Oh yeah true! I forget about that.
I'm still saving for a house so I have a long way off before looking haha
I'm still saving for a house so I have a long way off before looking haha
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If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.
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Iris cringed at his words; he wasn’t far off of course Ethan knew they were close. They had been friends for years from what her memory was telling her. “I… I don’t know if he will, but I have to hope. Else it will be really difficult and then Maisie will get into trouble and I don’t want that. Not after everything she has done.” Shaking her head at the idea of her friend getting caught in the crossfire, “She didn’t outwardly say, but the money she gave us is probably her life savings. I’m certain of it because no one has that much money around here.”
Walking through the residential district not many were out, the few people that worked were in their stores trying to keep business open and the others would no doubt be doing some labour style work just to earn enough to get a meal. Thankfully it wasn’t raining, and the weather seemed to be okay, sunny with a few clouds, but it would be perfect for their walk back to the Capital. “I know it may be a lot for me to ask, I know I shouldn’t because I don’t have any leg to stand on really, but if it’s not too much trouble would you repay her? Maisie is not part of the rebellion; she never has been and is just an honest worker trying to get by… I just. I guess I feel bad taking all this help from her.” Although thinking on it she knew she had a problem accepting help from anyone, how awkward she had been when Cas had helped her giving her a place to stay and buy clothes and necessities so she could get by. She always wanted to repay that kindness but knowing who she was she doubted she could even do that anymore.
Rounding the fateful corner, she glanced towards the gate confused, no one was there. Had Ethan already gone for the text? It felt odd there was no one around, no sign of any rebel near the gate and it unsettled her. It only reminded her of how she felt when she first woke that something was wrong, but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. “This is strange.” Whispering to herself as she glanced around, but again there was no one in sight. Should they just go for it? Or was it a trap? “I don’t like this one bit.” Rubbing her arm as she took a few more moments looking around just to make sure the coast was clear.
Letting out a shaking breath she finally moved pushing forward making her way to the gate cautiously glancing around with each step as she was so nervous. Mumbling to herself as she took a step into the eleventh district passing through the gate with no problems, there was no one around to cause any problems. Quickening her pace, she continued to walk into the districts already noting the rubble, the degrading buildings that had clearly been hit. Not many lived in this district and for good reason it seemed as all she could see was ruin.
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Maisie by now had texted Ethan, enacting the plan that they had agreed upon, but she hadn’t expected the news she received back. The little text popped up on her phone and she couldn’t help but gasp, eyes widening in shock as she had to reread it hoping that she was wrong but she wasn't and there was no way she could tell Iris of this news as she didn't have a phone on her.
I can’t look, everyone is in an uproar. We are all in fourth district. Regis is dead. Everything is a mess.
Walking through the residential district not many were out, the few people that worked were in their stores trying to keep business open and the others would no doubt be doing some labour style work just to earn enough to get a meal. Thankfully it wasn’t raining, and the weather seemed to be okay, sunny with a few clouds, but it would be perfect for their walk back to the Capital. “I know it may be a lot for me to ask, I know I shouldn’t because I don’t have any leg to stand on really, but if it’s not too much trouble would you repay her? Maisie is not part of the rebellion; she never has been and is just an honest worker trying to get by… I just. I guess I feel bad taking all this help from her.” Although thinking on it she knew she had a problem accepting help from anyone, how awkward she had been when Cas had helped her giving her a place to stay and buy clothes and necessities so she could get by. She always wanted to repay that kindness but knowing who she was she doubted she could even do that anymore.
Rounding the fateful corner, she glanced towards the gate confused, no one was there. Had Ethan already gone for the text? It felt odd there was no one around, no sign of any rebel near the gate and it unsettled her. It only reminded her of how she felt when she first woke that something was wrong, but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. “This is strange.” Whispering to herself as she glanced around, but again there was no one in sight. Should they just go for it? Or was it a trap? “I don’t like this one bit.” Rubbing her arm as she took a few more moments looking around just to make sure the coast was clear.
