I feel for Cas! Poor thing ;A;
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.
If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.
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Watching as he passed her his own hoodie she frowned, wanting to say to him no he should keep it because it would get cold and they didn’t have shelter. Holding her own tongue she put on the jacket knowing it would only help her break the fever, plus she was very cold. Feeling a little bit better with the jacket adding an extra layer of warmth she watched as he hesitated at her question, she didn’t blame him it was quite the intense question and very personal. Even though they had been close a lot had changed between in the short amount of time, but she hoped that she could help.
In the space of a day a lot had been thrown at them, it was like the stuff in stories and if they spoke about what had happened, she was sure that no one would believe them. This was the situation that they had to see and experience themselves to actually believe what was going on. Smiling softly at his confirmation that he appreciated she was there she felt herself relax a little, happy that she could provide him some comfort. “Confused?” Though as he spoke on, she felt her heart crumble, he truly believed his father didn’t care and she could understand why. It was hard to optimistic when your mind was constantly telling you what was the point and she was had been there more times than she liked to admit.
“Hey, no. Don’t say that.” Without hesitating she took his hands in hers holding them gently, “Home is where you make it. It doesn’t have to be a specific place. Trust me on that.” Running her fingers across his hands caressing them gently so he knew she was there for him as she tried to console him. “I could tell you what to do, I could tell you to run away, to go home but it won’t make you happy. You have to make your own decision, but I’ll support you no matter what you want to do.” Speaking softly as she smiled up at him continuing to run her fingers across the skin of his hands.
“I understand why you must think that, but you don’t know what your father has done. We could have missed him and the soldiers at every turn, I’m sure he loves you Cas. Remember all those rules, all the guidelines he put you through? He wouldn’t just leave you. What if he is sick? What if that’s why he can’t personally oversee your return?” Trying to be optimistic as she spoke of the what ifs, they didn’t know what he has done and even though it looked bad there could be a reason why behind it. “Perhaps those bombers were to scare the rebels in hopes they would return you; it could have been warning.”
Edging closer to him she moved her hand to his shoulder rubbing it gently as she smiled softly at him watching him, “I promise you this, no matter what happens I’ll still always be your friend, cheering you on in the background.”
In the space of a day a lot had been thrown at them, it was like the stuff in stories and if they spoke about what had happened, she was sure that no one would believe them. This was the situation that they had to see and experience themselves to actually believe what was going on. Smiling softly at his confirmation that he appreciated she was there she felt herself relax a little, happy that she could provide him some comfort. “Confused?” Though as he spoke on, she felt her heart crumble, he truly believed his father didn’t care and she could understand why. It was hard to optimistic when your mind was constantly telling you what was the point and she was had been there more times than she liked to admit.
“Hey, no. Don’t say that.” Without hesitating she took his hands in hers holding them gently, “Home is where you make it. It doesn’t have to be a specific place. Trust me on that.” Running her fingers across his hands caressing them gently so he knew she was there for him as she tried to console him. “I could tell you what to do, I could tell you to run away, to go home but it won’t make you happy. You have to make your own decision, but I’ll support you no matter what you want to do.” Speaking softly as she smiled up at him continuing to run her fingers across the skin of his hands.
“I understand why you must think that, but you don’t know what your father has done. We could have missed him and the soldiers at every turn, I’m sure he loves you Cas. Remember all those rules, all the guidelines he put you through? He wouldn’t just leave you. What if he is sick? What if that’s why he can’t personally oversee your return?” Trying to be optimistic as she spoke of the what ifs, they didn’t know what he has done and even though it looked bad there could be a reason why behind it. “Perhaps those bombers were to scare the rebels in hopes they would return you; it could have been warning.”
Edging closer to him she moved her hand to his shoulder rubbing it gently as she smiled softly at him watching him, “I promise you this, no matter what happens I’ll still always be your friend, cheering you on in the background.”
Bump~
Feeling his fingers lace with hers was one of the best moments she felt, it wasn’t hard to feel her heart fluttering like it always did when they touched. Hearing the genuine appreciation in his voice made her feel slightly better even though they were in a terrible situation. Although she knew deep down, he would have to return, and she shouldn’t be enjoying the fact they were holding hands it was hard to ignore it when she had genuinely developed feelings for him. This is going to be hard on the both of us in the long run, but I don’t want to push him away. I can’t.
