C U R R E N T A R C:
CASE 1:
T h e G a r d e n B e l o w
For a million years,
we watched the sky
and huddled in fear.




[sweat? tears? blood? what do you need? what do you deserve?] sliding down his cheek. There is no smile. Fear feeds the beast.


Enter by the narrow gate, for the gate is wide
and the way is easy that leads to destruction,
and those who enter by it are many.



"█̸̥̯̥̥̓̏̍█̶̣̗̦̮͛̋█̶̧͙̞̤͑̂█̶̛̤́█̶͖̜̬̓̍̈̑█̸̘̪͉͆̆█̴͙̤̒̈́̚ ̵̼̽͑█̸̯̠͙̲̎͝█̶̥̗͇̆█̵̗̊̈́̈́͠ ̷̪͛̆͒͜͝█̸̢̼̗͎̕█̶̢̹̠͐th, 2016. 6:30 A.M. exactly. Couldn't sleep——too anxious——didn't want to leave the relative privacy of my motel room but eventually paranoia lost the battle to sheer restlessness. Between the ceiling fan and the hum of the A.C. unit, both conspiring to keep the room arctic-cold, both inducing a slow, itchy madness..." [scoff] "Didn't plan on making another recording until I had something more to say——had made some concrete progress——but the library doesn't open until nine and there's not much else to do. Just smoke cigarettes and shoot the breeze...Funny. Yesterday's message was a suicide note in all but name but sitting here on this public bench, intact, unmolested, I blush with a sense of melodrama. Of sheer, staggering silliness. In truth I fight the urge to delete it. A ludicrous fallacy, of course——just ask theEdmund Fitzgeraldand her twenty-nine icy dead whether calm waters today augur calm waters tomorrow——and just because I can't see anyone watching me...begssomeone to wonder what's behind it. And shudder at the state-sanctioned violence they will do to keep one from wandering too close. But that leaves the observer to make an educated choice, doesn't it?——risk it all to get inside, or keep walking. And that won't do. No, maybe that's how | __________________________________________ ![]()
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you send a message, but not how you keep a secret, and if you were in charge of this coverup, with the stated goal of keeping eyes off Lamplight at all costs, no expense spared——you would almosthaveto recognize Stone's Throw's crucial importance in that endeavor, wouldn't you? It's the enemy's bridgehead. It's where she'll eat, sleep, plan, and recover. Where-to she'll retreat when things get dicey. Where-from she will launch all her efforts. And sending weapons and uniforms goosestepping down Main St., tangling the sidewalks in barbwire——dammit I'm a fool. If this place is anything to them it's a damn honeypot, not a bulwark! They're watching; they'relistening;they don't have to shoot a single living soul near the cordons because they can disappear people right here, right off the sidewalk. Anyone who fits the profile. Investigative journalists, whistleblowers, tinfoil hatters, why not? Anyone who asks the wrong questions, naturally. But anyone who stumbles too close at all, too, wittingly or otherwise!" [The morning air is so still, so quiet, one can hear the crackling of the cigarette paper as the speaker inhales.] "Sorry, I'm not used to this yet. Questioning everything, taking nothing for granted. I mean intellectually speaking I am, but not, not...existentially. Checking and re-checking peer-reviewed, trustworthy sources, sure, a little skepticism is just prudence, but this...holistic paranoia? It's exhausting. Does it get easier with practice? When does it stop being sotiring?"Let's just..." [swallowing] "Taking stock for a minute. Irrational anxieties be damned, I'm sure nobody remembers me. It's been eighteen years for God's sake. I haven't done anything suspicious in town so I can move freely for now. At this stage they'd have to find the dirt bike and I'msureI hid it as well as it can be hid. I mean even if they found tire tracks, even if they ascribed more significance thereto than the mere leavings of——of offroading hooligans, they'd have to follow those tracks uphill, downhill, over all manner of terrain. (Already a lot to ask of an E-3.) They'd have to bushwack and trailblaze, maybe for hours, through the wet, with all their equipment slogging them down. Then they'd have to find it despite the camouflage. And afterall that,I unbolted the license plate and scoured the VIN, so they'd have to think to check the serial numbers, which couldmaybelead back to me eventually...no. No, I think I'm in the clear. As long as I don't get complacent now. No heroics, no unnecessary risks, just keep my head down and do what I came here to do. Which...assumenothing. Starting with the MSMA, which for all I know might not be MSMA at all but an entirely different chemical or hell, a whole alphabet cocktail of them. After all, what layman is going to know better? And which farmer whodoesknow better is going to say anything, when it's no doubt been heavily impressed upon him——upon them all——what will happen to their wives, their children if they do? No. First order of business——after the library, of course——has to be learning the true chemical composition of this stuff. Ascertain that I'm not wasting my time out here. I don't have the equipment nor the know-how to do this myself, of course. Bringing the samples back with me will just have to do. There's spectrometers and chromatographs in the Chemistry Department; someone there will help me for sure. Then a simple cross-reference with the records; check for chemical decomposition over time; check for any attempts to clean up or neutralize the spills; and I should have a pretty decent picture of whether the official story is bullshit. Then either the funreallybegins, or...or else I've expended a whole lot of time, money, and emotional energy on a snipe hunt.isn'ta snipe hunt, the size and coordinates of the Superfund area should tell me, fairly accurately, which tributaries one could have used to disperse a water-soluble toxin at such scale. True, it may yet prove to be as simple as following the █̶͙̈́͝█̸͍̾█̴̹̦̲͊̑̓█̶̡̗̲̪̅̓͊█̸̠̏͗̍͜█̴̛̤̣̈̽█̷̰͉̩̞͒͝█̶̝̪͈͓̔█̵̫̠̗͔̾͌́█̵͎̀̓█̸̻̝̱̈́█̷͔̎̅̎͝ River until I reach that cranberry farm, but it's best to be prepared. And by the time I've gathered all this the library will be open. Then it's a fairly straightforward, if tedious, matter of——...of...""Con——be——god damn it——goddammit!" "What is he——?...I wonder...Sir?" [footsteps: leather soles clacking imperiously over flagstone] "Sir, hold on a moment. Let me help you with that..." |