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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Yeah, I guess so.” Smiling as he didn’t seem too fussed over the staring, she wasn’t fazed over it either, what mattered was them getting the bits she needed and just relaxing. Plus, it didn’t matter what others thought anyway. Listening to his answers she understood, with eyes constantly watching you she doubted you could get away with anything. However, dealing with it all your life she figured there would come a point where you just didn’t care over it anymore. She couldn’t help but wonder if at any point he had been self-conscious, however it was not a question to ask as she was still getting to know him.

“I can imagine, they seem the type to gossip, I suppose if you were to have a new haircut the whole town would hear about it.” Teasing gently as she stood by him at the counter watching as the items were bought. “I bet your friends find it highly amusing to wind you up with too.” Thinking on it some more, friends were always the best to tease and wind each other up and she was sure his did the same. It made her wonder what her friends were like, that was if she had any.

What a nice gesture. Looking at him take the bags she was kind of glad in a way as balancing them around whilst hobbling along would have been quite the challenge, she was glad he had taken them for now. Eyes had caught sight of the card he had used, and she had never seen something so… so gold before. It must have been some card his family had that he used to pay for everything with, she wouldn’t ask though. That would be rude.

Following him along this time she was glad he had said the shop wasn’t too far, she hadn’t realised how much effort it would take to use crutches but then she had spent a couple of days in hospital barely moving around. “Oh yeah, nearly forgot about those.” Thankfully he had remembered about toiletries because she had forgotten, it must had been all the excitement with the idea of new clothes. “Least it’s not too far.” Smiling as she continued to hobble on trying to ignore the discomfort that was rising with each step.

Moving inside the last shop it was pretty colourful and there was plenty of smells and different scents that distracted her, it was all nice smelling and she couldn’t help but smile. The bottles looked pretty expensive but at the same time it looked so inviting, the idea of using them was pretty exciting. Shaking her head, she was getting distracted, so she moved herself towards the toothbrushes knowing that was definitely an essential toiletry she needed. Picking up a purple coloured toothbrush she held it up pointing at it grinning to Cas, “Purple is one of my favourite colours!” It was a silly thing to remember but she was clearly thrilled that just a little toothbrush had brought back a piece of something for her.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Have fun! I shall catch you later! I shall be around :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I deffo agree!

Omg that is such a beautiful place! I think it's perfect for the mall for certain!

I just got my post up~

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Sighing to herself as she looked the pink jumped it felt similar, like something she had owned before. Was that even possible? Frowning she closed her eyes for a second before she saw something.

“You take care of this jumper, I bought it especially for you.”

It was a soft voice she heard, and her brows furrowed as she focused on it harder, glimpses of silver wrapping paper were at her feet and her fingers was holding onto a pink jumper. It looked expensive and it was clear it was something that had come from the Capital. It was similar to the one in the shop she was currently fixated on. She heard giggles and she looked at her hands in this memory, it was her but when she was much younger. “My mother bought me a similar jumper when I was your age. I wanted to do the same.”

“Thank you mum, I love it!”

Opening her eyes, she looked at the jumped once more with a soft smile, she would definitely choose this item. More because it could help her remember more. She heard her mother’s voice; she knew it was her mother. Picking up the jumper she balanced it so she could hold it and still use the crutches, “Thanks Cas, I won’t go crazy I’m just happy with something different to wear.” Smiling at him she moved through the shop picking up a few things. Essentials like underwear, a few different outfits so she could mix it up, something to sleep in and of course the odd dress. It would be enough for her to get by for a little bit and hopefully by that point her parents would have found her.

“Do you ever get used to people staring at you?” She couldn’t help but ask as she turned to look at him as she wobbled slightly on her feet, she could feel the discomfort from standing around too long on it. “Sorry, you don’t need to answer that. It must have sounded quite insensitive.” She hoped it didn’t come across that way, she was just curious over it. He had probably dealt with this his whole life and she wondered how he felt over it, she knew he had hidden his identity for a reason, so she wondered how he felt over this. “I mean… does it feel like you are constantly being judged for no reason?” That’s how she had or would interpret others staring at her, she would worry that they were judging for no reason.

“So, I think this will do for now. Thanks, for doing this.” Feeling her arms tremble slightly as they weren’t used to holding up her body weight for so long, she kept the smile on her face trying to mask the discomfort she was in. “Do you need anything whilst here? It’s a beautiful place, maybe we can come back when I don’t need four legs.” Joking over her situation but she really did want to have a look around, although it wasn’t something she was up to fully today.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah! It's so interesting too because it's like another way of learning about characters and such :3

Oh nice! Least it seems like a nice week for you!

Yay!! Super excited :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

HAha yes! Deffo! The playlist is certainly great to add in and it really helps set the scene!

Oh nice! I hope you get it done! I'm good! Just been doing costume and prop making really haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Looking at the mall as they approached, she hoped it would spark something, but it didn’t seem familiar, which was odd as he mentioned it was a popular spot. Perhaps she had a memory on it, but the mall alone was not enough, going inside might help? Placing the bag of medication and spare bandages on the seat she took his hand getting out of the car trying not to aggravate her leg. “Thanks!” Taking the crutches, she steadied herself ensuring that she was ready to walk, well hobble. It was nice that Cas was here to help at least.

