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300 word minimum is pretty standard for casual level and up in my experience
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Just discovered Dog TV. My pitbull and I have a new shared hobby.
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Barbenheimer 2023
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There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
Hobbies: Writing, fitness, driving/exploring, hiking, camping, traveling, tabletop games, anything NEW (I love trying things I've never done before)
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
Character Images: Faceclaims or detailed descriptions only. I envision the characters like real people in my mind, so I can't take anime seriously
OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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That could be because they’re all dead, Cas thought, grimacing at the morbidity of his own conclusion. For Iris’s sake, he kept the observation to himself. If she hadn’t thought of it yet, there was no reason to tell her and make her even more depressed than she had been yesterday. As they walked, he continued to look around the ruined city, taking in the devastation that now defined the eleventh district. He hated that he was probably right in this case, but it was hard to imagine any other reason why they didn’t see any other people in the area. As far as he could tell, they were the only living things in the city for miles.

A dusty breeze blew past them, and he shivered, rubbing his left arm with his opposite hand. The chill he felt had more to do with his discomfort walking through Bel Bicis than it did with the weather. It had been easier to remain separated from the destruction of the civil war when he’d been safe inside the walls of the capital, but now that he was quite literally in the middle of it, he was sickened by the outcome. Sure, there had probably been rebels in this district, but there had almost certainly been civilians as well, people who didn’t want anything to do with the fight between the crown and the Scourge. It saddened him to think that many of them must have died during the fighting.

“I’m fine,” he murmured in response to Iris’s question, half distracted by the carnage before his eyes. The answer he gave was actually sincere this time. He was lucky that Regis hadn’t injured his legs, because the wounds on his upper body didn’t hinder him from moving very much. He would most likely be sore by the time he got back to the capital, but he was sure he could handle the long walk to get there. If it meant they could leave Bel Bicis sooner, he would even speed walk if she preferred.

For a while, he fell quiet, the pit in his stomach growing with every crumbling building they passed. Movies glamourized warfare, but the real thing was heavy to absorb. When he got back to the capital, he planned to work with the military right away to look into ways to end the fighting as quickly as they could. If they kept killing their own citizens like this, they were going to destroy their own kingdom. That wasn’t what he wanted at all, and he was sure his father would balk too when he told him what he’d seen in Bel Bicis.

Caught up in his thoughts, Cas stiffened in revulsion when a nauseating stench suddenly reached him on the wind. He gagged and lifted a hand to cover his mouth and nose, tears stinging the corners of his eyes. He’d never smelled anything like this before, but some primal part of him deep down knew that it was the scent of dead bodies. The thought made the color drain from his face, and he slowed his pace slightly, nervous about what they were about to walk into. Seeing the ruined buildings had been hard enough. He wasn’t sure if he could handle the sight of human victims.

Unfortunately, almost as soon as the thought passed through his mind, they came upon the plaza. He froze, wide-eyed as his gaze landed on a mass of corpses littering the ground. The entire area was stained with blood, as if a manic painter had dipped his brush in a can of dark red paint and started flinging it wildly about. The bodies were male and female, young and old, silently telling onlookers that the war spared no one. They were contorted permanently as if they were still in writhing in pain. The whole thing made him lightheaded, and he pressed his hand down harder over his face in a futile attempt to block out the deathly odor.

“Oh my god,” he exclaimed in a low voice, his voice slightly muffled behind his palm. His heart pounded against his ribs, and he turned to Iris, overwhelmed with the urge to get away from the grisly scene. However, when he did, he saw that she was rooted in place. Too late, he realized that the bloodbath was probably even harder for her to see than it was for him. These had been her people.

“Iris, we should get out of here,” he urged her, reaching out to tug on her hand. “We need to keep moving before anyone from the rebellion finds out we’re here.”
It was short xD None of the judges showed up. My professor said that's been happening to most people, because there are so many posters they have to get through. She and one of my peers popped in to say hi though, so that was nice
Millions still xD

I've got a Zoom meeting soon, so I'll get a post up later!
Makes sense. We weren't going to look this soon, but prices are dropping because of the coronavirus, so it's a good time to shop around.

Cas has been so sheltered that he's kind of shook at the sight of the eleventh district lol
Cas nodded solemnly when Iris said she wasn’t really sure if their plan would work or not. It wasn’t the most encouraging response she could have given him, but she was right. The most they could do was hope that Ethan would take the bait and abandon his post by the gate to look for her. Anything beyond that was out of their control. Her next words caught him by surprise though.

As she confided in him that Maisie had given them her entire life’s savings, his eyes widened with shock. Apparently her friend had been even more generous than he’d thought. “Are you serious?” he gawked at her in disbelief. “Why would she do that? You’ll be coming back soon, and she doesn’t even know me…” He trailed off, furrowing his brows in a disconcerted manner. Even though Maisie had decided to volunteer the money of her own free will, he still felt guilty for taking it from her, especially when she obviously needed it more than he did. Knowing that the credits in Iris’s backpack were everything the other woman had owned, he was suddenly much more aware of their value. They would have to be careful about how they spent the money, so they wouldn’t waste even a single one.

“If I can find a way to do it, I’ll pay her back for everything and then some,” he promised Iris. It would be difficult to do, since he didn’t have any of Maisie’s banking information—if she even had an account open at a bank—but he was sure he could come up with a way to send money to her if he dug around a little. At the very least, he could try to figure out her address to mail an envelope to her by drone. A few thousand credits wouldn’t even scratch the surface of the Maydestone family fortune, so he intended to reimburse her for far more than the amount of money in Iris’s bag. After all, he owed Maisie for plenty more than just the cash she’d given them.

