Tuesday
20:32
The Cowl Inn Taproom,
Downtown Claremont
A hum comes from deep in her chest, something orchestral. “There are many paths laid before us, we must merely pick one. Not to worry, nothing shall bar us from them all. Afterall, a path in the wood has no end just as it has no walls, the end is never…the end…” The words seem to linger, echo, her eyes tracking something not quite there as she mutters in and out of a plural reference to herself.
James always wondered if she would ever stop being this airy. This....abstract? Was that how he would describe her? She was detached, almost as if she was alien to reality.
But also, an artist. Creative. That made sense.
"A gallery sounds like a good idea among all of it though. I had you down as an artist, you know. Not sure why, you just seem very creative." There. It was a normal statement back to the one she'd made, and the world would spin around. He liked her, really. Weird, sure, but dutiful. She didn't steal sandwiches. She didn't cause shit. She had a bad rap sheet, but she was weirdly, strangely, fine. The sort of character that was made of knives or grew tall,
”Honestly? Not really, no.” Well, was there? Fuck. Not massively. She gave a ‘it be how it be’ gesture with the hands, taking another sip of her Irish Coffee. ”Besides, if I go hiking in the desert I’m sure some fucking alarm will ring out or…something or another.”
"Oh yeah. Forgot you're on a tag. You're magnetic though, you'd fob that off." James added, sipping more pint down, grabbing a few more chips that were depleting, but left.
Myla. She was a weird creature. If someone thrived on pure spite, it usually meant they were pretty good at living. At pissing someone off. But he almost understood it, beyond that veneer of being annoyed. He'd feel the same. Surrounded by all these heroes, loud as anything. He was lucky he knew Sophie so well. And through it, everything he'd seen. Moulding himself around it.
He never wanted a power like it. It came with responsibility. A reality that Phoenix Programme had to come back to, that doing good was a lot more difficult than doing bad.
Myla in particular. She was here because the prison system sucked donkey balls, and well, a thief in prison was a dangerous thing.
"But you would get sunburnt. Like every ginger ever does. Even you're not immune to that." James chuckled, sipping beer as Thunderstruck was belted out, James leaning back against his chair, for a moment, relaxing. Switching off. Turning off that lever in his head that was always on.
Enjoy it while it lasts, he told himself.
It wasn't turning off completely.
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@Auragreedia@SonnetNSunbeam@cosmiccowgirlThe signing made Lightning Girl belly laugh, as she giggled, hearing Madcap sing was nearly like nails on chalk but Asteroid had some pipes on him. Shit, he was nearly, nearly pulling this off. She sipped down more beer, feeling it gently thrum against her, as she heard them end, and absolutely didn’t miss what Madcap snuck in there.
Of course she wouldn’t. Her eyes snapped like a falcon catching a tiny sliver of rat in a wide brimmed grey eye, but she did nothing despite everything normally wanting her to tell him, purely, what the actual fuck. Bastard. Really? He knew? Well, it wasn’t exactly a secret, but…to come out with it now? Oh, you fuck.
*I was just beginning to think you were alright.*
And just like every loud American, he was two faced, unhinged, sure, but now, he was just so full of shit, so much of an asswipe, thinking he was…..special. Lightning Girl had her regrets. But they weren’t his to voice, not when she didn’t answer to him, but management. So for now, she had to almost hold it in. And did, turning her mouth towards beer as they ended, before clapping for praise.
“Hah, okay, that was amazing!” She called, amongst the ending of the song, the barlady sighing a little as she was realising she’d be losing her hearing at this rate of the Claremont team carried on hitting that karaoke machine.
She breathed out, putting hands against table, and tried, tried to relax, as James raised his eyebrows over at her, the two looking at each other for a moment, the glance saying a thousand things, because he knew what it meant.
This couldn’t get worse. For her, this was annoying, angry even, but for James, this was a pipebomb for morale. Not about his sister, no, she’d made her choices, and word would get out. Not here though. If they both got angry, then all of this was for nought. All of this good progress. Everything. It was finally actually turning a corner, and like fuck would he let anyone breach that peace. He had to be careful. Let this one play out, James said to himself mentally. And if he keeps pushing it, the others will probably tell him to calm down. He took a sip of his own beer, recoiling a tiny bit from the strength which being honest, was mad.
Lightning Girl breathed out on that note, and cleared the rest of her beer, as everyone sat back down, and for now, nobody was going up to sing, nobody really able to match that performance.
Madcap and Asteroid make their way back to the table, with the former acting none the wiser as he flashes a shit-eating grin at Lightning Girl. Still, there’s something fake to it, but with the top half of his face still covered with his bug-helmet, he’s hard to read.
A silence falls over the bar, no one else taking the chance to karaoke after the previous duo, the barkeep wiping a glass and occasionally checking in with the kitchen staff. It’s only when the bathroom doorknob begins to turn that everyone is on alert–the first thing to break the silence, and out of the bathroom comes…
“Wha’s all that noise?” An obviously drunk Tsunami, one of Lightning Girl’s old teammates, and one of the ones she zapped. Her hair is dishevelled, and she stumbles forward as she points a finger at Lightning Girl specifically. “... Fuck. You. You dumb, bitch! Like, why the fuck’re you here ruining my night?!”
Lightning Girl looked in horror. As if it couldn’t get worse. Madcap didn’t know her, did he? Or…..well, it had gone out on the Slack.
James realised she was in it. Fuck. She’d known. She had turned up. And she was causing a ruckus.
