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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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"Horn, actually. Tzirret made this a while ago," Tzirret blurted out. His ears twitched and already, his mind burned; that wasn't what she had asked. That doesn't help anything! "It's...the reason is..." At least five different points tried to leap out of Tzirret's words at once. Rather than panic, Tzirret took a quick breath, relaxed his tightened brow, and decided to start from the beginning. "It is a long story."

Nervously, Tzirret looked away and rubbed the back of his neck with his free hand. He started off speaking through nervous bared teeth. "Look...you know when Ma'tanza said that Tzirret was not as nervous as he said he was? Well, back in Bruma, and up until a short time before he met Ma'tanza, Tzirret was...much worse." Tzirret slowed down and lowered his hand from his neck. He gave Ma'tanza a glance and a light frown, but did not keep eye contact. "After being turned, he was afraid of almost everything. His beast spirit, Hircine, talking to people, undead from under the clan home, everything. He was even afraid of carving things like this, because carving anything reminded him of when he was turned." Tzirret shuffled one foot lightly on the ground. "That only really began to change when he set out for Elsweyr with the champion's pack. There were many times where Tzirret had to face terror, so he learned much on his own, but Gallus and La'khay also helped him with other things."

Tzirret's gaze went to the pendant. It was easier to speak now that he had a direction to go in, but he still felt like his knees could give out at any moment. He spoke solemnly and carefully, "This pendant is carved from a horn of the minotaur Tzirret killed. It was the one time in his life where he rose above his fear. This one had wanted to give it to La'khay because she helped him so much with his confidence, but when he tried, she told him that she didn't deserve it. She...um..." Tzirret was not bothered by skipping the details of La'khay's involvement. He was more worried about the fact that his explanation was reaching its purpose, so he hesitated.

Tzirret looked into Ma'tanza's eyes as he breathed in and brought his other hand up to hers. "She made him promise to give this to someone who deserved it. Someone kind and...ehm..." Tzirret tripped over his words and took another shaky breath. "S-someone that he loves."

It had all flowed out like water, leaving Tzirret's mouth suddenly dry. He let the words linger for but a second before he looked at the pendant again. He spoke with a tone caught between relief and defeat, his ears half perked, "He would like to fulfill his promise."

With that, Tzirret closed Ma'tanza's hand over the pendant.

Now that he was done, Tzirret closed his eyes and braced his emotions for Ma'tanza to respond. He could have gushed about why he loved her. He could have gone into more detail about how much the pendant meant to him. However, he felt that he had said all that was needed. As well, he had managed to do it without bursting into tears.



Sabine nodded again, before looking back at the tree. The thought of making the biggest storm spell that she could actually brought an excited smile to her face.

The cold mist gently flowing from Sabine's hands began to thicken as she lowered herself. Her hands hovered over one another near to her torso as the magicka flowed into a small, concentrated ball of whirling white condensation. Frost actually began to cover Sabine's hands and wrists as the cold spread, but she didn't seem bothered. More and more power flowed into the spell up until Sabine had no magicka left at all.

As if tossing a heavy stone with all her might, Sabine shouted through grit teeth as she projected the frost storm in front of herself. The ball she had made expanded into a huge sphere as it moved forward, spinning with freezing wind like a window into a blizzard. It was at least two metres in diameter, making it difficult to escape, but it moved much slower than Sabine's ice spikes. Still, its devastating effect was immediately apparent as all the ground that the sphere 'rolled' over was coated with thick, stiff frost and a dusting of snow. Everything its path that could freeze did so in an instant, even the water in the air.

The sphere appeared to pass through the tree, but more accurately the tree was parting it. There was even a creak as the water in the wood expanded suddenly. An entire section of the trunk was covered in white ice. The water from the partially melted ice spikes had flash-frozen into slick rivulets. The storm travelled a short way further into the woods before dissipating, leaving the rapidly melting path of snow and frost as the only evidence of its passing.

Sabine shook the frost off her hands and blew onto them with her mouth wide open to warm them up. "I have never made one that big before. I never tried." Sabine seemed happy with herself, but then again, she would never cast a spell in combat that would drain all of her magicka at once.
I have to head off to work now. I have something to do beforehand and my next post might be a long one, so no guarantees for a bonus one before my shift starts. We'll see.
"It will not take long to find," Tzirret assured, returning Ma'tanza's smile with a small one of his own for a moment. He stood up and set off on a jog back towards camp. Being nearby the river meant that it was not a great distance to travel, but the extra time made Tzirret's thoughts run into unhelpful worrying. What if trying this now would be awkward? What if Ma'tanza refused? What if she thought the pendant was ugly or tried to ask more details about himself and La'khay? He just kept jogging to try and keep the thoughts at bay. This had to happen today, now or never.

