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Dear People: Please stop 'hating' a day where people try love with each other, however corporate the reason. Remember instead that there are people out there trying to love you, too, and let them.
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10 yrs ago
Gone from 6/19 to 6/27.
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Ah, Buddhism. Dramatically worded for his and her pleasure.
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Grave digger, grave digger, let me be the one that got away.
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My children, raise your proud and terrible heads. I will find you a better world, where man is a cautionary tale and angels fear to tread.
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-Seven hours, 18 minutes-38 minutes (20 minutes) After the Sacking-
-Main Prison Complex-


Arix meditated.

The kaminoan had been right--something Fi, he knew, though he couldn't have said they'd ever dealt much with one another. It was now more than ever that he needed to have himself together, to be collected and understand what needed to occur rather than forcing it, which was precisely what wasn't his strong suit. He had always been in possession of an understanding of motion, of action, the will of the Force in motion. Like all his people combat was at the heart of him, and it had taken him quite a long time to accept that this might not be a good thing. The constant pursuit of bettering oneself was admirable, but the predilection to violence, the willingness to accept it as a natural part and response to a situation... It had taken a true Master to teach him what a life of violence should be used for.

And she was dead.

It hit him like a brick--like that damn zabrak's foot--every time he thought about it, his breath pushed from his lungs and his eyes squeezing shut. It hurt, but he knew as well as anyone that picking at it wouldn't solve anything. She wouldn't have wanted it...so instead he tried to focus on being practical. Like so many others he allowed his senses to broaden, tried to find anything he could through the force and was obscured by the overwhelming presence of the Dark Side, like a weight or a veil. It was hard enough to find peace in the face of it to be meditation all on its own, to build a little place of serenity in the midst of such turbulence, and it helped. He needed to heal, he needed to be strengthen up. If he was to be of any use at all, he would need to be ready when the time came.

He tried not to think of it as an 'if'.

All of the serenity he'd managed to build for himself was lost when the door opened and the Sith marched in. It had been different when they had come for the others, somehow, but for whatever reason he knew this time he would not be so lucky, and berated himself for thinking of it that way. There was more that he could do than fight--he could stand for his allies, his companions in this. He'd have to get to know them when he got back.

He tried not to think of it as an 'if'.

Did she expect resistance? She certainly seemed to, based on the guards she brought with her. Was she disappointed that he was already walking towards her? Pleased? His ribs hurt less. Maybe the meditation had even done some good for him. He didn't look at the others and didn't speak--just walked to the Sith, raising his hands slowly.

Peace. Not hate. Now wasn't the time to get everyone shot trying to make himself feel better.

"Fine."
@Fallenreaper Still about, just got a bit busy. Rtron and I are even gonna be working on a collab to throw up soon.

@Rtron Totes got your message, brah. Let's do this.
@Ellri I figured whoever hauled him in had just kinda left him on the floor, but I can always adjust to him waking up on a bed. No bother for me.
~| 21 minutes after prisoner arrival on the Kaggath |~
~| Aboard the Kaggath, Main Prison Complex |~


Breathing hurt.

He became aware, first and foremost, that he was breathing, followed immediately by the jagged drag with each one of them. Something punctured, he was sure--echani knew their bodies, knew how to listen and what to say, and Arix could tell immediately that something wasn't right in his chest. Would he, he wondered, have woken up without it to draw him back? Without that sharp catch-drag-pierce of pain every autonomic breath? Considering how much he hurt everywhere else, he wouldn't have doubted it.

But it was more than the hurt. It was that awful knowledge that he had failed, first and foremost, that set his teeth on edge. He'd fought, he'd killed, and ultimately he'd lost. Much as he wanted to believe it had only been from weakness, from exhaustion, it didn't change the fact that his cheek was against cold durasteel, his saber was missing--he'd lost it, what kind of Jedi lost his saber--and he'd failed. What could he have done? Who knew. Who cared. Obviously something else, the right thing, because this couldn't have been how it was supposed to end up. He could hear talking in the background, the gentle murmuring of scared voices, but he wasn't scared. Not really.