She had been unresponsive lately, but she recovered faster, clearly. And she was out of her face drunk. The single worst combo for a hero whose powers were manipulating water.
“And you brought new friends too,” she squints her eyes as she approaches the table, “a chick with worse hair than yours, some bug-eyed freak, a fuckin’ all black wearing punk that thinks, he’s like, cool or some shit with that cheesey shit on his suit! And, like, Phenomaman of all fuckin’ people! And don’t even get me started on the dorks in the back!”
“You zap me and Meta-man, and then you run off to some bar! Like, oh my god, what the fuck is wrong with you… you stupid, stupid–” Tsunami clenches her fists and any unfinished drinks have their liquid float upward slightly. The barkeep and the few customers shrink in disbelief, choosing to keep quiet. “Like, we weren’t even invited back and then Riley–that dumb fucking Riley—replaces us both with a bunch of… losers! Like, where the fuck is he?!”
James stepped forwards, before Lightning Girl had a chance to even defend herself, as he stood, sighing. “Hey hey, what the fuck! Nobody here is asking for anything to happen, alright!?” James replied, with a firm, authoritative voice, as he stood, Lightning Girl trying to find words of her own, as he put his hand out. “Calm down.. If you’re pissed about Lightning Girl, fine, but she got a disciplinary and went through the process. But right now, there’s a lot of civvies, and heroes who do not want any trouble because you can’t handle yourself. A lot of people who want a good time. So chill, let the beers go, and come sit down with us, or leave..” James was trying to roll for charisma, and maybe, with a more sober, reasonable member of the team, he might get somewhere.
“Who the fuck are you, like, LG’s boytoy or some shit?! Like, shut the fuck up, and stay out of this!” Tsunami shoves James to the side, still continuing her tirade against Lightning Girl. All the liquid of the table begins to spike upward as she comes closer. “I wanted a good time, but then this bitch steals
my spotlight, steals
my job, then she, like, runs away, and all me and Meta-man are left with is a half-assed, fake apology! Shut the fuck up about having a good time, and maybe teach that bitch how to handle herself on a dispatch next time!”
Madcap watches awkwardly from his corner, still pinned between Asteroid on the wall beside him. He glances at his glass of water and pokes at it as it floats out of his cup.
Lightning Girl moved out of the way, and stood tall, taller than Tsunami, as James tried to keep the peace in between, a physical barrier, as she finally found the words. “I apologised, okay! I fucked up. I didn’t realise you were throwing water, and I’m sorry I cast. I made a mistake.” She said, breathing out a heavy breath, the energy feeling like it was shooting through her already as she almost trembled in her arm with electricity. “I didn’t mean it. But we had to act quickly and I didn’t know what to do. I tried to do what was best. So I’m sorry.” She said with almost a turn in her throat, exhaling hard.
She was threatening James. And well…..James had no powers. If Tsunami went all in even while drunk, he was as good as dead. Even if she didn’t use her powers and just wanted to prove a point, she was likely to hit harder, faster, and move quicker than James could react, if she got one blow on him.
And he was between them both. Sophie could take a hit. But James couldn’t. He was trying to do the right thing, but she fucking hated him when he did this. Trying to protect his bigger sister. Trying to put himself in danger. A natural instinct, but she could more than protect herself, right now, she could absolutely turn Tsunami into powder or shock her at least to back off, but not if he was in the way. Not if he was there. And in a way, she wondered, maybe that was what James was doing. Making her think too.
Protecting Sophie from Lightning Girl.
But more likely, he just wanted a peaceful resolution. James didn’t want this to go to shit and he wasn’t a hero, he was a consultant dispatcher with a lot on his mind. Tsunami needed to go, and if the team had questions, he could deal with it. But this was fucked. It couldn’t escalate and he reasoned, if it did, at least
James wanted to make words, but this time, Sophie was first. “But leave him out of this. He was going to see you in hospital but couldn’t find you. He’s looking after all of us and he wants to look after you. If you keep talking shit, we’ll throw you out of here. Me, and my friends. Come on, Tsunami. Think it through.” She added knowing that threat came from her lead, knowing that piece of information wasn’t divulged to the team, not yet at least, not because James had told her that last night. He was standing back up again, as she realised Tsunami was eyeing him down.
The barlady was powerless to help. This was far too small a place to have bouncers or someone to enforce the peace. They’d call SDN if they needed help dealing with trouble.
Right now, SDN were the trouble.
“I think you need to leave, Tsunami. Not here.” James said in one last ditch to try and attempt to make sure nobody would come to blows, as Lightning Girl stared, stared deep into Tsunami’s drunk and wild eyes, the power gently thrumming.
If she laid a finger on him, this time, she was sober enough to know that this time, she knew it would be no accident.
Tsunami scowls at Lightning Girl, face contorted in anger. She stays like that for what feels like minutes before a jet of water is sent at Lightning Girl’s face–and a punch thrown at James’s face–she tries to hold back on it, but with all that booze in her system? Yeah, fuck that, that was a full-powered punch from a super to a civie.
James was thrown on the floor and almost halfway across it with a perfect haymaker, as Lightning Girl sparked, arcing electricity, as it likely gave everybody who was splashed a static shock, which meant almost the entire team. The water brushed on her hair and cowl, as suddenly, static poured out of her feet, legs, hands, arms, hair, everything.
She looked at James, groaning on the floor, blood pouring from his nose, and her eyes turned grey and blank.
