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Eyes fell upon the two pilots, in their corner tables, and briefly the Parlay quieted. Besca watched, tight-lipped and intent, but stayed where she was. Dahlia’s leg bounced anxiously, and like Quinn she hadn’t touched her meal, either—something that had not gone unnoticed by the Helburkans. Whether this was to be taken as a grievous offense, or a sign that their message was having its exact intended effect, was unclear.

Roaki seemed annoyed by the silence. She held her fork like a dagger, slammed it down onto the meat hard enough for the metal to screech and the table to shake. The Helburkan side quickly resumed their own meals, and though she shot murderous glances to the Runans who continued staring, she eventually returned to her food.

Hate this shit, hate waiting,” she grumbled, and having skewered the entire cut of boar through, she lifted it up and bit out a chunk. “Do it back home, too. Waste of fuckin’ time. Why the fuck do they want us to eat together? Look at you, you’re already scared shitless, so, what? Am I supposed to scare the shit back into you? Stupid.

She barely looked at Quinn then, gray eyes focused down on her plate. Her cut was rare, almost bright red, but she managed to chew through it like wax. Blood and juice dribbled down her chin, stained her shirt. She didn’t seem to care.

So why the fuck is Runa here? Didn’t you guys just get mulched?



Aerie Station was split for the first few days.

On one side, engineering, the analysts, even medical, were utterly ablaze with confusion and excitement. The nascent, eerie rumors that had begun to surround Quinn since her first connection began burgeoning into a local mythos. From her astounding phasing speed, to the inexplicable refusal of her Savior’s eye—and it’s eye only—to heal, to now her pulling a weapon that every last soul on board was intimately and frightfully familiar with.

Coincidence was a strange and unwelcome guest that most who worked in Savior programs refused to entertain. Theories abounded that could have found comfortable homes in movies and chip-novels, and Besca made a concerted effort to quash them, and, failing that, to keep them away from Quinn.

On the other side was Dahlia.

The girl’s immediate reaction to Quinn’s drawing was to race back to the dorms and violently hurl sake-saffron into the toilet. By the time Quinn was finished with her medical evaluation and made it back to the dorms, her sister had migrated from the bathroom to a door she’d managed to keep shut for nearly two weeks: Safie’s room. There, she barricaded herself in blankets that muffled her sobbing.

I can’t, she’d said in the moments she had the will to speak. “I can’t—it can’t be real. It can’t.

It was days before she was able to look Quinn in the eyes. She apologized profusely, promised it wasn’t her and that this didn’t change the way she felt about her. But there was an air of unease about her after that, and every time the unnamed Savior came up, Dahlia would wilt, her fingers would twitch, and she’d find the earliest excuse to leave the conversation.

Eventually, one night, Quinn cornered her gently and finally got a straight-forward answer from her.

Those things, they killed my friends, my dad. They destroyed my home,” she’d said, and every word seemed to break her further. “And now I don’t just have to watch them kill again—I have to want them to. I have to hope for it. And I do. Quinn, there isn’t anything in this world more important to me right now than you winning this—and I hate it.

There hadn’t been time for much else. Quinn had been running herself into the ground; eat, sim, sleep. Eat, sim, sleep. Her sessions drew crowds from every department onboard, but the one who followed her closest was Besca. If she had been shaken by the cannon’s presence, she didn’t show it. She showed nothing that week but fretful support. She prepped Quinn’s meals, regulated her sleep schedule, monitored her sims. There wasn’t enough time for the tech team to put together a reliable model of Blotklau for her to train against, but she seemed to spend most of her time familiarizing herself with her weapon anyway.

As for her opponent, the dossier Quinn received was barebones. There wasn’t even a picture.

Designation: Blotklau
Weapons: Twin Axes
Pilot: Roaki Tormont
Age: 15
Phasing Speed: N/A

Footage was scarce as well. Blotklau was an old and storied Savior in Helburke, but Roaki only had two duels to her name as its pilot. One had occurred three months ago, the same day she’d become a pilot, and the second was last week, where she had been paired with another Helburkan Savior against the Casobani pair of Enavant and Spectre. Her partner had been felled early, and yet, despite being outnumbered, Roaki had managed to kill both of her opponents. Enavant rarely fought duels, but Spectre had a rather impressive record.

