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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It all looked good!

Also I won't be able to post tonight. I don't feel great at all so I'll probably just get some sleep. Just thought I would let you know!

Ahh that sucks hopefully you get to celebrate your graduation in style!

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

Ah yeqh I understand! Just wanted to check in! :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh nice!! I'm glad it was good!

How is graduation going to work? Isn't there usually a ceremony? If you don't mind me asking ^^

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Walking in step with him she smiled as he said he didn’t care were they went; she didn’t have a fleshed-out idea on where to take him other than the next district along in hopes it wasn’t ravaged. This was her best bet, following the forest alongside the road that was just a few steps next to them. Perhaps she could find them another abandoned house, she was sure there was another bomb shelter around worst case scenario. Every district had one for potential attacks and it’s not like they were being used, perhaps the later districts had less run-down ones not covered in thick coats of dust and comfortable places to sleep.

Thinking on simple things like that it was strange to think she had experienced some luxury, the bed she had stayed in was one of the most comfortable pieces of furniture she had ever stayed on. The sofa was even amazing. Although she had only enjoyed the life of luxury for a little while it was easy to miss, especially with how simple it seemed. I wonder how Cas must feel, this must be such a shock to him. I bet her never pictured living like this, if you can call this living. Thinking to herself as she continued to walk on smiling softly as he offered some words of comfort to her from her memories. “I guess, it’s just hard. Hopefully I’ll remember, but I’m sure there are parts I don’t want too. Thanks Cas, for putting up with me through it.” Squeezing his hand back gently as she smiled at him, sure things weren’t great, but the good part was that she did have him.

Diverting their route slightly she headed towards the road again just to see it divert off slightly signalling that it would lead them to a district. “We can either carry on and try out this district to see if there is anywhere, we can stay. The road down there will lead us to Eulmore but it will be quite a while before getting there. Or as I said we can continue on down the road towards the Capital. Both will be long.” Debating on it as she looked over at Cas smiling, Eulmore was the next district and she couldn’t be certain it wasn’t in ruin like Bel Bicis had been because she didn’t know where exactly the bombs had been dropped.

“Although, I can’t be certain it’s not in ruins like Bel Bicis.” Whispering as she felt herself shudder at the thought, the imagery of dead bodies hadn’t left her completely nor the state of the district itself because it had been horrifying. That was something that would no doubt haunt the both of them for a while, she had seen some horrifying things before, but nothing could escape the scene of a destroyed town full of innocent bystanders. This is all because of Hope, because of the rebellion and kidnapping him. If these things didn’t happen would they still be dead? Or would they be saved? It was all full of what ifs, she couldn’t be sure if the rebellion never happened things would be different.

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

Hey! How have things been going for you? :)

Plots plots plots!

Bump

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Nice one!

Thank you haha, it's going terrible but I did some ironing! I hope you have a lovely weekend at your parents :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Finding herself in high spirits she couldn’t help but laugh when he said it would be unfair if she cut him off to prove a point, she knew in heart she couldn’t just do that to him. Not when it felt like she had waited forever to just be close to him again, although her own self doubt was doing wonders at the idea of getting too attached right now because she was now starting to fear what was to come. Fear of the unknown as she took this adventure with Cas and sure he had said he would fight for them, but it was hard to remember how protective his father was. If he did choose to go home not only would she not be welcomed by his father, but no doubt the people because of her status and what she had ultimately done.

“Oh, thank you. You didn’t have too.” Taken from her thoughts as Cas took the backpack from her offering to carry it so she didn’t have too, it was heavy, and it was nice to have a break from having to carry it. She hadn’t noticed too much whilst they were rushing around trying not to get caught but thinking on it now, she was glad he had offered. “If it gets too much tell me alright? You’re not in perfect health either.” Smiling over at him as she walked through the trees heading towards the road, but not into it directly. In her mind she just needed to know where about the road was so they could walk that way through the forest, she didn’t want them trekking along an open road that was used by a lot of people especially rebels.

Holding his hand, she looked over at Cas when he asked where she was taking him this time, she hadn’t really though it through, but she wanted to get them to another district that was safer at least. “I don’t know, I just know that the further we get in the nicer the districts become. So, I’m hoping that they are still intact.” She had no clue what had happened to the other districts, they could be in the same boat as the others but at least they were moving. As she walked she could hear the snapping of twig branches beneath her feet, the rustle of bushes and leaves that surrounded them and even though it should be a serene calming sound she was still on edge that something was going to go wrong.

“Maybe?” Furrowing her brow as she tried to think on the districts, she could remember the important parts and flashes, but it wasn’t concrete. “It’s strange, like I feel like I know it. I can’t picture it, but it feels right. Is that weird? I thought it could be muscle memory… I guess I just don’t know.” Pondering her own thoughts as she caught site of the road, it looked intact minus the potholes and little bits of rubble and stone that scattered across the black tarmac. “It’s hard to explain, but I know I’ve walked through the districts before, I’ve been to them, I can’t tell you why or how I know that… it’s just a feeling I get.”

Sighing softly to herself as she stopped just looking at the long road before her, “It’s like when I was at Maisies I had this feeling of déjà vu, I knew some things, but then others I didn’t. I know now she was my best friend, but I didn’t remember that until I saw her name and I wish I could recall our childhood memories together, but even then I don’t remember it all…” Trailing off she held back part of her sentence not wanting to voice it out loud, it just felt like a part of her was broken and she hated it.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris chuckled as he stated she could use him as a pillow at any time, well she wasn’t complaining about that part because she had thoroughly enjoyed being cuddled up to him napping and she hoped he didn’t mind. It had been a great rest and on top of that she had felt safe in his arms, it was strange to feel that way, but it was also oddly soothing to her. It was also great on the fact she had felt hungry, her appetite was returning which could only mean she was on the mend. Perhaps it had just been a twenty-four-hour thing, she hoped so because being out in the open was not a choice for them. Not with the rebels that were still hunting them down.

Frowning slightly as she heard his vague answer she wanted to press on the matter, but decided it was best not too right now anyway and especially whilst they were so in the open. The wound had to still be fresh, his thoughts probably hadn’t helped, and she didn’t want to bring it up unless he felt comfortable. Though would he ever feel comfortable talking about it? Maybe I should ask when we have found more suitable shelter. Biting her lip as she began to pack up the items, they had used back into the backpack that was now holding a lot of items to help them survive. Hopefully she could find them more food and medicine, even though she knew that would be difficult she could still hold out hope to find such items.

“H-Hey! You are such a tease!” Blushing at his teasing as she couldn’t help but smile, she shook her head, “Maybe I won’t want to cuddle you. What will you do then huh?” Sticking her tongue out at him before she brushed herself down from all the dust and dirt of the day she looked towards the forest before back at the other end which led to the road. Considering their options, she would have to take them the roadway to get to the other district, considering the district they had just left had been destroyed and who knows what else the road would be left clear.

“I can handle it; I’m feeling much better this time round.” Iris smiled as she picked up the makeshift blanket folding it up so she could stuff it away in the backpack just in case they needed it later. The nights could get cold and depending on if they actually got some shelter, he could get a chill so at least they had something. “Come on, I have an idea on somewhere we could stay.” Hesitating for a moment she went to reach for his hand, something held her back from just taking it and that was the reasonable part of her. The part of her that was telling her to not get too attached because who knew what could happen. Pushing those thoughts into the back of her head she held his hand in hers gently and started to walk to lead them to somewhere which had a bit more security.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I already want to go to bed hahaha.

Ohhh nice! I hope you have a good visit at least! No worries, I have some housework I need to catch up on. As well as sleep haha xD