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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha yeah I bet! Work has been so stressful right now with the virus haha.

Sorry for the delay in my own post!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Chuckling at the fact neither of them wanted anymore craziness she knew deep down that would not happen. A part of her knew that his life was about to be turned upside down and it would be her fault. All the events that led up to today was crazy and she was at the centre of it. Everything was her fault and she couldn’t help but think that as each moment passed, it made her feel sick, but she knew what she had to do. I need to stay strong. I can do this; I will be home tomorrow.

I will be home tomorrow.

Those words she kept repeating in her head, it was these words that gave her the courage to push for sneaking out as she knew she had too. “Good, I’m glad. I guess we are all worried about it. Hopefully as I said this will all blow over because being cooped up sucks. Especially with a stuffy Prince~” Teasing him gently as she relaxed in the seat, it scared her at the idea he was so confident that the military will catch the intruders. I’m glad he trusts them but… I just. What if they do catch them. Can I fake not having memories for so long?

Biting her lip as she looked downcast when he spoke about his father not hating her. That’s not true, He does hate me and for good reason. “Yeah I know… it’s just hard. You sure we can’t sneak out tomorrow? Even for a little, you say they will catch them and I’m sure they would have caught them by the time we would even return, or your father would wake.” Offering a playful smile as she tried to convince him to sneak out tomorrow so they could find her ID. Well… so she could kidnap him but those were minor details.

“Thank you, Martin.” Iris smiled up at the waiter who had brought over their drinks, picking it up in her hands she swirled the liquid around before taking a sip enjoying the cool liquid at the back of her throat. “You’ve definitely earned that drink for sure. I bet you will sleep so soundly tonight!” Iris chuckled as she continued to sip at her alcoholic beverage.

“This is so good.” Iris smiled as she looked up at Cas grinning to herself, “Soooo… pretty please? Can we please go out tomorrow?” Batting her eye lashes at Cas as she tried to convince him it would be a good idea. “I’ll trade you a kiss for going out tomorrow?” Offering a rather sly smile this time in hopes she could tempt him; it was worth a shot, but she knew she had to try it. A kiss for the chance to go to the forest tomorrow and look for her ID, it was worth it. This was her only chance to get out of here because if she didn’t, they would eventually find her out and then she’d be thrown in jail and no doubt executed.

If he knew… would he put out the order of my death? Feeling her own heart stop at the idea that he would order her death if he knew the truth.

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

Why does he keep staring at me? Should I say something?... Hesitating to speak she heard his cough as if to break the awkward silence she bit her lip slightly unsure on how to feel. Confusion swept through her seeing him dressed in such manner, no heavy weight holding him down. Nothing screaming regal, well he still held himself in such a manner, but it was strange not have the clothes accompanying it. It still made her feel quite overdressed for their spontaneous meeting in the library and quite self-conscious. He is an enemy, do not forget that. Do not let your guard slip, not once.

The compliment on the library seemed to have eased into more of a conversation, her grip on the book loosened as she looked over at the King noting that something seemed different. Was that a flush? Did he just take a compliment? No, don’t be silly. This lack of sleep is really catching up with me. I need to fix that. Talking herself out of the idea that he had taken the compliment she focused back on his words to hear about who had started the collection. Blue eyes looked back towards the books as she thought about how his mother and grandfather before her had created this, he had added some, but it sounded as if mainly it had been them. “It’s wonderful, books are a great source of knowledge and they say knowledge is power.” Smiling as she looked back over at Ozragad realising that she was having more of a conversation with him than they had ever had before.

I guess he isn’t so bad. Wait… why am I even saying that? Looking back at the book in her hands as he explained how it would not be such a colourful read. Do I care about that? That is nice of him though, to suggest something more tasteful and recent. Staring at the book she turned to the shelf putting it back in its place, taking his suggestion of taking a read of ‘Recollections upon the Queen’s Court’. “Thank you, I will follow that advise, I will read over that one.”

It felt strange not having some sort of argument with him, or disagreement for that matter. In a strange way it was nice not to be at odds with him at this moment. Turning to the shelves she looked through the books trying to find the piece he had suggested, there were quite a few titles. Perhaps I should ask? Turning to look back at him she saw him looking over a particular collection, curiosity got the better of her and she could help but ask. “What are you looking at? Is that the book you suggested?” Taking a step towards Ozragad to see if it was the book, sadly she assumed it was not and in fact it was not any language she had seen before. "What language is that?"

However, her attention was caught when he had realised what she had said, the fact she had asked about her home Eorzia and she tried not to look downcast over it. To show him that openly she was quite distressed on the fact she had not heard anything, it made her feel quite alone in a country that called for her death. Stop it, don’t look so pitiful. That is not who you are. Clearing her throat as she stood tall smiling once more, “Thank you, if there is news will you let me know this evening? If it’s no trouble of course. I just… I’ll be honest. I’m a little anxious I have yet to hear anything from back home. I just thought that I… I just thought my father would have wanted to say something.”

