Stabby

Myriad Reality

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In general. There is a lot going on, and a majority of the weoght is on my shoulders alone....

@souleaterfan320

Then try to pass of what you can to others.
*Sticking up my index finger, I smile.* To quote a phrase I came up with,

"Sometimes to move forward is to stand still, and sometimes to stand still is to move forward."

In short, you can't keep on struggling to take on these responsibilities if it's at the sacrifice of your own health, mental or otherwise. Because at some point, forgetting to take care of yourself will become a detriment to not only you, but to the responsibilities you're trying to carry as well.

There's no point to pushing yourself over the line if it creates a half assed job after all.

I, the Demon King, Will Summon My Own Damned Heroes!

@Stabby You're supposed to say "haha backspace button go brrr" you uncultured swine

@Zeroth

Yea no, I realized that later. -_-;

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Funny story, our group decoded that the day it happened XD

@Old Amsterdam

Bugger.

Myriad Reality

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Very well. Sad, I normally don't get to meet such interesting people.

@Shadow Dragon

I assume you're talking about Shinji, since we've already met. Once this process is over, you should be able to chat as much as you want out in the real world.

I, the Demon King, Will Summon My Own Damned Heroes!

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NOOOOO YOU CAN'T JUST DECODE THE GREAT ELDRITCH TONGUE LIKE THAT

@Zeroth

Bite me, lol. The thing was bloody unreadable, intended or not, and I wasn't about to strain my eyes and brain to make out the normal characters amongst that mess.

Myriad Reality

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*There's a large burst of bloody light, and his power is sucked back into him, now with a glowing shield of sorts flowing around him*

@Shadow Dragon

*The mental world around us shudders before returning to its normal white color, and I breath a sigh of relief.*
Looks like we're in the clear. That being said, you should probably skedaddle just to be safe, since that thing is still affected by time and as such might not have responded yet.

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I have no choice but to worry, given the circumstance. Firgive me if I seem a bit hopeless. This all is... overwhelming.

@souleaterfan320

Are you talking about outside circumstances, or current circumstances?

I, the Demon King, Will Summon My Own Damned Heroes!

Took me 6000+ backspaces to remove all the extra characters, but it's been done.
Not gonna clean out another one for a while.

You used [Analysis]!
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---SUPERSYSTEM:MAZA54RA---
----SYSTEM:43DVEZ----
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---------Gaerra---------
A super-continent formed by the collision and partial fusion of two tectonic plates Spans both north and ̵southern hemispheres in vertical orientation, but resides in the western hemisphere along the horizontal plane. Majority climes range between subtropical and temperate. Only the northern halves of the continent reach polar zones while the southern range passes equatorial regions and enters the edge of temperate and continental zones. Elevation range--
WARNING! WARNING! WARNING!

System:Oberon

Myriad Reality

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Shinji:
......I'm sorry. you really should just give up on me, though. there's more important things you could do....

@souleaterfan320

Stop apologizing, it's not like I actually expect you to backstab me. I'm just being cautious due to the field I work in.

And hush that negativity. If I had more important things that required my attention, I'd be doing them. But I'm on my own clock and doing my own thing, so don't go saying I'm wasting my time, especially when you're such a worrywart about your own.

Myriad Reality

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shinji:
you don't even know me. I could literally stab you in the back after I finish all of this, and they're would be nothing metaphorically stopping me. aside from your promise, you gain nothing from this.

@souleaterfan320

If the worst you think you can do is stab me in the back, I really have nothing to worry about. After all you have almost no info on me, and I'm not exactly a blip in any system. Hell, Flicker isn't even my legal name anywhere, nor do I use it in any system.

Also I gain trust from this, the trust of others and potentially even yourself, though that last part is quite doubtful. Regardless, it's far more valuable then anything else, especially on this scale of the multiverse.

Myriad Reality

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*rolls my eyes*

ugh... why do you care?

@souleaterfan320

Why shouldn't I?

Myriad Reality

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Shinji:
Oh, fuck you. you're just doing this to save your own sorry ass from my former friends. and to be quite frank, you hardly know SHIT about me, or the shit that I went through. so please, kindly throw another insult back my way so I can serve it back with an extra helping of "fuck off".

@souleaterfan320

...you know what, yea, at the start of this I was fulfilling my word and doing my job because I bet my own life on it. I honestly felt that if you were suffering to the point that living was worse then death, and you wanted to off yourself, I would have let you if it wasn't for that promise. Because I can understand that life isn't all flowers and daisies, that to keep someone alive to just save your own heart from loss is a shitty thing to do, especially if they've been through hell.

But at this point, by damn I am not going to let someone I actually somewhat know off themselves because they keep holding a pity party over the past. I am not about to let some aquaintence I care about dig themselves deeper because of stubborn thinking. And I am not going to give you your pity party or let you think that you'll solve your problems by lashing out and doing the same shit until you vaporize into your own misery.

I don't know you well enough to call you a friend, but I am not so heartless to ignore what little connections I have with people, be them family, strangers, or my friends. And you're right, I don't know what shit you went through. And you don't know what shit I've been through. So stop stabbing your own damn will to live and direct that frustration and hurt into a mord productive direction, you dense fuck. Your life isn't over, and your "former friends" have yet to leave you even after the bullshit you've thrown at them.

So if it makes you feel better, cuss me, punch me, consider me your most annoying and twisted enemy, but don't you dare think I'm going to give up or do this halfway, however much you might hate me for it.