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Male, 33 years old. (I'm even more dead than before.)

Likes (other than writing and roleplaying): I'm into all genres of music. I love to cook. I love the outdoors, and walking through the park near my house. (Yes, really.) I read a lot of thriller/mystery novels. And I usually watch seasonal anime. (Or cooking shows. Because Western Media provides even fewer things that are worth watching.)

But as for my many other neglected hobbies, I've played basically every sport. (Soccer and Bowling being my favorite of the bunch.) And I'm trying to play more video games. (Going through my never-ending Steam library.) Plus, I've dabbled in making electronic & metal music, and I used to play a number of instruments. (Guitar, French Horn, etc.)

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That would imply I'm fast at writing. lol. I'm a sloth when it comes to writing out my ideas...

I usually always run my stuff through spell check, which is fairly simple and -should- be done by everyone that writes frankly. But I do miss things sometimes, from lack of obsession. And sometimes I don't feel like writing too much, so I make things a bit brief. But I think 'rushing' isn't the right word.
In Fairy Tail 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@KindledBeast
Genesis continued to follow quietly close behind him, watching the man, looking at Fenrir when he starts speaking. "I'll be really pissed if we went through everything we did for nothing." He bluntly states keeping his head low to the ground. Genesis noticed his movements were not as sharp as usual.

"Don't be so negative." She replies still looking at her brother while continuing to move forward. Fenrir glared up at her.

"Don't look at me while your-" Fenrir started to reply in a tone that sounded irritated. Genesis suddenly shifted her foot in the wrong position and trips as she goes forward. Fenrir jumps out to stop her, grabbing her shirt with his jaw to stop her from falling. As her face ends up being inches away from the back of his neck, he might of even felt her breathe, from almost running into him. Before she was pulled upright by her brother though hearing a mild ripping sound, she blushes a little feeling embarrassed.

"S-sorry." She apologizes to Bishop and her brother. "Clumsy fool." He sighs out, though relieved she was okay.
Not ashamed to double post.
Are we still interested in this? It does seem a lot of people haven't posted in a while.
@Vilageidiotx No, not "everyone in the thread." Just most people that have already attacked me. Though maybe not equal in blame, because I won't claim such a thing. Frankly people who outright pretend to ignore a problem or encourage bad behavior do play their part...

I'm also long done being optimistic toward others actions, because all those kind words I could tell myself, usually isn't true...That's a fact of life I've learned the hard way one too many times. >.>

I already know what your and everyone else's prescriptive boils down too...at best it's completely lack of knowledge (ignorance) of the situation. And when that leads to calling me the bad guy, I can't really empathize there.

I mean, proof to the contrary, would be lovely...Though, evil's a strong of word I wouldn't use. But I wouldn't call it innocence either. Maybe it's just ya know the several other forums and schools that pulled this exact same shit, has made me only a little bitter and suspicious of certain signs. You say, don't think there's a conspiracy. But I'll have you know, I've literally had it happen. Plenty of times...

I've seen others get attacked as well and it seems like I'm the only one that isn't hypocritical as all fuck and doesn't want anyone to be personally attacked...

And I say all of this, to you. But I'm not saying it "at" you specifically. Just to clarify.

I'm also far too lazy to find this quote, but I literally admit, I used to argue with my roommate for fun. And I also have legit reasons why I do it. (for the lulz isn't it.)


I mean, I can tell you what happened...Though I would prefer to drop it. I suppose might as well.
A. Calls someone a -an evil cult leader- (which is a incorrect/hyperbolic term which is the point. Mr. Grasp at straws)
B. *verbally rolls my eyes*
A. Thinks I care about that person and not the context. This person obviously already dislikes me due to politics. Bringing them up, in non-related topics. So he now starts to push this more to get a rise.
B. Despite knowing this, act professional and try to 'see the good in the person' (worked out well for me didn't it?) And explain calling someone a nazi seems a touch extreme.
A. Says I'm sensitive and pokes and laughs at me.
B. ...um, no. I think I'll just drop this...
C. Someone mocks him.
B. I tell them, not helpful.
A. Calls them something right back.
B *Speechless*
Topic is eventually dropped.

A. Says a very wrong comment. Liked and favorited by literally everyone who has a problem with this discussion now...(We'll say that's purely coincidental.)
B. Proves a lot wrong.
A. Basically gives up the factual argument and just tries to piss me off instead.
B. *Continues trying to assume the person isn't just trying to piss him off*
A. *Does nothing but try to piss me off in like 5-6 replies, posting things, he 'think' will upset me. (And its not the content in posts that do that. It's the intent behind it.) Repeating what he says, over and over again.
-No one says a word at this point-
B. Finally just throws up his hands after his 6-7 times being directly insulted and constantly called a liar. And just calls him an idiot.
-everyone who liked that comment now has a problem-
D. Your, doing this. Your doing that.
B. Defends myself and owns up to what I say.
D. ...
A. Posts a stupid meme. Then lies and claims innocence.
D. *Thumbs up*
-And the rest goes from there.


I'd like to point out, I'd rather have someone flat out admit, they're friends and their displaying bias. I mean who hasn't stuck up for their friend even if their wrong? (...well people in my life are actually in general VERY bad at defending me ever. But I digress.) So I don't perceive you or anyone as villians for that. Shit, everyone does it to me. But I digress. <.<

I -really- don't like liars. I can tolerate a lot. Aside from dishonesty. Hell, I'd probably prefer his trolling if he just flat out admitted he was trying to piss me off.