Most of the crew who watched that duel found their appetites withered. Blotklau didn’t fight like a person. She didn’t fight like a Modir. She fought like an animal. Sprinting, pouncing, howling; she ripped and tore and when her axes were buried too deeply in the other Saviors’ flesh she bit and ripped and spit hunks of ichor-drenched flesh and modium.

In both duels her opponents had been utterly mulched. All that remained were the heads—the sole sign that she obeyed some law of humanity. Killing pilots was the standard in duels, but destroying Saviors? It wasn’t forbidden, but it was heavily discouraged, and often led to compensation that outweighed whatever victory had been achieved in the first place.

The fog of focus surrounding Quinn’s mind was thick, but when she looked at that footage, when she thought about facing Blotklau, there were spikes. A seething. A hunger. They never sank deep, but they never stopped, either.

Too soon, Quinn’s week was over.




They never saw whatever stretch of land had prompted the duel. Aerie Station hovered over Casoban, and its elevator took Quinn, her Savior, and a retinue of crew and soldiers down wide, reaching plain of hills, halved by a jagged spine of mountains. On the very outskirts, behind a topographical bulwark, was the Parlay: a building nestled between the two camps, within which both parties were expected to meet to discuss terms and observe the duels together. Most often, it was used as a means for the pilots to interact before the battle began.

They arrived with a day to spare, and by the time they had set up their own camp is was afternoon. Helburke’s own station was gone, off to monitor its homeland until the business was done. Its camp was small, and comprised of only a few squat, utilitarian shacks, while RISC set up its array of stations under the umbrella of a single, sectioned pavilion supplied by Casoban.

Behind Helburke’s camp, Blotklau stood. Dark, gangly, menacing. They had positioned it to stare directly at the Runans, head tilted, jaw slacked hungrily. Its body still glistened with ichor.

Only a handful of Casobani remained. Toussaint was among them—a short, balding man perhaps ten years Besca’s senior. He wore a monocle over one eye, the other was cybernetic in a much more pronounced way than Dahlia’s.

Besca met him at the door to their camp, and it took every fiber of her being not to grab him by his collar and slam her forehead into his nose. He started to speak, and she looked him sharply.

Shut the fuck up, she said, after making sure Quinn wasn’t close enough to hear her swear. “Just shut the fuck up.

Dahlia rode down with Quinn, and though she didn’t look up at the unnamed Savior, she had softened more. She stood close to her, held her hand tightly when Blotklau came into view. She whispered, “It’s going to be okay,” and didn’t know if it was meant for Quinn or herself.

Inside the pavilion, Besca was waiting for them. “Get settled in best you can. Helburke’s invited us to dinner in the Parlay. Tradition. Just the duelists and the brass, and you, Deelie, if you want. We should go, I think. Chance to gather any last-minute information.

It didn’t seem like there was much of an option.

As noon waned into evening, the small group of RISC’s command departed for the Parlay. Music carried on the sunset sky, low and foreboding. Thick strings and heavy drums. It came from the Helburkan camp.

“What is that?” someone asked.

Besca’s lips pursed, but Dahlia answered.

It’s a funeral dirge,” she said, cold memory in her eyes. “They play it at every duel. It’s for us.

The Parlay was low and round, and had only one entrance on either side, guarded by their respective soldiers. Inside, the massive room was split right down the middle by a pane of glass, and on either end were a mirrored arrangement of tables. Some were distant, others were pressed right up to the divide. There were slots on the far walls, each with a door on either side through which things could be passed only if both were open.

On Helburke’s side, there were already people there. A dozen or so, all dressed in sharp, militaristic uniforms of toughened leather and dark cloth. On their shoulders were patches bearing the insignia of House Tormont—a wolf in a woodprint style, biting the end of its own tail like a lupine ouroboros—save for the most prominent figure.

He was a man nearing middle years, with a face made of hard lines and deep shadows. His eyes rested in pits beneath a stern brow, and he seemed to have the measure of every last one of the Runans before they’d taken three steps inside. He wore the same dark, militaristic uniform, only without the patch. In its place was the Helburkan flag—a star rising from the belly of a mountain.

