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300 word minimum is pretty standard for casual level and up in my experience
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There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
Roleplayer Profile

Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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“Big mistake,” Crow grinned when Penelope said she would do him a favor if he got away from her. “I can’t wait to come up with something embarrassing for you to do when I win.” He waggled the stolen coin purse by its drawstrings teasingly. It had been a long time since he’d last had this much fun with someone. He was excited to pit his skills against the knight in a friendly match. He’d never challenged a city guard like this before either, though he supposed that had more to do with the fact that they would actually arrest him if he got caught than anything else. Regardless, he was looking forward to seeing how their competition would go.

“Please,” the former thief scoffed when Penelope told him not to make excuses. “It was a legitimate excuse last time, but I’m not going to lose today.” He might not have had any opportunities to practice a theft like this since he’d been stabbed by Jaxon, but he was still confident in his abilities. When she’d caught him in Wellspring, he’d been locked up in a tiny cell for a whole year, malnourished and stir crazy. This time, he wasn’t even two months out of practice and was still in fairly good shape, all things considered. He wasn’t nearly as disadvantaged as he had been before.

As she asked how much of a head start he needed, Crow considered the question before turning to her with a haughty smirk. “Just count to five and you won’t see me again ‘til this is all over,” he declared, trotting a few paces ahead of her and tossing the pouch up and down in his hand. “Oh, and by the way,” he mused, casting her a sly smile over his shoulder. “When you give up, just say so and I’ll come to you. No tricks though. If you say the words, the game is over.”

With that, he took off at a sprint, heading for the nearest side street. “May the best man win!” he called back to her tauntingly just before he disappeared around the corner.
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
Vail took pleasure in Victoria’s lingering stare when he removed his shirt. He had always been comfortable in his own skin, so exposing his upper body had been more exciting to him than embarrassing even though he wasn’t used to showing so much of himself to a woman. He watched her subtly, noticing that her gaze rested longer on his burnt shoulder. There was a hint of empathy in her eyes that he found endearingly human. To his kind, as long as a wound wasn’t life-threatening, it was viewed as unimportant. If his family had known about his injury, they would have been far more concerned about knowing when and where it had taken place rather than asking if he was recovering well. There was no reason for them to bother. They knew he would be fine, because he always was.

When Victoria denied that she had planned to convince him to undress, Vail just shrugged. He hadn’t really believed she would go so far out of her way for something like that, but he enjoyed the banter that came out of it. Before he could move past it, however, she drew his attention with one more surprise. He turned to look at her as she confessed that he made her feel desired and that she actually cared about him. It was certainly more than he’d been expecting, but it warmed him to know she saw him this way. Their predator-prey relationship was turning out to be quite different than he had imagined. He liked the direction it was going though.

“Better me than you,” he objected when she said she didn’t like seeing him get hurt. He gestured to the spot on his shoulder where the bullet wound had been before. “Injuries aren’t the same to me as they are to a human. They’re a nuisance, but they’re temporary. I’m sure this one will be gone by tomorrow night or the next.” Shifting to sit on the edge of the bed, he bent over to take off his boots. “It’s nothing you need to be concerned about.”

With his shoes removed, he stood up to more easily slide down his trousers, so that he was just as naked as she was. (For the sake of “equality”). It felt strange to him to be so intimate with a human of all women, but his unease about it was slight. Species aside, she had become someone he felt comfortable being around. He wanted to be closer to her whether good sense agreed or not.

“There. I believe we’re even now,” Vail said as he laid down again beside her on the mattress. He propped himself up on one arm and pulled her in with the other. Skin brushed against skin, and he had to fight the urge to shiver at her touch. Even though he’d imagined it earlier, there was something electrifying about actually being with her in such a vulnerable state. He trailed his hand from her back down to her rear and thigh. Her flesh was smooth and hot. He focused on that.

Though he’d come to the inn tonight to drink her blood, they had until dawn before she needed to return to her family’s manor. There was no reason to rush. He leaned over Victoria as he caressed the soft parts of her body with his fingers, enjoying the responses he was able to elicit from her when he did. A soft sigh escaped his lips, one he didn’t bother to hide. Since he was completely exposed to her, there was no concealing his arousal around her anyway. He had always found her physically enticing, and being this close to her just exacerbated that. He intended to take advantage of it while he could.
Crow took it a step further c;
When Penelope said she doubted he would have gotten away from her in Bellmare, Crow smirked. He was confident that he would have escaped when she was still a new knight. Having been a thief since he was a child, he’d already had years of experience under his belt by the time they would have crossed paths. He’d never had any trouble when it came to local guards either, no matter how well they knew their home cities. When it came down to knowledge versus skill, his tricks always won.