Sighing with relief as he had taken the backpack from her hands, she let them drop to her side as she could still feel them shake from the effort. “Thank you.” Taking one of the water bottles from him she took a sip wanting to clear her mouth from all the dust that had settled back there. Grimacing as the water hit her stomach, she could feel it churn away unsettled from all the action they had just gone through, but none the less she kept taking a few sips knowing it would be best. Replenishing the energy, she had lost and clearing out her throat from the rubbish.
“Huh? Oh. I think I’m alright.” Smiling as she tried to brush off how she felt, she didn’t want him to worry about her. The fever was making her uncomfortable, but she had ignored it because they had been in danger. Sitting down now it felt like everything was catching up with her, the ache of her limbs, the sickly feeling in her stomach and now she felt cold. “No, it’s fine. I don’t think I’d be able to sleep anyway. I’m cold.” Rubbing her arms slightly as she looked over him, “Thank you, for making me eat back there. I definitely needed it.” If they hadn’t had eaten, she could only imagine the worst-case scenario, but thankfully they had recuperated even though it was only brief.
As much as she wanted to take a nap or sleep for that matter, she knew it would be hard, between feeling cold and being out in the open she wouldn’t feel comfortable sleeping whilst he kept watch. What had just happened to them wasn’t easy to process and she wanted to be there for him, listen if he wanted to talk and show him that there was someone who cared. Iris was still concerned over the shift in mood of him, she didn’t want him to feel alone because she knew how it could feel. “How are you?” Tentatively she reached out her hand to him hesitating for a moment because she didn’t want to overstep, but she still wanted him to know she was there. “I’m happy to listen if you need it… I. I understand how it can feel sometimes, but I just. I don’t want you feeling like you’re alone right now. I am here. I just wanted to make sure you know that.”
Sighing with relief as he had taken the backpack from her hands, she let them drop to her side as she could still feel them shake from the effort. “Thank you.” Taking one of the water bottles from him she took a sip wanting to clear her mouth from all the dust that had settled back there. Grimacing as the water hit her stomach, she could feel it churn away unsettled from all the action they had just gone through, but none the less she kept taking a few sips knowing it would be best. Replenishing the energy, she had lost and clearing out her throat from the rubbish.
“Huh? Oh. I think I’m alright.” Smiling as she tried to brush off how she felt, she didn’t want him to worry about her. The fever was making her uncomfortable, but she had ignored it because they had been in danger. Sitting down now it felt like everything was catching up with her, the ache of her limbs, the sickly feeling in her stomach and now she felt cold. “No, it’s fine. I don’t think I’d be able to sleep anyway. I’m cold.” Rubbing her arms slightly as she looked over him, “Thank you, for making me eat back there. I definitely needed it.” If they hadn’t had eaten, she could only imagine the worst-case scenario, but thankfully they had recuperated even though it was only brief.
As much as she wanted to take a nap or sleep for that matter, she knew it would be hard, between feeling cold and being out in the open she wouldn’t feel comfortable sleeping whilst he kept watch. What had just happened to them wasn’t easy to process and she wanted to be there for him, listen if he wanted to talk and show him that there was someone who cared. Iris was still concerned over the shift in mood of him, she didn’t want him to feel alone because she knew how it could feel. “How are you?” Tentatively she reached out her hand to him hesitating for a moment because she didn’t want to overstep, but she still wanted him to know she was there. “I’m happy to listen if you need it… I. I understand how it can feel sometimes, but I just. I don’t want you feeling like you’re alone right now. I am here. I just wanted to make sure you know that.”
Ohhh yes! I'd love too!
I have some ideas for Ethan.
I was thinking he won't tell them how people think Cas is dead because he's going to kill him anyway so no point in telling him. I'm debating on if he'll tell Iris about her father, one part of him thinking her grief would have her running back into his arms. The other part of him would be so mad about her betrayal that he wouldn't even want to talk to her, but he wouldn't want her dead because he still wants her. I feel like he may be a tad obsessed and a lot would now be on his shoulders with everything going on and now how he is stepping in a leader of the rebellion.
I'm quite excited for them to try and escape Ethans grasp this time.
I have some ideas for Ethan.
I was thinking he won't tell them how people think Cas is dead because he's going to kill him anyway so no point in telling him. I'm debating on if he'll tell Iris about her father, one part of him thinking her grief would have her running back into his arms. The other part of him would be so mad about her betrayal that he wouldn't even want to talk to her, but he wouldn't want her dead because he still wants her. I feel like he may be a tad obsessed and a lot would now be on his shoulders with everything going on and now how he is stepping in a leader of the rebellion.
