Hey it's okay! Sounds like you had a really fun weekend though! I started playing a new game so I was busy haha. I hope you have been well though!
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If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.
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“Ah yeah… maybe.” Iris smiled not really going for the idea because she knew she wouldn’t fancy Luigi’s, well she would have liked to try other options that would interest her but she didn’t want the embarrassment of going to order something they would consider plain. It would be embarrassing for her and she didn’t want to go through that with Miles when already she was starting to feel awkward after realising his intentions to her. There was a part of her that hoped she was overreacting because then it would avoid any awkward situation, though she doubted that would be the case.
As Jay and Miles continued to have their fun with indulging themselves, firstly with finishing the bottle of champagne and then smoking whatever substances they could get their hands on she discreetly placed her plate down with the unfinished food because she was not a fan. Thankfully the boys seemed too wrapped up in their own fun to notice, but she participated in the fun and games and conversations trying to keep her mood upbeat distracting from the pizza. It wasn’t that hard to keep a positive outlook as she was close to Caspian and it was good to see him again after so long, a week had felt forever.
It was quite entertaining to see how stupid they had become because they didn’t pace themselves and she was glad she didn’t join in, she barely finished her own glass of champagne not enjoying the taste at first but she had grown accustomed to it after a few continuous sips. The jokes soon started to not make any sense and it was clear they were out of it, but at the same time to her it was amusing to watch as they lounged around changing into different positions babbling on what she would call was nonsense.
Unable to stop the smile that spread across her lips as she heard his whisper excitement started to build at the idea of spending a moment with him alone. Nodding in response not bothering to whisper back she took to her feet glancing down at the boys wiping the smile from her face as she used the best excuse she could think of, “Hey, I’ll be right back. I’m not feeling too great probably that time you know.” Shrugging it off making it seem like a girl problem to ensure that Miles and Jay wouldn’t question or even go look for her she slipped from the room briefly letting her hand touch Caspians shoulder before she slipped into the bathroom not turning the light on as he said.
As she moved into the bathroom, she couldn’t help but feel excited, this seemed risky and dangerous and her heart hammered away as she waited for him. It was like a surge of adrenaline that rushed through her and she felt herself fidget in anticipation waiting for Cas. It felt strange standing in the dark in the bathroom, but the reward would be worth it because she would get to spend a brief moment alone with him though she felt her cheeks heat up at her own thoughts because the risk added a whole new element to their meeting.
As Jay and Miles continued to have their fun with indulging themselves, firstly with finishing the bottle of champagne and then smoking whatever substances they could get their hands on she discreetly placed her plate down with the unfinished food because she was not a fan. Thankfully the boys seemed too wrapped up in their own fun to notice, but she participated in the fun and games and conversations trying to keep her mood upbeat distracting from the pizza. It wasn’t that hard to keep a positive outlook as she was close to Caspian and it was good to see him again after so long, a week had felt forever.
It was quite entertaining to see how stupid they had become because they didn’t pace themselves and she was glad she didn’t join in, she barely finished her own glass of champagne not enjoying the taste at first but she had grown accustomed to it after a few continuous sips. The jokes soon started to not make any sense and it was clear they were out of it, but at the same time to her it was amusing to watch as they lounged around changing into different positions babbling on what she would call was nonsense.
Unable to stop the smile that spread across her lips as she heard his whisper excitement started to build at the idea of spending a moment with him alone. Nodding in response not bothering to whisper back she took to her feet glancing down at the boys wiping the smile from her face as she used the best excuse she could think of, “Hey, I’ll be right back. I’m not feeling too great probably that time you know.” Shrugging it off making it seem like a girl problem to ensure that Miles and Jay wouldn’t question or even go look for her she slipped from the room briefly letting her hand touch Caspians shoulder before she slipped into the bathroom not turning the light on as he said.
As she moved into the bathroom, she couldn’t help but feel excited, this seemed risky and dangerous and her heart hammered away as she waited for him. It was like a surge of adrenaline that rushed through her and she felt herself fidget in anticipation waiting for Cas. It felt strange standing in the dark in the bathroom, but the reward would be worth it because she would get to spend a brief moment alone with him though she felt her cheeks heat up at her own thoughts because the risk added a whole new element to their meeting.