As she added that he couldn’t get away from her when they’d been in Wellspring, he shook his head and laughed. “Don’t let your head get too big there, love,” he casted her a cocky look. “You chased me after I’d just gotten out of a yearlong prison sentence. As great of a knight as you are, you couldn’t have kept up with me before I was arrested. I was in much better shape back then.”

Feeling playful, he casted a quick glance over his shoulder to make sure they were alone and then wrapped his arms around her as they walked. Pressing another kiss to her cheek, he flashed her a mischievous smile. “In fact, I’d say I’m in pretty good shape now too.” Pulling back from her again, he winked as he held up the coin purse he’d just lifted from her belt.

“What do you think?” he mused with mock nonchalance, swinging the pouch tauntingly just beyond her reach and casting her a cheeky, sideways glance. “Still say you can beat me in this city?” He lowered his voice as he added: “I’ll even make it interesting. If you manage to take it back, I’ll owe you one favor. Whatever you want, no questions asked.”
As the music played on, Rayth could feel the girl he was dancing with grow more sluggish in her movements. She fell a beat behind him and had a glazed look in her eyes, almost as if she had been hypnotized into a trance. The incense was starting to have an effect on her.
Though the chemicals were getting to him too, Rayth watched her closely, waiting for the right moment to lure her away from the center of the back yard. His opportunity came when he felt her stumble, telling him that she was just inebriated enough to trust him without asking too many questions. He smiled to himself.
“You look tired,” he noted aloud as he led her through a simple turn. “Want to take a break?”
“Yeah,” The girl nodded absently, staggering once more.
“Alright,” Rayth let go of her hands and took a step back from her. Turning toward the lounges off to the side of the yard, he gestured for her to follow him. “This way.”
She complied easily, dragging her feet as she ambled over to a cushioned armchair and collapsed backwards into it. Kicking her feet up on the coffee table in front of her, she let out a slow breath and let her head lean against the backrest. “Did you guys hotbox this place?” she asked thickly, as if she was starting to have a harder time working her tongue. “I feel really weird.”
“It’s just the Nag Champa,” Rayth lied dismissively, settling down in the chair across from her. “That’s the fragrance we burn here. It helps you relax.” Really, he didn’t know what kind of herbs were in the air. It was just the answer he always gave when the invitees asked if they were being drugged without their consent.
It seemed to be enough to sate this girl’s suspicion.
“Kind of a weird choice for a party,” she shook her head in a visible attempt to clear away her grogginess. “I think it’s working a little too well.”
“Just sit back for a bit,” he instructed her calmly. “You’re just not used to it yet. It’ll pass.”
“If you say so,” the girl muttered with a yawn, closing her eyes as she sank tiredly into the plush seat of the armchair.
Rayth eyed her from where he sat, subtly tracing his tongue across the edge of his teeth. She was almost ready. He would give her just a few minutes longer to keep breathing the smoke and then turn her into his dinner.



Frieda stood without wavering as the young girl spun on her abruptly. She was used to having such an effect on other people. Despite the stature of the body she donned, she still moved with the silent litheness of a faerie. It wasn’t uncommon for her to even catch some of the other creatures in the circus off guard at times—albeit, usually the ones who were built to hunt by sight rather than scent or sound.
As the girl stared up at her, the ringmistress studied her in return, intrigued by the face attached to the prophesies she had been hearing from the oracles for so long. Her keen eyes were quick to observe the grit and grime that clung to her clothes and hair. A sign, she suspected, that her ancient advisors had been right that she was on her own. For how long and for what reason were still a mystery to the faerie, but the girl was supposed to be alone when she arrived at Cirque du Sombre.
She was pleased to find out it was true. It would make her easier to persuade.
When the girl finally spoke, Frieda listened with no sign of impatience. She cared about little else besides learning more about her. What would be the most enticing bait to convince her to stay? After all, this was what the ringmistress was seeking. The girl was special. She couldn’t let her slip away now that she had her so close. She would do everything in her power to keep her from walking back out of the circus.
The oracles had predicted she would succeed.
“Lune Smithington,” the faerie purred. Finally, a name to a face. She took the girl’s outstretched hand, her slender fingers brushing against more dry dirt. The feeling didn’t perturb her. “I have all the time in the world,” her smile never once left her alabaster features. “Come. We can speak privately over here.”
Knowing Lune would follow her since she seemed to have come to speak with her specifically, Frieda didn’t wait for a reply. She simply gestured with one snow white hand and then led the way as she circled around the outside of the back yard.
Wherever the ringmistress walked, performers scattered away as if they were repelled by an invisible bubble. All of them knew not to get close to their leader during the feeding. It was a silent rule among them that she was to be left in peace until after she’d taken her prey. They didn’t know the faerie had a different purpose for the girl with her now.
Settling on a set of empty chairs that stood across from each other, she gracefully reclined in the seat that faced toward the activity in the rest of the yard. It was a pointed move on her part to prevent Lune from paying attention to what would soon be happening to the rest of the human invitees. If her back was turned to the party, she would be less likely to notice them be preyed upon and therefore less likely to be scared away.
“Tell me,” Frieda indicated the other empty chair, giving the girl the option to sit if she chose. “What is it you wanted to talk to me about?”
In ~Bonsoir~ 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
As always, Vail could sense Victoria’s pheromones rise as he led her over to the bed by her hand. The same reaction happened in all his female prey when he lingered close to them long enough, but he took special pleasure in knowing that she was so drawn to him. Maybe it was because he was attracted to her as well. He followed the sway of her voluptuous hips with his eyes as she climbed onto the covered mattress. Even though he was trying to guard himself from falling for her outright, he did enjoy being able to experience her physical beauty during their meetings—and have her all to himself.