A part of her cringed for blurting a little bit of that out, he did not need to know how she felt over it. He didn’t even care, but it was hard as she thought that she meant more to her family than not to write. It was hard not to be disappointed over the fact they had not spared a thought for her. “I am free to write to them? If I request supplies that is okay to do?”

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

Oh gosh! I hope it all goes okay for you! I'm still at work, they don't want to shut unless absolutely necessary.

However more posting time I guess! I should be able to reply this evening for you :) I have three days off now~

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohhh how very fun! I hope you have a good time! Hopefully your virtual model doesn't take up all of your time :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

That’s something, you didn’t like it either… but still. Surely, he has the power to not do that. I don’t know. I’m overthinking as per usual. Stop it. “I guess.” Smiling slightly as she watched him sit down across from her. Thankfully her praise had hopefully cheered him up so it would only help her try to twist his arm in letting them leave together tomorrow. “Oh really? Well it’s important addressing the people. The idea of making a mistake probably didn’t help your nerves.” Reaching out she gently touched his hand hoping it would reassure him, “It was good though, you should be proud of yourself. I couldn’t tell if you were nervous at all. You appeared confident. Well spoken. As I said before the people adored you, did you hear them cheer for you? You did that.” Well they cheered about killing two innocent people. She thought bitterly to herself.

“I hope so, no more crazy. I don’t think I could quite handle it.” Iris laughed to herself as she got herself comfortable in the booth. “Very nice, scotch sours. I think I have found a good enough cocktail for me. Mimosa will do quite nicely. For that sweet tooth of mine.” Grinning to herself as Martin walked over wishing them a well evening, glancing at Cas as he ordered she turned and smiled at Martin saying how she would like a mimosa. At least she had found a drink she liked after all the samples from last time, hopefully she would regain her full memories soon meaning she would have a bigger idea on her own taste buds. We shall see, I won’t be here long though. Tomorrow and I have to go.

Sighing softly as she looked down at her hands on the table, she felt herself frown, “Do you think you will catch them? The two terror…” Flinching as she couldn’t even finish the words, she shook her head slightly. “Do you think you will catch them?” Meeting his gaze as she repeated her sentence, she knew there was worry in her own eyes, but he could read that as worry for their safety and wellbeing. Not the actual truth of her being worried for the two men who had come to rescue her.

“Sorry… I don’t mean to dampen the conversation. It’s just with everything going on, being on lockdown but still feeling like some sort of prisoner in here. Especially as your father hates me. I’m sure he does… ahh..” Pausing as she realised what she had just said before she hurriedly tried to make it sound better “I shouldn’t have really said that. Ignore me. I’m just rambling…” Stumbling over her words slightly as she began to fiddle with her fingers clearly nervous, a part of her wanted to return to how happy go lucky they had been. The whole not a care in the world and just two people enjoying each other’s company.

“I’m so sorry. You don’t need to listen about my meaningless problems. Not with what you are currently dealing with right now.” Smiling once more as she tried to change the subject to something lighter, “I still have yet to meet those lively friends of yours I've heard so much about.” That probably won’t happen now.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Watching his grin, she couldn’t help but beam herself, his smile was infectious and a part of her forgot for a moment on what she needed to do. Gasping as she felt his lips against hers in a deep kiss, the warmth of his hand on the small of her back pulling her close to him and closing the distance between them. The warmth of him against her made her heart race, the excitement as he kissed her and she couldn't help but press up against him wrapping her arms around him as she enjoyed the moment forgetting about Ethan and the whole drama of everything.

Feeling him pull away she was almost in a daze, cheeks tinted red as she felt herself smile looking at his now sheepish grin apologising for what he had done. Though she could still feel his hands on her waist as he commented how he needed it. The speech had to have been tough and thinking on it she was sure he would have gone to see his father about it, but he had made it to her room pretty quick after the speech had ended. Don’t think too much into it. “Don’t apologise, let’s get that drink. Hang out and forget about everything.”

Glancing at his hands as he placed them in his pockets, she nodded to his notion of getting that drink and began to follow him down the corridor. Hesitating as he mentioned the speech she nodded smiling slightly, “Yeah, it was… I guess it kind of shocked me the sentencing, but it was good. You sounded confident. The people loved you.” Walking along she moved to the bar smiling as she had been here once before, it was still as lavish as ever and she remembered their first drinks here and how she was trying different beverages.

“I doubt I could ever speak in public like that, it takes a lot of confidence. No wonder you were a wreck.” Nudging him gently as she sat herself on the booth they had sat at before she looked over at Caspain smiling. “I wish we could do something tomorrow, something fun together. Sneak out, maybe even look for my ID.” Chuckling to herself as she relaxed in the booth changing the subject from his speech, she didn’t really want to discuss it as it would only upset her and she had to ensure that she didn’t act any differently.