This man Quinn would know from her debriefing as Karle Donner, one of the Crown’s officials. For Helburke, while the decision to demand a duel was often left at the discretion the Great Houses, international diplomacy necessitated royal representation. The House could have or lose its honor, but nothing happened beyond the eyes and ears of the Crown. When it came to negotiations, the lords could make their suggestions, could write their terms—but it was Karle Donner who did the talking.

“Commander Darroh,” he said. Though the glass could likely have taken the brunt of an explosion without issue, it didn’t stifle is voice in the slightest. They might as well have been talking outside. “It’s been some time.”

Not long enough, Herr Donner,” she said, and with a nod her group dispersed to the tables. “Don’t suppose you asked us here to break bread and talk peace?

Herr Donner didn’t seem capable of smiling, but his lips twitched as if they meant to try. “Peace is an illusion, commander. We asked you here for Henkersmahl, as honor compels. You are free to eat, and you are free to speak—but this is a night for acceptance.”

She huffed, glad she hadn’t ruined her palette with a smoke. “You know, all the doom and gloom of someone serving you a ‘last meal’ sorta wears off once you’ve had two or three.

“For you,” he said, and his stony gaze flicked to Quinn. “Perhaps your new duelist will feel differently.”

Besca scowled. They walked away from the glass, and the door on Helburke’s side opened up. A handful of soldiers entered carrying a pair of massive trays, which they laid down upon a table and uncovered. Steam flooded the air, and the smell of cooked meat permeated both sides of the Parlay. Roasted boar browned and glistening with honey glaze, laid upon a bed of vinegared greens and thickly sliced potatoes.

They began to carve servings off onto plates, which went one at a time to the Helburkan side, and then to the Runan’s through the slots. There was a time Besca would have refused, or had the food tested for poisons, but over time she’d come to understand Helburkan traditions. The truth was, there wasn’t a single place on Illun they were less likely to die than at a Henkersmahl before a duel. Sabotage was dishonorable, and weak, and as such had no place here. The meal was a blunt message free of nuance—‘we’ll send you to your maker with a full stomach.’

As the last of the plates were sent out, and Quinn settled at a table by the glass, Helburke’s door opened again. This time only one figure entered.

She was a silhouette in the light, slight and short, and moving slowly, almost limping. The door shut behind her, revealed her to be a girl who couldn’t have been Quinn’s age. She looked odd, eerie. Her skin was blanch-white, as if all the color had been bled out of her, and the same was true of her hair, which fell wild and messy down to the small of her back. Even her eyes were a soft, dun silver. The left side of her face bore erratic gray marring, almost like burn-scars, but inexplicably different.

She was dressed plainly; a dark shirt with short sleeves, a jacket tied ‘round her waist that trailed to her ankles. The bottom layer of a pilot’s suit stuck up from her collar, worn underneath as if to be ready at a moment’s notice.

Her left arm was gone below the shoulder. Her left leg was missing at the knee, where a roughshod, wooden prosthetic kept her upright.

No one seemed to notice her, or those who did, didn’t seem to care. Nor did she. Her eyes found Quinn instantly, and Quinn’s eye hers.

Taking a plate, she walked unevenly, unused to the wooden leg, and sat down at the table directly across from Quinn’s at the divide. She made no move to eat, only stared hard at her, like it was her the Helburkans had cooked and served as a last meal.

A sneer split her lips, flashing too-sharp teeth.

So,” said Roaki Tormont. “I guess you're next.
The cockpit was cold, and dark, even with the skullport open. As the elevator brought the unnamed Savior down from Aerie Station, Quinn could only sit and feel the odd, artificial gravity keeping her steady. The vents on the suit’s collar warmed her face, but an eager chill raked its fingers down her scalp.

Dahlia stood in the narrow opening. She wasn’t suited up—Dragon was still docked in the hangar—but she’d thrown on a few layers of shirts and coats, and had a scarf around her neck. She still shivered even without being inside, but made no complaints.

It’ll happen,” she said. Her words were visible in the frosted air. “You’ll get it, it takes a little focus at first but you’ll get it. You just gotta reach out, physically and, y’know, mentally, too. Don’t think too hard about what you want it to be, don’t worry about not knowing what to do with it—it’s all natural. It comes to you, from the Saviors. They know what to do with these things, so, so do you, if that makes sense.