He reclined nearby her on the bed, his wandering eyes now searching for somewhere to bite her. Honoring his agreement to let her heal from the punctures he inflicted, he couldn’t use her waist this time. He would have to find someplace new to sink his fangs. However, he didn’t have long to think about it before her mischievous voice caught his attention. He looked up to meet her gaze, finding his own heart beginning to race when he saw her lively expression. It was hard to tell if she meant to be seductive when she looked at him this way, but he found himself captivated every time.

Then came another challenge. He was a bit surprised by her words as she declared it was unfair that he was still dressed. An amused expression painted his features. What did she think this was, some sultry dealing between a gentleman and a call girl? She had removed her clothes so he could have easier access to her fair skin. There was no reason for him to undress as well—at least, no practical reason. He looked over her alluring figure once again, imagining getting close to her without even a thin layer of clothing between them.

He supposed he could humor her request.

Before he had a chance to verbally accept, Vail felt Victoria suddenly take hold of his coat. It seemed she had made up her mind for both of them. Finding her brazenness enticing, he shrugged the thick fabric from his shoulders so he was left in just a solid grey vest and a white, high collar shirt. “If I recall, this was your idea,” he pointed out with a gesture at her naked body. “I never said I would wear less with you.” Despite his words, he was already working the buttons loose on the rest of his top.

He slid off his vest and pulled his shirt over his head, exposing his pale but toned upper body. There wasn’t a single blemish on his skin aside from the pink, still-tender burn on his shoulder, and he was more athletic than one might expect a recluse of two hundred years to be.

“This was your plan all along, wasn’t it?” Vail teased the Lady as he piled his discarded clothing somewhat haphazardly on the floor. “Luring me in with your blood, offering to undress to make it easier for me to feed… I must say, it was quite clever.”
Crow approved cx
He also might have subtly challenged her lmao
When Penelope returned his teasing words with her own, Crow laughed. “Thank you,” he smiled at her, taking her point about his tricks as a compliment. “You certainly saved yourself quite a bit of trouble.” Despite his teasing words, he felt like their relationship had actually brought her far more trouble than he would have by himself if they had never fallen for each other. On the bright side, at least there was a light at the end of the tunnel they had chosen. Instead of fighting as enemies forever, they would eventually get married and be together as they wanted. The thought of it brought warmth to his cheeks.

As the knight spoke up again, Crow turned back to her curiously. “Okay,” he nodded, following her lead. Unfamiliar with the city they were traveling through, he trusted her to get them where they needed to go without any issues. He also just enjoyed walking with her. It was a luxury to be even this close to her since he’d moved into the castle. As long as they could keep spending time together, he had no complaints about where they went.

“That’s fine by me,” he shrugged when she said it would take them longer to get back. Casting her a fond smile, he added, “I’m just happy to be with you.” With their backs turned to the main road, he risked leaning over to press a swift kiss to her cheek. He was glad she’d thought of taking the alleys. Now that they didn’t have to worry as much about being spotted, he could let his guard down a little.

