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4 yrs ago
Woop! Shipden Peak RP has started. Can't freaking wait for this to unfold.
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4 yrs ago
The Witches of Shipden Peak RP is starting this week! I'm equally excited and nervous.
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Bio

💀 Welcome to this Hell Hole 💀
Also Known As
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Ben, Benji
(I'm a woman despite the odd name)


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28 years


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24 Feb


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Germany


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English, German

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Roleplay Preferences
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I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!

My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.

When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.

Additionally, all my characters are queer, always. Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^


Latest Roleplays
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Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.

The Death Knight's Squire (GM)
A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.

Wandering Topside [1x1]
The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms – the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim – must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.


Other Places of Interest
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This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.

How To Run A Multi-Arc RP (by BlueSky44 and Morose)
Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.


Quirks
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I always write my IC posts in gray due to finding the white color pretty straining on the eyes.
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Most Recent Posts

Myriam Lovelies






Location: Room 504
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Interactions: Krystal {/} (@Vocab)
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Clothes



Myriam sat in her room on her bed, holding a black controller in her hands while playing Mario Kart on her Wii U. She was third place at the current moment.... second.... fir- "Fuck you, Luigi, you little son of a bitch! You bastard moron!" Luigi had dropped a banana peel right in front of her, she had no time to react, she drove right into it and three other NPCs drove right past her over the finish line. "Fuck you fuck you!" She threw the controller onto her bed and it bounced once before settling.

She dropped back to lie on her bed. Her black t-shirt had rolled up over her stomach and she pulled it down forcefully. "I was so close." Not that it mattered though. It was just a game and it was just being played to kill some time. It wasn't that much a thing. There were games way worse losing in. For a second she played with the thought of switching to play FIFA on her playstation instead. The blonde sat up and threw her open hair behind her back, she took the controller and decided to give it another try -- not that she had lost the other times, but oh well. She just can't end Mario Kart when she's losing. Habit.

Pressing play and choosing the same character as before with the same vehicle as before, she was determined to do it right this time. "Myriam..", a voice whined from outside her room. She sighed. What was Krystal doing home? Wasn't she supposed to work? "Myri..", the voice called out again. Jesus, I'm lowering the volume already! She pressed the button several times to shut down the sounds of her game.

As the race began she couldn't help but stick to Krystal with her thoughts. Why was she here? Usually she was up early and out before Myriam even woke up on her free Mondays. She frowned. Krystal was never ditching work. Only a few seconds into the race she paused the game and got up from her bed to walk over to Krystal's room. With a soft knock against the wooden door she made herself noticable before peeking inside the bedroom of her roomate. "Hey... Why are you in bed?" Seeing the clutch tightly onto her plush toy, the juice on the carpet and her being wrapped up in a warm blanket when the apartment was not at all cold. "Are you not feeling well?" Within seconds she sat on the side of the bed and put her hand on Krystal's forehead. The kitty ears of her choice of clothes made her smile. This girl was just too adorable. "You're burning. I will get you some water and some medicine and you should probably get something into your stomach too. I will clean that up in a sec." She picked up the glass from the carpet and avoided the wetness. "Do you need anything else? Did you call in sick?" She reminded Krystal that work had to know about someone not coming in. Hopefully she already did that.

For someone not caring about her own work and often ditching it just to sleep longer or play video games, she really cared about Krystal and her job. She knew that the girl never dropped a day of work if not absolutely necessary. Myriam, usually only stopping in the middle of her games when something more interesting was happening, didn't think a second about sitting and gaming now. She had to sit with Krystal and help her get better. For the blonde girl making food was something she only did when she was starving and ordering pizza would take too long. But she didn't hesitate a second to offer to make something for her roomate. She pushed all those thoughts away, thoughts about what she didn't do for anyone - including herself - but did do without blinking an eye for Krystal Fox.
@Neko Sensei hey. Is this still a thing? Maybe you could ask the participants if they're still in?
Myriam Cassedy

Location: Auditorium

Interactions: Mayuri (nonverbal) (@Vocab)




Myriam sat in her seat, not moving as the scientists moved in and began to speak. One in Enlgish and one in Russian. She had trouble taking it all in, the words seemed so far away and the whole situation seemed like it was happening to someone else but her. She didn't feel like this was her body, this was her sitting here and getting told she had been kidnapped for tests because she has some powers others do not seem to have. She shook her head at herself. No, she didn't have powers. All her life she was just average. Nothing has ever happened to her that showed she was any special.