The noise of the bar’s music seemed to turn to nothing.
Every single fibre seeming to coalesce, brim, burn, turn red-hot.
The static bounced in her fingers, growling, almost shrieking.
So much so Lightning Girl seemed to gain another foot on Tsunami, gently lifting from wooden floor into air, and her hands almost turned a brilliant white. The electricity pulsed in fingers, to a point where nobody in the team would have ever seen it.
A rage, an incandescent feeling. She hadn’t seen how James was yet. It was almost instant.
Lightning Girl was almost entirely glowing now and sparking across her suited body, to a point where the lights inside the bar physically started to almost recoil and flicker, two bulbs smashing and blowing from the sheer amount she was stealing, without contact, and disrupting, as if her mind itself had decided to take control of the bar’s electricity supply for a second, rather than the right thing to do
The smell of ozone, the taste of cobalt in her mouth, and that fucking heroine that punched her brother was right there, drunk, and taunting.
The white haired, white caped, light grey-suited heroine had so much power that she would turn her into what happened when a rabbit touched an electricity pylon.
It was a look of pure, total, rage.
Words came heavy like tungsten..
“Nobody touches our dispatcher. Nobody hurts civvies. Last chance…..run. Or everything flashes before your eyes.”Lightning Girl’s voice had dropped two octaves. Gone was the airy, polite, nice tone.
Instead it was just rage that even as she spoke, seemed to almost emit more ozone. It wasn’t bad breath, more like the power was leaking out of her jaw.
Someone who didn’t even need electricity given her musculature would have been enough to tear the fucking bitch limb from limb, let alone manifest her not existing anymore.
With power, it was terror.
At point blank, all she had to do was just release the sinews pulling her back from putting so much electricity through Tsunami that it would hurt them both, probably taze everyone else, but it would definitely, certainly, vapourise Tsunami into ash-like cinders. And both of them would know that. A final fuck you if she did it, proving Tsunami’s point.
Lightning Girl scaled, of course. And to fly, she needed plenty of power. Power that hadn’t left her body. Power that was being burnt like a kerosene fire, and all with one target, rendered in a blue costume that would fry in her water-based guise like steam.
James could have died. James could be dying. She didn’t fucking care. She could get deported for all it was worth.
Nobody laid a finger on her brother.
Someone would have to do something. Knocking into her and stopping her would likely come with a sizeable electric shock.
But James groaned, mumbling a “Wait….”, hoping, praying someone would do something. Even he hadn’t seen her like this, but the closest he remembered seeing, she did proceed to turn them into a pile of ash. It was a sex offender in Camden. It was the single most horrifying thing he’d ever seen her sister do. In a world of heroes, unspeakable horror existed, especially when his sister had the power of a small village crammed into six foot two of her body. Some deserved it. Right now, Lightning Girl did not deserve to lose everything over this. James wanted to beg her to stop. If last time was a mistake, this, this was Tsunami goading her to destroy herself.
And James was terrified.
And he’d get killed if he tried to stop her. He could only reason, and hope she saw him, on the floor, very, very dizzy, bleary and wiping the snot and blood from his broken nose.
… And a shadowy tendril coiling around Lightning Girl’s leg that stops her from escalating the encounter as Tsunami spits at James and storms out the bar. “Well, your new dispatcher is a bitch! Fuck you, fuck your new teammates, this is why you’re stuck in Claremont, and that’s why I’m getting transferred to Hollywood! Fuckin’ nobody!”
The bar door slams closed, but tension continues to linger in the air, the barkeep rises from behind the counter, making sure it is finally over, and the few civilians around breath an uneasy sigh of relief as they try to continue their night. The rest of A-Team, however, is likely not doing much better, especially considering James’s current condition; the mood is ruined.
Lightning Girl’s eyes stay on Tsunami like a hawk, as she says nothing, absolutely nothing, static in air, the tendrils around her legs making her want to swear, but ultimately, realising as James got to his feet despite being spat on, leaning against a chair, exhaling, wiping the crap off his lips and bloodied mouth.
When Tsunami was out of the door, Sophie breathed out, and released her energy back into herself, painfully, as it felt like suckering back in every worst pins and needles you could humanly imagine. The shadow would have likely given Eclipse a bit of a buzz, given just how much power was in her at that very moment.
Sophie looks at Eclipse, and rather than a look of rage, her eyes turn back to her usual grey self, silent, the world feeling like it turned upside down. She felt heavy getting up. Pushing up off the floor, she immediately went to James’s side, as he sat down, heavy, as he leant back.
“FUCK!” She yelled, exasperated, as he gave a thumbs up to her, putting hand to nose, stemming the bleeding a bit, as Sophie seemed almost out of energy, almost out. She was silent, almost completely so as she took her hip pack and immediately drew a tactical first aid kit, her usual, and leant James back, still shocking him a little as she did, trying to elevate his head and applying a disinfectant wipe, holding back all the tears. “Hold your head up, we’re gonna be alright….” She almost whimpered….
Sophie had to do something. Help. Her default setting. There was nothing normal about it. His nose was broke, and while his teeth were luckily all in order, he was bleeding a fair chunk because of said nose. A lot of disinfectant wipes, and she barely could make words, trying to help, heal, at least, fucking stem this. She breathed out as he mumbled something, the white noise coming back into focus, as the rest of the team no doubt looked on, at a bloody dispatcher and a hero that seemed to go from top of the world, crashing straight into the ocean floor.
