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    1. Belle 10 yrs ago

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8 yrs ago
Current To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back.
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8 yrs ago
Going to a dark place again... Trying to claw my way out is getting harder...
8 yrs ago
I am getting very tired of being blamed for things that are not my fault
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9 yrs ago
When you are so emotional you are close to dropping from every rp you are in just so people won't have to deal with you anymore
10 yrs ago
When a character that meant something to you gets torn down and thrown away like trash... 😢
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@shylarah
I work at SeaWorld Orlando

And Disney but it sucks so I pretend I don't work there
@BlackPanther I call the sting rays at work my babies and people look at me strangely
@Prince of Seraphs

I am having a hard time finding a song for Raven but I do have a couple for Nyx
@BlackPanther oh believe me I have found quite a few songs that make me think of Feoras. In fact I have nearly created a full "Fae Courtis" playlist on my phone lol I've got songs for nearly everyone.
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I think I seriously need help but I don't want it
@shylarah@LadyRunic
You shall be appointed wedding planner/helper for the Falk/Arys wedding. Lol I'm already planning the wedding and Falk hasn't even really started the trial. Be afraid Falk... Be very afraid...
I was trying to wait til others posted, but if no one posts by tomorrow night after I get home from work I will post again.

@LadyRunic is it sad that I am planning a wedding for fictional characters? 😳
note to self : do not search for wedding dresses for your character. I have found about five that I really like and now I don't know which to pick. *sigh* I feel like this should not be as big of a deal as I am making it to be... I need help...
@LadyRunic

I was excited too because I found Arys' wedding dress. I saw it and thought of Falk.
Kat gave Grace to Nikki while she cleaned her face. Recognizing the face of Auntie Nikki Grace actually managed a smile but it didn't last long. Her little head hurt and she was tired and cranky.
At her comment about the mama bear Kat smirked. "Same goes for anyone touching my sister the badass wildcat," she replied, referring to Nikki. "Don't blame yourself. These are rough times. Good men become bad and bad men become worse. Fear and desperation push people to do things they are not proud of, things they never would have dreamed of doing back when things were normal."

Kat placed a comforting hand on Jenna when she found out about Felix. "I'm sorry hon. I really am. You stick with Nikki and me."

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It was later on that night that the day's toll started catching up to Kat. She fought tears and got close to having a panic attack several times. She worried about Matt, which was ridiculous the man was an adult and could take care of himself. But she still found herself watching for the Monster, as everyone was calling it.
And she felt guilty about not being about to do much to help, but if she tried to set Grace down anywhere she would start screaming. The little girl was obviously traumatized and refused to be parted from her mother. Kat was able to do some things one handed, like organize things from what supplies they had managed to bring to where to place the bodies that needed to be buried and plotting where the graves would be located.

Grace squealed excitedly and Kat looked up from her organizing to see the Monster was back. That meant Matt was back. Kat hurried over to see him standing there talking to Nikki, completely unharmed. Grace saw her daddy and immediately started babbling in baby language trying to get his attention. Kat handed the baby to him as they went upstairs. A room on the second floor made Kat feel infinitely more secure and she hoped that Matt and Nikki would be in rooms nearby. She pushed aside the hope that maybe he would stay in the room with her and Grace. Despite the kiss he had given her she still was wary thinking that he might...
When you hoped too much for things, they turned out bad. Life had taught her that lesson the hard way multiples times and she didn't want to have to learn it again.

They ended up staying in a room with Jenna. While she was glad to have someone else in the room, Kat couldn't help the stab of disappointment that it wasn't Matt.
She really needed to get over this.
Grace was asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow. Kat smiled faintly across the room at Jenna. "It looks like we both went through the ringer today hon," she said as she moved her head from side to side, wincing at the pain still in her neck. "May have to go get some pain meds. I am definitely not looking forward to sleep tonight. My mind tends to have a field day in the nightmares department."

She took note of the bruises and marks on Jenna. "Listen sweetie, I know you don't know me that well but I've been through a lot. Even before the dead started walking. If you want to talk about anything, vent, rage or unload... I've got two ears ready to listen. No judgements, no 'poor thing' or advice on how to deal because everyone has their own way. I'll just listen."
Just remember that this is Falk. He'll take what he wants. Hell, he'd take Arys for his own Queen, and let Fearos have her if the two of them worked it out and there was something in it for him.


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Don't talk to me.
*pouts to hold back tears*


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