Ohh very nice!! Taking Kai with you too? :3
It was quite entertaining watching the boys fight over the spot on the sofa, she could see Jay easily winning and minutes later Miles was rubbing his tailbone after being thrown to the floor. Smiling as she watched the pair, she relaxed happy that she was close to Cas as knowing he was there made her feel better as she had someone to back her corner. Laughing to herself as she heard the insults, she glanced down at her plate with the pizza placed on it, feeling her stomach lurch at the thought of eating more because she was not a fan.
It’s just these little things that upset me. It shouldn’t mean anything, but why am I getting upset over it? It’s not a problem that I don’t like this, it shouldn’t be a problem. Why am I making this a problem? Biting the inside of her lip she felt all the emotions stir inside of her, she didn’t know how to feel as she looked at the innocent slices of pizza on her plate. There was no point eating it as she knew she couldn’t force it, perhaps she could say she lost her appetite? Would that be believable? Pushing the thoughts down she returned to her smile and chimed in with the boys, “With that language Miles you will never earn sofa privileges.”
Iris hoped that playing along and making jokes would distract from them asking what her thoughts where, but then she heard Miles just casually asking if it was great. Faltering slightly, she felt herself laugh nervously as she shook her head, “No no, you were right. It’s honestly great, I can see why you guys like it so much.” Trying not to flinch at the teasing comment of hating it just to win the bet, sure that was a lot of money, but she’d never do something on purpose to receive it. Plus, she already felt awkward as it was just staying in his home let alone now taking money from him all because of some stupid bet. “As if I’d do that! I don’t need to win that bet”
I don’t want your charity. Holding back her thoughts not wanting to voice them out loud, but she felt like it would be charity. Though it was probably her overthinking things as per usual, but she felt like they’d pity her because of her background, and it unsettled her. As if to make a point she took another bite of the pizza holding back the disgust she felt and trying not to reveal on her face the fact she disliked the food. Unable to stop the slight shudder she felt she swallowed the bite holding the plate in her hands not wanting them to suspect anything. Between the food and the champagne she could already feel her night not being a great one and she knew she had to be patient, she had to wait until she could spend some time with Cas alone.
It’s just these little things that upset me. It shouldn’t mean anything, but why am I getting upset over it? It’s not a problem that I don’t like this, it shouldn’t be a problem. Why am I making this a problem? Biting the inside of her lip she felt all the emotions stir inside of her, she didn’t know how to feel as she looked at the innocent slices of pizza on her plate. There was no point eating it as she knew she couldn’t force it, perhaps she could say she lost her appetite? Would that be believable? Pushing the thoughts down she returned to her smile and chimed in with the boys, “With that language Miles you will never earn sofa privileges.”
Iris hoped that playing along and making jokes would distract from them asking what her thoughts where, but then she heard Miles just casually asking if it was great. Faltering slightly, she felt herself laugh nervously as she shook her head, “No no, you were right. It’s honestly great, I can see why you guys like it so much.” Trying not to flinch at the teasing comment of hating it just to win the bet, sure that was a lot of money, but she’d never do something on purpose to receive it. Plus, she already felt awkward as it was just staying in his home let alone now taking money from him all because of some stupid bet. “As if I’d do that! I don’t need to win that bet”
I don’t want your charity. Holding back her thoughts not wanting to voice them out loud, but she felt like it would be charity. Though it was probably her overthinking things as per usual, but she felt like they’d pity her because of her background, and it unsettled her. As if to make a point she took another bite of the pizza holding back the disgust she felt and trying not to reveal on her face the fact she disliked the food. Unable to stop the slight shudder she felt she swallowed the bite holding the plate in her hands not wanting them to suspect anything. Between the food and the champagne she could already feel her night not being a great one and she knew she had to be patient, she had to wait until she could spend some time with Cas alone.