As Penelope confessed that she’d learned the streets from her years of chasing criminals, he smirked. “Oh yeah?” he mused, looking over the narrow passages they were walking through now. “Poor saps. I bet they had no idea who they were up against.” He shot her a mischievous look and strode closer to lace his fingers with hers. “You’re lucky this isn’t one of the cities I frequented though. I bet I would have gotten away if you’d been chasing me.”
During the last thirty minutes of the show, the back yard was transformed from a cluttered mess of props, discarded costumes and lawn chairs into a comfortable, inviting lounge. All the circus troupers who weren’t performing helped set it up. Some raised a black fabric canopy to cover the area while others carted out padded rugs and stuffed seating from their trailers to replace the hay bales they’d been using before. String lights provided the only illumination over the area, casting multicolored patterns on the ground in the shades of red and purple and creating an enticing ambiance for the invitees.
Adding to the hypnotic quality of the space, sensuous music pulsed at a perfect tempo for both dancing or relaxing, coaxing all who listened to give in to its bewitching beat. Even some of the monsters swayed as they arranged their epicurean den in preparation for their dinner to arrive.
Around the edges of the yard, a number of small tables had been set up with stands of incense that burned steadily. Each one gave off a strong aroma of exotic spices, and the colorful smoke trailed away in wisps that seemed to tumble and twirl slowly through the air. The soothing scent was pleasant to breathe, but it also had a purpose: Every stick of incense was laced with chemical compound to make the party guests lower their inhibitions.
While the creatures of Cirque du Sombre were unaffected by the drug, the humans who breathed the smoke for too long would eventually lose their senses and later, their memories. Their altered states of minds made them more agreeable to feed upon, and the monsters didn’t have to worry about being discovered, because as far as anyone outside the circus was concerned, nothing had happened. Their prey would simply wake up the next morning with hangover-like symptoms, assume they’d gotten blackout drunk at the party and return to their normal lives without ever realizing they’d been food for a troupe of supernatural beings. It was the perfect cover.
Once the scene had been set, all that was left for everyone to wait for the chosen audience members to arrive.
Finished pitching his share of the work, Rayth flopped onto an orange beanbag chair and entertained himself by tossing a pebble he’d found on the ground from his left hand to his right. Oscar was off somewhere with the other brownies in the group, and he knew he’d just get snapped at again if he tried talking with anyone else—they were all especially grumpy right before their feedings—so he decided to keep to himself until the invitees showed up.
After a few minutes, he grew bored of the repetitive activity, so he dropped the pebble and let his head loll back, staring up at the canopy over the back yard with a mildly dazed expression. Even though he was a half vampire, the incense always got to him a little. His mind was fuzzy and his reflexes felt slow, as if he’d had one too many drinks at a party. He was just glad he had enough supernatural blood running through his veins that he wasn’t taken down by the drug like the humans they fed on.
He didn’t have to wait long before the first of the after party guests began to trickle in through the back of the big top.
As always, it seemed Frieda’s legion of faeries had selected a young crowd. Every man and woman who stepped into the back yard couldn’t have been older than their mid-twenties. At their physical peak, they would make fine meals for the troupe of bloodthirsty monsters just waiting to dine on them.
Rayth watched from where he was sitting as the new arrivals were immediately plucked away by the closest members of the circus and led to the open space in the middle of the yard to dance.
The hungriest among them always waited by the curtain to claim their prey before anyone else, while the rest hung back to wait their turns. Like the pecking order of a wolf pack, they found it easier to be patient and let the less controlled creatures go first rather than fight over the first few people to show up. There would be plenty for everyone anyway. Frieda always made sure of that, so not a single mouth in her circus would go unfed.
Once all the monsters who’d been stalking the curtain were gone, Rayth watched the fabric flaps more diligently, waiting for someone whom he could feed on to appear.
The first face through the curtain belonged to a young man who looked to be about twenty-two. He lingered by the big top as he took in the sight of the back yard: the pulsing low lights, the exotic, smoky air and the mingling performers and guests who were already dancing in the center or getting comfortable on the surrounding cushioned seats.
He only had a minute to take it all in before Briella pounced on him like a wildcat.
From a distance, Rayth could see her flash a coy smile as she dragged him by the hand to one of the fabric loveseats on the other side of the yard. Her method of persuasion had always been to flirt until her victim grew intoxicated from the burning incense.
Uninterested in what she was doing, Rayth turned away from the werewolf to keep watching the curtain, drumming his fingers against the edge of the beanbag chair. If someone walked through that would make good prey for him, he wanted to be ready to get to them before any of the others. He might not have been starving, but he was still hungry, after all.
Another minute passed and the fabric flap shifted again to admit another invitee.
Rayth sat up a little straighter as a woman entered this time. Or… not a woman. A girl who couldn’t have been older than her late teens. He blinked, tracking her with his eyes. With ragged, dirt-stained clothes and brightly dyed hair, she looked like the bass player for a high school rock band. He wondered how she had gotten into the circus’s after party when the faeries only selected people between the ages of twenty-one and twenty-five.
Whatever the case, he didn’t have time to think about it. He could already see one of the shades eyeing her from off to the side. If he wanted to get to her first, he had to act fast.
He was just about to stand up from his seat when he noticed something else that made him freeze. Another member of the circus was already approaching the punk rock girl: Frieda.
Rayth clicked his tongue disappointedly and sank back down in his chair. If Cirque du Sombre was a wolf pack, she was the alpha. Whoever the faerie chose as her prey was off limits to everyone else.
Luckily, it didn’t matter that Frieda had swiped the girl, because another female guest stepped in shortly after her.
This time, Rayth didn’t waste a second.
Standing up from the beanbag chair—and trying not to teeter from the effects of the chemicals he’d inhaled—the half vampire made his way across the yard to claim her before his competition had a chance. From the corner of his eye, he could see the shade curl his black lips into a snarl, but to his relief, the other creature made no move to intervene.
When he reached the new girl’s side, he noticed that she was too caught up in looking around to realize he was there. He smirked to himself, deciding to have a little fun with her.
“It’s something else, isn’t it?” he said, causing her to jump at the sound of his sudden voice.
The girl inhaled sharply and spun around with wide eyes. As her gaze landed on him, her fright was replaced with recognition. “You’re the knife thrower from the show,” she stated, looking him over with new intrigue. “The, uh… Grim Reaper, right?”
“Guilty as charged,” Rayth grinned, not bothering to correct her that his stage name was just The Reaper without the Grim.
The girl’s green eyes flickered to his mouth as she noticed his sharp canines. “Man, you guys really go all out on your costumes, huh?” she mused. “I didn’t even notice the fangs before.” Her gaze drifted back up to meet his, and she knitted her brow. “Or the color contacts.”
“We like to be thorough. It’s all part of the illusion,” Rayth lied with an air of mystery, taking a step away from the curtain and indicating with a tilt of his head for her to follow him. Of course, she did, and he led her over to the center of the yard, making it clear to the rest of the monsters that this one was his.
“Is that why you don’t dress down for the after party?” the girl teased as they walked.
“Of course,” he offered his hand to her in a silent indication to dance. “This wouldn’t be nearly as memorable if we all looked like you, would it?”
“I guess you’ve got a point,” she admitted, studying his face again as she took his hand. “It is pretty realistic.”
“Thank you,” Rayth flashed his fangs in another smile.
Finding the rhythm of the music, he led her through the steps of a simple dance. He was capable of more complex moves, but since the incense left him feeling nearly drunk, he didn’t want to push his luck and wind up losing his balance. All he had to do was keep her distracted long enough for the drug to affect her like it did him. Once she was too inebriated to understand what was going on, he could have his fill of her blood.
It was just a waiting game now.