Letting out a shaking breath she finally moved pushing forward making her way to the gate cautiously glancing around with each step as she was so nervous. Mumbling to herself as she took a step into the eleventh district passing through the gate with no problems, there was no one around to cause any problems. Quickening her pace, she continued to walk into the districts already noting the rubble, the degrading buildings that had clearly been hit. Not many lived in this district and for good reason it seemed as all she could see was ruin.
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Maisie by now had texted Ethan, enacting the plan that they had agreed upon, but she hadn’t expected the news she received back. The little text popped up on her phone and she couldn’t help but gasp, eyes widening in shock as she had to reread it hoping that she was wrong but she wasn't and there was no way she could tell Iris of this news as she didn't have a phone on her.
I can’t look, everyone is in an uproar. We are all in fourth district. Regis is dead. Everything is a mess.
Oh wow that's great news!! That should hopefully makes things easier for when you make the jump to moving!
Perfect! That will work nicely :3
Perfect! That will work nicely :3
Nice one!!
Awh well I hope it goes through though! There is no better feeling than a new home that is just right!
Oh! Quick question, at this point would we assume Regis is dead? If so by this point today would you think the rebels would have gotten word?
Awh well I hope it goes through though! There is no better feeling than a new home that is just right!
Oh! Quick question, at this point would we assume Regis is dead? If so by this point today would you think the rebels would have gotten word?
Ahh yeah motivation in general sucks I understand! Hopefully though you'll get everything sorted!!
Oh nice! Have you found anywhere you like yet?
Oh nice! Have you found anywhere you like yet?
Haha omg same!! Like when I think of an idea I just can't wait to share it and I get super excited haha xD
Oh no! Everything okay?
Oh no! Everything okay?
Maisie sighed even as he confirmed that he would do everything in his power to make sure she didn’t suffer, she wanted to believe it. She had to else she wouldn’t let her friend go. Though something told her it wasn’t going to be plain sailing, she knew there was going to be trouble, but she wouldn’t air those concerns. The Prince had given his word and she had to believe in that. “Alright. I will trust you. I will hold you to that word so don’t make me come after you if you break it.” Offering a smile keeping it somewhat light.
“Oh, thank you. For folding up the blanket and that. It wasn’t needed but I appreciate it. Maisie nodded as she headed into the kitchen to check on her own supplies and to see if her friend had at least eaten something. She had seen the neat pile of bedding on the sofa and she only assumed it had been him.
“Right I have these.” Iris sighed as she walked back into the room pulling on the hoodie herself before handing one to Cas, it felt good being in fresh clothes and she was glad they had come to Maisies. It had been the right decision, but now it was time to move on and head into the next district.
“Ah good, don’t worry about anything okay. You will be fine.” Maisie smiled as she moved back into the room and over to Iris, hands grasping her shoulders as she smiled. “Be careful and try to bypass district eleven if you can. It’s still somewhat in ruins so I doubt you’ll get much resource there.”
“Still in ruins?” Iris questioned confused as her hand went to her head as if it would help her remember, had she known that?
“It was pretty recent actually, military targeted it thinking that was base of operations. I don’t think you were here.” Pondering the thought as she took a step back, finger tapping her chin before she shook her head smiling, “No matter. Just move past that one quickly. I’ll explain when you are back from your little adventure.”
“Oh. Sure. Right… Eh” Shaking her head she looked back over at Maisie smiling, “Thank you Maisie. For everything. I really appreciate it.” Eyes softened as she looked over her friend, the idea of not having her would have only made everything worse.