“I guess everything has just been a bit much today.” Running fingers through her hair she was glad her blush had calmed down and the urge to kiss him once more had subsided. I can’t let myself get caught up with him, not again. Stick to the plan, get back to the forest. Knock him out, kidnap him from the public eye. Can I really do all of this? She felt conflicted, but he had sent two innocent men to their deaths she to remember that. I’m doing it for them, for my people. “So, what will be your poison today? I do hope you’re not planning on getting drunk. I do have a curfew.” Smirking as she looked over at Cas pushing back any doubts she had on her plan.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohhh how exciting! Are you doing anything nice for the visit?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awh bless Cas! Ahh no worries I am super excited! I'll try to reply tonight if I can! If not it will be tomorrow after work! Then I have Monday off woo~

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“W-We need to make a plan… I.” Iris bit her lip as she looked up at Ethan worry in her blue eyes as she tried to comprehend everything going on. Caspain had sentenced two innocent men to their death and she couldn’t quite understand why, they had not attacked the King they had just taken their break in as if it was going to be an attempt on his life. That was not the case. “I… he, we can’t save them, can we?” She felt her lower lip tremble as she spoke out the words, confirming that they could not save the two that were in a cell.

Ethan shook his head sighing heavily as he twirled a lock of her blonde hair between his fingers, “We can’t save them, no. Unless you want the death toll to be five and not two.”

Closing her eyes as she looked down, head bowed as she thought on how the five of them would be killed if they tried to save them. Caspain would send her to her own death if he knew the truth and that was hard to swallow. A person whom she had thought sweet mannered, kind and compassionate was not what she thought. But… maybe he. He had to do it right? He is a monarch… he has to make these decisions? Grimacing as she tried to stick up for him in her own thoughts it only made it worse. No… I can’t think like that. “I just… this is all my fault.”

“Don’t say that, sure they came here to find you with me but ultimately they knew the risks. It is not your fault.” Ethan spoke with confidence in hopes that she would not blame herself for this. Regardless on the fact she had gotten tangled up with the Prince they would have still looked for her if she did not return. “They will die with honour. They will be martyrs and our people will no stand for this. This will only fuel the rebellion.”

Iris felt herself nod as she listened to him sighing as she felt like everything had just come crashing down. “I will convince him to find my ID tomorrow… you know the forest, right? The weak point of entry… I’ll take him there.”

“You don’t have the heart to kill him though. I can see it in your eyes.” Ethan spoke softly as he caressed her cheek smiling slightly, “You are too kind for something like that. I did tell your father. How about though we kidnap him. You only have to knock him out in the forest. I can do the rest.”

Hesitating at the idea of kidnapping him she nodded in agreement, perhaps kidnapping him would scare the King to listen to the people. To see that it is not a war, but people who just need help. “O-Okay… We will go there tomorrow. Can you get there safely?”

“Tom knows the streets really well, he is usually one of our runners for stealing food here I still have contact with him, he is waiting for us before leaving. He will get me there safely. Will you be alright with him? He can’t know our plan; you can’t give anything away.” Ethan looked at Iris, inside he was delighted to finally have her onboard and that she could finally see why they were fighting for this again.

Nodding Iris wiped her face taking a deep breath, “No… I can do this. We have to do this. He said he would come back for a drink this evening. I’ll use that time to convince him. You should probably go; I can only imagine it will take a while to get out safely with all the security.”

Ethan let go of his hold on Iris before standing up nodding, leaning down he placed a kiss against her forehead before looking towards the window. “Be safe, I will see you tomorrow and this will all be over.” His own heart was hammering as he moved to the window ensuring that there were no eyes on them. Pulling out a black cap he covered his blonde hair and pulled up the hood on his black jumper before moving out of the window and into the night.

Watching him leave Iris felt the dread, there was now so much at stake and she was unsure on how she would handle it. With only part of her memories she had to be careful still and even though she was going to kidnap the Prince she couldn’t quite believe that she would be able to pull it off. A part of her was already imagining the worst-case scenario, that he already knew her identity and that he was going to have her killed along with the two men that had been caught.

I’m so sorry Cas.

Thinking to herself as she hobbled to the sink to freshen herself up, the sinking feeling in her stomach at how she was going to betray Caspain. Someone she knew she still liked deep down. Letting out a shaky breath she turned to look at her door when she heard the knock, she knew it had to be him. Unless they really did know who, she was and that was his father ready to kill her on the spot.

Mustering up the courage she moved to the door with a smile on her face opening it up to see Caspain standing there, looking him up and down she couldn’t help but look to see if he was tired. She knew he hadn’t really slept, and it was hard not to worry about him, she still had feelings for him, and she doubted they would go away. “Hey, you did well! Number one supporter here.” Although the words felt sickening as they left her mouth, she did not support his decision to have them killed but she had to act normal. They shouldn’t affect her.

“Shall we get you that drink?”