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Brothers and sisters are natural enemies. Like casual RPers and Advanced RPers! Or Free RPers and Advanced RPers! Or Nation RPers and Advanced RPers! Or Advanced RPers and other Advanced RPers!

Damn Advanced Roleplayers! They ruined the Advanced section!


ONGOING ROLEPLAYER'S
Fantastic Phantoms And Where To Find Them (Discord)
Peregrinus Academy (Discord)
Revolutionary Winter (Discord)
Rust & Steam (Discord)


LINKS
Retired Interest Check
Flowers of Madness
My Characters



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I'm not interested in this anymore.
Slight Announcement

As a result of recent events mostly relating to real life, I'll be taking a semi-hiatus from the Guild's Discord. I use the term "semi-hiatus" lightly as I will still be found on the Discord from time to time and will continue to handle Staff Requests when available, but I will not be planning and hosting events. I have decided that my personal state of mind and schedule are not exactly suited for being as active as I usually am (as ridiculously silly as that sounds). My hopes is that I'll be able to focus more on the Discord after I return home and are able to settle to school life once more.

I apologize sincerely to anyone whom this might disappoint and thank all of you for understanding!
Shit. Just let out the wicked, motherfucking. mush makers.

Like fucking...:

Are you grey all over?

Do you blush red or black?

Have you ever heard of color mixing?

I got a pretty ligh touch.

Flirt with that concrete like a wrecking ball with an obsession.

I have no idea what you just said.
I only have time for fish. One died yesterday, :(.

I'm very sorry for your fish loss, friendo. They are both very beautiful fish.

I wish to pursue a Guild relationship with @Grey who won't notice me. Advice, fellow Crushers?
Day 4 // A song that reminds you of something sad.



I had three other songs as possible candidates besides this one, but I decided that the memories attached to two of them were too bothersome to discuss and the third one was just rather silly. For the aforementioned reasons, I picked this song instead. So, why does this song make me sad? Well, it reminds me of someone that I no longer talk to. Or rather, SOMEONES that I no longer talk to.

About three summers ago, I managed to make my first real life friends. Admittedly, they often gave me "bad vibes" but I stuck close to them anyway. Although I befriended everyone in the group, I became especially close to one member of the group. He and I would stay up all night and just talk while playing video games. I remember playing Fallout 3 and just talking to this kid. We had a lot in common especially involving problems regarding our parents. Fast forward to the end of the summer and he reveals that he has feelings for me. I'm playing with my own demons at this point and maybe I liked him, maybe I didn't, but either way, nothing ever happened with us. I eventually took my ex back for a bit and we stopped talking after that. Even though I don't really have feelings for him, I still miss him. I don't think that he'll ever know and I left state to live with my aunt and uncle less than a year later. Apparently he fell off the grid and I'm being told that this group fell into their own situations (some worse than others).

So how does this song tie into it? Well, it's a melancholic memorial to them, I suppose. I don't cherish those memories as much as they bother me in a rather sad light. And this song, well, it was playing when I was still speaking to these people.

Don't get me wrong though. I still love this song.
I don't like maple syrup.
Also for anyone who is lurking or has questions, we do have an OOC Chat. You can always find it on the first post as well.

#shamelessdoubleposting
*wipes away fanboy drool* I'll work on a profile when I can!

Awesome. Take your time.
The OOC can be found here!
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