Keeping pace with Iris, Cas noticed her slow down when she rounded the corner before the gate. Her change in behavior raised a red flag in his mind, and he tensed, slowing down as well just before he peered around the side of the building to see what had caught her attention. At first, he saw nothing, but then he realized that it was the ‘nothing’ that had made her stop. There were no guards at the gate.

Assuming that meant Maisie’s text trick had worked, relief washed over him, and he took a step forward to hurry through the opening. However, Iris’s soft-spoken words made him falter. “What?” he turned to her concernedly. “Do you think something’s wrong?” Suddenly apprehensive about walking blindly into the open, he waited for her to make sure they weren’t heading straight for a trap before he followed her into the next district. Whatever it was that had made her anxious, it seemed to him like they were in the clear. At the very least, no one was jumping out of the shadows to stop them from moving on from Tongsen.

As they kept going, he subtly pressed a hand to his stomach, massaging the sore muscles. He had made leaps and bounds of progress in his recovery since the day before, but the worst of his bruises still throbbed off and on. Although it didn’t slow him down, the steady ache was becoming a nuisance the longer they walked. To distract himself from it, he risked lifting his head to look at the buildings around them.

Maisie hadn’t been kidding when she’d said Bel Bicis was in bad shape. “Geez,” he breathed as his eyes traveled over the ruined structures. The closest he’d ever been to a battlefield was the cinematic representations he’d seen in movies. Actually traversing a place that had been bombed and destroyed sent a shiver up his spine. He just hoped they wouldn’t come across any dead bodies, or he might be sick.

“How far do we need to go to get out of this place?” he asked quietly, keeping his voice down just in case there was anyone alive around to overhear.
Yeah, it's definitely helpful because she knows all the little details that come with buying a house. Plus, she's happy to do it because she would make commission xD
Thanks! And yep. We've got a list of things we're looking for, and my mom is actually a realtor, so she's helping us find a place ^^

Yeah, Atlas would have wanted Regis executed the evening of the previous day, and he would have demanded that it would be made public, so the rebels would be demoralized
I got some stuff done yesterday, so I'm making progress xD

And I've found two places that I like a lot, but I'm really just window shopping right now. We have a lot of steps to get through before we can start looking for a house for real. Assuming everything works out, we'll probably be house hunting more seriously in a month or two.
“You won’t have to,” Cas assured Maisie with more confidence than he probably should have had. His word were meant to convince himself too though. If he could persuade Iris’s friend that he had everything under control, he hoped he would believe it as well. Truthfully, he wanted to think that he would be able to keep her safe when they got back to the capital and that he wouldn’t slip up when it came to the feelings he had for her that refused to go away. He couldn’t predict the future, but there was obviously a right and wrong answer when it came to dealing with the latter. As long as he didn’t forget that, he was sure he could make it home without doing something stupid.

When Maisie mentioned the folded bedding, he nodded, “You’re welcome.” Their hostess was an incredibly hospitable person, so he was just happy to help in what little ways he could. It was the least he could do after she had fed and homed them without any notice. All that was left was for him to figure out what to do with the bloody clothes he’d tossed on the floor last night. He didn’t want to leave them for Iris’s friend to deal with after she had already done so much for them, so he picked up the haphazard pile that was his old garments to throw away somewhere outside.

As he did, he noticed that Iris had come back into the room and looked up. She had brought another hoodie for him to wear, and he took it from her hand with a word of gratitude, sliding the warm fabric over his shoulders. Getting his left arm into the sleeve was difficult as always, but at least he wasn’t bleeding all over the borrowed jacket like he had the last time. Assuming he actually made it back to the capital by the end of the day, it might even survive the journey, so Iris could return it to her friend.

Zipping up the front, he glanced at the two women as they spoke about the eleventh district, the one he knew as Bel Bicis. With the ongoing war, he wasn’t surprised to hear that the area had been ravaged by the Aspirian military, but he still found the subject awkward to bring up around people who called this part of the nation their home. He didn’t even know who’s side he was on anymore. Of course, he still stood firmly against the Scourge, but he was starting to wonder if the crown was as innocent as he’d thought. The kingdom outside the capital certainly wasn’t as well off as he’d been told to believe. It wasn’t that far of a stretch to guess that there had been other lies he’d fallen for over the years as well.

When Maisie addressed him with a comment about his wound, Cas paled. By the tone of her voice, he could tell that she was just messing with him, but his passive fear that his arm would get infected was still very much alive in the back of his head. “Right… thanks,” he shifted his weight, trying rather unsuccessfully to pretend like a comment that he knew shouldn’t have bothered him didn’t make him paranoid that he was going to be an amputee for the rest of his life.

Once they were ready to leave, he said a final goodbye to Maisie and headed out with Iris, pulling his hood over his head to hide his face. Even more than before, he was careful to keep his eyes down, just in case Ethan was still somewhere nearby. The only time he looked up was to toss his old clothes in a dumpster by the front of the complex. Otherwise, he kept his gaze fixed on the ground and buried his hands in his jacket pockets.

“Do you think Ethan will really listen to Maisie?” he asked, glancing sideways at Iris as they headed back to the gate. There was a lot riding on their ability to slip out of Tongsen unnoticed, so he wanted to know how confident she was that they could do it. “It sounds like he knows you two are close. What if he doesn’t believe her fake tip?”
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