“Are you certain she’s the one?” Frieda stood near the edge of the back yard with her hypnotic eyes fixed on the curtain. Some of the first humans had already arrived, but none of their faces were the one she was searching for. Usually, she waited with the rest of her entourage to feed on a victim of her own, but tonight, she had a different goal in mind, one that was far more important than filling her stomach.
“Quite,” the woman beside her croaked. As an oracle surviving from the time of the ancient Greeks, she could best be described as a hag. Her advanced age left her in a decrepit form with leathery skin, wispy white hair and gnarled joints that made other people wince painfully when she bent them. Her eyes were milky from cataracts as well, and it was questionable how much she was still able to see.
“The signs all point to her,” the crone went on in a voice like a tracheostomy patient. “The signs are never wrong.”
“Very well then,” Frieda murmured. She trusted the seer to point out the right girl. The oracle had been predicting her arrival for months. Tonight was the night they had been waiting for.
Almost as if on cue, the curtain pulled back, and the blue-haired teenager entered the yard.
There you are, Frieda’s red lips curled upward in a triumphant smile. She stepped away from her watch post to approach the girl before any of her creatures got to her first. There were already a few that were eyeing her hungrily, and she didn’t want to have to bother separating her from someone else whom had chosen her to be their dinner.
The ringmistress’s commanding presence alone was enough to ward off the creatures that had taken an interest in the girl, and she reached her without opposition.
“Welcome, my dear,” she greeted her warmly, her rich voice filled with soothing faerie magic. “Did you enjoy the show?”
Their banter is my favorite xD
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