He was furious.

In his mind, she fell again. The whirling saber, the Sith rolling past her, the three of them it had taken to cut her down. The zabrak he'd dueled, who had punted him across the damn hallway and left him unconscious. His fists balled at his sides, his teeth clenched, and with a low, dull snarl he slammed his hands against the steel below in a vicious jerk that left them throbbing and left his chest feeling like it had been stabbed. He needed the vent, needed the moment and the flicker of pain to clear his head, and against that backdrop he was able to let it go and focus like she would have wanted to. Focus enough to ignore that jag of pain that she would never tell him that again as he sat up, face flickering impassively against the pain, and took in a ragged breath.

Good. Enough about step one. Now, two through ten.

Opening his eyes, he saw exactly what he expected to see--a smattering of scared padawan, rag-tag and roughed up. What did they see when they looked to him, he wondered? If he was concerned for his outburst, he didn't let it show--Focus, as his master would have said. Master yourself, master your surroundings, master your world.

"How many of us are there?" He managed to croak, coughing and wishing he hadn't before repeating it a bit more clearly. Whatever the iridonian had put into her kick had lingered--he could practically feel the treads on his ribcage. "How many of us made it? Is everyone alright?"

Stupid question, but if he was lucky they'd know what he meant. He wondered if they recognized him, that jerk from the saber training hall. Some of them looked familiar but he couldn't place them off the top of his head. Not while it was spinning like this.

Welcome, a snide little part of him smiled, to the rest of your life.
~| Day of the Sacking, sixteen minutes after the attack|~
~|Jayda and Arix|~


Arix didn’t weep.

His master had provided him the same platitudes about death as any other, and all of them didn’t address the fact that she was gone. Trampled by the callous Sith, rent open at side and back with the cauterized black lightsaber wounds that cut far too deep for anything resembling treatment, he did his best to...tidy her, he supposed. Get her hair from her face, close her eyes. If his hands shook during the process, the best that could be said was that he didn’t weep.

But he did feel the Sith that thought to take advantage of his weakness.

“Come to kill me, too?”

Pushing to his feet he summoned his saber to his hand from where it had rolled, snapping the crisp blue blade to life. He straightened his spine, ignored the weariness in his limbs and the burn in his eyes. His blade flicked up in the most vicious Makashi salute of his life.

Pain, anger and spite wafted off the youth before Jayda, her eyes studying the Echani as his hand snapped his lightsaber to life. His arm whipped to the side and back in front him, making a salute she had only seen a few times, showing his emotions on the surface too well. For a strange, surreal moment a memory flickered across her mind causing her heart to crack slightly. A destroyed room, ruins of her brother apartment, with his corpse severed in half at Sish’s feet. The dead eyes stared at her and seemed to blame her for being unable to save him, her pain filling her every fiber at the sight.

“Preferably not unless you give me little choice.” Jayda spoke in surprisingly unemotional voice, despite the storm raging within her. Guilt pounced at her core the moment her brother’s face cropped up in her focus, temporarily dissolving her stance as she trotted closer. Her hilt still within her grip but not activated yet. “The temple is in ruins and there’s no escape. So your options are limited: surrender or flee. Which is it?”

She never removed her eyes, her face blank to what her thoughts or state might be as she spoke. Even her body seemed relaxed. At least on the surface, but in reality, her muscles were ready to spring into action at the last second and if the Jedi was anything like she was, he wouldn’t hesitate to attack.

“I’m sorry, Master Sint.” He said quietly, taking a few steps forward, raising the blade of light in front of him to stare down it towards the zabrak, high guard. “I should be better than this.”

And he charged.

It wasn’t as sloppy as it should have been, for how tired he was and for the braid dangling down the neck of his neck. A Makashi attack is a difficult thing to master, the efficient wrist-flicking slashes and thrusts almost always a trap for younger swordsmen in the tradition, but Arix knew better. This emotionless Sith that stared him down was not expecting a retreat--he could see it in the tension within the depths of her stance, the slight touches that showed her unrest. Many others would have missed it, but to an echani it was as clear as day.

