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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“He was my boyfriend; we were dating before the memory lapse.” Iris sighed eyes focused on the bruises on her wrist knowing that wasn't the only bruise she had because her father had hit her, “But he is not my boyfriend anymore.” I don’t know what I saw in him, maybe I was just frightened about being alone? I don’t know… Rubbing her tired eyes she felt the headache, the interrogation was enough to make her hurt, but she wouldn’t complain not when Cas was in a worse state than she was. Tearing her eyes away from the bruises she looked over at him, her own heart breaking as he said her name, the way he reached out but then retracted his hand.

“I understand. I’ll try to answer any questions you have, but I still don’t remember everything.” Smiling slightly as she returned to the supplies in the bag to get the painkiller and the first aid kit, so she could tend to the wound properly. Picking up the second bottle of water she moved to where he was on the bed sitting on it beside him hearing the creaks in the springs with her added weight, “Let me sort out that wound properly.” Passing him the second bottle of water and painkiller she put the first aid kit on her lap opening it up, it had proper bandages, antiseptic wipes with alcohol in and it even had a dressing which would keep the blood flow in and on its way to healing.

“A-Ah... please, let me.” Hesitating slightly before she started to untie the cloth that was on his arm rather than have him do it, she didn’t want him wasting more energy that he no doubt didn’t have. “It will be best to take the medicine after I’ve redressed this. It... it will hurt.”

Taking out the alcoholic wipes she cleaned up the wound once more, making sure to get the blood that surrounded it. Iris tried to be careful, but she knew it would hurt him, the wound wasn’t just some grazed knee after all. After a few more gentle touches she inspected the wound best she could in the dying light, biting her lip as she debated on if it was enough. There wasn’t more she could do for him or the wound, passing him the alcoholic wipes she sighed, “You can use them to clean up the blood on your hands. Just try not to move much for the next part. Please.”

Although the wound had now been cleaned, she took out the bandages and the dressing from the kit, unwrapping the dressing she pressed it against the wound biting her lip hoping she wouldn’t cause more unnecessary hurt. Wrapping the bandages around the dressing she tied it up neatly holding it in place. It now stood a far better chance of not getting infected. Sighing with relief she pushed herself off of the bed and back to the corner she had made herself somewhat comfortable in before. She didn’t want to overstay her welcome with him, as much as it was nice to be close to him in that brief moment.

Rubbing her arms from the cold she leaned back against the crumbling wall, her head now throbbing as she tried to relax. What was best for them now was getting some rest before they made a start at getting back to the Capital, she felt the exhaustion. Lack of sleep, food and now the cold. “I eh... I’m sorry I couldn’t fit any blankets in the backpack. It will get cold.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awh I'm loving to see how Cas is changing bless him. The way everything has been thrown at him!

Ooo nice one! I hope the big project is going well!

Final Fantasy 7

We fear that which we cannot see...

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A little bit about me! I love to write in my spare time as well as play video games. I love using fandoms and original plots so don’t be afraid to ask if you don’t see anything you like! I’m a female and prefer writing with those 18+. I prefer fade to black if things progress with characters. On another note I don’t mind playing the male however I do prefer playing female characters. I'm happy to do FxF MxF and MxM and I do not mind on post length as long as you give me something to work with and it's not a one liner. Please feel free to PM me and we can discuss!

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~Current craving~

As the title suggests I am looking for someone to do a Final Fantasy 7 themed RP with me. I'd love to do OCxCANON and I am more than happy to double up for those who would like a bit of Canon themselves!

I was lucky enough to get the game early and it's really made me crave a roleplay from this fandom.

I'm looking for someone to play Tseng or Reno, I really want to explore the Turks. The kind of jobs they take, the crap they deal with as I just feel it would be a lot of fun all the while hunting for Avalanche. I'm comfortable with playing most characters from this fandom from males to females!

I'm happy to talk other in depth plots and such, but my main focus is finding someone else who would love to roleplay from Final Fantasy 7, so if this catches your fancy please do PM me! :3

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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha yeah, I regret it though as felt super tired today!!

No worries! Take your time! I'm just sorting bits for work tomorrow :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I never usually do myself, but I just couldn't sleep and there was video games... haha. A dangerous combo.

Hahaha look at him though, hotels, busses and taxis. This reality check is going to hit hard on him.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Take a bus, he really doesn’t know his Kingdom outside the Capital. Iris thought to herself as she thought back on his comment on how they could just simply take a bus back to the Capital. If only it was that simple. I’ve made my choice; I’ll have to live a life of constant running. I have no doubts my father would kill me for what I’ve done. Dark thoughts began to circle through her mind as she looked for a brief moment of piece, but Cas had other ideas. More questions, more questions that she didn’t really want to answer because it reminded her of the truth.

“I… I-I.” Stuttering to find the right words she couldn’t say she still had feelings for him because he would shoot that down, he wouldn’t believe her. “…Would you believe if I tell you my reasons?” Her voice was soft, but it had a hesitation to it as if she was nervous. “It doesn’t matter right now, I’m helping you escape because of what I believe, not their beliefs.” Shivering as her own adrenaline of running away started to subside she could feel the cold air, the hoodie wasn’t thick enough fabric to protect from the cold.