“Nothing is coming to mind at the moment, but I don’t really know how remembering things work? Maybe going inside will help? I’m sure I’ve been here.” Smiling slightly over at Cas she began to hobble towards the mall, thankful there wasn’t far to walk because she wasn’t sure long distance would work very well. “As you say it’s pretty popular so I’ve no doubt been here shopping with the girls.” Chuckling as she continued to walk at a slower place than usual, she glanced around hoping she would remember, she assumed she had friends so perhaps she did go shopping with them?

“You have no idea how excited I am at the idea of changing clothes.” Iris smiled glancing over at Cas as they entered the mall, blue eyes glanced towards the different shops. Everything looked so fancy, expensive and it reeked of high borns. The smells of different foods were amazing, and her stomach rumbled at the thought of good food, well anything was better than the hospital stuff she had. “I think that will be the first step to feeling normal. Clothes!” Anything was better than the dress she was wearing so the minute she could change, feel normal it would help speed up the recovery process, right?

“It’s weird right, feeling like I’m experiencing everything for the first time again?” Frowning slightly as she thought on it, there was plenty that she had forgotten and even though the odd things felt familiar there was a lot that didn’t to her. “I wonder what will happen when the memories come back.” It was strange to think on it, but still how would everything feel when it all came back to her? Memories were strange. Shaking her head, she moved into one of the clothing shops inside the mall, eyes darting round taking in everything. There was a lot of range on offer in the shop and she wondered what she usually wore, she liked comfort that was certain but what kind of style? Did she even have a style?

Leaning on the crutches she picked up one of the jumpers on the rack, it was a pale pink colour and the fabric was soft beneath her fingers. Stroking the jumper, she just looked at it for quite some time seemingly in a world of her own as she played with the fabric. This was crazy right? Staying with someone she barely knew (even if he was a Prince.) Shopping for clothes… was this the right thing? She had nowhere else to go so this was her best shot but at the same time she couldn’t help but doubt herself.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah a fair amount! But I should have enough time! Well I hope I do xD

Ah yes thank you! I always wondered how people managed it so now I know!

How are you today?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

About a month now! But I have to fit the outfit into my days off and such which can be hard when I tend to go into and do extra at work xD

Also! How do you link songs like that into posts? That's something I haven't figure out yet xD

I absolutely loved the playlist! Such good music!!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris settled in the car watching the scenery pass by, it wasn’t a huge blur but fast enough she couldn’t take in huge amounts of detail but that was fine she had plenty of time to explore at a later date. “Well yeah, others keep it clean, but you still take care of it by not crashing into things. There isn’t a scratch on the thing.” Smiling as she looked over at Cas in the drivers seat, “So you still contribute towards its upkeep I guess, but I assume you’d get into a lot of trouble should you bring it home a mess each night.” Chuckling to herself as she looked towards the speakers grinning, she was quite excited to hear the music he would choose, maybe it would help something for her.

She couldn’t help but smile when he spoke about his friends, well scoffed because he was certain one of them spent time joyriding. “Well just saying who wouldn’t want to chance to take it for a spin? You can’t blame them and I’m sure they were careful. Plus, it means you wouldn’t have found something interesting.” Being out of the hospital had certainly perked her up, she felt free and not constricted by the four walls. Plus, she hated them anyway.

He wasn’t lying, damn the sound from these speakers! She was amazed at the quality and the way the music filled the car was pretty awesome. “You weren’t kidding!” Nodding in approval to the music she listened to it some more, it sounded familiar so maybe she had heard it once before? As the next song came on the smile spread across her face as she began to hum along, she knew this one. She liked this one. This artist was someone she had definitely listened too before.

One republic!!

Wherever I go, I’ll be looking for you~ She felt so carefree as a snippet of her past unlocked, she was dancing. Singing into her hairbrush as if no one was around. I know I could lie, but I won’t lie to you~ smiling to herself as she remembered something personal, it did nothing for knowing where she lived but it was a nice memory. Singing, dancing acting so carefree. It was nice to see that part of her life as she was sure there would be stuff, she didn’t want to remember.

Tapping along to the music as various artists played, she kept the smile in place because it was stuff, she remembered, artists she had heard before and it was hard not to be in high spirits because she felt like it was progress for her. Laughing as he called her the chocolate loving dancer, she looked back over at him, he had clearly paid attention to her and things she had spoken about before which was nice.

“Just a sort of dull ache, bit of pain but probably because this is the first time I’ve been up and about properly.” Glancing down at her leg which was still healing and heavily bandaged, she wondered just how much longer it would take before she could walk without the crutches. “I would love that though, I definitely need a toothbrush and something else to wear, this dress is not made to wear daily.” Smiling slightly as she met his gaze briefly, “But promise me that you will let me pay you back when I know who I am and can.” She hated the idea of not being able to be independent herself and pay for things, did she maybe have some sort of issue with money? No surely not. It had to be something to do with her being independent as she felt like she was quite strong willed.

Already he had opened up his home to her, brought her to the hospital and although she didn’t question it hospital bills costs. She knew it did but yet she hadn’t paid for any of it. She didn’t know if he had but who else would have done that?