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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It was hard not to enjoy the ride, going at such a high speed, feeling the wind in her hair and the blasting music. It was just what she needed to forget the worries of her whole memory situation, something that was still nagging her to this day. She knew she couldn’t dwell on it because it only upset her but as much as she tried to distract herself, she still always circled back onto the fact she didn’t know who she was or where she was. It was still a scary thought and a part of her still felt like something was wrong. She was bound to find out sooner or later, she could feel it.

Bopping her head to the music that was blasting as she tried not to focus on the negatives, smiling over at Cas as she watched him speed along happily in the car. It was thrilling to be a part of this and even though they couldn’t get in trouble because he was the Prince, she still felt like they were breaking the rules and could get caught. Looking back out at the scenery as they started to slow down, she hoped it would remind her of something, again nothing but it was only the start of their journey. Feeling the car come to a halt she used her fingers to comb out her long windswept hair which had become quite the mess after the drive, grinning as she noticed Cas had done the same.

“What a drive!” Sighing happily as she watched him get out the car to give her hand, saying her thanks as she took his offer of help to get out of the car. Taking the crutches, she used them to lean on as she looked around the area they had pulled up in, it was a lovely scenic area and very picturesque. She could imagine the summertime that people would flock to her for picnics as it seemed quite the beautiful place to do so. Glancing towards the selection of shops she felt the urge to go explore them, they all looked so unique in their own way and it was far more exciting than the standard mall.

“I’d love to look around, this is such a beautiful place.” Smiling back at Cas though her smile didn’t quite reach her eyes, there was a stab of pain that nothing so far brought back any memories but again she was trying not to be so negative straight away. “Who knows I may have been here before; nothing is sticking out just yet, but I do have the urge to take a look in the shops.” Looking back at the shops as she mentioned them, she was sure that they had some hidden gems inside. “I’m sure you have wonderful memories visiting her with your mum, how old was you when you visited here with her?” She was curious about his past and what he could remember about this place and she was sure her fascination stemmed from the fact her own memories weren’t there.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I am finally home!!

I'm so glad to be back home! Now I can work on replies :3

How have you been?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I bet you can't wait to be done with the semester!

I'm working on a response so hopefully will get one up tonight! If not I won't be back until Monday as I'm on a business trip!

(I still need to pack lol)

I'm so sorry I've taken ages ;A;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ph how wonderful! I bet you can't wait to he finished with your biggest project!

Sorry I've been a bit on and out lately. I'm working super hard at work for this promotion so hopefully I'll get it! I'll try to get a post up for you tomorrow! Sorry for making you wait!

I hope all is well!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey no worries! Take your time! I'm still here :)

Work gets crazy near Christmas so I pop in on the odd occasion to check things! But honestly don't stress about it! Just keep me updated :3

I hope you had a lovely time though! I love decorating the house for Christmas!! I just did mine yesterday~

I feel so Christmasy~

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hearing him speak about going out at night she could understand, if lessons were quite as boring and long winded as she assumed, she would go out at night too. “I’m curious about the night scene, it makes me wonder if I’d have been out at all. Am I a party person?” Pausing to contemplate the thought before she chuckled, “Or was I boring and spent my time at home, it would fit with why I don’t recognise much… or just maybe I have done quite the number on myself and really screwed with my head.” Grinning as they had reached the garage, she recognised the car he had used to pick her up, but she was curious to know what other cars in the garage belonged to him. There was quite the few after all.

“I can imagine, driving kind of looks free almost. Like you get to go your own route almost… it probably sounds silly.” Shaking her head in amusement, “I wonder if I learnt how to drive. Is that normal for everyone?” A puzzled look crossed her face as she began to think on it, trying to remember if she had ever been behind the wheel. It was hard not to smile at him when he was a gentleman and opened the door, saying her thanks as she got inside the car, she made herself comfortable before looking over at him.

“Living life in the fast lane?” Grinning as she glanced out of the window, debating on whether to have the windows up or down. The weather looked great so why not take advantage of it? “I say down it’s not every day I get to ride in a fabulous car without getting pulled over.” Tapping her fingers on her lap along to the beat of the music she couldn’t believe how comfortable she felt with him already, it was strange to think she had only met him a couple of days ago, but they spoke as if they were friends. It was nice to feel this comfortable with him but again it was a bit of a concern for her.

It was still hard for her to completely enjoy everything because in the back of her mind she was worried, she was concerned for what would happen with her. At the moment she had somewhere to stay, food and a genuine person trying to help her, but this couldn’t be forever. She couldn’t burden him forever and nor did she want too, plus she highly doubted his father would allow her to continue to roam free. Sighing softly to herself as her thoughts swirled on the negatives of not regaining her memories, she hoped that something would spark today.

That’s if I do belong here… surely, I’d have recognised something by now. Noticed even a familiar street or road. Nothing is making full sense.

As she focused on the thought of not belonging here her hands began to fiddle with the hems of her sleeves, the uncomfortable feeling rising, and it was hard to ignore. Glancing out of the window in hopes to distract herself she began to ignore the pit feeling in her stomach and instead enjoy the scenery and music for the drive.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I dropped a set of step ladders on my foot! It's healed now but darn it was painful!

Oh my gosh don't apologise! I can only apologise I haven't been around as much lately. Work and normal stuff has been a bit hectic. I'm working on a reply for you now!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Do you ever just have days were you don't remember what happened or whats going?

Good to hear! I hope the project goes alright! And I hope your migraine is much better now! I've been alright, busted my foot but otherwise I'm all good!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I never thought about ice cream, that’s a good shout! Ice cream is pretty great too.” Grinning as he added in about Ice Cream, they were both definitely comfort style foods but sometimes that was what you needed. Watching him as he spoke about where they would go she perked up at the ideas, historical district sounded interesting and hopefully it would spark something, then potentially the mall if it didn’t. They all sounded great and she was sure exploring like this had to help, something would come back to her with her memories. That was the hope at least.

If not then she was back at square one, no clue on what would help. She knew it could take time but the fact she knew no one around her didn’t help and it was hard to keep feeling positive on the situation. Hopefully the historical district would help, she had to believe it would because it would only upset her if she didn’t focus on the positive side. “Well I’m sure something will help, plus it will be a nice day exploring anyway! Do you get to explore much with everything going on? I mean I know you have your studies and such, but do you get to go out and enjoy things?”

Feeling her face heat up as he mentioned she was hungry she chuckled rubbing the back of her head, “Yeah… I guess I was a little bit. Sorry! How embarrassing…” Trailing off as she watched him rise from his seat done with his food also. Watching the kitchen staff hurry to clear away their empty plates for lunch she stood up herself to follow him along excited at the idea of exploring this new area. Well it might not be new to her so hopefully it would bring back some form of memory for her.

“Yes! Let’s go!” Grinning back as she remembered to pick up the crutches that would help assist her walk. Following him down the hall it seemed familiar the route they were taking, well it was still new his home that she was staying in, but she was sure they had come in this way when he had drove them here unless she had imagined it. “Oh nice! It might be easier taking your car, especially as we don’t know how long we will be in certain areas. One could spark more of a memory than another.”

Hobbling along she couldn’t help but feel excited about visiting this area, the idea that it could bring back memories for her was enough to make her feel positive. Hopefully she could uncover some more of who she was and maybe even figure out where she belonged, it could turn out to be a big misunderstanding and hopefully things would slot back into place and she could start living her life. Although this was certainly an experience she would not forget. Who could say they stayed with the Prince? "Hopefully it will be nice weather all day."

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I'm working on the response now! Apologies for the delay!

I had a great time though!

How have you been?