He didn’t care that she wasn’t at ease. It didn’t matter that she didn’t really want to fight him, because there was absolutely no way he was about to simply let another one of these animals walk on him.

The first swipe was a flick for her wrist, turning easily into a feint-to-thrust at her chest. If he could feel the ache in his leg with his lunge, his breath coming harder and the dull throbbing behind his eyes, well… he’d live.

Or not.

It was quick, circular motion made to disarm at first though Jayda naturally suspected there was more to the move than met the eye. Her thumb jerked and her saber hummed to life, bring her arm up. There was a harsh sound as her blade pulled into the path of the Jedi’s, blocking it with the minimal effort. It skimmed past and missed her wrist, running up to her chest’s left. The Jedi twisted his disarming attack into a stab at her chest causing her bring her blade about, her hand flickering it across her body and redirecting the movement.

Battle light embered in her eyes for a second, her body feeling the hum edge from her core and outward to her limbs. Her hearts pounded and lungs inhaled deeply as she increased her steady pace to counter the jab. Jayda’s right foot stepped to the side, bring her body to circle him. Her form III showed easily in her blocks to date though her mind was waiting for the perfect time to strike, namely to take him alive.

A strategy Arix was familiar with, he’d seen the passive-aggression of skilled Soresu practitioners often enough to know how to deal with it. It was, in many ways, why he had mastered Form II--its economy of action, of unshowy, effortless combination of offense and defense against a lightsaber and its focus on footwork allowed him both the time and the precision necessary to bait a Form III user into their own trap as often as not, and overwhelm them with swift strikes when it did not.

It was not going to work this time.

She was planning to wear him out but he was already worn. She would wait for him to make a mistake and then capitalize on it, but it was clear enough from the tension in her legs, the crouched power she maintained despite the calm required by the form that she had done this before and would do it again, and that she was intending to capitalize on his first mistake rather than his third or fourth.

“You’re holding back.”

This, more than anything else, frustrated Arix. He was tired, he was beaten, his master lay dead and the temple he had dedicated himself to was in ruins, its enemies at its gates. He had lost, as his Master would have sharply explained, by his surrender to his darker emotions, and now this Sith beast thought him foolish enough to simply waste himself against her defense until she could have his head.

She circled and he circled back, continuing the footwork until their positions were reversed. He would lose, he had no doubt, unless he proved bold--and if he was going to die, he wasn’t going to do it like the mewling padawan she knew him to be.

“Don’t you dare hold back.” He finally snarled, lunging with another quick disengage to bait the obvious Soresu parry, the effortless motion that would be sufficiently automatic for the saber he tugged from his master’s belt and sent whirling for her back with a quick jerk of his off hand to hopefully come as somewhat of a shock. It was all he had left, the stop-thrust suitably final. Either his ploy would work… or he’d see his Master again soon.

Jayda’s eyebrow raised when she heard him speak, slightly surprised he noticed her restrain in the battle, but held her guard up. Her eyes caught his tired movements from his sloppy attempts to hide them, his patience unlike many Jedi was wearing thinly. She minded her footing, taking one step to the side then another as they continued their deadly dance. For a moment, a hard one, Jayda merely stared at the padawan, expecting him to become the predicted aggressor that many had in the past.

With a final snarl, he didn’t take long.

It was almost unnatural to see the unbridled fury within a Jedi. He, like many, didn’t understand why she held back. Not even Sish, the filthy murder, understood fully why she never let her emotion surface.

Again her blade flowed into place itself between her and the Jedi’s blade. However things happened differently this time. Instead of smacking it away, she locked with it and pinned it on the side nearest her.. Her body side stepped to his left then her free hand lashed out. Her sharp claws did a quick strike, enough to cause pain but to jerk out of the way should the lightsaber come whipping around. It was risk and unexpected, her hope it would’ve caught him off guard enough to gain an advantage. Each block and parry had brought her subtly closer and closer during the duel, lessening the gap separating them until he was within striking distance.