I'm quite excited for them to try and escape Ethans grasp this time.
Oh gosh I bet! I bet it will also give him a new sense of life knowing that they thought he was dead and that's why they never came.
Hearing his dejected voice and the way he had dropped his gaze to the ground hurt her, to see him in such a way upset her because she knew there was nothing, she could do to fix it. If she could reverse time she’d go back in a heartbeat, perhaps even to a time before they met so he could still be blissfully unaware and the happy go lucky Prince she remembered. Although a part of her knew that even though the truth was no doubting hurting it was better than being unaware with what was going on with his own country that he was due to inherit.
The silence between them was deafening and Iris knew all to well what that could mean, often she got herself caught up in her own depressing thoughts. Spiralling and making them worse than they needed to be, and she knew he genuinely didn’t know about what was going on with the war. That much was clear from his reactions. On top of that his safety had been compromised rather than help by the Aspirian military and she could only assume what he would have concluded from that. Especially now with his muttering of whatever works to her plan, the enthusiasm of going home clearly drained.
Seeing the woods was a delight, something Iris never thought possible and as much as she wished there was another torn shelter or beaten up cabin, she could take them too there wasn’t. Not that she knew of. Sighing as he asked the question, she didn’t want to answer she nodded with a sad look in her eyes, “I’m sorry. I just don’t know where is safe right now. There is no withstanding shelter in Bel Bicis and heaven knows about the other districts.” Coughing herself as she felt the irritation of dust that hat settled in the back of her throat, she pushed on into the forest feeling the cool breeze as she entered some of the trees.
No I can’t do it. I know he wanted us to distance, but I can't not right now. Feeling her eyes soften as she glanced over at Cas saddened by the fact, he didn’t have the usual positive aura around him, and she couldn’t blame him. “Hey…” Reaching out she touched his hand with hers holding it gently as she looked at him, fingers caressed his skin hoping to offer him some form of comfort. “You’ll get through this and you’ll be the strongest person for it. I know it doesn’t seem like it now, I know it’s not easy when the voices tell you otherwise… but. You will be fine. You will get through this.” Whether or not her words would help she knew that it was better to try and comfort than let him focus on those thoughts. Iris wanted him to know that she was there for him, no matter what happened she wanted to help him.
“Let’s get you sat down.” Whispering as she moved into the clearing leading him by the hand as they entered a small area that was slightly open. A circle of trees would surround them, but it was perfect for them to sit and rest. If she was honest, she didn’t know how much more she could push on herself, but right now her focus was Cas. Letting go of his hand she pulled down the backpack and grabbed the blanket inside before she laid it out on the cold grassy floor. Sitting herself down she patted the side for Cas as she rummaged around for the water so they could both clear their throats from all the dust and soot they had inhaled.
The silence between them was deafening and Iris knew all to well what that could mean, often she got herself caught up in her own depressing thoughts. Spiralling and making them worse than they needed to be, and she knew he genuinely didn’t know about what was going on with the war. That much was clear from his reactions. On top of that his safety had been compromised rather than help by the Aspirian military and she could only assume what he would have concluded from that. Especially now with his muttering of whatever works to her plan, the enthusiasm of going home clearly drained.
Seeing the woods was a delight, something Iris never thought possible and as much as she wished there was another torn shelter or beaten up cabin, she could take them too there wasn’t. Not that she knew of. Sighing as he asked the question, she didn’t want to answer she nodded with a sad look in her eyes, “I’m sorry. I just don’t know where is safe right now. There is no withstanding shelter in Bel Bicis and heaven knows about the other districts.” Coughing herself as she felt the irritation of dust that hat settled in the back of her throat, she pushed on into the forest feeling the cool breeze as she entered some of the trees.
No I can’t do it. I know he wanted us to distance, but I can't not right now. Feeling her eyes soften as she glanced over at Cas saddened by the fact, he didn’t have the usual positive aura around him, and she couldn’t blame him. “Hey…” Reaching out she touched his hand with hers holding it gently as she looked at him, fingers caressed his skin hoping to offer him some form of comfort. “You’ll get through this and you’ll be the strongest person for it. I know it doesn’t seem like it now, I know it’s not easy when the voices tell you otherwise… but. You will be fine. You will get through this.” Whether or not her words would help she knew that it was better to try and comfort than let him focus on those thoughts. Iris wanted him to know that she was there for him, no matter what happened she wanted to help him.