Her head turned to look at the others in the room. She saw a girl obviously being as upset as her new friend Mayuri seemed. A boy seemed angry. Mostly everyone was having confused expressions just like her - or angry ones. She was sure to see dried tears on a couple other faces, but she wouldn't bet on it. Maybe she was just hoping that she wasn't the only one who had a break down.

During the presentation it was quiet, no one talked, no one screamed at the people and no one seemed to want to just get up and leave. But once they asked for their questions, hell broke loose. A girl started to talk to them in a not too polite manner - but who would be polite to their kidnappers right now eh? - , a boy added his words to it and showed his dislike in the situation and their presentation. Myriam could bascially feel how Mayuri's hope broke into pieces just like her own did. The girl next to her had started to cry silent tears and she didn't look good at all. Myriam wrapped her arm around Mayuri and pulled the crying girl into her for her to rest her head on her shoulder or wherever. She didn't think that she would pull away and right now she didn't care about invading privacy. Their privacy was already invaded and she wanted to give Mayuri some comfort. Especially as the sweet wind voice of the girl had helped her out of her misery in the indoor pool later.

Her arm held the girl and she hoped they'd not get seperated. But honestly, whatever these guys wanted, it would happen. Even if all of those kids would work together to get free, she was sure they had it all thought out and had a military kind of army somewhere lingering and waiting to shoot them all. Or some gas that would knock them all out. Anything. She didn't feel hopeful at all anymore, she just wished for it all to be over. She wished to lie down and forget what all this is and what it might be like in the future. Her heart stung painfully.

A girl had started talking in Russian, she didn't really care though. That was until said girl jumped up and towards the scientists. Myriam's attention was on her, sharp and ready to act, though she didn't know what she would do if anything happened. The girl started screaming and begging as it seemed until two guards came in and dragged her away. Myriam's heart was racing in fear.

What are they gonnna do with her? Are we all gonna be taken away one by one to get drugged or some shit? Are they gonna experiment on us who is gonna come back the strongest and most violent? Are they gonna make us duell each other for their sience?

She had seen a couple of movies that worked like this. People dragging others to rooms one by one and changing them, making them do things, making them do cruel cruel things to break them. They got them to listen to their orders one way or another, told them what to do and what their goal was until they believed in it. Then they would set them free in a kind of maze or even a lost city or whatever and make them fight each other to death.

Suddenly it all felt so cold. She was freezing and had trouble breathing. Panic rose in her at what those people would do to that girl and all the others in the name of science. Are they from the government? Are they allowed to do this? Is someone gonna come and safe us? If they were from the government, no one would come to save them. If they were criminals, maybe someone would look for them but... the chance was so small, Myriam told herself not to keep up the hope. Instead she told herself to gather as much information as she could.

What do I know so far? Most people speak English or Russian. So either we are still in the States, or in another English speaking country, or in Russia. The facility is partly locked and I can't tell how big it actually is. There are no windows, I don't know what floor we would be on or if it's actual day or night. Here are sceintist and probably test rooms all around. Guards. We all have a power if we believe those people. Would be intersting to know if those who are testing us have abilities too or if they do not. Probably not though. Mostly people with shared stories do not run tests on their "own kind". Though, you never know.

She quickly gave up. She knew nothing. She could only hope for the mercy of those people and if you'd ask her, they didn't seem to know it at all. Crazy scientists. Myriam pulled Mayuri closer to her. She would at least try to protect her as much as possible. Why she wanted that? Why she made that decision? She didn't know. Something just made her feel better and more powerful over the determination that built with the decision. They deserve to get out of here. Maybe I can at least help Mayuri escape. All of us will never be let go.
<Snipped quote by Beefydork>

No. Not yet. It's a month away. :D


So we have September ?
Amendment!
I apologize for my, well, not being here. I've had an interesting couple of days.

As such, though it truly pains me, I have to suspend this, if not cancel it. Things are going to be shaken up a bit IRL so my GMing anything is going to be all but impossible. I am truly sorry if I have wasted any of your opportunities to join in or lead other RPs. I hope to see all of you in RPs in the future.

Thank you,
Talon


This makes me incredibly sad.
Urgh this sounds so fucking good. I love the purge and this really does sound great. But I have to admit I am not good at writing those kind of stuff and therefore don't participate.

But I thought I'd tell you how much I like the idea anyway! Really cool!
If there's anyone who wants to have Myriam as something else but neighbour in their books, PM me.
I really liked this. Where is everyone? :-/
In Hogwarts 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Me and joshua are just waiting for the story to move forward since we did a collab


Thank you! I've already heard :)
I love all your post!

@HushedWhispers what day of week and time is it in the RP? I'd like to know
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