Tzirret returned to where he had deposited his belongings, in the spot beside the tents set up by Ma'tanza's family. If there was anyone he knew that he passed by, he gave them a wave, but did not linger. He rifled through the pouches and belts until he pulled out the pendant, looking over its perfect crescent. What if she is interested in someone else? Tzirret clutched the pendant in his palm and began jogging back. What if he accidentally says something offensive? He quickened his pace.

The stupid questions that whirled around Tzirret's mind left him incredibly nervous by the time he spotted Ma'tanza in the river again. It was just like the time when he had tried to approach her and her friends at the very beginning. This time, however, it was for different intentions entirely. He took one step and almost overbalanced, noticing his legs becoming uncoordinated and his heart racing. He was breathing through his mouth and looking like a terrified wreck as he walked up, pace by pace, with the pendant in both hands against his chest. The leather strap hung loosely, giving the only clue to any onlooker as to what it was.

"Um, Ma'tanza!" Tzirret called out. He was amazed that he didn't stammer. The questions were gone now, replaced by the same thrill one gets when they have already jumped off a cliff and knows that there is no returning. He kept walking until she closed the distance approaching him as well. In that moment, he looked at her nervously for a couple of seconds, took a deep breath, reached out to grab her hand, and placed the pendant onto her palm. The detailed cat on the crescent moon was napping just as happily in Ma'tanza's palm when Tzirret took one of his hands away. Tzirret had kept the bone jewellery clean this entire time, and even touched up a few spots to perfect it.

Tzirret had spent weeks trying to think of the right way to speak about the gift, rather than stumbling around in the chapel with his first attempt, but he had forgotten all of them. The moment to try and gather something to say at least gave Ma'tanza a moment to speak herself.



Sabine nodded to Meesei's instruction. It seemed that she would have to practice aiming, just as if she was learning archery. "I will try," she said, staring town the target Meesei had marked.

Now that there was a still target to shoot, Sabine lowered herself into her combat stance, but took her time aiming. The cracks of her ice spikes being conjured became more intermittent as she lined up her shots. At first, her spikes glanced off the side of the tree or lodged themselves with poor grouping. Many simply shattered or bounced off rather than sticking in the bark, making it difficult to record progress. It took a few more minutes of mimicking and refining the technique that Meesei used before her grouping was becoming more consistent.

"It is better, but this technique is awkward," Sabine commented. "I feel like I should practice this more."
Tzirret returned the grin. He remembered clearly how M'ibasa was frozen by Ma'tanza's paralysis magic. "No fair," Tzirret complained jokingly.

For a few seconds, Tzirret closed his mouth and just smiled at Ma'tanza. He was in the best mood in weeks. That seemed to sink in his chest, however, as he remembered his pendant. He wished that he had it with him. His smile faded and he turned his head to look at the sky, visibly crestfallen. He wondered whether Ma'tanza would ask about it and give him an excuse to speak about it, but La'khay's words came up to protest in him mind. He would have to initiate this.

"Ma'tanza," Tzirret started, speaking seriously and not looking at her, "Do you mind waiting here while Tzirret gets something from camp? He wants to give you something."



Sabine stepped back into a stance to use magic in combat, like she had been taught before. As she looked at Meesei with her ward up, she felt a twinge of worry, but she had practiced against Meesei's ward for long enough to trust her.

Sabine's hand raised with fingers curled as she concentrated magicka into freezing the air and conjuring ice, causing tendrils of steam to seep down from her palm. Then, lining up her target, Sabine threw one hand forward, causing a cracking sound as a white shard spun through the air from her hand, seemingly out of nowhere, heading straight for Meesei's ward.

The same scene was repeated a number of times from Sabine, but as Meesei moved around, it was an exercise in concentration to land the ice spikes in the right spots. Not many crashed into Meesei's ward; most flew wide or shattered against tree trunks. It was not quite the same as aiming with a sling, like she was most used to. Additionally, it was more difficult than flinging the lumbering, boulder-sized ice storms that she was fond of.

After roughly a minute, Sabine had improved in leading her target, but she was beginning to look a little frustrated. She was still missing plenty of times. As a result, she overcompensated her pace to fire more spikes at once. She swiftly ran out of magicka and had to stop. "Hold on," she said, sounding drained, but not out of breath, "I need a moment."
Tzirret bent his head back and laughed some more. "This one was trying to offer you more of it!" he said, before looking to her again. "Ma'tanza need not worry. Tzirret had enough to eat. Probably because he ate more slowly than usual. As for finding it, this one has just had practice here. He is more experienced hunting in the mountains."

Taking a moment, Tzirret laid one of his legs flat and brought his hands to lay over his chest. He smiled, but gave a curious look. "When we were wrestling, you mentioned something about fighting a wolf. Was this just a regular wolf, or did Ma'tanza wrestle with werewolves before?"