She looked down below, to the horde of engineers scurrying around the Savior’s feet. Most were running last-minute diagnostics as the elevator closed the last distance to the earth. Some, she saw, were snapping pictures up at them—or more likely, at its face.

Its eye still hadn’t grown back. A month had passed, and the Savior’s socket was empty—covered now by a metal plate. Dahlia had never seen anything like it before, which wasn’t too surprising, because evidently no one had. All wounds dealt to a Modir short of destroying the brain would heal, without fail, in every single case.

Except for this one.

She tried not to think about it. It wasn’t her area of expertise anyway, and whether the thing had one eye or four or twenty didn’t matter to her. Quinn mattered, and Quinn seemed to do just fine with it as it was.

Alright, touching down,” Besca’s voice said over the comms. Sure enough the strange gravity waned, and with a slight shake the elevator came to a stop. “Slot in whenever you’re ready.

Gonna be right here on the lift watching the whole time,” Dahlia said. She scooted in enough to give Quinn a hug she’d likely barely feel through the layers, and then climbed back onto the lift outside. “Good luck, sis.

As she descended, the view behind the open cockpit opened up. They’d come to a vast expanse of flat, dry earth, and miles in the distance the lip of a crater creased the horizon. The bed of a long-gone lake, perhaps—plenty of space regardless.

Soon enough the door shut, and she was enshrouded.

The eager chill returned. It told her she was ready.
Where there was an air of indignant anger, there was suddenly distinct feeling of satisfaction, and pride. The chill receded, she was content to listen. So was Besca, evidently, and Dahlia if the speed of her return was anything to go by. They both seemed utterly baffled, looking at her as though she’d torn off her face to reveal some stranger beneath. A glance passed between them, not of malice, but confusion—then, acquiescence.

Uhm…” Besca stuttered, averting her eye the moment Quinn’s turned to her. “A week. It would have been longer, these were originally doubles-duels; Casoban set the terms to bench Yule though, so now Helburke is using that to bench Dragon. Now it's a one-on-one.

She paused, hesitating to ask if Quinn was certain about this. Then she felt guilty. An outburst of bravery, warranted or not, wasn’t going to squash her worry for the girl’s safety.

That’s not enough time, Quinn. I don’t see how it could be. If we dropped you down today to draw out your weapon you’d still only have a handful of days to practice with it—and most of that would be in sims, anyway.” She mustered up a bit of her own courage and looked her dead-on. “I meant what I said; I’ll figure something out. We could get you sick, maybe. We could…I don’t know, we could tell’em you fell into a coma or something, get Follen to put you down for a couple days ‘til Casoban forfeits.

Dahlia joined her, putting a hand on Quinn’s shoulder. “She’s right we can…” she began, but nothing came to her, so she just shook her head. “You don’t have to do this. I…we don’t want you to have to do this.
For a moment Quinn might have thought she went deaf. Besca and Dahlia were talking—their lips were moving—but there was only silence and a tinny ringing in the back of her mind. It was like she’d just disconnected; a brief flash of vertigo, the dark just at the edge of her vision, the lingering breaths between whispers she couldn’t hear, but she could feel.

Anger was offered, but it couldn’t match her own fear. In its absence was an inner chill, and the sound of distance hoofbeats to shatter the silence.

…renegotiate! We didn’t know the terms!” Dahlia’s voice was too quiet for how loudly she actually seemed to be speaking.

…Board did. Said her phasing speed…don’t know anything…” Besca was equally quiet, her words faded in and out. “…think Toussaint got played…deal with Eusero anyway…thin our numbers…

The ringing sharpened, not fair. Throwing us away. Supposed to be safe. No. No.

No!” Dahlia snapped, and suddenly the world became clear and steady again. “I don’t care! I’ll go down with her and I won’t leave. They can agree to change the terms or they can concede.

Besca was still deflated, slumped over in the seat with her head in her hands. “Helburke won’t concede, and the Board would rather…they won’t change their minds, either. It’s House Tormont. You go down there and you’re liable to have three or four other Houses joining them.

They can send as many as they want,” Dahlia hissed. “I’ll burn them all. I don’t care.

Well I care, Deelie! I care! We are not breaking the Illun Accord for Casoban! Helburke will sink the whole country overnight, after they’ve mulched both of you anyway!

Dahlia balked. “You cannot actually be considering this.

