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April 22nd
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.

If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.

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Least you've been keeping up with it! That sounds good! I'll try to get my post up tonight if not it will be tomorrow as I would have fallen asleep! Working earlies at work are a killer right now!
Glancing back at the food that was sat in front of her she had taken a few bites before her stomach started to churn uncomfortably, to her it signalled quit while you’re ahead as she knew it wouldn’t end well if she kept eating. The food looked magnificent and Elise hoped no one would take offence that she wasn’t eating too much. The fish looked stunning with the buttery sauces and it tasted it too as she had a few bites of it but as much as the fish smelled and looked amazing, she knew her limits so placed the cutlery gently to one side on the plate.

“Hmm…” Looking up slightly she offered a smile at the idea she had been welcomed in, some people had been nice at least and it looked as if Lady Cheldarine was one of those she would consider nice. Not one of the ones wishing for her death at least. Grabbing the wine once more she sipped at the drink letting the cool liquid calm her as she settled into the chair that was beside the King. Eyes trailed over to Ozragad as he continued to talk with the others a part of her wondered just what was going through his mind over all of this, her fingers tapped against the goblet whilst she considered his thoughts for a moment before returning to the conversation with Lady Cheldarine.

“Change can be good.” Nodding in agreement as she focused her gaze back to Lady Cheldarine looking away from Ozaragad, though she felt herself frown slightly at the next words. Changes of our own? I wonder what kind of changes she expects I’ll be able to make. I doubt the King is easily swayed. This time she glanced at the King once more, watching him for a moment before she shook her head out of her daze. “I am glad, you are the first to express such opinion.” It felt uplifting that someone was glad of her arrival, even if Elise herself did not feel it, it was nice to know that another expressed such a view. I wish I could say the same.

Although people seemed merry, happy and enjoying the feast she caught sight of the men who had exchanged blows. Now being arrested for whatever fuss they had caused, unable to stop herself from looking she caught sight of the one dressed in long robes and adorned in scarves. A part of her wondered if the fight was just because they were drunk, or if it was something to do with the upcoming peace that had been proposed. Something I doubt I will ever find out. Looking back over the hall of people Elise felt so out of place, she could dress like one of them for sure, but she knew deep down she would never be accepted by them not when so much blood had been shed over the war.

Sighing softly to herself looked over at one of the female guards that had spoken to the King, only to be met with a venomous look and upturn of the nose. Feeling the anger stir within her she wanted to fight back, say something but sadly the reasonable part of her mind told her to keep her mouth shut. Instead of returning a look of distaste Elise decided to smile at the female guard in hopes it would only anger them that she seemed unfazed by the unwelcoming look. Sometimes you have to smile like you are unaffected by anyone.

“Oh!” Turning back to Lady Cheldarine who had addressed her once more she listened to her words, confusion crossed her face for a moment when she had spoken about being kin. “I’d like that, to become better acquainted.” At least I can show some effort in wanting this peace to work. “I… well.” Frowning slightly, she looked down at her hands shaking her head, “I hope you don’t take offence to this but well… Eorzians they never really thought about teaching your customs as I’m sure that might be said the same here. I guess it is ignorance really.” Pondering the thought as she rubbed her arm slightly feeling a chill, “I don’t know much of your customs here, lifespans or anything if I’m honest. I was only ever taught the history of my own country.” Grimacing slightly as Elise confessed how very little knowledge she had of this country. “Should it be permitted I would love to learn.” Returning the smile once more, it wasn’t awkward talking with Lady Cheldarine, it was not what she had expected as Elise honestly thought that the feast would be such an awkward encounter for her. “So, you are the King cousin?”

Hey no worries! Take your time! My work schedule is quite hectic at the moment so I'm just about getting evenings free haha.

I hope it goes well the studio! How are the projects in general coming along?
Awh it's so cute though! I feel so bad! But I am so excited for how it will play out!

