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Then why is he even still around?
*Shrugs again*
I'm not fast. And a lot of him.
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*Shrugs again*
I'm not fast. And a lot of him.
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You’re right. He’s something else. Something else that matters, and for an entirely different reason at that.
He did, for a long time. Then he did not.
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Yet you keep him around. And not only that, you don't exclusively hurt him.
*Lifts a hand in quasi-acknowledgement*
A toy. He's not him.
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That's not the sort of relationship someone pursues in absence of everything else.
*Shrugs*
Meh. I kill him a lot.
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And being with Prism is a means to that end, then? Fueled by spite?
*Shakes my head with incredulity*
No, he's... bleh. Not who I want to spite.
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Spite isn't an emotion borne in a vacuum, you know.
Once I can make him hate me, then I can die in peace. That's all I want.
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One thing is a whole lot more than nothing.
Spite bores me. But it's all I have.
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It's one thing for us to know. It's another for you to get to let it out.
*Leans back and puts my hands behind my head*
No, won't help. Not like you think. I've just felt one thing for a long time.
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Once again, you fail to agree with yourself. So I know it’s the mask talking to me.
*Takes another sip*
But I don’t expect you to open up so easily. Not after you’ve waited this long. But what I will say is, when have you gotten a chance to truly talk about it? All the ways you were wronged? You never really got a chance to let the weight off your shoulders before, have you?
*Rolls my eyes*
You all know. My best days had weight on me. Once the last bit of good dies, that pain will be all that's left. I hope so.
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And what did you ever get a chance to do to remedy it? The wounds it caused, were left opened. Never dressed. Allowed to fester.
I want to earn each bit of it. Kill all good in me. Make it who I am, in and out.
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