I’m…” Besca muttered. “I don’t know what else to do! If we refuse, this turns into another Westwel—then what?

Then we figure something out!

That...that's not how it works.

Quinn is our family,” Dahlia said sharply. “You might not care if we lose any more of it, but I do.

Besca shot up, eye wide and angry. Dahlia withered, briefly, but she kept her lips stiff and didn’t back down.

Get out,” Besca said through gritted teeth. “Dahlia, get out. Now.

Dahlia frowned, but she seemed far more angry than sad. She looked to Quinn, eyes gleaming with held-back tears. “Yes ma’am,” she said, and left.

It was only two of them, then. For a moment it looked like Besca would run after her—she seemed to regret herself the instant Dahlia turned her back—but instead she sat back down. She looked older, suddenly, and tired. She felt both, immensely.

I’m sorry, Quinn…” her voice was thin and shaky. “I’m sorry. She’s right. She’s right, I—I can’t let this happen. I have to think of…something. Something. I can’t let you go. It’s not fair, you’re not ready. I won’t lose you.
The war room was relatively small, an offshoot of the bridge proper, but it was very busy—not with people per se, but machinery, screens, and a general air of unease. These upper floors were much different from the rest of the Aerie; there was no effort here to make things seem organic, or comfortable, or really even habitable. It was sterile in a different way than the medical ward, not to be clean, but rather, to be primed.

At the center was a round table whose surface was a screen, upon which were dozens upon dozens of smaller windows. Two or three other people sat on the far side, busy, blind and deaf to everything else. Besca and Dahlia were stood at the side closer to the entrance. They both turned to Quinn when she entered.

Besca had her phone up to her ear, and conveyed her odd mixture of worry and ‘I’m happy to see you’ through a brief smile. Dahlia hurried over to Quinn, hugged her quick.

There’s a problem with Casoban,” she said. She looked a bit distressed, like she didn’t have time to word what she was saying any more delicately. “Something about a dispute over trade routes with Helburke. Apparently it’s a really big deal for them. They’re dueling over it.

Besca gripped one of the chairs and dragged it like she meant to throw it, only stopping herself at the last moment. “How did you agree to this!” she shouted. “How am I hearing about it after the press! I’m your f—I’m your commander!

Dahlia winced. “She’s talking to the Board…ah…Casoban is losing pretty badly. They were going to accept an offer of aid from Eusero, but Toussaint intervened. It would have dissolved our partnership. He talked to our Board, got them to agree to let us step in as their proxy. But, uhm—I think…I think something’s wrong.

There was a sharp CRACK as Besca’s phone impacted the far wall. Her hands went to her face, pressed hard, then she all but collapsed leaning against the table. “Everyone with a college degree get out. Now.

She didn’t have to say it twice. In moments the scant crew had cleared the room, and it was just the three of them left. Dahlia hurried over to her, taking her by the shoulders and coaxing her down into a chair. Besca’s hands shook, she brought them back to her face and rubbed hard at her eye.

Quinn…” she breathed, voice quavering. “Quinn I’m so sorry…
Follen watched her intently, still as a salamander in the sun. It happened quickly—Quinn may not have even noticed—but when she began to elaborate, when she told him about what the voice did, how it probed at her emotions, tried to slot new ones in their place, his pen moved at the mention of a single word: She.

He nodded appreciatively when she mentioned she’d been sleeping well.

Well, we could have you spend the night here, in the ward, to do a sleep study. It’s not a painful or invasive procedure, but it’s also terribly boring, and frankly I dislike the idea of dragging you out of the dorms to sleep in these crinkly old beds now that you seem to be adjusting so well to your own.

He scribbled something down onto the topmost page of the file, and thought over a long Hmm before he went on.

So,” he finally said. “Here’s what I’d like us to try instead. For the next few days, or until our next session, I’d like it if you could write down your dreams for me. You can use as much or as little detail as you’d like, but try to get down what the voice tells you, if you can remember it. If it’s talking with you, and you feel safe, perhaps you could try talking to it. You say you feel as if it’s studying you—I find nothing inherently dangerous about curiosity. If it asks you a question, see what it does if you give it an answer—truthful or not.

There was a sudden buzzing. Follen blinked, glancing around and patting his own pockets, until they both realized it was coming from her phone.

