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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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"Hm?" Fendros glanced to Kaleeth and raised his eyebrows. "Oh, it's still very hot to me, but Dunmer skin does not burn easily," Fendros clarified, "There isn't a desert in Morrowind, not like this, but our people have always been connected to fire and ash. There are plenty of stories about it, but I cannot point to one and use that so explain why fire does not hurt us as much."

Rhazii was holding onto Ahnasha's back, trying to nap, but the talking woke him up. Ahnasha heard him murmur into her ear, "Mama, can I have some more water now?"

Taking the bottle, Tzirret stepped behind Ma'tanza and began applying the ointment from her middle to her lower back. He found it easier not to stare while she was applying the ointment to herself when he was standing behind her, but it was still slightly awkward to rub the ointment in while walking.

"You know," Sabine considered with a small smile, "If you have time, you could help me make more balm after we set up camp. It takes a while to grind the bonemeal finely enough. I could use the help."

It barely took a minute for Tzirret to lather the substance properly under Ma'tanza's fur. "Is that better?"
Janius was feeling just as sorry for Kaleeth and Newt, but he couldn't help but let out a cynical laugh. "Perhaps it's to deter invading armies. I don't think even we could survive a trek like this if we were covered in full legion plate. Don't bother with Orcrest and the desert, not worth conquering."

Without answering immediately, Sabine looked to her shoulderbag, opened it, pushes aside all the thick leaves, and rummaged around painfully. She eventually pulled out a small ceramic container and handed it back to Ma'tanza. "Use some of mine now, but not all of it, please," Sabine said, feeling her face stretch as she pulled a sympathetic expression, "The ointment does not use the same ingredients as the burn balm. I can lend you what need to make some yourself when we get into camp, but I cannot make more for you. There is too much balm to make, I do not have time."

"Huh...no, Tzirret remembers people being sunburned if they were in the snow too long on clear days. What Peiter says is correct." Tzirret brought his hand up to run over his head, "But how does a light burn without heat? Ugh, now this one is even more confused."

Sabine gave an answer to at least one question, "The skin feels like fire because there is more blood trying to heal it. It makes it feel hot." Sabine ran a hand carefully down her red upper arm, "Also, I remember Meesei telling me that the Ayleids thought that light and heat were similar things. Maybe that is why they both burn."

Tzirret shook his head, "This is giving Tzirret a headache." Instead of straining his mind any further, Tzirret turned his attention to Ma'tanza. He leaned back as if he would be able to see the source of her soreness on her back, but it gave him a thought all the same. "Um, do you need help reaching your back, Ma'tanza?" He asked cautiously.
Fendros twisted his brow skeptically, "Well, I can't say I know what everyone is going through, but I am unsure that buying camels would have been the best move in Senchal." He turned his head to Ahnasha, "Would you really want to share the stormy nights with a bunch of huge animals?"

"You say this, Fendros, but even having camels on the cramped ships is sounding more appealing," Janius responded, curiously the less patient between himself and Fendros. "Personally, I would just prefer to have a set of light clothing." It seemed Newt had finally found purchase that didn't hurt Janius. "It is just an hour or two until camp. At any rate, I'll manange."

Not knowing what else to do, Fendros glanced to Ahnasha and Rhazii, shrugged, and then turned to Kaleeth nearby. "How are you holding up?"

Without turning, or even shaking her head, Sabine responded. "Not exactly, Ma'tanza. You can make a similar ointment for pain out of aloe vera leaves, but it is not as powerful. Do you need to make some more? Ahnasha used plenty for her back when she was pregnant with Rhazii."

While he might have been much more nervous about the topic beforehand, Tzirret had accepted Ma'tanza's troubles as a fact of life by now. He was more attentive to Peiter's explanation; it thoroughly confused him. "Peiter...feels that he is on fire, but...it feels less hot than the jungle?" Tzirret found this desert to be very different to the jungle. It wasn't uncomfortable because the air was thick and the insects gave him a headache, it was uncomfortable because of the sheer heat beating down and the way the dry air got up his nose and into mouth and sucked away the moisture. Tzirret shook his head, "This one will never understand how human skin feels."
I'm sure I'll find a way to deal with it, man. Catch you later.
Alright, I have to do some cooking. G'night!
A few comforts allowed for extra preparation as the clan travelled through the last of the green lands. Tzirret and Ma'tanza's relationship had become apparent rather quickly to everyone, provoking the predictable responses. Sabine made a note of the pendant Ma'tanza wore as looking nice on her, but though she knew Tzirret had crafted it, she did not know the significance. Gallus had taken Tzirret aside an conveyed pride that he had taken this chance. Tzirret was visibly happy much more of the time, but the pressure not to push Ma'tanza made him tense sometimes. They had not kissed, let alone shared a bedroll. The pace was manageable for Tzirret, but sensitive. The last thing he wanted to do was make a mistake. Thankfully, Ma'tanza was a forgiving sort, knowing of Tzirret's anxieties by now. Overall, however, Tzirret was glad. Getting to know Ma'tanza beyond just a friend was interesting to him as ever.

A day later, Tzirret took Ma'tanza's advice and tried to learn some magic from her and Irenya. He had intended to learn healing magic, but casting any magic at all proved a challenge. He was progressing even slower than Peiter had been.

As the forests made way for dry badlands and eventually rocky deserts, most people were unanimously pining for the cooler temperatures of Cyrodiil or even just the shade of the tropical jungle. Sabine thought too late to devise a salve to protect against sunburn and found that she would run out of ingredients in three days flat if she tried to make enough for everyone. However, snakes were plentiful in this land, so those that could catch them were referred to her to be taught how to use the skins to keep cool. In light of the scarcities, only Sabine's snake skin was filled with a potion that stayed cool. Everyone else's was filled with re-purposed urine, frozen by mages in the clan. The beating sun meant that the snake skins were refrozen often, but it provided some minor relief, and some protection from heatstroke.