“No bother. Right I’ll message Ethan in twenty minutes okay. You guys need to go now.” Handing Iris the backpack before glancing over at Cas, “There’s more bandages in the backpack for that wound. Try to keep it clean else you’ll lose your arm~”
“Be careful…” Iris couldn’t help but grimace as she pulled on the backpack feeling the weight immediately, Maisie had clearly packed more into it this time. Trying to steady her own breath she could feel her heart beginning to race, the danger of having to sneak through the gates and the fact she felt incredibly warm was not helping. Determined to keep herself focused she gave a small wave to the friend that had helped them before finally leaving the house, she was going to get him back to the Capital today. I can do it. It has to be done this way as the longer he is here the more danger he is in. Thinking to herself as she begun the walk back towards the gate, pulling up the hood on her dark coloured hoodie to keep her face from sight.
“Oh, thank you. For folding up the blanket and that. It wasn’t needed but I appreciate it. Maisie nodded as she headed into the kitchen to check on her own supplies and to see if her friend had at least eaten something. She had seen the neat pile of bedding on the sofa and she only assumed it had been him.
“Right I have these.” Iris sighed as she walked back into the room pulling on the hoodie herself before handing one to Cas, it felt good being in fresh clothes and she was glad they had come to Maisies. It had been the right decision, but now it was time to move on and head into the next district.
“Ah good, don’t worry about anything okay. You will be fine.” Maisie smiled as she moved back into the room and over to Iris, hands grasping her shoulders as she smiled. “Be careful and try to bypass district eleven if you can. It’s still somewhat in ruins so I doubt you’ll get much resource there.”
“Still in ruins?” Iris questioned confused as her hand went to her head as if it would help her remember, had she known that?
“It was pretty recent actually, military targeted it thinking that was base of operations. I don’t think you were here.” Pondering the thought as she took a step back, finger tapping her chin before she shook her head smiling, “No matter. Just move past that one quickly. I’ll explain when you are back from your little adventure.”
“Oh. Sure. Right… Eh” Shaking her head she looked back over at Maisie smiling, “Thank you Maisie. For everything. I really appreciate it.” Eyes softened as she looked over her friend, the idea of not having her would have only made everything worse.
“No bother. Right I’ll message Ethan in twenty minutes okay. You guys need to go now.” Handing Iris the backpack before glancing over at Cas, “There’s more bandages in the backpack for that wound. Try to keep it clean else you’ll lose your arm~”
“Be careful…” Iris couldn’t help but grimace as she pulled on the backpack feeling the weight immediately, Maisie had clearly packed more into it this time. Trying to steady her own breath she could feel her heart beginning to race, the danger of having to sneak through the gates and the fact she felt incredibly warm was not helping. Determined to keep herself focused she gave a small wave to the friend that had helped them before finally leaving the house, she was going to get him back to the Capital today. I can do it. It has to be done this way as the longer he is here the more danger he is in. Thinking to herself as she begun the walk back towards the gate, pulling up the hood on her dark coloured hoodie to keep her face from sight.
No worries!!
Oh sweet! Well if you have any ideas or stuff you want to do let me know! I'm excited for their journey home.
Oh sweet! Well if you have any ideas or stuff you want to do let me know! I'm excited for their journey home.
Awh bless his little heart!
Right I need to get some sleep!
I was thinking they can make it past the gate into the next district before the fever really kicks in stopping them from progressing? Or they could get further! I don't mind :3
Right I need to get some sleep!
I was thinking they can make it past the gate into the next district before the fever really kicks in stopping them from progressing? Or they could get further! I don't mind :3
Stop it. Stop thinking on what could have been. That night. Iris couldn’t help how her mind strayed back to their last night together, how close they had been. How foolish she had been. It can never happen. As much as she told herself it could never happen, she couldn’t help but wish for it, the memories of the time they spent together were as clear as day. Those memories however were the easiest to remember because everything else hadn’t returned fully, what had returned were hazy and not fully put together even with the breakthrough. It was a miracle she could remember how to get back to the Capital, but then that was one of her most recent memories.