Looking at him, she checked for any other hurt, his head had a bump but that was fine, and he hadn’t concussed himself. Okay, that was good. So much of her was screaming internally…..chase Tsunami. Fucking turn her to vapour. Turn her into steam.
*It’s not what he wants.*
She realised his nose was out of shape, and with it, put her hand to his nose and turned, and James screamed.
It had to be done. And the noise sent a shock into Sophie, as he twitched, his nose now no longer pouring blood, fixed but painful. Her instinct kicking in, overriding everything else inside her that wanted her to stop. No, she had to look after, protect, fix. No second thought. It was snap instant. He groaned, feeling that return and the pain subside.
“Argh……fuck that hurts! Jesus…..she…..she saw our Slack. Didn’t realise I hadn’t taken her off the list. I’ll be fine. Thanks.” James said, as Sophie exhaled hard cutting back to him after doing what she would do for anyone and having to come back into the reality that she was now doing the first aid she’d done for people who were hurt in incidents to her own brother, holding back tears, holding back the feeling that she wanted to crumble.
“Don’t do anything stupid….but fuck me that was…..stupid of her.” He groaned, hurting, not having much in the way of words outside of direct ones. James peeled up and held the wipe, his energy back after being winded, as she silently peeled away with hers feeling like it had pissed out of her into grounded floor and into the air as ozone, letting the barlady bring over a bag of ice and her first aid kit, wanting everything but to scream again. The lights flickered above her where she hadn’t blown the bulbs on the wall, as she looked to everyone on the team, shaking her head, her emotions physically controlling the electricity, her hair still staticky, her hands still trembling. Looking to Eclipse. Who had stopped her, in a moment where she would have gone ham. She was angry, but grateful. And to the team. Who had seen that.
“I’m so sorry. I…..I wished you didn’t have to see that……I promise, what happened was an accident, I really didn’t mean it. I didn’t……she……..could have killed him then. I…..fuck he……he means the world to me.” She spluttered, her voice meek, nothing like what it was before. It definitely didn’t sound like Lightning Girl. It definitely didn’t sound like the version of her about to turn Tsunami into an evaporated pool of flesh. It sounded like Sophie Speight, afraid, terrified, and so, so far from home. 5,250 miles from home. Halfway across the world to the antipode.
She was alone with no friends and the only feeling she had inside her was wondering if she was just going to hurt everyone she ever touched for him
“I…..I’m……I should leave.” She croaked, trying everything to hold back tears.
And failing.
James put the bag of ice to nose from the barlady as he fumbled up, a little disoriented, wanted her to stop, but it was no use as he put his hand up. Sophie moved to the door and the sound of her crumbling could be heard, as she didn’t want anyone to follow, because she felt like she was about to break. And they couldn’t see that. She wouldn’t want them to.
Madcap watches as Lightning Girl leaves, swirling his empty glass of water and continuing to eat as if nothing had happened. Meanwhile, Eclipse squeezes past Hat Trick, hands James a few napkins for his bloodied face, and walks out after Lightning Girl. He wipes sweat off his face, and sighs as he feels cool night’s air on his skin. What the fuck was he doing? What the fuck did he just watch? All these questions, and he still finds himself approaching Lightning Girl.
Sophie was in the alley next to the bar and saw him, not interested, trying to leap and with it, static pouring her up. She couldn’t even make out the words. She would hurt him. And the team. And everyone. Ruined a good night.
But it wasn’t enough to leap up and fly, in fact, all the energy in her was gone, and all control, too. She was arcing off every single metal fire escape on the big redbrick blocks as she rose almost at half speed, and suddenly, she fell as she rose above it, barely able to control herself clearing the brick but not soaring, instead falling, electricity sparking all over her and the puddles and water as she slammed into the roof of one of the buildings, crashing with a wash of electricity.
It hurt, but she’d put the rest into not hurting herself at least, so it was like falling down a few steps of stairs by the time she smacked into the concrete.
Sophie didn’t want anyone here in her mental state. She was a threat to anyone. Everyone. All she did was hurt. All she had done was threaten to hurt. Came so far from home and it was for nothing, because she couldn’t manage herself. She couldn’t deal with Tsunami properly. How could she protect James from hurt when she couldn’t protect James from herself? She hadn’t looked after him. He could have died and then what? Lose everything? She’d be like fucking them, a villain, no better. But she couldn’t do nothing. Lightning Girl always did something. And that was a paradox.
Sophie sobbed, crying out of control, and put her head in her hands, leaning back against a duct, almost a wail coming from her. Her tears pouring past her cowl’s eyeholes, static almost uncontrollable across her body, almost convulsing, her hands against her face to stop her from arcing against anything else.
“Tch.” Eclipse clicks his tongue, hurrying after her up the steps. He finds her sobbing by herself on the rooftop, and a quick glance at The Cowl Inn’s door tells him enough: no one else stepped out to check on her besides him. For now, at least.
He sits down beside her, still unsure of what to say, just leans his head back and stares up at the sky. Some stars dot the sky, the grey clouds and storm having cleared since they reached the bar, and when Tsunami had appeared. Right, the two heroes that he and Payback were supposed to replace. Somehow that turned into a whole team, then Tsunami just happened to show up and everything went backwards. It’s funny how A-Team grew since their first few dispatches.
