Friedrich strolled quickly through the broken streets, wreckage still scattered about from the war. Even now, rubble littered the city, evidence of once-magnificent buildings demolished to nothing. The man wore the only suit he owned, having just left the hospital. Not bothering to slow down, he lifted his arm, looking down at the trench watch clinging to his wrist. Besides the photo in his wallet, this watch was the only thing that Friedrich had left of his father. He sighed when he saw the time, realizing it was getting late. He hurried down the street. He held a leather folio in his other arm.
Even in the city, the streets were dark. A lot of the streetlamps had been destroyed during the war and never replaced. Friedrich hurried as fast as he felt comfortable in the dark, not wanting to trip on rubble or garbage. He continued on, weaving through the ruined streets. It seemed like ages before he finally reached his destination: St. Mary's Church, or rather, the remains of the church. One of the many air raids had claimed this holy building, like many around the city. Friedrich promptly stopped, the sight of the dilapidated building hitting him like a punch to the gut. Of course, this hadn't been the first time that he'd visited his childhood church since the war ended, since it was destroyed. But it always felt like the first time. The top of the spire was gone, debris still scattered on the ground around it. One could easily see inside most of the windows, most of the glass having shattered long ago. Friedrich took a deep breath to steady himself. Then, he tore his eyes away from the ruined church and looked around. The street was deserted as usual. He sped through the hole in the stone wall, disappearing into the dark of the entrance hall.
The darkness was thick, forcing Friedrich to stop while his eyes adjusted. The man clung to his folio, instantly being transported back to memories of walking through this very entrance hall with his parents. How many Sundays had they spent here in his childhood? Too many to count. Back then, the church was brightly lit; his favorite stained glass window, depicting Mary holding her precious baby, allowed so much sun into the hall. Unfortunately, that was decades ago now. During the day, sun still shone through the room, but no longer through a beautiful stained glass window. That window had shattered. Instead, light shone through the holes in the building. No more would Friedrich be able to look on the glory of a mother's love stained in glass. His heart ached at that thought, remembering the last words his mother had said to him: "May God watch over you and keep you safe, Friedrich. And remember, you are never alone; my love is always with you." He wished he hadn't gone off to fight in the war. It wasn't a choice, but how he wished he'd stayed home with his parents, or even run away with them. Now, he was alone.
His eyes quickly adjusted to the dark of the entrance hall. Looking over his shoulder to verify that no one had followed him inside, the man moved further into the debilitated building. He immediately made his way over to a mostly intact statue of the Virgin Mary. Friedrich knelt down beside it, reaching around through the space between the statue and the wall. He pulled out a chunk of stone, setting it down on the ground. Then, he reached back inside, pulling out a variety of items: a small bag of coffee beans, a couple tins of spam, and six cigarettes. He put these on the ground beside him before opening his folio. A small vial of morphine was put into the hidden spot behind the statue. Then, five of the cigarettes were carefully placed inside the folio.
As soon as the trade was done, Friedrich left the ruins of his childhood church. He used a match to light one of the cigarettes, taking a long drag before weaving through the streets once more. His shift at the hospital was done, so the only thing left to do now was head home. Where was home for this young German after the war? A cramped apartment with three other veterans, Heinrich, Klaus, and Otto. They'd be ecstatic about having some coffee for the morning. The young man smiled to himself as he proceeded.
"Friedrich!" A sharp, haunting whisper rent through the air. The shock of it almost forced him to drop his lit cigarette. The man swore, burning himself as he struggled to keep the smoke in his hand. Then, he swiftly glanced around. No sign of life, besides his own, lingered in the immediate area. Friedrich had sworn that he'd heard his name whispered, but it didn't seem as if anyone was around. He paused, holding his breath, listening. Nothing. Carefully, he wandered over to the street corner nearby, peering around it, wondering if someone was three. But to his simultaneous relief and disappointment, the road was empty. A forced, awkward chuckle escaped his throat before the man stepped out from around the corner. "You're losing it," he muttered to himself. Then, he took another drag from his cigarette and continued on.