And now I am off for the weekend!! Super excited~
Cool to be famous? Grimacing at the idea she wondered what it would be like to be famous, but all she could think of was the cons and no sort of positives. Well, she knew money was certainly a positive, but you’d lose your privacy and have everything broadcasted about your life to others. It just didn’t sit right with her, but then this was something Cas had to deal with on a day to day life and it wasn’t like he was just a one-time celebrity. This was the heir to the throne, a soon to be King and it was unlikely he would be forgotten so quickly so privacy would always be hard for him to obtain. It was a miracle he was even able to pull off an escape plan for her.
“Oh, autobody shop? That sounds pretty cool. I assume it’s something you’re good at then?” Iris smiled looking over to Jay as she thought on his words, she could understand why he would want the publicity as it would help him get his own business off. “I wish you all the best in that venture! I’m sure it will be successful.”
Returning back to the mention of the strange film she looked over at Cas grinning as he asked her to spill the details, “Well honestly I don’t remember. They were in space, but there wasn’t much talking. I didn’t really understand it and then all of a sudden, they were back on earth and like the wildlife was dying? Honestly, I don’t think I paid too much attention to it so that’s probably why I thought it was weird.” Chuckling as she watched Miles come in with the pizza placing it down as a brawl soon began out over the space on the sofa as Cas had predicted.
Nodding she leaned forward taking one of the plates in her hand and helped herself to the pizza placing two slices one of each on the plate for Cas and also some for herself. Once of each too in hopes she would like one of them or both. Leaning back, she passed him his plate over and settled back on the floor still using Cas as a backrest as she held her own plate in her hands, nervous to try the new food. It smelled nice which gave her hope and she knew she was thinking way too into this as she looked at the slices of pizza on her plate. Picking up one of the slices she took a bite and instantly regretted it, this was certainly not a taste she enjoyed but she forced herself to chew and swallow the bite she had taken not wanting to reveal to the others this was in fact too rich for her and a cheese and tomato was what she would have preferred.
Maybe I’ll like the other one? Considering that option as she looked at the other slice on her plate, the pizza without the salmon though she couldn’t just change the slice she was eating? They would pick up on it and know she didn’t like it and just show them another difference of her own background. Something that she was consistently focusing on at the moment.
“Oh, autobody shop? That sounds pretty cool. I assume it’s something you’re good at then?” Iris smiled looking over to Jay as she thought on his words, she could understand why he would want the publicity as it would help him get his own business off. “I wish you all the best in that venture! I’m sure it will be successful.”
Returning back to the mention of the strange film she looked over at Cas grinning as he asked her to spill the details, “Well honestly I don’t remember. They were in space, but there wasn’t much talking. I didn’t really understand it and then all of a sudden, they were back on earth and like the wildlife was dying? Honestly, I don’t think I paid too much attention to it so that’s probably why I thought it was weird.” Chuckling as she watched Miles come in with the pizza placing it down as a brawl soon began out over the space on the sofa as Cas had predicted.
Nodding she leaned forward taking one of the plates in her hand and helped herself to the pizza placing two slices one of each on the plate for Cas and also some for herself. Once of each too in hopes she would like one of them or both. Leaning back, she passed him his plate over and settled back on the floor still using Cas as a backrest as she held her own plate in her hands, nervous to try the new food. It smelled nice which gave her hope and she knew she was thinking way too into this as she looked at the slices of pizza on her plate. Picking up one of the slices she took a bite and instantly regretted it, this was certainly not a taste she enjoyed but she forced herself to chew and swallow the bite she had taken not wanting to reveal to the others this was in fact too rich for her and a cheese and tomato was what she would have preferred.
Maybe I’ll like the other one? Considering that option as she looked at the other slice on her plate, the pizza without the salmon though she couldn’t just change the slice she was eating? They would pick up on it and know she didn’t like it and just show them another difference of her own background. Something that she was consistently focusing on at the moment.
That's so good!
Also I'm really sorry as I don't know why that took me so long. I kept getting distracted haha.