Her eyes caught the fingers in his free hand twitch. Instinctively, her head skirt over her shoulder. Jayda had little time to react and cover her back before the hilt popped her into the back. Pain erupted where it landed, causing her to growl as she whipped her blade about, severing the off saber in half when it went to clatter to the floor.

That he wasn’t surprised at her physicality did not, unfortunately, mean he was prepared to counter it. With his saber bound by hers it was all he could do to jerk his elbow up and guard his face, taking the brunt of her slashing claws across his bicep and forearm in thin, bright lashes of pain. His breath came hard and sweat beaded at his temples, but his ploy with the saber had worked. As she broke the lock to sever it---he took the opportunity to make a light cut to her stomach with a fillip of his wrist that turned into a stop-cut for her head, his knee hitting the ground and too much of him left open.

He should have had the strength to disengage. He should have played her game, capitalized on Form III’s predictable defense and used her tactics against her, but all that would do now would be to capitalize on his deficit. Trying to draw on the Force was greeted only with a throb behind his eyes, his head beginning to hang.

Perhaps, he thought dryly, bitterly, he should close his eyes. Would it be more in keep with the Code to resist unto death, or embrace it?

Jadya felt her claws wet with blood, even heard his teeth grit in pain, as his robes and flesh were subjected to her wicked claws. One thing about her race’s nails, they could be as strong and dangerous as their horns, making them ideal improvised weapons. At the moment she countered the saber’s back attack, her waist felt pain sear through her side. It erupted in fire when the blade skimmed her robes and burned into the scarred surface underneath, creating a graze.

She let out a scream but her body didn’t froze up, instead her free hand jerked up and flatten her palm at the lightsaber’s attack. The blade hit an energy barrier, stopping dead in its tracks when the Jedi crumbling to his knee. Not giving him another chance to counter with another slash at her head or risk a sudden burst of energy, Jayda’s foot jerked out and aimed at his chest. She poured her force through it as it made contact, aiming to send him back into far wall.

“You should’ve went peacefully, it would’ve been easier.” Jayda spoke, her tone dead and cold. They were likely the last words he would hear before passing out.

It was not the strike he expected but no less effective for it--the slam of her foot to his chest toppled him, sent him flying backwards across the sleek floor of the temple to impact the wall with a vicious crack. Something broke--he was unsure what--but as he fell to the floor he wondered idly where his saber had gone. Lost in the assault, of course, he could barely hold his teeth in after a kick like that, but still it had to be…

His head rang, he couldn’t breath, but even that punch of panicked adrenaline was fading into the cold dark of the floor. Absurdly, as her words rang in his ears, his final thought was still to his saber. No proper duelist would let himself be so disarmed.

Damn.
Imperial counterattack/roll call time.

Failure to respond to this post means that the character is dead. We will proceed with the plot on the basis of whose left after we winnow it out.


Here.
~| The Jedi Temple, Fourteen Minutes After Impact |~
~| Padawan Arix Vaas |~


It had all happened so fast.

Twenty minutes ago, Arix Vaas had been smiling. Almost laughing, really, his straining lips trying desperately to keep clamped and prevent yet another victory by his well-meaning Master. He was too serious, she was always saying, too focused--as their footsteps echoed across the cold, quiet floors of the temple, he had looked up to her long enough to watch her eyes widen in the glimpse of premonition that likely saved his life. She whirled, fast enough to catch her padawan by surprise and thrust her hands for his chest in the familiar motion he'd only seen sent his way during their training sessions--the impact was breathtaking, literally, and he barely had enough time to process what had happened before it seemed like the world around him exploded.