She stares at Eclipse’s shadowy figure, almost out of breath from crying and her outburst, literal and powered, wondering why he’d followed. Why? Nothing logical was in her head. No thoughts made any sense. It almost didn’t matter, as she got herself composed, leaning away from the metal, peeling against bricks, realising.
“Fuck. I’m so sorry. So, so sorry…..” She added, wiping tears, breathing out a long hard breath, Sophie backing herself up, her cape all dirtied from the filth on the roof, as was her suit, looking back at him. “I’m so sorry.” She couldn’t stop apologising. Classic British. But it wasn’t the words of a hero.
“You know that…..fuck……James worked with me a lot back in the UK. He’s close. And when I saw that…..I couldn’t.” She cut herself off, as her emotions overtook, and electricity bounded off her fingers, as she put hand to face, stopping it. “I’m sorry. I need to focus to stop it going out of control. I’m a walking fucking battery, Eclipse! I….I’m just a fucking lightning bolt I have to hold together….and when she hurt him I nearly did so much worse, I can’t…I….I can’t do this!” She almost exclaimed loud but her voice seemed entirely cropped. Like an entire part of her had been deleted as the energy was all but gone.
She let a few tears shed, and exhaled, hands over face, pointed away, clearing the snot and ugly face she had away, sighing hard, out of her head, frankly, out of her body.
“Okay…breathe.” She said almost to herself, exhaling, tears still flowing, as it seemed like with one hard touch of a nearby aerial, the electricity seemed to cease.
She breathed in, her chest puffed out, as she brought herself into control, not wanting to cause any more hurt, before looking him in the eyes, and almost glancing past, not wanting entirely to show herself. The pretty white haired, model heroine, almost a cutting figure of the classic heroes with so much to give, was laid low.
“I don’t know why you bother. I’m…..” She said almost breathless, not wanting sympathy. Wondering if he was just here to laugh at her. She had no energy left to care.
“Let the shadows cover you and breathe. Tsunami would’ve deserved it anyway.” Eclipse listens to her outburst with closed eyes, brows furrowed. What the fuck would anyone say to this even? He doesn’t even know her…
“She said she was going to Hollywood?”Yeah, this’ll do amazingly for comfort.
Not. But it’s not like he knew a better way.
Sophie looked at him, not sure if that would help, sighing. “At least she’s not here. I don’t know what I would have done if I saw her after she spat on him. I was….” She put her fingers out, indicating barely a hair’s width. “This close. It’s not worth it. I should do better.” She sighed, shaking her head, looking at Eclipse.
An ex-villain was her reassurance tonight. It had come to this. She didn’t quite know what to make of it. She felt lower than Eclipse. At least he sold drugs. At least he knew what he was. He was a villain who could make what he made, and was here because getting turned into a Pinata by Tex-Mex cartel members was not the top of anyone’s Valentine’s Day gift list.
Okay, her humour was coming back, that she had, looking back at him with that sick, laugh at a funeral thought in her mind, smiling half, gently back a little.
“How did she get into Hollywood….heroes should do better. I should too. But she was pissed out of her face….drunk as anything. Like she wanted to make one last point. Like bait. Knowing I’d be hopeless.” Sophie shook her head, sighing trying to make reason, moving up closer given her voice didn’t carry anymore, her suit rustling along the floor, as she exhaled, closer to him.
With a gentle push of her hand up, she peeled the cowl away, revealing a relatively human face for such a hero, one you could have extrapolated given the cowl went from nose to top of forehead and covered little, but there she was.
Sophie Speight.
Without a mask, she felt liberated, as she looked Eclipse in the eye, allowing her total, absolute vulnerability out. Drying tears against a soft, sunkissed, pale face, the mask’s pressure revealing itself. Sunburnt, pink in corners, given Sophie didn’t react well to sunlight, but fair.
Someone normal. For a body that felt superhuman, athletic, like some biathlete in white cordura, was someone who seemed pretty enough, perhaps enough to go without a mask. She’d gone against that for many reasons, but, like this, she was open. She reasoned it was the best way to be. The mask on, she could relish in that power. The mask off, she had responsibilities to turn off the circuit breakers. Sophie didn’t wield power. Someone else did, as she thought about it all.
“Guess she got her revenge in a way. I always wanted to go there….suppose she had friends in high places. But…..you guys are pretty fun. At least it was until then.” She added, sitting back against brick, not making much in words, slower, quieter, overall, less what he would see.
She brushed her hair back, containing all the static that had messed it up, wiping tears with her gloves, sighing. There was no reveal. Nothing to say about her showing face. It felt organic. Like there wasn’t anything left to hide. Not after that. Not how she was now. She didn’t feel like Lightning Girl right here. No point pretending. That was for her other half.
“Thanks.” She uttered from her soul, unable to think of much.
Eclipse finds himself stunned by her face for a moment when he goes to look back at her. Ah. She looked nice. Probably not what he should be thinking, but… fuck. He purses his lips, flicking a wrist upward and holding out a small blade for her to see.
”I’m not a hero, so I’ll…” He pauses awkwardly, the small blade reflecting a small bit of light.
“I’ll take her down for you, give her a scar she’ll never forget. The shadows will answer for what she did.”He was an assassin back then, and while his official title is that of a hero, he’s still a villain. And if it means he can do his allies a favor, then he’s fine with it. Get rid of someone who could potentially ruin Lightning Girl’s–A-team’s image–it’d be simple, really.
Would that make anything better, though?
Probably not.
Sophie chuckled, shrugging her shoulders, contacting the blade, resting her hand against his, pushing it down.