Even something as simple as them going for ice cream was by far one of her favourite memories, but she knew she had to push that away. I have to forget. It will only hurt. Trying to will herself to forget but the more she pushed it aside the more she just wanted to return to those memories when she had felt truly happy. Something she was easily forgetting with her current mindset because she couldn’t push past on how she had betrayed him, how she had single handedly broken his heart when he had without a doubt been one of the most decent human beings she had met.
“Good, as long as we don’t have to divert or encounter any problems, we should be alright. We can push through.” I can push through this. For Cas. Smiling as she nodded to signal that she was ready, another lie she so easily told but she was learning when it came to her own health, she was bad at admitting she wasn’t okay. It made her wonder if she had always been like this before the collapse of her memories. “I’m ready for it.” Keeping the smile in place as she turned to sort herself out a slice of toast, more to just busy herself because she didn’t want to falter and delay them any further.
“Right. I’ve sorted some more bits out, fresh water, some food. I’ve scrapped together a little bit of money incase you don’t manage to do it in a day and well if you do, you’ll need it for the journey back here Iris.” Maisie smiled walking into the room with the backpack all packed for their trip, her eyes lingered over Iris knowing she wouldn’t be able to stop her.
Turning around to see Maisie there she smiled, it felt good knowing she had a friend on her side and the fact Maisie had said back here was a blessing. There was no way she could go home; she could stay with Maisie until she sorted something out and it was a little bit of relief. “Are you sure? I’ll pay you back. I promise.”
“Of course! This is far more important than anything else. I want to make sure you are both safe.” Maisie nodded as she pulled out her phone, “I’m going to message Ethan in half an hour. It should give you both time to get to the gate and wait until he leaves. Then you can slip past.” Sighing as she looked back at the pair, “Oh, Iris. I’ve found you both some hoodies you can borrow again, Go grab them for me? I’ve put them on the bed.” Smiling as she watched Iris go do that, eyes waiting until she heard the bedroom door shut before she turned to Cas the light-hearted tone had dropped. “Don’t break those promises to me. Please.”
Even something as simple as them going for ice cream was by far one of her favourite memories, but she knew she had to push that away. I have to forget. It will only hurt. Trying to will herself to forget but the more she pushed it aside the more she just wanted to return to those memories when she had felt truly happy. Something she was easily forgetting with her current mindset because she couldn’t push past on how she had betrayed him, how she had single handedly broken his heart when he had without a doubt been one of the most decent human beings she had met.
“Good, as long as we don’t have to divert or encounter any problems, we should be alright. We can push through.” I can push through this. For Cas. Smiling as she nodded to signal that she was ready, another lie she so easily told but she was learning when it came to her own health, she was bad at admitting she wasn’t okay. It made her wonder if she had always been like this before the collapse of her memories. “I’m ready for it.” Keeping the smile in place as she turned to sort herself out a slice of toast, more to just busy herself because she didn’t want to falter and delay them any further.
“Right. I’ve sorted some more bits out, fresh water, some food. I’ve scrapped together a little bit of money incase you don’t manage to do it in a day and well if you do, you’ll need it for the journey back here Iris.” Maisie smiled walking into the room with the backpack all packed for their trip, her eyes lingered over Iris knowing she wouldn’t be able to stop her.
Turning around to see Maisie there she smiled, it felt good knowing she had a friend on her side and the fact Maisie had said back here was a blessing. There was no way she could go home; she could stay with Maisie until she sorted something out and it was a little bit of relief. “Are you sure? I’ll pay you back. I promise.”
“Of course! This is far more important than anything else. I want to make sure you are both safe.” Maisie nodded as she pulled out her phone, “I’m going to message Ethan in half an hour. It should give you both time to get to the gate and wait until he leaves. Then you can slip past.” Sighing as she looked back at the pair, “Oh, Iris. I’ve found you both some hoodies you can borrow again, Go grab them for me? I’ve put them on the bed.” Smiling as she watched Iris go do that, eyes waiting until she heard the bedroom door shut before she turned to Cas the light-hearted tone had dropped. “Don’t break those promises to me. Please.”
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