I just replied! I hope you like it!
What do you mean? Ethan felt his heart stop when they spoke about the interrogation, the other men that had accompanied him in the hopes of finding Iris. Clenching his fists as he continued to listen hoping that they would say they are okay, but they weren’t. They were not talking and not speaking a word meant trouble. A sense of pride filled him because they had kept their silence, if they named any names they would be done for.

A supplement? What does that mean? Light brows furrowed in confusion as he listened on more, his heart racing as he could only think on it being something to loosen the tongue of prisoners. To improve the results of their questioning. Get real, stupid Prince. Trying not to outwardly grumble but then he heard the next part, they had tried to kill themselves. Feeling his heart sink, he placed his head in his hands, if they took that pill, they would be silenced forever. I can only hope they pass on, the thought of the pain. Grimacing as he shook his head, devastated at the notion they had lost some of their people.

Terrorists…

That was what they were all branded, called the Scourge as if some disease when all they wanted to do was provide hope to the poorer districts. Iris, can’t you see? These are not people to sympathise with.

As much as Iris didn’t want to listen, she couldn’t help it, the mention of the interrogation meant that these were her people technically and they had come here to help her because she had gone missing. The idea that they were hurt because of her only made her feel worse, not only was she lying to Cas she had failed her people. Everything had gone wrong in the space of one night. They tried to kill themselves, because of a supplement. Terrorists? They’re not terrorists, they only want to help. Oh gosh what have I caused? This is all my fault, had I not accepted this mission… had I not been caught in that bear trap.

Iris could feel her head swimming, it almost felt like she was drowning with everything that was going on and it was incredibly overwhelming. This is my fault, what have I done? The continuous thought that this was all her fault, the two people that had been caught and interrogated dying because she had gone missing kept going through her mind that she barely noticed the King finally leaving. I… I need to get out. Ethan and I, we can’t…

Blinking a few times, she felt quite dazed, she felt his hands against her cheeks before kissing her and for a split second she had forgotten herself and returned it. NO! You have a boyfriend! What are you doing! When he pulled back to look at her, she could see the apologetic expression and it added to the guilt she already felt for deceiving him. “I…” Grimacing she wasn’t even sure what to say, he was trying to comfort her and make her feel better, but it wasn’t working.

Looking down at her hands which were still shaking she felt the tears prickle once more, blinking them away so she didn’t start to cry again. Feeling his arm around her she buried her head into his chest not wanting to look at him, she couldn’t face him because she knew about her lies. It was hard to just stop feeling for him, to stop liking him and she wished she could because it wasn’t just him, she was hurting but Ethan as well. Ethan was her boyfriend and she still couldn’t remember too much about it but there had been feelings, she was certain of it and she could see the hurt in his eyes when he realised her memories had gone.

“I’m so sorry…” Whispering out her words as she kept her head buried in his chest, she felt more tears leave her eyes, the fact she was exhausted did not help. Before Atlas had even questioned her, she already didn’t look her best and she could only imagine the state she looked now. “M-Maybe I should just go… I shouldn’t… I shouldn’t be here…” Her whole body shivered, cold from all the emotions that she was currently experiencing.
The timing sounds good to me! I think she is already being swayed with the idea. She knows she needs to get out and I think whilst she is quite overwhelmed and not sleeping she will go along with the plan~

I feel bad for Atlas in a way! Especially as he is right about Iris, I can only imagine what he would be like upon return especially with Cas haha
Awesome!! I'm super excited~

Ohhh nice! It's so cold over here but I much prefer the cold! I am not a fan of the heat at all haha
Oh yeah I know!

Ohhh okay! So maybe tomorrow evening Ethan and Iris have to kidnap the Prince? Or are you thinking a little bit longer?

Yeah I can see this stressing out the King so maybe it affects his health :3
Bump~
I know! But I kind of love it haha!

Oh gosh honestly it's so confusing now haha, Ethan is going to go mental. Especially with the news that the others aren't likely to make it.
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