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Yeah and I'm sure everyone will get a little close to the Games and need some comfort. I'm sure tensions will be high as we get along. And they are like a family...except for that sexual tension.

Oh goodness, that gave me a good laugh because it seems so like her. Seesh, Katniss, that's NOT how you court someone in the bedroom, put the bow down! Cinna's Sex Education Class is right after Finnick's Fantastic Water Aerobics! And Effie's Etiquette Charm School is right next door!

Goodness, I can't wait to see how things turn out in another 75k. Maybe by then they won't be so fucking awkward...who am I kidding!
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Effie and Peeta are the mom and dad, and Haymitch, Katniss, Prim and Gale are the adoptive children that all want to bone each other >__>

Lmao, I didn't know there were so many classes to be taken in order to prepare for the games! Awkward as they are, I think it will be pretty simple for Gale and Prim though.

They might be okay by then! Although who even knows. Their whole lives are awkward. And I'm on paragraph two of this reply right now. It might be a little shorter this time, but i'm not sure.
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The Christmas photo this year will be a very weird indeed... :|

And okay, I need to start my other post, I just got a bunch of emotional stuff floating around in my head which usually waits around bedtime to swarm me...god this anxiety sucks, I need a drink, man...
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Imagine all of them in ugly Christmas sweaters though :3 <3

Oh D; What's wrong?
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Ohh that would be picture worthy.

Oh just the whole...dying before I've accomplished anything sort of worries, that laying down, I could never wake up and I'd never get to see my family or see how things turn out because I just have to be an atheist and not believe in anything. >.< Sleeping pills put a stop to that but I guess my mind brilliantly thought if I website could die, I could too which is just lovely to deal with. I just would hate to live an unfinished life and just vanish without any closure you know? I'm too young for a midlife crisis but I've had the worries for a couple years now which do suck...>.<
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Oh :c I get that way sometimes too, so I know how you feel. I'm sure you have a full life ahead of you filled with all kinds of wonderful things <3 Take a deep breath, it's going to be okay <3 I went through something similar when I turned 21 where I thought I was old and going to die with nothing to show for my life. You just have to keep moving forward and be happy with what you're doing, even if it's something small.
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It's just hard, my friend down at school shares the same feelings and it's like...what's going on with everyone? It's horrible. Most of the time I don't worry because I can throw myself into writing or whatever but at night, my head just gets in the way of everything. I want my life to mean something, I know we're all gonna die but to hear about kids dying or people getting shot and it's like...how is that fair? Not everyone gets to live a full life. Druggies live to be 90 and good people sometimes don't see puberty and it's hard to think where you'll even end up. Sometimes I tell myself I will get to be an old, maybe even see 2100 if I'm lucky...and that is comforting I mean, we should get holograms and hoverboards right? ^^; It is nice to know I'm not alone with my fears, I've done a lot of reading online and have at times considering a therapist but facing them head on seems so daunting...

-sighs-

So...how did your pies turn out?
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I think you should consider seeing someone if you've already started to look into it. What's stopping you? I know it can be hard letting people in to help, but you shouldn't have to deal with fears like that all the time and it's really not healthy.

I think it turned out pretty well! It's set nicely and it smells amazing in my house right now, so I'm pretty pleased. And then tomorrow I'll just make the whipped cream and be on my way c: Also, I think I'm almost done with this post.
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I'm hoping once school picks up I might not have much to worry about, that my life will be more active and give me more to push for, than worry about.

That's good, too bad you have to wait to try them. Sounds like your day should be relaxing and fun. And sweet, I am sure you'll feel compelled to post to it, ya know with your crafty mind tricks and all~
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That's also true. The busier you are the less likely you are to worry.

I know D; I want to have a slice now. I think it will be a good day tomorrow, my family is pretty decent. Well, my mom's side at least, haha. And yes, I've posted c:
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When I get back to school and have all those classes, with any luck there will be purpose there. Not that I don't have it right now...^^;

Don't eat too much and fall into a food coma, I need you awake! And I'm working on a post now cause fuck you, johanna.
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Exactly. It's going to be okay <3

Haha, I might be really scarce tomorrow, but I'll definitely be around on Friday. And fuck you too, Katniss! >__>
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Yeah I figured, thankfully I have my game to keep me occupied so I don't have to be around my family too much...and I posted! Quick, I know. ^^;
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Wow, that was really fast c: I'll get started on something. Did you want me to do anything in the hour before dinner, or would rather have me skip to it?
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Yep!

I think they would just shower and lay around until dinner. And we could have some conversations, like Effie nagging Haymitch and Katniss for being troublemakers and Gale would be praising Prim and I think Peeta would want to reassure Haymitch he has a plan but he wants to keep it a secret because Snow is watching him and Katniss and that he'll keep Johanna and Finnick involved and maybe Haymitch can mention Beetee and Wiress? I see that happening after dinner before Prim and Haymitch talk though, with Katniss pulling Gale off to the side so they can go relax their muscles.
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Sounds good to me. So I'll take it to when they're laying around after showers and stuff. Prim is going to be very concerned for Katniss and her head wound! but Haymitch is just going to be patting her on the back and ugh, he probably wishes he could drink because he'd want to have one with Katniss to celebrate her punching Johanna's dumb face.
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That'll be fine with me. Aw a concerned Prim is a cute Prim. And Katniss can have a shot for her and Haymitch, lord knows at the Ball, her suitor is gonna want her to drink and Katniss will be a cuddly ball of fluff unless Haymitch steps in.
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Haymitch is going to want to dance with her <3 like, he might even tell her that she looks beautiful instead of just "nice".
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Or you look adequate or decent. ^^;

Words every girl wants to hear. Gale on the other hand, won't be so stingy with the compliments.
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Haha, oh man. He would need a punch to the face if he told her she looks adequate when she's all dressed up looking perfect I: He'll tell her that she's beautiful though <3 probably not on purpose but it will just come out when he sees her.

Aw :3 Prim is going to be blushing because, gale pls <33
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