He hit the back wall before he could properly right himself, crashing hard enough against it to rebound to his knees. He felt numb, the old term 'shell-shocked' coming to mind. Oddly enough, his first thought came from that little wounded animal pride, a feeling of mild betrayal. She had attacked him! The force behind that push had been enough to throw him some ten full meters, rolling across the floor like some rag-doll. It was only after the ringing in his ears dissipated, the oxygen pumping back through his lungs in thick but measured gasps that it all began to filter through. There was such noise, such chaos, shouting, explosions, blasters, sabers, battle--

Battle.

Like so many others, Arix had thought the Jedi Temple on Coruscant something sacred. Tucked away at the center of the galaxy, behind layers and layers of planetary defenses, he had imagined like everyone else that the war was far from here. It was absurdly jarring to see rubble fly past the smooth-pillar geometric architecture of the Jedi, to watch blaster bolts and shouting Jedi falling back from the Atrium with lightsabers drawn skid down the smooth concrete floors. And the Sith--Sith?! Black cloaks, lightsabers, the sharp crackle of Force Lightning, in the middle of the temple! For a single moment he had the absurd desire to shout at them, to demand they desist, before everything changed.

They'd been walking towards the atrium when the assault came, and so Arix had been sent tumbling down a long hallway branching from what when the bulk of the assault hit. Not immediately in the line of fire, but as the Temple Defenders were over-run and the Sith branched out from the main room of their assault it was not long at all before they were racing past his impromptu hiding spot, appearing and disappearing quickly from sight only to be thrown bodily backwards by a familiar force.

Master Sint was a force to be reckoned with, a powerful practitioner of Form IV and strong in the Force herself. Though Arix personally disliked the showy acrobatics of the style, he could hardly say that she wasn't proving it effective as she held her ground against the Sith that came her way. He watched her slide across the slick floor and whirl to her feet, taking out a pair of black cloaks with a slash to the back that turned gracefully into a parry, her green saber clashing against a red one to throw the swing for her shoulder aside. She rolled for a stop-thrust to bore through his chest, drew the blade out with a whirl to Push the body back to the doors...

It was wonderful to watch her fight. To see what decisions she made, what options she chose. She was fearless, a woman of confidence who turned ease with herself into a moving force and assumed victory even in the face of overwhelming odds. Arix had known her through sparring, had learned her mind through meditations and their practice, but to see her on the actual field of battle, scrawling her self-statement across the Sith--

There was nothing poetic about the blow that felled her. He almost didn't see it, so out of place was it in the schema of her assault and defense--a lightsaber whirled past her, thrown from outside his range of vision while she was dueling another warrior, and that was that. It bit into her side mid-swing, freezing her in place, and as its owner rushed past to catch the errant weapon he spun and delivered strike to her back without even breaking stride. Her body slumped, already lifeless, and the Sith she had been dueling pushed it aside impatiently to rejoin the fight without ceremony.

Impossible.

It didn't make sense. None of it made any sense, he couldn't feel her anymore. She was there--right there!--a minute ago, and now she wasn't. There was no goodbye, no cry of pain or agony, no warning, just...

Gone.

Whatever sound had come from his lips--scream, roar, cry, whimper, he couldn't have said--was enough to attract attention, to draw eyes to his little hallway, and it was the oblivious press of the attack by the Sith that came at him that somehow tipped him over the edge. His Master had just died. Been cut down, before his eyes--here one moment, gone the next--and these warriors, these soldiers, these...monsters came to mind, unbidden, couldn't even understand that. Had the gall, the audacity, to walk over her corpse to try and kill him before he could even--

It was with instinct that he blocked the first strike, a sweeping blow meant to bully its way through his defenses and cut him down. He drew his curved grip with the Force and snapped it to hand, angled the blade away and watched the strike slide off it like rain from a roof. Carrying his saber with it and using his momentum to turn, a quick jerk and reverse of his hand position popped the blade up and across the Sith's shoulder, carving a line across it and pushing him back just enough that he was able to roll out of range of the padawan's thrust. Try as he might to remember his training, there was too much noise going on. A student of Form II, Arix considered himself a poised individual, a duelist--this was a battleground, this was chaos. Though the weapons were live, he had never really watched someone before and known, without a doubt, that they would kill him if they could. And if he wasn't scared, if he had steeled himself that this day would come, it didn't help a slight shake of his hand...

