then he had gotten blackmailed by the murderer to turn on the one person he loved most, nearly losing her in the process; then he’d almost gotten killed in battle and had ended up bedridden yet again; after that the barons had almost decided to cut off his hands as punishment for his crimes; and now, after all of that, John was here, threatening what was left of their hope to make it through everything with their plans for the future intact. The whole thing was a complete disaster, and he wished they could just run away from it all.

Crow brought Penelope’s hand to his chest as the silence dragged on between them, wanting to hold her close without risking getting caught if someone walked in on them now. Fortunately, it seemed like he’d made the right decision, because it wasn’t long before the sound of boots on gravel could be heard outside the tent. He groaned inwardly as his time with Penelope was cut short yet again and quickly pulled his hand away from hers to rest at his side, watching the flap of the thick fabric to see who had come to visit this time.

To his surprise, it was Gavin. He blinked as the unexpected guest made his way furtively towards them, as if he was afraid he had been followed. At his words, the thief shifted nervously. He didn’t like knowing that John intended to spend any more time with him than he already had. Any time any knight tried to get close to him, it was always because they wanted something. Though they had gone about it in different ways, both Layth and Mia had been after information. It wasn’t a stretch to guess that Penelope’s father was trying to get the same thing. He already wasn’t looking forward to this.

At Gavin’s question, Crow took on an uncomfortable look and averted his gaze. “Actually, we do,” he admitted hesitantly, glancing up at Penelope as he spoke. “I told Penelope that you both should act like nothing has changed—pretend like you’re still courting… whatever that looks like.” He added the last part in a reluctant voice after a pause and turned back to the male knight. “Her father can’t find out about us, so it’s the best option we have. Do you think you can pull it off?”
Their worries never stop lol
Crow shifted slightly as Penelope agreed that Gavin probably wasn’t skilled enough at lying to fool her father. That was exactly what he had been afraid of. He swallowed nervously. If John questioned the knight, it wouldn’t take much for him to cave and either admit they weren’t courting anymore or fumble over something that would give it away. In addition to that, it was going to be a while before the thief was well enough to be able to make the journey to the inner kingdom, which meant John and Gavin were probably going to have quite a bit of time to ‘catch up’ with each other and therefore a number of opportunities for the latter to slip up. The thought made Crow want to groan in frustration. He couldn’t believe his fate was in the hands of someone as unreliable as Penelope’s former suitor.

As Penelope tried to reassure him that it would be fine, he nodded faintly, not quite convinced that she was right. Even if she did most of the talking for them and was able to lie smoothly enough to convince her father, Gavin could still give them away. He supposed it was better than nothing though. At least if she was with the other knight, her confidence might leak to him and give him the resolve he needed to pull off this charade. Unfortunately, his slight hope was dashed when Penelope suddenly paled.

Crow looked up at her with wide eyes as she confessed to leaving her father in Gavin’s care while she stayed to guard him. That wasn’t good at all. He tightened his grip on her hand a bit anxiously. “Maybe they’ve been too busy to bring it up?” he ventured, trying not to let himself assume the worst right away. Just because Gavin and John were alone didn’t mean they were going to talk about the courtship. They could have had plenty of other subjects to talk about, like… Well, he honestly didn’t know what knights talked about. He just hoped there was something else to keep them from bringing up the damning topic.

He wished he could just have Penelope go and check on them to make sure they weren’t discussing it, but it would probably look strange if she suddenly abandoned her guard post to check up on her ‘suitor’. Plus, it sounded like she was already on thin ice with her father. He likely wouldn’t look upon such negligence very kindly. They were just going to have to wait and find out as soon as she was relieved by the next guard.

“Or maybe some of the other knights here have been trying to talk to him to find out why he’s here,” Crow went on, grasping at straws as he tried to come up with some hope to hold onto.
I'm excited cx
Crow nodded as Penelope agreed that she might have to pretend to continue her courtship with Gavin. He didn’t like thinking about what that might entail, but he was glad that she was willing to do it if she had to. If John found out about their relationship, he could kiss any prospect of keeping his hands goodbye, and that was if the knight didn’t order his execution first. He shuddered at the image of the man storming into the tent with his sword drawn to kill him.

What she said about her father ordering her into a new courtship didn’t sit well with him either. Even if John—by some miracle—chose to let him off easy, there was no way he would support his daughter being with a thief. He would probably do everything in his power to separate them and force her to marry a nobleman as quickly as he could to prevent them from getting back together again. No matter what lengths they had to go to keep their relationship a secret, it would be worth it as long as her father never discovered the truth, so he wouldn’t be able to get between them.

As Penelope went on to explain to him about what had happened between her and her father, Crow listened quietly, surprised to find out that John had stripped her from her work as a knight. Somehow, the knowledge made him feel a pang of anger towards the man. In all the time he’d spent with her, he had learned that her job was one of the most important things in her life. To take that away from her because she was even more passionate about it after losing the staff seemed cruel.

He studied her with a hint of interest in his gaze as she told him that her father had forced her to become a ‘proper’ noblewoman. It was hard for him to imagine her performing the menial tasks and duties of a wife. It was no wonder she had been so upset at the time. He was glad that Mia had come along to rescue her from such an unfitting fate. She was much better suited for the adventurous life of a knight than the subjection of becoming a housewife against her will.