Funnily enough, the danger of heatstroke meant that most of the clan's clothing was being used to shelter the upper body. Sabine had managed to source a pair of breeches that she had wrapped around her head and neck appropriately, but she was just as red as Peiter was. Skin on her arms and shoulders was peeling off like thin paper, or otherwise blistering in the worst areas. Sabine was frustrated, and it wasn't just because she couldn't cuddle up to Peiter in recent days. It was painful to move, painful to sit..."It is painful to speak," Sabine said, trying not to move her reddened and sweat-glistening cheeks. She tapped her shoulder bag, which appeared to be stuffed with long, thick, pointy, succulent leaves. "There are not many plants out here. Just keep an eye out for more aloe."

Despite not have the ingredients to protect against sunburn, treating it with magic when it was so widespread was also infeasible. That meant that the alchemists in the clan were inundated with a demand for soothing balms. The clan's path through the desert, therefore, was reaped of all plant matter that could be used in such balm. Unfortunately, such plant life was becoming less common as they ventured further.

Tzirret had one hand full of aloe leaves and his other around Ma'tanza's hand. The heat was taking its toll on all of them, but he was not envious of his bald-bodied friends. Their trials were the only thing that made him forget the idea of shaving off all his fur to escape the extra heat, other than the fact that it would look ridiculous. Regardless, he had naturally moulted off much of his thick fur since he landed at Senchal, so it probably wasn't getting better. He spoke up after Sabine and Peiter, "Tzirret does not understand. Human skin does not protect from the sun or the cold. Why do they not have fur?"

Uthri, Gallus, and Janius were all clearly jealous of the natural protection that their fellows had from the sunburn. They all marched through without outward complaint, but their fuses were collectively short. Unbeknownst to Fendros until everyone else was debilitated, however, was that he was comparatively unbothered by the sun. He was aware that his race had a resistance to flames and the heat of volcanic ash, but that it extended to the desert heat made him count himself fortunate. This was especially true of Janius as he carried a tired Newt on his back.

"Ow-ah! Ah! Child, please do not pull on dad's skin there." Janius winced as Newt failed to find a spot to hold onto with his hands on his father's shoulders while he was carried.

Fendros was relegated to keeping Leaps in check, but the creature was slow without much water. In an effort to keep him from overheating, he had three snake skins around his neck. "Janius, if you need some spots healed before we set up camp, go see a healer," Fendros recommended.

Janius' eye twitched as he responded to Fendros. "No point, Fendros. It just comes back in-ah! Less than an hour."

"Would you like me to carry Newt for a while?"

"No," Janius said stubbornly, "If I don't endure this now, I won't have a chance later on."
Well, you are doing a timeskip post. I should think an extra few minutes is fine.
Nah, I think this is a good time to skip. It'll probably just be casual/intimate chatter from now on.
As before, Tzirret returned Ma'tanza's hug, unashamed to hold onto her for longer. He was actually surprised that his words elicited such a positive reaction, but it was at least a boost to his confidence that he didn't mess it up.

Ma'tanza's words in response did not make Tzirret tear up - though he was flattered - rather, they made him look away thoughtfully. For a while. Ma'tanza could feel the latter half of his tail wave from side to side, patting against the ground beside her. "Thank you," he murmured in the close proximity, "Tzirret has never...thought of that before. He has to fight because of the war, yes, but he was only taught to fight in the first place because Gallus wanted to help his confidence." Tzirret blinked a couple of times, "He never thought of trying to be a healer." Tzirret turned to look into Ma'tanza's eyes again, "This one will admit, that sounds more appealing than fighting and killing."

Tzirret felt a pang in his chest. He was so close to Ma'tanza. He could just move his head forward and kiss her right there. In return, his mind screamed that he should keep to his borders for now. He began to move his head, but halted and second-guessed himself. He instead brought his hand to the back of Ma'tanza's head, bowed his forehead forward against hers, and smiled genuinely. "That is the first time someone has suggested that Tzirret does something that is not troubled so much by his worries. Perhaps he should try and learn some magic to help people as well," Tzirret said as he rubbed the back of Ma'tanza's head and behind her ears.

Tzirret felt slightly dizzy from his little decision until he took another breath.
Ma'tanza's exaggerated stare made Tzirret laugh uneasily. He supposed he was glad that he was able to clear things up, but he couldn't help but be reminded of La'khay's liberal voyeurism in the gesture. Thankfully, it was a short point, one overshadowed by the awkwardness of being reminded of the first night on the ship.

He turned his head to her with the fluster he thought he had lost just a moment ago. "Hey! Tzirret was asleep! He didn't mean to!" he retorted, easily baited into the tease.

In an effort to change the subject, Tzirret refocussed on Ma'tanza as a person. He felt like encouraging her, and softened his expression. "Ma'tanza is right, though. There is more to you than just...your breasts," Tzirret managed to actually say the word, albeit furtively, "You are actually everything that Tzirret is not, really. You...have fears and weaknesses, yes, but you are not worried by them all the time. Or, at least you do not seem worried. You are very brave that way. You even helped Tzirret in the hold when we were both afraid. You...also are patient and intelligent. You learned how to use magic, and do creative things with it. You have a loving family that loves you, and had from before you turned. In fact, despite all Ma'tanza has been through, she is much more brave and confident than Tzirret ever was. She just seems to be able to go out an...do things." Tzirret gave a smile, "That is what Tzirret is jealous of."
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