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Webmaster said
I sometimes feel like I need routine mental checks. Do you ever feel like that?

....I...I don't know.

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Webmaster said
Why? It's not your fault.

Because you're confused and I can't think of a way to explain it to you.

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But nobody really knows until they're tested. There's such a huge range of autism.

Oh.

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Webmaster said
That's not necessarily autism though. Besides, you have to be born with autism. It's a neurological disorder based specifically on how your brain develops before birth.

Oh.

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Webmaster said
This is so confusing.

I'm sorry...

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Webmaster said
I thought they were thousands or something.

In the place we were, yes. But here. They're four and five. It took me awhile to figure and calculate that.

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Webmaster said
But that was pretty much everyone's reaction in the comments.

I have always thought that I have autism. Because as a baby. I was very quiet. I very rarely cried, and I was pretty solitary. I was also very attached to my older brother. Wanting to go where ever he went. Which caused some problems down the line. But it was okay.

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LegendBegins said
I am mentally distressed right now because I watched a video that explained autism and now I'm afraid I have autism. Oh, and I'm not sure whether to put an equals P, a sad face, or no emoticon.

I'd go with the last one.

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Webmaster said
Really? How long were you away?

It felt like hundreds of years. I was in a different time flow. But my body didn't adapt to the time flow. And I aged as if I was still here. Though it is different for my children. That why they look and act as if they're older. But in reality, they are four and five.

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Webmaster said
Thank you. I accept it.

Thank you.
*Hugs you*
I missed you guys so much....