Also I'm really sorry as I don't know why that took me so long. I kept getting distracted haha.
“Yeah I think even I’d prefer watching the action movies. Some of it was just absolute dribble. I was not a fan.” Shaking her head in amusement as Jay happily conversed with her, it was nice to just have a casual conversation with someone else. Someone other than Miles for the past week and Jay seemed genuinely interested which was nice. That and she knew Jay had no intentions of making any sort of moves on her unlike Miles, it felt strange to think of that because she had honestly been so oblivious to it but now it seemed so obvious she couldn’t believe she had missed it.
How will I even approach that subject? Maybe we are over thinking it. Maybe he doesn’t like me. Iris thought to herself as she glanced down at the flute of champagne in her hands that she had barely touched. Glancing up for a second nodding as Miles said he would go get their food, a part of her nervous to try this new pizza that she had never tasted before. It would be interesting to see if she did like it, hopefully she did because she didn’t want to feel different from the others over it or be pestered about not liking it. Again just another thing she knew she was overthinking, but everything was building up for her especially when she felt like she had no one to talk too.
Chuckling as she watched Jay get comfortable on the sofa, she rolled her eyes when he said Miles could sit on the floor, “As if he would. You better not be ruining my bed there I don’t want to sleep on the floor.” Making a fun comment to keep the mood light and happy, especially as she was enjoying the company of everyone here even if she would rather prefer spending it with just Cas.
“Really? Why do people want to be on TV? I don’t get it, especially knowing that all those people would watch.” Iris shook her head not liking the sound of it at all, but then it was different for others they might be more in tune with things like that. “Dating shows? Oh gosh I bet there are some hilariously bad ones of those.” Grinning as she looked up at Cas considering his next words around how people liked to judge others. There was so much truth in those words, people liked to judge others and their lifestyle. Always having an opinion when it was none of there business, “I guess… I don’t see the attraction, especially if you’re just going to pick out all the fault when they do wrong. Speaking of TV, I did watch a really strange film. A part of me thought I had made it all up! But again, I didn’t have much else to do so I ended up watching a lot of rubbish. It kind of makes me miss going outside.”
Finding her gaze look over at the window looking towards the outside wondering on when she could go out, if she could even go out. The back of her mind still convincing herself that she should just go back to the districts. Maybe I could slip out one night without anyone noticing?
How will I even approach that subject? Maybe we are over thinking it. Maybe he doesn’t like me. Iris thought to herself as she glanced down at the flute of champagne in her hands that she had barely touched. Glancing up for a second nodding as Miles said he would go get their food, a part of her nervous to try this new pizza that she had never tasted before. It would be interesting to see if she did like it, hopefully she did because she didn’t want to feel different from the others over it or be pestered about not liking it. Again just another thing she knew she was overthinking, but everything was building up for her especially when she felt like she had no one to talk too.
Chuckling as she watched Jay get comfortable on the sofa, she rolled her eyes when he said Miles could sit on the floor, “As if he would. You better not be ruining my bed there I don’t want to sleep on the floor.” Making a fun comment to keep the mood light and happy, especially as she was enjoying the company of everyone here even if she would rather prefer spending it with just Cas.
“Really? Why do people want to be on TV? I don’t get it, especially knowing that all those people would watch.” Iris shook her head not liking the sound of it at all, but then it was different for others they might be more in tune with things like that. “Dating shows? Oh gosh I bet there are some hilariously bad ones of those.” Grinning as she looked up at Cas considering his next words around how people liked to judge others. There was so much truth in those words, people liked to judge others and their lifestyle. Always having an opinion when it was none of there business, “I guess… I don’t see the attraction, especially if you’re just going to pick out all the fault when they do wrong. Speaking of TV, I did watch a really strange film. A part of me thought I had made it all up! But again, I didn’t have much else to do so I ended up watching a lot of rubbish. It kind of makes me miss going outside.”
Finding her gaze look over at the window looking towards the outside wondering on when she could go out, if she could even go out. The back of her mind still convincing herself that she should just go back to the districts. Maybe I could slip out one night without anyone noticing?