It was a message, from Besca.

-come to the war room quick. important. deelie already on the way.-
Mhm. Mhmm,” Follen muttered as she spoke. He did that often, nodding along, humming affirmative now and then, not obtrusively, but enough that she could tell he was engaged, listening. Sometimes he didn’t make any noise at all though, just conveyed his attention in his eyes, hardly affording himself a blink as though he might somehow miss something in that split moment.

When she brought up the voice, he was silent as the void outside the station.

It had clearly been of particular interest to him—and, he insisted, it ought to be to her as well. At first he had tried to be reassuring, telling her that connecting to a Modir, ‘taunting the circuit’, could lead to some strange side effects. It was not the first instance he’d seen of a pilot hearing voices and feeling alien thoughts even after they’d left the cockpit.

But when she mentioned that voice had been with her in Hovvi, his explanations fell flat. Normally that might have been cause for alarm, but the sheer enthusiasm with which Follen approached that information, the way he made it seem like she had nothing to fear—it was almost like she did have nothing to fear.

As she described the voice following her into her dreams—her hesitation poignant enough that even she could tell he’d noticed—Follen’s pen halted, and he gave her his complete, undivided attention.

And what is it saying to you in your dreams?” he asked. “You used the word ‘escape’. Do you feel as though it’s chasing you? Threating you? Does it seem to want something from you?
Follen’s office was just as she remembered: safe, comfortable, small but in a way that didn’t feel constrictive. In fact it was deceptively open. There were half-drawn blinds on the back wall, behind which a long, tall screen simulated daylight. He had the window partially ‘cracked,’ and from small speakers there was faint and arhythmic birdsong in the imaginary distance. Warm arm flowed in from the vents. Stepping in felt like donning a morning blanket.

Doctor Follen looked up from his work, smiled just as warmly as the artificial sun behind him. “Ah, Quinn, what a pleasant surprise! I had a feeling you’d be by today, came to me while I was putting syrup on my waffles this morning. Come! Come, sit! We’ll get started.

He pulled a drawer open on his side of the desk, thumbed through a row of files and produced hers. It was already a finger thick, but Follen had assured her that it was because he found her so fascinating. And he did seem intrigued every time. Everything she told him, from her grief to her worries, to the stranger things, he never seemed judgmental, and he never treated her like she’d made a mistake.

These are great, tangled knots, he had told her. Your complexity is not a curse, it is a gift, marvelous and beautiful. Never feel sorry for feeling, Quinnlash.

Flipping the file open, he pulled a pen tucked behind his ear and clicked it.

So,” he said. “First of all—tell me how you’ve been this week. How have you been sleeping? Eating? I’ve been monitoring the records from your piloting sessions—I’m very impressed. How have you felt these past couple times in the cockpit?
The waiter came back with their drinks while Quinn talked. Dahlia listened, clinking the ice around absently in her glass. She thought about Dragon, and how strange it had been to draw her out own weapon the first time.

Yeah, I feel ya. I mean, we connect our brains with the Saviors, but the weapons are supposed to be us, right? So it feels like a big deal. Don’t worry tho’, I’m sure whatever you end up pulling out will be super cool!

Quinn mentioned Follen next, and Dahlia couldn’t help but feel a slight unease. She’d always enjoyed the doctor’s company, and he’d never been anything less than nice to her as long as she’d been at RISC. She trusted him with her medical care, her psychological care, and so far he’d never given her a reason not to. But when she’d heard that he’d been the one to sign Quinn on as a pilot—to perform the surgery before she was even awake no less—it…didn’t settle right with her.

She’d never given much credence to the things Besca said about him, and over time the vicious warnings dried up. Until a month ago though, she wouldn’t have thought him capable of entering a room without permission. Now she wasn’t so sure.

Then again, her own evaluation had gone perfectly fine. She was probably just overthinking it; he’d say she was searching for answers to statements, not questions.

Sounds good to me!” she said. “I’ll run a sim or two while you’re off, then I’ll meet you back at the gym.

The food came soon after, and Dahlia felt her hunger’s dying roar as the waiter set their plates down. Sweet, floral smells, the fishy twinge of Quinn’s salmon. Hot soup on the side. Yes, Dahlia thought. Quinn makes very, very good choices.
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