Despite Meesei trying to drop the subject, Sabine had the last word as they walked. "It was rougher than I liked. I do not think we will try it again."

As for the lesson itself, Sabine did not have to spend long thinking of an answer to Meesei. It was tempting to follow Meesei's footsteps in lighting, given what Meesei could do with it, but her experiences informed her otherwise. "Um...I think I like frost the best," she said, bringing her hand to her elbow and her other to her chin while she thought, "When we were ambushed by Vile's forces outside of Senchal, I used ice storm spells to slow them or kill them. I think it saved my life."
Ma'tanza's bite made Tzirret wince, but if anything, it just kept him from moving for fear of getting hurt. The discomfort made him open his eyes and be brought back to his senses. Ma'tanza had admitted defeat. Now that she was shifting back, Tzirret thought it appropriate to shuffle off her and roll to be seated next to her so he could shift back.

Tzirret shrank down into the form of a Khajiit again and brought his knees up a bit to lean his forehead on them. He was still catching his breath and waiting for his heart to slow down again, but he rolled his head to one side to look at Ma'tanza and pulled a wide grin. The relief of not panicking in his beast form brought a jerky sort of gallows laughter to his throat. "That was fun," he said as he settled down a bit. He let out an audible sigh through his laughter and laid back with his arms spread. Again, he turned his head, staring at Ma'tanza, but at her face this time. She looked lovely when she smiled. "This one was afraid that Ma'tanza would drown him," Tzirret said, still chuckling and grinning.



It was naive to think that Meesei would not notice Sabine's appearance and smell. Nevertheless, there had been a false hope held by Sabine that it wouldn't be brought up, right up until Meesei did just that. Sabine looked a little abashed, but as they were both moving through a crowd and would be at an isolated spot soon, Sabine decided to be honest.

"Well, Peiter and myself were curious what would happen if, um..." It sounded so ridiculous now that Sabine was talking about it with Meesei. Sabine wrung her fingers together and continued, "...if we tried mating in beast form." Sabine shot her eyes up to Meesei quickly to placate what the immediate thought probably would be, "We didn't hurt each other! Not really. We just..." Sabine lowered her voice, "We became excited. We might have lost control on one or two occasions." Sabine looked down and ahead again "We are both okay."
So it was that Tzirret's plans had to change again. The momentum of Ma'tanza's underwater tackle left Tzirret unable to find traction. Ma'tanza's arms wrapped around him and his initial reaction was to try and kick through the water onto his feet. With Ma'tanza countering that, he was suddenly reminded of his urge to breathe. He wasn't quite panicked yet, but difficulty breathing tended to be a trigger for his claustrophobia. He did not want to panic in beast form.

With all his strength, Tzirret wrenched his arms free of Ma'tanza, wrapped her entire middle in a tight hug to trap her arms, and found the riverbed with his feet. Thankfully, he still had his bearings, so he kicked towards the shore with enough force to reach there in a couple of seconds. The water slowed them, but they slid to a stop when Ma'tanza's back was beached on the silt of the shore. They both had their heads above the water, so Tzirret gasped in a fresh breath of air. He almost forgot about Ma'tanza being trapped under his body weight, he just closed his eyes, laid the side of his head against the side of hers, and attempted to catch his breath and calm down.



After leaving Peiter to his own duties, Sabine had been wandering the camp in search of Meesei. Sabine hoped that she had not taken too long and was late for her lesson. In fact, that worry seemed to supercede the still visible claw and bite marks over her body. They had healed to the point of scabbing already, thanks to being a lycan, but they wouldn't disappear for another day or two.

Fortunately, Meesei was spotted patrolling the camp and Sabine was able to wave her down. She jogged up to Meesei and looked somewhat apologetic. "Sorry if I'm late, Meesei," Sabine said, "Time flew with Peiter. Shall we have a lesson now?"
Alrighty, I'll get to it in my next post.
Kyang used the opportunity of the various monologues to surreptitiously snatch up a crossbow and a quiver of bolts from a nearby bandit. The words exchanged seemed simply egocentric for a while, but the challenge of a duel against Xin brought Kyang to incredulity. The fact that Xin accepted was even more maniacal.

"Huh!? These guys rob caravans and murder people and you're stopping to uphold honour!?" Kyang protested. Her words fell on deaf ears as she observed Xin pump himself up for the sake of intimidation, or something. "Ugh!" Kyang stomped up beside Torako and planted the other end of her glaive into the ground beside herself. It wasn't as if she was powerful enough to stop them. "This is a waste of time," Kyang complained quietly.
So, I wasn't quite sure if I should have written something to react to Meesei there. Is there anything you had in mind?
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