“No…..you’re a hero, Eclipse…you don’t have to. We can’t go to her level. You don’t need to do that.” She said, whimpering almost, swallowing the lump in her throat, as she realised her hand was still against his. Security. Almost the only thing she could hold onto.
She’d stopped him from relapsing hard. Paid attention with Cheetos at least. Listened. Lightning Girl had done that, because it was what she wanted to be, at least, try for that. He was a dealer and a user, a broken man, broken more, by a broken system. And right now, she needed someone, and of all people, it was him. Someone when she was broken. That was in his own way, nicely, yet a strange karma. The universe was weird, she thought to herself.
“Every part of me held back, I guess, to stop me from killing her. That is the hard part. Doing the right thing because it’s so easy to just let go. And it hurts a lot when I don’t. It’s agony, all that energy, nowhere to go. Nowhere to turn.” She said, sighing- near literal in what she said, his hand still there, the drizzle and rain over, the stars in the night sky beginning to emerge more and more, between the fast-moving clouds in the Claremont night sky, as she found the words. More confident. More sarcastic. More Sophie.
“I appreciate you offering to be a personal hitman for some random English woman in a city far from home. That is quite a lot of trust…..not sure what I do with that, Eclipse.” She softly chuckled, perhaps not realising maybe Eclipse was waiting for a bit more sarcasm. She moved closer to him, enjoying the security he gave, and he would feel just how weak she was compared to usual. Even her aura back in the office, it was projecting, loud, ozone, and right now, it felt like nothing. It felt like the inverse almost.
He freezes, just kind of sets the blade down, lets her rest against him. Is he supposed to do something here? Fuck if he knows, but it’s nice.
“You’re my ally,” he pauses, hands awkwardly hovering over her back.
“I’d have done it for the dispatcher too, should he have asked...”“... Not for the bug one, though. And the fake Phenomaman.” He could keep going, really.
“Should Tsunami show her face again, I… won’t kill her,” he drags the ‘won’t’ out as he ponders what to say next,
“I’ll stick a piece of gum on her suit.”Big time hero walking around with gum stuck on them all day–that’s a good one, and an old trick he pulled back in Red Ring to fuck with some of his buddies. Then they did it to him, and he slashed up their cars and laced their shit. Good times.
But it’s probably different to embarrass yourself as a hero; too many eyes on you, documenting every move you make. One mistake, and your whole image is gone.
Sophie laughed, enjoying this side of things, and refreshingly, enjoying not having to put on some image for him. Actually showing at least some humanity. Well, the kind that wasn’t her show. Imagining that. Yeah. That would really be shitty for her. Try using water on that, bitch.
“Okay, yeah, we should do that to her…yeah. That would work. A bit less than putting her on ice.” She chuckled, sniffing with little energy as she cleared tears, exhaling hard, knees brought close, feeling his embrace around her back, as she returned it, bringing herself close into him, putting her head against his neck, embracing him fully, sniffing still, wanting to at least feel somewhat human again after all of this. Of all people, Eclipse. All people. God, she wasn’t sure how it came to this, but she was glad he had his back, the fact she was taller making it a difficult hug, but an embrace she needed.
He would feel just how much electricity pulsed inside of her. Sophie, even in this state, would feel like a heart that wanted to leap out of her skin and into him, an otherworldly energy that almost felt like hearing ringing in your ears, and he would almost certainly feel that anxiety, pressure and panic, as well as a small static shock that was no worse than touching a door after walking on a bit of carpet. The bioelectricity regenerated slow, but when she was like this, it was like a palpitation, like a heartbeat that was jumping up and down, like the two dwarves inside her heart were hitting hammers out of time.
“Thanks, Eclipse. I’d have your back any day too. I’d go nova for any of you. I’m glad you trust me.” She said, trying to force a smile, trying to force herself back to normal, as she leaned out, back against brick again, wiping the last of her tears from her ugly crying away, hand on cowl, still wanting a second to process this.
And she was quiet. Almost empty, taking in the clearing, dark yet light polluted skies.
Eclipse moves a hand over hers, a small recoil as he feels a slight static shock. Her hand is warm in his, and slowly, he moves her hand down and away from her cowl. No need to get that back on, he figures. It’d probably feel like shit wearing a damp cowl, and besides, she looks nicer this way.
Sophie smiled small back at him, and remained silent, staring at oblivion, letting her hand stay, exhaling hard, letting her emotions slowly, silently, crawl back to where they came from and stop overwhelming.
She was glad to have such a friend in a shadowy figure. She hoped the rest of the team would understand. And while Sophie didn’t wear armour, in Eclipse, for a moment, she found someone who she could see who could see what she really was. More than just some heroine in a costume. Someone clinging to this idea so hard, it almost ate her whole.
All she wanted to be, was part of a whole. Stop being an outsider. Feel in place.
And for that, she couldn’t say words, but she just wanted to enjoy that warm embrace after it all.
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Asteroid looks over at Blackstar a few moments after Eclipse leaves the building. He's not sure if that's the official end to whatever SDN sanctioned gathering this was supposed to be.
“Think they left?” He keeps his voice low.
“...Maybe…” Blackstar was staring from James on the ground with a bloody face to the door Lightning Girl – and Eclipse – had just slipped out of, her glass still in her hand but no longer full. She’d tried to pre-empt getting her fake beer all over herself by casually lifting her cup up under the liquid when Tsunami started making it float all over the place. Unfortunately, she’d gotten distracted by the situation and had failed to catch the falling drink, which had ended up all over her front and lap.