“Let’s get you sat down.” Whispering as she moved into the clearing leading him by the hand as they entered a small area that was slightly open. A circle of trees would surround them, but it was perfect for them to sit and rest. If she was honest, she didn’t know how much more she could push on herself, but right now her focus was Cas. Letting go of his hand she pulled down the backpack and grabbed the blanket inside before she laid it out on the cold grassy floor. Sitting herself down she patted the side for Cas as she rummaged around for the water so they could both clear their throats from all the dust and soot they had inhaled.
Omg poor Cas! I feel so bad for him!!
Awwwh! Iris probably won't sleep she will probably try to calm him if he does.
It was strange hearing his voice call out to her because although she heard it the sound didn’t register. Everything seemed to be going slowly as she tried to focus herself again, but she seemed to come back to earth as she felt his hand against her upper back. The touch somewhat calming her as he told her to try to breathe slowly. Thankfully he was there as had he not been, she would have gone into a full state of panic. It was surreal thinking that they had almost lost their lives only moments ago, but he was right she had to calm down. They had to get out of here and somewhere that was remotely safe, then they could worry about what had happened.
Drawn from her thoughts as she felt him gather her in his arms, she couldn’t help but exhale slowly, the relief that he was still there standing with her. They were both alive and not badly hurt meaning they could push on. Closing her eyes as she wrapped her arms around him holding him as she slowly began to breathe in and out calming herself down with his help. As she calmed her breathing her heart rate soon followed and even though she still had the fever she felt much better calm and collected.
“Sorry.” Whispering as she slowly looked up at him trying to smile, “I can keep moving. We need too.” Although finding it hard she gently pushed herself away from him before glancing around the destroyed district they had stopped in. Taking a few small steps, she felt a little unsteady at first but once she got into the rhythm of one foot in front of the other, she managed to pick up pace a little. This time she kept her eyes forward not wanting to see the bodies because if she did, she would only think on what fresh hell had just been unleashed. Even though she hadn’t figured out where they were going just yet walking was helping, it was taking her mind off of everything if only for a split second but it hadn’t stopped the slight tremble of her body.
I have to keep positive; we can move onto another district… getting there though. Ah. Trying to think on what would be the best way to go about it she pushed on through the debris, eyes narrowing to shield them from the dust that was still floating about as everything began to settle in it’s new place. “I… it might be a little dangerous, but we may have to take the forest and the road. If that… well I think it hit the next district.” Holding back a shudder as she didn’t want to think on what state the next district was in from the bomb that had struck. It’s a shame, we don’t have camping gear. We may have to sleep under the stars tonight. Thoughts on what kind of shelter she could get them too as she tried to look at the sky but was met with more dust and chalk.
Drawn from her thoughts as she felt him gather her in his arms, she couldn’t help but exhale slowly, the relief that he was still there standing with her. They were both alive and not badly hurt meaning they could push on. Closing her eyes as she wrapped her arms around him holding him as she slowly began to breathe in and out calming herself down with his help. As she calmed her breathing her heart rate soon followed and even though she still had the fever she felt much better calm and collected.
“Sorry.” Whispering as she slowly looked up at him trying to smile, “I can keep moving. We need too.” Although finding it hard she gently pushed herself away from him before glancing around the destroyed district they had stopped in. Taking a few small steps, she felt a little unsteady at first but once she got into the rhythm of one foot in front of the other, she managed to pick up pace a little. This time she kept her eyes forward not wanting to see the bodies because if she did, she would only think on what fresh hell had just been unleashed. Even though she hadn’t figured out where they were going just yet walking was helping, it was taking her mind off of everything if only for a split second but it hadn’t stopped the slight tremble of her body.
I have to keep positive; we can move onto another district… getting there though. Ah. Trying to think on what would be the best way to go about it she pushed on through the debris, eyes narrowing to shield them from the dust that was still floating about as everything began to settle in it’s new place. “I… it might be a little dangerous, but we may have to take the forest and the road. If that… well I think it hit the next district.” Holding back a shudder as she didn’t want to think on what state the next district was in from the bomb that had struck. It’s a shame, we don’t have camping gear. We may have to sleep under the stars tonight. Thoughts on what kind of shelter she could get them too as she tried to look at the sky but was met with more dust and chalk.
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