...which only worsened as it became clear he was losing.

He was good, there was no doubt about that--on par with most knights and better than some, for his age he was an impressive combatant, and the hallway was narrow enough that he could keep them in front of him, worry them off. But there were two of them, which was hardly ideal, and he was running out of space to push back on. Though he tried to keep himself calm, keep himself serene, focus on the flow of the Force and the dialogue between him, all he could hear was their screaming lust for battle, their hunger for the kill--there was no communication, no dialogue, just fury and what they considered a foregone conclusion. He felt for guidance but couldn't hear past the throbbing in his temples that became louder the closer he got to the wall, his own realization that if he couldn't turn this around he was going to die.

Like she died.

No, like she was killed.

By them.

He would never even get to say goodbye.

Though he'd always known he could, always known it was there if he needed it, Arix had always assumed that when the time came he would have mastered himself long before needing to rely on that niggling little trump card he remembered with such trepidation. It was not, his Master had been careful to explain, strength--it was weakness, the success of base instinct and emotion over rational thought and skill. It was a failing to call upon it, but against these Sith he was already failing, and it was that as much as anything else that stopped his retreat, that turned a carefully timed parry into a stop-cut that sliced at the wrist of one of the Sith. They had killed her, they were going to kill him, and they already assumed that he would lose. That he would just roll over and accept that.

Arix had never been very good at lying to himself, and so he had to admit it felt good, when his next attack raked a glowing line through the breastplate of one of their armor, to see the man's stance unsettle as he backed up from a slice he hadn't been able to see or predict. To capitalize on the advantage and spin, sword in close and along the back of his arm, upwards and into his guard and take the Sith at the leg with a blow finally strong enough to punch through his armor, upwards and across his stomach to topple him. It seared as it cut so there was no blood, only bright glowing plasteel and charred flesh. The other Sith was better, a more skilled opponent, but as Arix stepped over his fallen enemy he watched the stance change from one of offense to defense. As he started to rain blows down on him with vicious speed, the echani found himself snarling, picking up the pace, diving more and more into that well of anger that propelled his arm into a blur that left his opponent doing little but evading, no opportunity to block the deadly, scything sweeps of Arix' saber.

More than once his opponent tried to make for the main hall for reinforcements, but footwork was Arix' specialty and he corralled him with brutal precision. He didn't want him to get away, he wanted him to go away. Fighting not to die hadn't worked, so now he was fighting to kill--like his master, like his foes, confident that each step and flick of his wrist was another step towards the end of his enemy. He pressed, pushed him back to ground, and when it finally came the man fell it was as disappointingly swift as his master's had been--he hit the wall, leapt over Arix' head with a jump fueled by the Force, and was met with a well-timed slash to the spine that battered through the defense of his reverse-hand Shien grip and had him land hard in a heap on the temple floor. Alive but incapacitated, Arix' Rage ended with the Sith's life as his saber punched through the face plate of the mask, leaving the padawan with a sudden feeling of loss. He was alive... but she wasn't.

And nothing was changing that.

With the rush in the hallway died down as the forces moved further in, it was all the silver-haired echani could do to walk for what was left of his Master, bright blue saber shedding shadows on the men he had managed to dispatch. The sizzling wound to his shoulder, the score at the edge of his calf... he barely felt them, back to that awful shell-shock nothing he'd felt when she fell.
Oh no, I get it. We make racist jokes in my country all the time. As long as it's not malicious, most people just laugh it off. We're not so big on the whole political correctness thing as Americans are.

That said, "yellow ass" makes it sound more like you're talking to someone with jaundice. Seriously, nobody calls Asians yellow anymore


Blame it on most of my interaction with racism coming from the elderly. Western Washington is about as liberal and politically correct as it gets.
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