Thank goodness for waterproof suits.
After a moment, Asteroid nudges her with his elbow, inviting her outside-
“lets go see.” His skin is hot from contact and the booze.
Blackstar blinked, setting her glass down with a soft clink and giving Fenom a small
“excuse me” as she slipped past him and out of the booth, following Asteroid. Her eye lingered on Madcap, too; she’d caught the weird end to the karaoke performance, which she’d been enjoying until that last bit, and she was more than a little confused.
But, in the meantime, the awkward confusion of the bar gave them a good opportunity to slip out, and she followed her coworker wordlessly as he led the way.
She was just glad she’d been able to keep her own head. Not knowing the rest of the team super well probably helped, otherwise she knew seeing Lightning Girl and James in a situation – as well as hearing the rest of the team insulted – would’ve made her… pretty upset, to put it lightly.
The door clinks and Asteroid holds it open at the top. Lightning Girl leaning against Eclipse was so far outside of his expectations that Asteroid freezes. A quiet
“uhh”, escapes him, a telltale sign of mechanical failure in his brain. He looked up to Lightning Girl, and to see her so shaken up made him deeply uneasy.
Blackstar peeked past him, eyes widening behind the black lenses of her mask. Ooh. Was this Lightning Girl and Eclipse dynamic new or had that been a thing? It was only her first day, but the way Asteroid was acting made her think he hadn’t seen it coming either.
Sophie put the cowl on, seeing them both return, hand away as she didn't have the energy to hide.
“Hey. I kinda thought I'd run but I'm drained. Ended up here.” She chirped, still a little unsettled, both Blackstar and Asteroid now seeing her worst day at work. Maybe worse than the accident. They must have thought something was between them. That was the last of Sophie's care.
“It’s not what it looks like. But I guess I needed a moment and Eclipse found me before I…I don't know. What happened with her was…difficult. Something I wouldn't hide. A mistake. That I apologised for.” She sighed. Unusually lacking at the moment. “Sorry to ruin our night. Fuck. That was stupid.”
Blackstar’s expression softened. Even with her cowl back on, it was easy to tell Lightning Girl had been crying. She could feel instinct kicking in, big sister tendencies that never went dormant making her want to offer a ride home and a stop at a convenience store for ice cream.
“Hey, you didn’t ruin it,” she spoke up, moving to stand next to Asteroid and still lingering by the door. Big sister instincts were insisting on going to hug the other heroine, but Alaine didn’t feel like interrupting whatever closeness she and Eclipse were still sharing.
“That other crazy lady ruined it. Or, well, I mean – no, yeah, she ruined it.” She shrugged.
Asteroid nods through Blackstar’s reassurance, chipping in his two cents
“it was all on her.” Besides, Blackstar thought. Wasn’t like she’d behaved any better last time she’d been threatened. At least LG hadn’t killed anyone.
Which was a good point.
“You didn’t kill anybody,” Alaine offered, a little quieter than she meant to. Clearing her throat lightly, she went on, as if that was solely a placating observation,
“Could’ve been a lot worse.” She wasn’t going to mention the small shock they’d all gotten thanks to the messy drinks.
“And the way James shouted, sounded like you fixed his nose, too. So.”Another small shrug, though this time she paired it with a smile that radiated big sister energy. Lightning Girl might’ve been older than her, but Alaine couldn’t kick the habit.
“Right?” She glanced at Asteroid, nudging his arm gently for a little backup.
Asteroid blinks when Blackstar does-
“oh yeah, his nose will be right as rain soon.” A beat, when he feels he should say more-
“Everybody makes mistakes, we’ve all- made mistakes. Sometimes, really big ones.” His mouth gets a little dry through the end of his statement. He shifts his gaze from LG to Blackstar- finding it somehow easier to look at her instead
“my best friend always says that it’s what we learn after we make a mistake that matters. And- based on your reaction- I don’t think it’s you who needs to grow from that situation anymore.” The last bit is quiet.
Sophie nodded, giving little reply but a gentle acceptance. She couldn't of course, explain the full reason why. That almost made it worse. It looked like a mental breakdown she couldn't entirely show. A side of her even more secret than a mask. But she appreciated the love, that at least the team could understand how much she'd protect the team. A tazer would risk the last time she hit her by accident. A punch too messy. But doing nothing was a paradox.
“Thanks.”
The moment Blackstar and Asteroid arrive, Eclipse instinctually pulls Lightning Girl closer to himself before letting go. Seeing those two was a mood killer, but it was better than what happened at the bar. Frankly, he's had enough of sudden appearances–that was more of his thing, anyway. He stays quiet, just takes in the conversation as best he can, no point in intruding, he's already done his job.
And really, he can't understand why Lightning Girl is taking the blame here. Mistakes happen, Tsunami was a drunk piece of shit, who cares? She zapped two of her teammates however fucking long ago, it's not that big of a deal; most of the Phoenix Program members on A-Team have done far worse, including himself.
"Why are you two here?" Straight to the point. It's an honest question.
”Seems like the same reason as you,” It’s with that admission that Asteroid loops his arm through Blackstar’s. She nodded along in agreement.
“I think we’re both just glad she’s not sitting out here alone.” He levels a smile at Blackstar, and lifts his other hand in a wave as he turns to pull them back into the bar.