At the thought, he felt a brief flash of guilt, knowing she would be losing the exact same thing when she left with him for the outer villages. However, it didn’t last long. She had already assured him time and again that she wouldn’t regret running away with him. And besides, living with a thief was a much more unpredictable life than wedding a nobleman. Whether he wanted to or not, he was going to give her an adventurous life whenever the war finally ended.

Crow nodded at her final comment about pretending to court Gavin. “I’m not worried about you,” he said with a shrug. “You’ve gotten good at lying, so I have no doubt that you’ll be able to fool him. My fear lies with Gavin.” He frowned slightly. “Do you think he’ll be able to lie convincingly enough to trick your father? He hasn’t been very good at it in the past, and I’m a bit concerned that your father will see through him, or at least think something is suspicious.”
Despite the fact that Anna was most definitely not a celebrity, Ashley couldn’t help but find her intriguing. Her dark eyes wandered up and down the blonde girl in front of her as she spoke a little more about herself. She wanted nothing more than to hook up with her idol crushes—she’d been eyeing Bella Michaels ever since the party started—but she supposed there was no rush yet. It was just the first day of the show, after all, and she had all summer to put the moves on the famous ladies around her. Perhaps there was also time for her to enjoy something a little more… low key. She didn’t know much about Anna, but the fact that she was still standing here, talking to her of all people meant she had to be interested, right? She hoped so, because this hot piece of ass was just her type.

“I may design dresses for brides, but you’re designing a better future for everyone,” Ashley quipped, sidling up a little closer to Anna. If this bioengineer really was interest in her, she wasn’t making any moves to do anything about it, so the seamstress decided she should make her intentions a little more clear, because she found Anna very attractive, and she wanted to have some fun with her. “I think that’s a thousand times better than what I do all day,” she added, gazing at the engineer beneath hooded lashes. She’d played her hand. Now, if Anna was as interested as Ashley guessed she was, the ball was in her court to make the next move.



The longer he talked to Nina, the more Jett realized that he really liked this girl. Even though she was obviously a fan of his music, she wasn’t afraid to get up close and personal or treat him like just another ordinary guy. He appreciated her willingness to talk to him without treating him specially. Whether something romantic came of their interaction or not, he had a feeling they would at least get along well enough to be friends. It was an exciting thought. Because of his lifestyle, he didn’t have many friends in general. There were a few left from before he’d made it big as a music artist and a few that he’d met through his work in New York, but overall, he found it difficult to hold onto anyone worth keeping around. Maybe this girl was someone would be different.

As Nina invited him to get away from everyone else, Jett found himself to be caught off guard by the suggestion. He certainly didn’t mind fooling around a little, but he wasn’t the type to ‘go somewhere private’ with a girl he’d just met. It was tempting—she was really hot, after all—but he preferred to get to know someone before he went that far with them. Just because he was a bit intoxicated didn’t mean he was going to compromise that standard either. If she wanted to go anywhere private with him, either she was going to have to get him a lot drunker than this or they were going to be spending quite a bit more time together.

“What, and miss out on all this action?” Jett laughed, gesturing at the other people in the room with them who were engaging in a variety of drunken activities, most of which involved a lot of unseemly PDA. Turning back to Nina, he casted her a flirtatious smile as his eyes wandered desirously down to her lips, “I think we’re fine right here…” Without skipping a beat, he moved in to close the distance between them with a kiss, ignoring anyone who might have been watching as they made out passionately against the edge of the bar.

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By the end of the night, Jett was thoroughly exhausted. Between flying across the country, dancing with Anna, making out with Nina, and even meeting many of the other cast members—Bella had introduced him to a few of the people she had met later during the party—he was ready for a good, long rest. Fortunately, it didn’t take him too long to find his room. Since there was no filming going on in that part of the house on the first day, the crew had put up signs all throughout the hallway directing the cast members to their private rooms. He found his on the west side of the wing, right in the middle of—oh, how ironic—Anna and Nina and across from some girl named Traci Green, whom he hadn’t met yet. It looked like the production team had intentionally staggered the rooms so that no two guys or girls would be next to each other. If that’s not a deliberate set up, I don’t know what is.

With a wide yawn, Jett pushed open the door to his bedroom and stepped inside, only to be greeted by a view of floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the sandy beach below. He whistled softly and closed the door behind him, stepping over to the glass wall to take in the sight. It seemed like he’d gotten pretty lucky to have scored a room with a view like this. He was going to enjoy looking at the ocean every night when he went to bed and every morning when he woke up.

Curious to see what else his room had to offer, he turned on the overhead light and made a quick round. The room itself was modern like the rest of the house, with white walls and light blue carpeting. A queen-sized bed sat directly in the middle, with a nightstand on either side. They probably set that up on purpose too, he thought with a roll of his eyes. In case I have any overnight guests… Subtle.

Once he had finished exploring the bedroom, he opened up an adjoining door to find that there was a private bathroom attached. That was a nice touch. He liked having his privacy whenever he needed to shower or shave. Plus, the bathroom itself was pretty fancy. There was a glass, walk-in shower and a jacuzzi tub in the corner. His apartment in New York was luxurious, but even it didn’t have a bathtub with jets. He was definitely going to take advantage of that while he was here.

Finally finished checking out his new pad for the summer, Jett located his luggage that the crew member had dropped off for him and unpacked just a few of his things to get ready for bed, deciding he’d rather wait until the morning when he would be refreshed and sober to unpack the rest. His nightly ritual was short, and it wasn’t long before he finished getting ready and had settled down in the silk sheets of his new bed, drifting off almost as soon as his head touched the pillow in his weariness from the long day.
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