That sounds quite interesting, I'd have to give it a try just at how weird the combination seems to me. That sucks they are closed though! Hopefully they open again soon :3
Iris smiled just listening as Cas called the formal events overrated and how he preferred the atmosphere of bars, still another place she doubted she could go too. A part of her wondered if he had said it to make her feel better, especially as he went on to say the events were kind of snobbish and full of gossip. It was hard not to be curious about it, but it was just a grim reminder of the fact she would never attend something like that, she probably wouldn’t even go into the bars or anywhere in the Capital. At least in the districts she didn’t have to hide, and she could go where she pleased, not that there were many places to visit but she didn’t have to hide away for fear of arrest.
Drawn from her thoughts by what Jay said she looked up about to ask what he meant by a sugar baby, but thought better of it closing her mouth as she listened to them talk on slowly understanding by what they truly meant. It was weird to think that some people where into that, just having an easy life without having to do anything. Some sort of sugar baby was a new concept to her, but you couldn’t really get those in the districts. Of course, there were people that would sleep around to earn something extra, but nothing on that kind of level.
“Yeah.” Iris smiled agreeing with the boys about it being a good choice, though it wasn’t her taste she felt like chiming in, so she didn’t seem too out of place here. Perhaps she would enjoy it more with the food and that was the hope because she didn’t want more things cropping up to highlight how she didn’t belong, not when it was already playing on her mind.
Even with her worries she felt like Cas had caught on, she felt the gentle touch on her back, tracing patterns and it began to calm her. It was such an appreciated gesture and it made her feel better that she wasn’t openly drinking the champagne, he had to understand what she was feeling she hoped he did. Though it did bring up the question of what kind of future they could have together, something she didn’t want to think about but found it hard to stop wondering on the subject matter.
“Oh!” Smiling as she caught Jays question she nodded, “I’m feeling a lot better, despite being stuck with Miles and having to put up with him daily.” Making a playful comment as she relaxed a bit more at the fact she was close to Cas and she could feel his touch soothing her. “I’ve been taught a lot more card games, well remembered how to play. Also, can we talk about the crap reality shows you have here? Do people actually watch that kind of rubbish? I was so shocked and well, curious I couldn’t stop watching it at first. Honestly I don’t get it!” Laughing as she looked towards the door hearing the buzzer of the door again for their food. "I hope that's the food!"
Drawn from her thoughts by what Jay said she looked up about to ask what he meant by a sugar baby, but thought better of it closing her mouth as she listened to them talk on slowly understanding by what they truly meant. It was weird to think that some people where into that, just having an easy life without having to do anything. Some sort of sugar baby was a new concept to her, but you couldn’t really get those in the districts. Of course, there were people that would sleep around to earn something extra, but nothing on that kind of level.
“Yeah.” Iris smiled agreeing with the boys about it being a good choice, though it wasn’t her taste she felt like chiming in, so she didn’t seem too out of place here. Perhaps she would enjoy it more with the food and that was the hope because she didn’t want more things cropping up to highlight how she didn’t belong, not when it was already playing on her mind.
Even with her worries she felt like Cas had caught on, she felt the gentle touch on her back, tracing patterns and it began to calm her. It was such an appreciated gesture and it made her feel better that she wasn’t openly drinking the champagne, he had to understand what she was feeling she hoped he did. Though it did bring up the question of what kind of future they could have together, something she didn’t want to think about but found it hard to stop wondering on the subject matter.
“Oh!” Smiling as she caught Jays question she nodded, “I’m feeling a lot better, despite being stuck with Miles and having to put up with him daily.” Making a playful comment as she relaxed a bit more at the fact she was close to Cas and she could feel his touch soothing her. “I’ve been taught a lot more card games, well remembered how to play. Also, can we talk about the crap reality shows you have here? Do people actually watch that kind of rubbish? I was so shocked and well, curious I couldn’t stop watching it at first. Honestly I don’t get it!” Laughing as she looked towards the door hearing the buzzer of the door again for their food. "I hope that's the food!"
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