”See you both inside?” On the way in he pulls Blackstar over to the bar, and orders another double tequila. If she doesn’t move her arm, he doesn’t either.
And she didn’t, more than content to leave her arm casually linked with Asteroid’s, her hand absent-mindedly playing with his sleeve as they head back inside to the bar, only turning to toss Lightning Girl a little wave of her own and a thumbs-up of encouragement.
And Lightning Girl returned that. “Yeah sure. One minute.”
What was
that supposed to mean?
Eclipse watches the two leave the rooftop with furrowed brows. They definitely thought this was something else, didn’t they? He clicks his tongue. Fuck. Were Asteroid and Blackstar together too? Was everyone just happening to look for a romantic getaway on the rooftop after the worst bar fight he’s ever seen? Whatever… it’s not that big of a deal.
He looks back at Lightning Girl to see her next move. If she wants to leave, he’s leaving with her. If she wants to stay, then… he’s staying with her.
Sophie swallowed the lump in her stomach, and with a crawl, shoved her hand against an AC unit on the roof, and thrust her hands against a plug. Gently zapping in power, it was enough for her to at least feel alive again as she stood. Enough to fall off this building without going splat. Enough to be back to Lightning Girl.
“Let's go. I'm buying.” Lightning Girl said, standing as she adjusted her gloves, and with a gust of wind, the cape picked up as she stood before Eclipse. “Actually, you can teleport, can't you? I'll see you there.” She remarked, with a smile that seemed almost beyond just a courtesy, the switch complete, but she wasn't ever going to quite be the same. For someone crying minutes ago, walking towards an edge was a terrible idea, but she indicated her electricity was under control, a spray of white static bouncing off a vent, nodding to Eclipse before she gently, elegantly fell into the alley, and headed back to the bar.
Tuesday
20:54
The Cowl Inn Taproom,
Downtown Claremont
Soundtrack: Two Door Cinema Club- The World is WatchingAnd with Lightning Girl walking back in, James was still sat there, blood no longer pissing out of his nose as badly, but in plenty of hurt. While some melodic old indie played, as seemed to be the thread of this pub. Another glass of Intergalactic Witch was slid in front of him, as she sat next to him, looking his face over like the others had after Lightning Girl and others had left then returned back to the bar, the bag of ice still against his swollen face. He looked like shit. But not dead.
"You sure you don't want to go to the hospital?" Lightning Girl asked, as James drank down more beer.
"I liked having my fucking face in one place. Hospital isn't fixing this. I'll.....drown my sorrows." James retorted, sighing, as Sophie chuckled before his next comment. Stubborn. As ever. "Fucking nightmare. Are you.....okay?"
"Yeah. You?" Lightning Girl replied, the beer she had significantly stronger. A glass of 70% proof. An entire glass of vodka, with a flavour of pineapple. "Know the feeling getting my arse kicked." She added, James realising her sister had been crying. He wanted to say something. He wanted to tell her it was fine. Every part of him wanted to say something to comment back. He wanted to be formal, by the book, detailed. But read the room enough to know that was stupid, too far the other way.
"I'm fine. Fucking hell. Did you go far? Apart from that." He asked, not making much in the way of words.
"No. Not really. Needed a moment after it all." She was shorter in reply. Shit. She must have been very low on energy.
James could see it in her, as she drank more beer, and looked over at the rest, then back to him. a smile back on face, trying to break past it. "Water and electricity don't mix. Jesus she was drunk." James laughed at Sophie's response, as he sighed, looking around at the others, clambering out from his chair, heading to the restroom, but not before looking to the team first.
"Don't say a word about this to Kat, or anyone else in SDN. Tsunami happens to be a very, very senior government lawyer's daughter, in case you didn't know. We're professionals, so we don't make scenes. Especially not involving her when it could ruin her career, and therefore, yours as well. Much as I would want to do this formally....." James put to all of them, adjusting the icepack, his voice not carrying, just stating now.
"I think you all hate lawyers more than me, and given I'm the only one who got hurt, I'd rather keep my paperwork volume low. I'd also rather keep my sanity high, and most importantly, any bullshit to a minimum. Are we understood?" James looked across the team, likely not expecting James to take that approach, given he'd nearly been concussed and had his nose broken, maybe he could have lost teeth or straight up been sent to the shadow realm (in which Eclipse would be).
"Cool. One more beer's left on our tab for everyone." James added, heading off to the bathroom, Sophie knowing he must have struggled to come to that conclusion. The heroic thing to do would be to say something. Speak out. Report it. Lightning Girl was in the wrong too, she knew that much, but being goaded? Well, it seemed most had fallen on her side, or at least could understand.
Maybe they hadn't quite realised the relationship yet, given the fact maybe a taze would be easier. But when the white light decended, well, Sophie knew she'd protect him.
But it was a night out. Back to it again. And another round followed, as Lightning Girl carried it back to their table, and they went back to their evening.
The team continued to chat, and bit by bit, the bar emptied, and the energy felt like it died out. They all had a way to go. Lightning Girl called James a cab, and, on that note, the team finished their drinks and the conversation, and all got ready to go home. Home after a long, hard day's work, and a big clusterfuck at their social. The vibe had been sky high, and as Lightning Girl looked to Asteroid and Blackstar, taking both of their glasses, she gave a smile. A point of her finger and she jabbed power into each of their phones, one for the road, after a long day, before putting the glasses away. She felt buzzed, but in this moment, at least not remembering as much would make things easier.