Pulling up her knees to her chest as she wrapped her arms around them, “He’s not my boyfriend…” Burying her head in her knees she felt tired, the stress was catching up to her and it was only the start. There was so much more she had to do, that she had to plan to get him out safely. “He… he wasn’t always like you know. My father.” Lifting her head up slightly she used her knees as a rest for it as she glanced over at Cas, “The rebellion was about help to all the districts beyond the Capital. They wanted access to healthcare, medicines. A chance to work their way up higher. It was meant to be about a better quality of life for everyone. That’s what I believed in fighting for…”

When did it begin to change? How did I notice it wasn’t what it was all cracked up to be?

“I guess, there is corruption everywhere. Whether he was hungry for power. Revenge as he believes your family is responsible for her death. I… I don’t know.” Sighing to herself as she used the wall behind her to lean against, “I was never going to be able to kill you in the Capital, it was a suicide mission from the start.” Speaking bitterly as she knew deep down had she not fallen she’d be in his cell awaiting her execution. Maybe I was meant to be a Martyr? Surely, he wouldn’t have done that to me… Thinking on it when her father relied on the alcohol more and more his motives became more sinister, but she still had blanks in her memory so couldn’t put it together fully.

Hanging her head low again she couldn’t make eye contact with him, not with what she was going to say. “I… liked you Cas, I never stopped liking you. It wasn’t a lie; it wasn’t some master plot to have you kidnapped or killed. I didn’t know who I was, I still don’t know fully… but I don’t want you to die. It solves nothing for anyone and only leaves more pain, a broken Kingdom.” Shifting in her position in the corner she tried to get comfortable, but it wasn’t easy, it was cold, and the worry was already eating away at her because she had to keep him hidden. I’m on a roll betraying everyone it seems. Thinking to herself as she looked at her wrist, the bruises a reminder of the fact she had done the right thing.

Domestic Samurai [Suki & OliveYou]

BECAUSE VIDEO GAMES....

Hahaha xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg don't worry about it!

I will however be going to bed because it's 3am and I'm not as young as I used to be staying up to play video games xD

Omg though Cas thinking they were going to a hotel hahaha bless him

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh I hope you get them! I know a lot of places have hiked up their prices and such!

Also poor Cas, he doesn't realise it's not that simple to get back to the Capital haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“It’s… not that simple.” Iris grimaced as she avoided looking him in the eyes, “For one we don’t have taxis in this area… well none of the districts outside of the Capital have Taxis. I thought you knew that.” Hesitating as she turned to him looking away from the trash, “I wish it was that simple to get you back to the Capital, to get you away from all of this… but I don’t have that kind of power.” Sighing as she shook her head she continued to walk on, moving away from the shops in the district knowing he would follow because he didn’t know where he was.

“Do you know how many men my father commands? He has all the districts under his thumb. Like your father no doubt has a council, he does too. All of them a highly respected recognised man from each district outside of the Capital.” Rubbing her arm as she felt the cool breeze past them, she hung her head knowing he probably didn’t believe her. “Each of those men command their districts, men, woman… the shops. It’s a bigger network than anyone probably realises…”

Walking on she knew where she was taking him, there was an abandoned building that her and Maisie had often played in as children. It wasn’t ideal, but it was far better than the streets where they could be recognised. It would have to do for the night. “As much as we could spend the rest of night and day walking you straight back to the border. We can’t. That’s where my father will look first, he will expect you to make haste to the border and in your condition, I doubt you could walk for hours to get there and I don’t have a car. I don’t have a taxi or anyone that can drive us for that matter because all the people I know would sell you out in a heartbeat at a chance for a better life.”

It was the cold hard truth, the only person she trusted here was Maisie. Everyone else would sell him out, he would have quite the bounty on his head and she knew her father would do at nothing to bring him back to kill him. “Cas… I’m sorry. I wish I could get you back there tonight… but. I physically can’t. I don’t have the resources… I… I-I.”

Shaking her head as turned away from him, hiding the hurt at how useless she was to him right now. All she could do was get them shelter, make it back to the Capital the long way as anyone could be part of the rebellion. Any one of these people could recognise them and he’d be dead in a heartbeat. Pushing on she moved towards a rather run-down looking bomb shelter, it was tucked just on the edge of the districts forest and it was far enough away from the streets of the people for them to be disturbed. Hands pushed at the door and a loud creak could be heard, a layer of dust surrounded them as it revealed a small enclosed space inside.

The old bomb shelter had a bed with broken springs inside, a broken table and a few dirty dusty blankets and it was clear this hadn’t been used in years. Coughing from the dust Iris sat herself down in the corner of the room, hands opening up the backpack pulling out the trash bag. Ripping it open she sighed with relief seeing some welcomed items. Maisie didn’t disappoint. Seeing the small first aid pack, she knew she could treat the wound better, ensure it didn’t get infected and Maisie had managed to get a painkiller. It was only one, but better than nothing. There were two bottles of water and thankfully Iris knew of a few streams to refill them in so she knew that would come in handy but then her hands pulled out some bread and some sort of pie. Maisie must have gotten into trouble for sneaking all of this.

“Here. You will need this if you are to regain your strength to walk back to the Capital.” Iris sighed pushing both the bottles of water, the bread and pie so he could feel somewhat human again. She was used to going without food, but she doubted he wasn’t “I’ll tend to that wound again with this… if you need it, we even have a painkiller. Just one, but it should help.” Tapping at the first aid kit before she leaned against the cold stone wall closing her eyes, she wasn’t feeling too great herself but with everything that had happened she put it down to stress.