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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“You just wanted to hold me more.” Iris teased softly as she heard the alarm go off on his watch, she felt a pang in her heart though because she knew what it meant. The anticipation was rising, there was a mixture of excitement because they were sneaking out but there was also a sense of dread for what she was about to do.

Especially since I’m falling hard and fast. Could there be such a thing as people you are destined to be with? Or did I latch onto him because I had no memories.

A painful thought crossed her mind as she watched him stand up stretching, taking the time herself to stretch she watched him for a minute. Eyes full of care and compassion she took the moment to enjoy the last of whatever this was. It would have never worked regardless. Even if I was from the Capital, I’d end up being some sort of mistress. He would be destined to marry someone of his station. It’s better this way, breaking whatever bond we had. Whatever trust we had. Maybe I don’t have to hurt him, maybe I can just make a run for it and leave him behind. Perhaps he would even let me leave?

Smiling as he grinned to her asking her to follow, she brushed herself down before pushing herself off of the sofa. “Maybe if you’re lucky when we sneak back, we can spend some more time together.” Giving him a playful wink as she watched him move to the door. Feeling the excitement one more she began to follow him putting as little pressure as she could on her bad leg. Standing just behind him as he made sure the coast was clear she held her breath, a part of her wondering if they’d already be rumbled but as he gestured her to follow she felt herself relax a little but she kept alert knowing they could not make any sort of mistake.

Following him through the halls she tried to keep any sort of noise to a minimum, they were after all sneaking past trained guards. Security that was excellent enough to be guarding the royals and they were breaking all the rules by trying to sneak past. What if we get caught? How will we explain this? Biting her lip as the silence was hard, everything was all too quiet and a part of her wondered on how easy this seemed to be. Too easy almost as she rounded one of the corners following Cas. They were no doubt heading towards the garage, maybe it’s the same place he parked his car before? Although I don’t think I can even remember where that is. There is no turning back now, I have to see through the plan. I can’t get out of this anymore even though I have doubts. I just don’t want to hurt him, he does not deserve it… but then those people didn’t deserve to die.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

There we go!

I'm literally so buzzing hahaha I can't wait!! Like did you ever watch BBC Merlin? The whole reveal of Merlin to Prince Arthur was so goood and I can just picture the whole. I'm sorry... I'm the daughter of lead rebel style thing :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I was not!” Iris defended her face heating up; she had never gone after him deliberately and she couldn’t help but stutter at his words. Touching her tinged red cheeks, she could feel the heat in them, and she knew she was embarrassed, did I make all those little passes? Was I always flirting with him? Frowning as she looked at his amused smirk on his face as he bantered back with her, she shook her head as she prodded his chest playfully. “You! I was being nice! Supportive when you were upset. That was not flirting just kindness.” Sticking her tongue out as she glanced down at his hand touching her arm like she had done once before.

“I was quite happily minding my own business thank you very much.” Folded her arms over her chest as if to make a point, she couldn’t help but laugh at them both bickering as if they’d been together forever. “I think you were after me from the start, didn’t want me meeting your friends. Scared I might have chased one of them instead?” She couldn’t help her giggles as she kept the playfulness of their conversation. It was a good distraction from her current thoughts of doom and gloom with breaking his heart.

Talking with him was nice, spending time together was even better and as much as tried to distance herself from him she couldn’t help it. “Two hours… hmm. I'm sure we can think of something~” Glancing at Cas as she caught the mischievous smile, she felt herself get excited, the low tone sent shivers down her spine and she leaned into the kiss following suit not even hesitating with her actions.

Time flew by and already it had been two hours of enjoying one another’s company, they had talked. Kissed, talked and well kissed more because Iris was completely entranced by him even though she hated to admit it. During the time she had thought about Ethan and if she had ever been as excited with him as she was with Cas, had she ever gone far with him? Those were memories she still didn’t know and a part of her was frustrated because even though she knew in her head she was cheating; in her heart it didn’t feel like it.

Right now, she was happily resting on the sofa, her fingers tracing circles in Caspains hand as she was leaning against him just enjoying the time. They didn’t always need to speak, and it was oddly relaxing, so much so she knew she would have fallen asleep had she not forced herself to stay awake. It said a lot and she knew that she felt so comfortable around him, that she would happily fall asleep in his company. When Ethan had been there it was difficult, but then he felt like a stranger to her so perhaps that was the reason. It was all quite confusing but right now she was happy and she was going to enjoy it whilst she could.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I know!!!

Bless him though, all James Bond like and so adorable. It's gonna break my heart hurting him ;A;

Buuuut they will be stronger for it in the long run, building back up the trust.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Smiling as she sat down balancing the plate carefully on her legs she looked over at Cas as she watched him sit beside her on the sofa. Taking some cutlery in her hands she smiled as she looked at the dish on her legs as she began to take a few bites, even though she had felt a little nauseous earlier he was right. Eating would be best and with the night she was about to have an empty stomach would not be ideal.

I wonder what my father will be like… if I get through this and see him. Will he be happy to see me? Will he still have some bad habits? Some of the memories I remember of him weren’t exactly sunshine and rainbows. Thinking to herself as she began to eat, she felt herself flush when she seemed to just realise what he had said. “B-Bad girl?” Stuttering as she became quite flustered at the tease towards her. Shaking her head profusely she looked over at him with pleading eyes “I am no such thing! I think you’re quite the troublemaker. With your wild parties and... and flirtatious attitude!.” Huffing as she glanced at her food, there was a playful smile on her face however as she took another bite of the delicious food.