And it is unfair, but I'm not mad at anyone. Because not a teenager, I don't hold grudges for stupidity on the internet. (as foolish as that may be.) Nor am I calling anyone a bad person, I think your over stating my feelings on the matter.

Tell that to the many people in my life that hate more solely based on incorrect information, or some trivial disagreement. There's a very, very long list I'm afraid. xP

Though I can safely assume your saying -this forum-. And I'm sorry but...

*Looking through posts* Maybe I'm blind, but he may of deleted that...because too lazy and can't be asked to look through this horrible thread again...

Dynamo has personally called out that he didn't like my opinions, in something that was completely unrelated to the subject. You don't do what he did, if you didn't feel animosity toward someone. (frankly I'd be surprise if he remembers why, because I certainly don't. Shit I don't remember ever talking to him. Not that, that hasn't happened to me before, because I'm a lucky guy.) And I wouldn't of defended him against a personal attack, if I felt the same. <.<

So yes, someone dislikes me. Solely because of a shallow bullshit reason. And if I wanted to go further, I'd love to point out how deep the hypocrisy goes. But that involve being too personal.

Once again, not attempting to paint people as villains. Nor am I -actually- mad at anyone. I've suffered through enough real problems that the internet will never be a blip on my radar ever again...

And yep, but most of my mistakes in my whole life revolve around me being too nice to people that don't deserve it. And most "bad things" I do actually end up being the things that help the most in the long run. Off topic perhaps. But honestly, I don't really feel like calling out someone's actions, even is a mistake.

-Though you probably won't read all of that, I apologize for making it so long in the first place. ;D
@Vilageidiotx I mean it's not complicated, can agree there...

Let's be frank. I mean I know exactly where I stand, I've been on enough forums long enough. To know when people are clearly standing up for one another. It's not a hard concept to grasp. And if it wasn't entirely for political reasons (like it always is, because ya know tolerance an shit.) Was the sole reason I got so much bullshit. It may be more tolerable. Even though I -should- be used to it, and I basically am. It doesn't make it any less -temporarily- annoying. Especially when its me trying to be nice, and for a reward I get a metaphorical knife in my back. <.<

Frankly my only problem is continuing to go in this thread. (But I already know I'm not the bad guy. -.-) And since I'm not a teenager anymore (thank god.) I will never have anyone convince me otherwise, nor will I care what others think. I frankly don't even mind having enemies, if my crime is for being honest. Because I'm long past the point of trying to do the impossible and please everyone with my actions. Oh, and I know that last post came off slightly melodramatic. So, non-personal matter, and to change the subject.

My back and head are killing me again. <.<
@Vilageidiotx But, unlike real life. You have all the context, right in front of you...

youtube.com/watch?v=isfn4OxCPQs

It's an internet version life of this, expect the one to blame is apparently both, because the other retaliated. Because one strong 'biting back' (so to speak) is the same as continuous baiting and personal attacks.

And quite frankly it looks like people are taking sides when they're liking only one persons comments and seemingly lecturing one more than the other. Despite how obviously lopsided it is. :/

And yeah, here's the catch 22. Trolls are very, very stupid individuals, I've dealt with enough of them, hundreds of them. I know how they act and think. I've also had so many bullies fuck with my life. So the 'ignore it and they will go away' thing doesn't work in real life. So I'm sorry, but it doesn't work online either. But my point is. They will 'always' think they won. If you respond, doesn't matter what you say, or if your angry or not, you'll get "lul mad bra" and they win because you "got so madz" But flip side, "ignore them" they'll know your a pushover, and continue to do it, knowing, no one, not even you. Will stand up against personal harassment and never stop. And they won again. (and frankly if you allow anyone to treat you like crap. If you didn't defend yourself, You honestly -did- let them win.)

Both defending, and ignoring. Come off as them winning to them. And frankly one, calling someone a fucking idiot, which is frankly cathartic. So what if it makes people that circle jerk him, whine at me for defending myself. So what exactly do I lose? I won't make friends with people already likely to be the bullies friend? Yeah, big loss. Or, ignore the bullying and? I gain literally nothing, even less in fact in this scenario and its not like that will make me -look- any better to people that hate me for fuck all reasons anyway.

@NuttsnBolts It's literally almost always the case. x3

Just because two people happen to be involved in something doesn't make them equal of guilt either...

And sounds fun. Hope that goes well for you. But I will say fantasy, is different from reality. :3
@Vilageidiotx Yes, but that was sarcasm and it also wasn't a personal attack...direct or otherwise. >.> (Apples and Oranges.)

Yes, when people ignoring someone being rude and offensive, THEN go "oh, this is annoying me" "man these two. amma right?" after I'm the one that does the same, solely to defend myself after constant abuse. You can't say it's just "the internet." Bullying, trolling whatever you want to call it, is still harassment...

But no it doesn't, that's the problem. Like I said, guy stabs 16 times. Then guy stabs back. You saying. "It takes two to fight." Implies, that both members are equal to blame, and ignoring context and common sense. Their both equally guilty. And that is not correct.

Banned for being too wordy.
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