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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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At first, Sabine was so nervous that she did not fully commit to Meesei's hug. It took a few moments for the familiar scent and warmth to remind her of who Meesei was to her before the book had affected her. From there, Meesei could feel Sabine's arms gradually tightening around her until it almost became hard to breathe.

"We can...start again," Sabine said into Meesei's shoulder with a high pitched voice.

Sabine did her best to support Meesei over her shoulders. She walked her away from the cliff and towards the rest of the pack. "You will have to see. You are still the champion." Sabine glanced at Fendros and hesitated. "We have to decide what to do with the book."
Yeah, yeah, just let me have some unification wars and I'll get right back to you, mate.
Some Sheets. I'm sure they'll be put to the wiki eventually:



Now that Meesei was facing Sabine, she brought her other hand forward to grip her other arm. "They have been trying without you. Many people are angry. They have been struggling without a leader."

Sabine shifted a little closer. "Meesei, I remember you praising me when I thought I could do nothing. I could protest. I could say that I could not trust myself to do any of that. But, no matter how many mistakes I made, you thought I could do it. You kept encouraging me." She looked down and let a breath out through her nose. "I would never be here as I am today without that. Not without you thinking that I was capable. And you were very patient." She turned her eyes up to Meesei again. "You did make some mistakes, just like I have, but I still believe you can help the clans. I still believe you can lead everyone, even if you do not trust yourself. You are weak now, but you can come back stronger."

Sabine looked over at the rest of the pack and back to Meesei again. "All of us have made mistakes and come back stronger. Some were not even mistakes. They were just misfortune. But you helped us every time. We will help you. I will help you. You can come back stronger."

Fendros had his arm around Ahnasha, who wore clothing that showed the top of her faded scar down her front. Janius and Fendros did not say anything, but they would return any look Meesei gave them with a small smile or a nod.
Sabine knitted her brow when Meesei pulled back. The way she spoke was as unsettling as it was upsetting. Years ago, Sabine may not have been able to stand up to such a situation. Now, she was mature. She had been raised to adulthood by a stronger woman than the one in front of her, and she had not forgotten it. She knelt down next to Meesei without breaking eye contact.

"Not too much, Meesei," Sabine tried to answer. "But...even if it was worse than this, it does not matter." Sabine carefully tried to reach out and grip Meesei's arm. "You got tricked. It is not your fault. We are all tired and I want you to come home. I just want to go home. There is still time for that." Sabine was open-mouthed. She could feel her tears welling up again. "We can go home and have a meal together. We can talk about magic and life and be happy. I want you to hug me and say that you still care. That is all I want. Please, mother."
"There she is!" Janius pointed as soon as she spotted Meesei. From this distance and with the sound of the waterfall, it was hard to make out what she was doing. It soon became clear, if confronting, to them all when they heard her sobbing. Meesei was not one to weep, not with pouring emotion like this. The pack slowed to a stop a short distance away.

An exception was Sabine. She had seen Meesei cry like this before, thought he circumstances were much different and years behind them. Sabine did not take her wide eyes off Meesei as she pushed the bag with Mora's book into Fendros' arms. "Hold this," she softly demanded, before slowly walking up behind Meesei.

"Are you sure...?" Fendros haplessly held onto the book between his palms and looked on. Sabine did not respond to his words at all.

"Meesei?" Sabine murmured just loud enough to hear over the water. Sabine could feel her knees becoming unsteady. She was still nervous from Meesei's previous behaviour, even if she did not seem violent now.

Sabine bowed and craned her head to see the side of Meesei's face. "Are you okay?" she asked gently with a wide-eyed, inquisitive face.
"Okay," Sabine said. She clutched the still warm bag containing the book and followed along Meesei's trail with the rest of the pack.

They were virtually wordless as they searched. None were sure what Meesei was doing, thinking, or even going. Their worry grew as they progressed to the front gate.

"She left," Janius stated. "Why would she leave?"

Fendros stood and looked out onto Blackreach. "No idea, but she cannot have wanted to go far unless she was heading to a propylon. We should keep going."

Sabine held the bag tighter to her chest. She hoped that they would find her soon, though a niggling feeling told her to keep the book away from her.
Sabine did not say a word. She simply nodded and approached the door with her hand extended. She did her best to detect any traps or surveillance on the door, which revealed the first oddity; that it was not even locked. No wards were present, nothing to bar it or cause an alarm. Sabine looked hesitantly back at Ahnasha and back to the door. She could not stop here.

From an almost empty bag around her shoulder, Sabine withdrew a small potion and downed it. An image of the space behind her poured over her head and quickly down to her toes, rendering her invisible. The door then swung open with uncanny silence.

The next clues within the room brought Sabine to a dumbfounded standstill. She tried looking around at the corners and under the bed. Meesei was nowhere to be seen and the place was a mess. The strange shape in the fireplace was quickly noticed, however. Sabine knew she did not have much time before her potion wore off, so she improvised. She took up the tongs for adjusting logs and carefully drew out the book. The sliding sound coupled with the way sparks danced off the disturbed fuel ruined all notion of immediate stealth, though that did not appear to be a problem anymore.

Once it was out of the fire, Sabine quickly brushed off the book on the floor, being careful not to burn her hands. She wasted no time in stuffing it into her shoulder bag, dropping the tongs, and making her way outside, not even bothering to close the door.

Ahnasha could only detect Sabine's approach once her visible form appeared a short distance in front of her while she was walking. Sabine had a worried look. She addressed everyone. "I have it, but something is wrong. Meesei is not there. She left the book in the fire, but it is not burned. And..." She peeked over her shoulder to the still open door. "...She has thrown her belongings around."
@Vec The edit button at the top of the page has a drop down menu attached to it. If you click that, you should be able to find the edit history and rollback to a previous version. If you can't find it, I can fix it later.
Skip to wherever is appropriate. I'm not sure whether planning should be in depth or if we should just play this out.
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