“Bad girl… pfft.” Iris blushed as she mumbled into her food feeling her blonde hair fall in front of her face hiding her embarrassment. “Anywaaaay. You could be a bad guy; the ladies absolutely love you and you know you are charming. A lot of bad guys use that to their advantage.” Pointing her fork at him as she bit back playfully grinning as she gave him a wink, “You certainly have a way.” A flash of memory passed by, the heated kiss last night in the bar where she had entranced him. Egged him on almost.

Finally talk of the plan and she could hear how eager he was, he was loving it and only brought a smile to her face. Finishing off her food she moved the plate to the table giving him her full attention about the plan. “Look at you, shall I call you James Bond?” Chuckling softly as she pushed the locks of hair back behind her ear listening as he continued on. Okay so the guards patrol the palace, they have emergency cars? What don’t they have? All this technology and sustenance could help so many people thinking on it. Stop it, you’re getting ahead of yourself here.

“Alright, I’m in comfortable clothes today.” Iris had put on a pair of dark jeans and a dark blouse knowing the light colours would only draw attention, so she opted for the darker colours. “I’ve taken painkillers for my leg; I can just about move on it for a little without needing those crutches, so they won’t hold us back. We will find my ID! I know we will!” Nodding confidently as she smiled at Cas. “You lead the way though; I will follow you. You know everything far better than I.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Sighing to herself she looked up when she heard a knock on her door, at first, she panicked thinking that this was it. These were the guards coming to escort her to a cell to await punishment. However, when she heard his voice, she let out a sigh of relief smiling, it’s only Cas. Stop worrying. Shaking her head slightly as she pushed off of the sofa, “Hang on!” Calling out so he knew that she was on her way, trouble with her leg still being slightly busted she couldn’t just jump up to open the door.

Opening the door, she grinned as she saw him standing there, he looked excited but at the same time like he was about to break the rules. She couldn’t help but giggle because to a degree this was exciting, rule breaking and sneaking out when they shouldn’t be, and it perked her up in an instant. The worries all washed away as she greeted him at the door knowing that he had probably spent most of the day planning to sneak them out. “Hey you.” Glancing down at the plate of food her eyes softened at the gesture, he had noticed she hadn’t gone for dinner and it was incredibly sweet.

“You didn’t have too, I’m fine. Just too excited to eat.” Grinning as she played it off, that was the case of course. Too worried to eat more like it but he didn’t need to know the finer details of that. “Sooooo, are you excited?” Iris asked as she let him inside her room, a part of her felt giddy over everything and she knew that she would have a lot of fun sneaking out with Cas.

As long as we don’t think what’s going to happen at the end of it. I’m such a bad person, aren’t I? Biting her lip as she thought about what she was leading him too. “I should probably try to eat a little though… plus the food here is so good. I’d be an idiot to leave it.” Shuffling herself over to the sofa she sat herself down patting the side so Cas could join her, her heart was already racing at the excitement of sneaking out and executing her plan. Hopefully no one gets hurt… I don’t think I could handle hurting him. Trying not to think on how she was going to hurt him she smiled looking down at the plate of food, “So what’s on the menu today?”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awesome!!

Right I really need sleep! Goodnight! :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It has hard sleeping; various different scenarios ran through her mind throughout the night and most of them ended up with her death. Only once she had woken in the night with a start, gasping for air as she clutched her chest. The soft pounding of her head as she felt the headache forming, she was completely in turmoil with herself. Part of her wanted to cancel it all, another part of her just wished she would disappear, and it would all end. After the bad dreams she had managed to settle once more, getting a few hours of sleep before the morning arrived.

Thankfully when she had woken Cas was not around, as much as she’d have loved to see him it was best not. She didn’t want to lose herself once more as last night had gotten her quite hot under the collar and it was far to soon, well. It shouldn’t happen regardless as she did have a boyfriend still. Although she wasn’t entirely sure on that as her and Ethan hadn’t exactly spoken about it, she was sure that when she was back home memories would return and help her along the way. However hurting Cas was still playing on her mind, she still didn’t really want to hurt him.

The day was spent moping around her room, her mind flitting from the enjoyable night to what could happen if everything went wrong. She had taken some time to read in hopes it would distract her, however that was not the case. The book was more of something she could fiddle with as she thought back on the dreams, his father and how scary he had been. Caspain and how he had ordered the death of two innocent people. Even though it felt like time hadn’t passed Iris had noted it was evening, but she didn’t feel like dinner, there was an unease in her stomach. An unrest to her as she watched the time go by.

Maybe he will break his word, maybe we won’t go, and I can worry about this all another day, right? That could be an option? Thinking to herself as she sat on the sofa in her room, it was so comfortable staying here and as much as she enjoyed it, she knew she should be here. I… Cringing to herself as she looked at the table wondering if maybe she should write some sort of confession. Should I write something addressed to the King? Or is that suicide?

Letting out a shaky sigh she threw the book to the floor shaking her head, fingers clasped at it feeling the headache return from last night. Iris had not gotten much rest; her mind had stayed active and kept her up playing out what could happen and now she was suffering for it. Cas won’t break his word; he is a man of honour and he keeps to that. I’m the villain here, I’m the bad guy about to ruin his life and break his trust. Without realising she felt the tears leave her eyes and she couldn’t help but curse under her breath as she looked at the book thrown to the floor, “The only thing I can vow to do is make sure he doesn’t get hurt physically.” Mumbling to herself as she hugged her knees bringing them up on the sofa still debating on if she should try to eat something. “What’s the point? It will be a waste of food.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I am too!

I'll get in another post before bed :3

I really can't wait!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh wow! Honestly! That's crazy though, all those deaths etc :/

I hope it does get sorted! For everyones sake!